From Mistress To Wife 2: Love Scorned
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I have to call 911.
“Please send someone, my baby has stopped breathing!” I yell to the female operator once the call is connected. After a few more questions, she asks me what my address is; which I tell her all in one breath.
“Okay ma’am I’m sending someone over there right now, do you know how to preform CPR?” she asked.
“Yes.”
Not allowing her to say anything else, I drop the phone and start applying compressions on Destiny’s chest, then I stop and blew into her mouth. After three attempts I finally felt a faint pulse. I heard a banging on the front door. I rushed to answer it and let the EMT’s in.
“We have a small pulse.” I heard one of the workers yell out from the bedroom. ”We need to hurry up and get her to the hospital now!” I watched as they put Destiny on the stretcher and whisk her past me.
I can’t believe I did this to her!
“I need to be with my baby.” I yelled to them following them out on their heels.
“You can ride in the back with her ma’am.” I climb in the back of the ambulance. They closed the door and headed to the hospital.
I couldn’t stop crying and shaking. Why did I stop taking my meds? It’s apparent now that I need them, because I think I just killed my child.
Chapter Forty
Candy
“So what’s up boo, you ready for this dance?” I asked one of my regulars down at the club. I had just popped an X pill and was hornier than a muthfaucka.
“Hell yeah.” He said as he took out his money.
He wasn’t a looker but from what I knew his pockets were long, he tipped well and wasn’t stingy.
“Look, why don’t you let me give you a lil private dance, amongst other things back there in one of the VIP rooms.” I whispered licking on his ear lobe.
“Shit, let’s go!” He said sounding like a kid in the candy store.
I grabbed his hand and led him toward the room. On our way there, I caught Nicole staring at me with a mean mug. I rolled my eyes at the bitch and kept walking. Ever since I put her out that day, I haven’t spoken to her. I don’t have time for nagging hoes. Now if she wanna give me some more of that mouth piece then I’ll take that, but she ain’t, so fuck her. When we got back into the room, I pushed the john down on the couch and started to grind on him.
“Damn this shit feels good.” He moaned while grabbing my ass and grinding with me.
“Hmm it can feel a whole lot better baby, that is, if you willing to pay?” I baited licking on his neck. I knew how to get a nigga to spend that cash.
“You know that’s not a problem, let’s play.” He told me. Those were the words I wanted to hear.
I got down on my knees and pulled his dick out, placed it in my mouth and started to suck on it. From the way he was moaning I knew he was enjoying it. I continued to bob my head up and down in his lap, until his seeds slid down my throat. When I was finished I took out a condom and slid it down to the base before sliding down on his shaft from the back.
“Oh shit! Damn you got some good pussy” he told me as I bounced my ass up and down. He started to slap me on my ass when I leaned forward and continued to bounce.
“That’s right daddy slap this ass.” I egged him on.
Between the X and his stiff dick, I’m in a different world. Ah, it feels so good. He came moments later, but I wasn’t done. I stood up and removed the condom ready to replace it with another one.
“Hold up ma. I need to fucking regroup.” He snapped trying to catch his breath while stopping me. “Take this” he handed me a wad money; which came to a little over two grand. I knew this nigga wasn’t stingy.
“Damn thank you bae.” I told him sliding the money in my boot. “I tell you what, since I’m not done with you and you need to regroup, how about we take part two back to my place?” I suggested.
I never brought a trick back home before, but this X had me feeling all types horny! I also figured that I could maybe get a few more chips out this nigga.
“That’s what’s up.” He smiled and he pulled his pants up back around his waist.
“Alright give me twenty minutes and I'll be outside. I’ll meet you at your car because we can’t get caught leaving the club with customers. What kinda a car you in boo?” I asked.
“I’m in a dark blue s550 sedan.” Cha-Chin! I knew his ass was holding.
“Alright I’ll be out soon.” I told him and left the room.
As I was heading back to the locker area, Nicole was standing by the door talking to another bitch. I looked at her and smirked.
“Hey Nicole, I’m about to go home and enjoy myself with this dude, you wanna come?” I asked taunting the bitch.
“Naw, you too dry for my taste boo.” She said and walked off giggling.
Fuck that bitch.
After I got dressed, I turned in my pay for the night, tipped the DJ and headed out. I met dude at his car, and I told him to follow me to my crib. Once we got there we could barely get in the door before we started ripping each other’s clothes off! Dude could really handle his weight in the bedroom, so much so, I thought about making him a regular booty call. When we were done, he got up and told me he had to go. Just my type of fuck, get a nut and get the hell on.
“So will I be seeing you again?” he asked as he came out of the bath room from freshening up.
“If the price is right you sure can.” I told him sprawled out across my bed naked. I had to make sure his ass knew that my pussy wasn’t for free.
“I got you, put ya number in my phone.” I took his phone from his hand and called myself from it.
“Here keep in touch when you ready to play again.” I told as I handed back his phone.
“Oh, I most definitely will.”
When he left, I got up to go lock the door and get something to drink. My mouth was dry ass fuck from the pill. Since my body is sweaty from our session, I decide to take a shower. When I’m finished, I lit a blunt to relax, so I can get some sleep. A text message alert comes from phone, it’s Alicia. It says that she and Keisha are in town and they want to meet up tomorrow for lunch at our usual spot. Even though I don’t really wanna deal with those bitches, I reply and let her know that I’m down.
Ugh! I hope these hoes ain’t come back here with that goody too shoes shit.
Chapter Forty-One
Carmen
How can I be so fucking stupid? I knew I could have gotten caught up by letting Rico handle some of his work at my house, but he always assured me that nothing like that would happen. When the police came knocking on the door early in the fucking morning with that warrant, I already knew I was in deep shit. All I could say was those famous three words what everybody says when they get caught, and that’s “that ain’t mines”. Of course I got arrested and taken right to jail. Once I got booked and everything, I was set to go right before the judge, since I had gotten arrested early that morning. I was sure that the judge was going to release me since I had never been in any type of trouble, but he didn’t. He said due to the amount of drugs that were found at my apartment, I posed as a distributor and I was to be detained until a further court date is scheduled.
I didn’t know what the fuck he meant by I’m the distributor, because I didn’t sell the shit! I was just making me some extra money. Once I was transported back to the county, I was able to make a phone call. I called my momma and told her everything and asked her if she could get me a lawyer.
“You know what Carmen, this is exactly what yo’ ass get. You have these babies with these no good ass niggas and then dump them on me. You have a nasty attitude and won’t even get yo’ kids. I ain’t got no damn money for no lawyer, and even if I did, I wouldn’t get you one! Instead, I’d use it to help take care of your kids; the kids you conveniently forget about!” she chastised. “I really hope you use this time to reflect on yo’ life and decide what it is you wanna do with it, because God is trying to tell you something honey, and it’s up to you to listen.” sh
e preached.
“Can I make another call, please?” I asked the officer once we hung up. “I’ll be quick.” I promised.
“Hurry up.” My next call was to the only person I knew that could possibly help me, and that was Shawn.
I knew I had been a bitch to him, but I was silently praying that he would help. When he answered the phone, I explained the situation, and at first he shot me down just like my mother had. My back was against the wall though, and I couldn’t take no for an answer, so I offered the one thing he’d been begging me for; a divorce. Once I threw that on the table, he agreed to have a friend to look into my case and help me. I was so relived and grateful. He asked me to call him back the next afternoon so he can let me know what’s up. So right now I’m just in this stank ass cell waiting for phone time.
“Davis, you have a visit.” The CO said.
Damn who could be here? I hoped like hell that it was Shawn’s friend coming to give me some good news. I was led into a small holding room that was freezing inside. After waiting for about five minutes, in walked a sight I definitely wasn’t expecting to see.
“Cory what are you doing here?” I asked with a confused look on my face.
“What’s up Carmen? I’m here to help you.” he said.
“Help me how?” I asked still staring at him puzzled.
“Well first off, my name isn’t Cory, it’s Mike Jackson.” he confessed. “I’m a narcotics agent that’s been undercover for two years working the case involving ya boy Rico.”
You could have knocked my ass over with a feather. Undercover agent? I couldn’t believe that I had been set up.
“Undercover? But wait, me and you” I couldn’t even finish the sentence. How is he undercover and we been fucking for some time now. I felt more and more like a fucking fool.
“I already know what you’re going to say, and yes we have. That was not part of my job though, and for that I am sorry. I do wanna help you though Carmen.” he looked at me apologetically. “You see, we don’t really want you, we want Rico. Now we’ve also arrested him, but we need to have witness to say that he was the boss and involved in the purchasing of the drugs. Without those witnesses he’ll walk, and you’ll sit.” he told me.
So not only is this nigga a fucking narc, he uses me for pussy and wants me to snitch out Rico? Rico and I may not be on the best of terms, but I still wasn’t going to snitch on him. Besides, who knows what he’s capable of doing to me if he finds out.
“You fucking used me Cory, or Mike, whatever the hell yo’ name is! Now you want me to snitch on Rico and possibly put my life in jeopardy?” I asked him.
“I’ll do everything in my power to make sure you’re protected Carmen, and off the record, I didn’t use you. Believe it or not I was feeling you, and still am. That’s why I kept pressing you so hard to leave the shit you had with Rico and do better. You young ma, you have your whole life ahead of you, but the road you’re going down all because of some nigga and a couple of dollars gone have you fucked up. Look where you at now?” he said pointing around the room. “Oh and while you sitting here thinking about not snitching on him, that nigga already gave yo’ name.”
“What!” I yelled.
“That’s right. Once we picked him up, he gave your name without even knowing we had already had you. He’s saying those drugs found at your crib are yours. When my partner questioned him if you were his woman, he told him that you were nothing but a trick bitch that he found out was fucking a friend of his; which I assume was me. I wasn’t in the room when he was being questioned but I was watching and listening through the interrogation window.”
“Rico wouldn’t do that. He wouldn’t give names; that’s not how he rolls.” I said defending him.
“Don’t believe me? Listen to this.” Cory sat a small black recorder on the table. Once the tape began playing I heard Rico’s voice saying the things he said about me. I put my head down and tears started to pour out like a faucet. Here I am helping him out while making me some money in the process and he threw me straight under the bus. Cory cut the tape off. I slowly lifted my head back up.
“How did he know we were fucking?” I asked in a whisper.
“One of his boys told him he saw you coming out of my house one night. I guess he was having me followed at first to see how legit I was. When he mentioned it to me, I told him I ain’t know y’all was together. I said that you told me you just worked for him, because I had to keep my cover. That’s when he told me to keep doing me, and that you wasn’t nothing but a money grubbing hoe anyway.” Cory told me, even though he looked like he didn’t want to say those things about me. It all makes sense now. Why he stopped fucking me and stopped spending time at my place.
“Okay, right now I have a friend of mines looking into getting me help with an attorney. What would I have to do to help?” I asked. Rico wasn’t going to be the only one saving his ass.
“Well I’m talking to the D.A now. I’m letting them know that you are a mother that just got caught up with the wrong man, and if you help us reel in Rico they will cut you a deal.”
“What type of deal, and how did you know I have kids?” I eyed him.
“There will be a deal where you’ll either get probation or minimal jail time of one to three years. With good behavior you can get you out sooner.” He looked at me with his lip twisted to the side. “Come on now, I did my background on you, so that’s how I know you have kids.”
“I have to call my friend back later on today to see what’s going on with the lawyer. After I talk to him I’ll let you know how I wanna do this.” I just couldn’t believe my life is so fucked up right now.
“Okay, I’ll be back tomorrow morning to see what’s up. In the meantime, you keep your head up and use this down time to think about your life, and what you wanna do with yourself. You could have gotten busted by a nasty muthafucka who wouldn’t even think twice about taking you down with Rico. They wouldn’t had even offered you a deal, so consider this a second chance for you in the making. I’ll be back tomorrow baby girl.” Cory said as he got up and motioned for the officer to let him out. Seconds later the same officer came in and got me.
“Can I make my phone call now please?” I almost begged. I’m anxious to know if Shawn is going to help me.
The phone call between Shawn and I was music to my ears. He told me that he got in touch with his lawyer friend and that he said he would be by to visit me today. He also let me know that the papers have already been drawn up requesting a quick divorce for us. I agreed to sign them, and let him know that I really appreciate him helping me. When I got off the phone, I went back to my cell and reflected on everything. What my mom and Cory told me was true; I really needed to get my shit together. I need to get my kids back, and be a mother to them like I’m supposed to. I know now that this is my wakeup call.
Lord I hear you.
Chapter Forty-Two
Alicia
I am so happy to be home and around my parents. I’ve missed them so much and just seeing the joy they have seeing Zaria makes this trip even more worth it. I was even more surprised when Keisha called me on my first day here and told me she and Jass were flying down for a couple of days, so that Jass could see her grandparents. With them coming, it felt like a mini reunion. I texted Candy last night and told her that we were in town and that we should all meet up at our spot and have lunch, and she told me she was down; so I’m anxious to see what she’s been up too. I still have a suspicion that she and Troy are fucking around but only time will tell. Right now I’m on my way now to the airport to pick Keisha and Jass, while my mom watches Zaria.
Once I seen her, I ran up and squeezed her and Jass like I hadn’t just see them a few weeks ago.
“I missed you cuz.” I said to Keisha once we released one another.
“I missed you too. Can we go straight to my parents’ house? Jass has been bugging me like hell to see her grandma and papa.” Keisha said, as I helped her take her bags to my mothe
r’s car.
“We sure can.”
Once we got to my aunt and uncles place, everyone started to catch up. Jass was enjoying getting spoiled rotten, while Keisha on the other hand was unusually quiet and reserved. I could tell something was up. When we were alone, I got straight to the point.
“Alright Keish what’s up? What’s with the sudden trip here and being all quiet and shit?” I asked. Without warning she burst out crying.
“Alicia I fucked up. Keith is going to leave me!” she wept.
“Wait, what?” I asked her confused
“He found out about me and David!” She blurted out.
“How, did you tell him?” I asked. I don’t know what the hell is going on.
“I had no choice! He followed me the other day to the hotel and busted me when I got back home. I thought he was at work but he wasn’t. When I got back home, he was there waiting for me mad ass fuck! He confronted me and told me how he first saw me coming out of a hotel and some dude gave me a kiss, and how he saw me coming out of the same hotel a day later. I just confessed to everything Alicia. He was so hurt!” Keisha continued to cry. “He punched a hole in the wall and left the house. The next day he sent me a text message telling me that he wasn’t coming home for a while, and that he needed time to figure things out. That’s when I remembered you were coming here, so I told him that I’ll leave by bringing Jass down here to visit my folks and see you.”
By the time she finished explaining she was crying so hard she was hyperventilating. I know she’s remorseful, but she was the one who put her marriage in jeopardy.
“I’m sorry shit went down like that Keish, I really am.” I said trying to comfort her.
Truth was the person I really felt bad for was Keith. He really was a good man that loves Keisha with all of him. He already had to deal with the nonsense with his baby momma and now he caught his wife cheating, and with her baby daddy at that! I knew he wanted to fuck some shit up!
“So do you think he’s really gonna divorce you?”