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She pursed her lips. “How . . . boring.”
“What did you say?”
“Where’s the fun in that? Where’s the surprise?”
“Life isn’t fun.”
“Not for most, I suppose.” She leaned back on the settee, tucking her legs under her. “But if I was rich like you, I’d have fun.”
“If you weren’t woefully poor, you’d know that money doesn’t buy happiness.”
“Spoken like a man who’s always had cash.”
“What would you do if you were me? To have fun?”
“I’d spend money on my family. And I’d travel.” She gazed at the ceiling, as if imagining all the places she would go. “I’d see all the Greats: the Great Wall of China, the Great Pyramids, the Great Barrier Reef. Hell, I’d visit the coast for the first time ever.”
She’d never been outside of Appalachia, had never seen an ocean, a beach. He could scarcely imagine that. She had no idea what sea air smelled like, no idea what waves lapping at her feet felt like. How would she react?
Probably not as he would expect her to. “I’ve seen the world, Elizabeth, several times over. It’s overrated. I’ve no family I’ll acknowledge.”
“So now you read your book for enjoyment?” She skimmed the design of the settee’s fabric, red nails trailing lightly. “What’s the last entry in your ledger?”
“It will be a mortal named Declan Chase. If he lives. He’s the one who possesses memories of the ring.”
“If he lives. Did you hurt him?” she asked. Had she stifled a yawn?
“Not I. A demon gutted him with a sword yesterday. But I gave him my blood to make him immortal.”
“Isn’t that a really big deal? Since mortals beg you to do it and all. I believe you said it was priceless?” She rested her head on the arm of the settee.
“I wanted a tie with him very much. Though I acted as if put out to tender my blood.”
Lothaire recalled the subterfuge, a simple but elegant plot, and then the culmination—Chase unconscious, his mouth pried open as he was forced to accept a vampire’s blood.
Even though the Blademan would consider it a defilement, a poison in his veins. . . .
“Now I can locate him anywhere in the world, at any time,” Lothaire continued. “Can read his mind if he’s nearby. Yes, mortal, under the right circumstances I can read minds. Yet another way that I’m superior to you.”
She’ll gasp with astonishment, raising her hand to her temple, fearing that I’m reading her mind right now. . . .
Silence. He glanced over at her; his hands clenched into shaking fists.
Elizabeth was sound asleep.
He’d finally opened up and actually talked with someone—had shown her his fucking book—and she’d fallen asleep? Had he bored her?
Súka! He was tempted to trace her into the middle of a ghoul cage fight, see if that would wake her up!
He loomed over her, staring down, confounded by this mortal’s behavior.
And why he could never predict it.
Over the pounding of his heart, he heard Elizabeth’s even breaths. In sleep, she looked soft, even younger. So beautiful, but profoundly lacking in potential.
She seemed intelligent enough—except when challenging me—yet other than her looks, there was nothing noteworthy about her, no accomplishments she could boast of.
She’d been athletically inclined with all her wilderness expeditions and such, but she wasn’t a distinguished athlete. She played no instrument, and she spoke only one language—poorly.
If not for Saroya, Elizabeth would have lived a wasted existence, just like her loathsome mother. Thrift-store clothes and cheap perfume in a dingy, leaking trailer.
At least now Elizabeth served a higher purpose.
As her breaths deepened, her lips parted and her heartbeat grew lulling. Like a metronome . . . like the waves she’d never see.
So young, this mortal. Gazing at her now, he could almost forget how much he detested humans.
Almost.
His thoughts were interrupted by his sudden yawn. Watching her sleep had calmed him. His Bride—or at least her body—could soothe him. A tool I can use?
After unfastening his sword, he kicked off his boots, drew off his shirt. Now I sleep. Now the memories would come.
As he traced to his bed, he thought, Your days are numbered, young Elizabeth.
15
Ellie woke to a groan. A male’s groan.
She cracked open her eyes, found herself curled up on the couch in the vampire’s bedroom. She groggily reached over and turned on a nearby lamp, lighting the area enough for her to see Lothaire.
He lay asleep in his bed.
She rose and crossed to him, curious to see if she’d find him so handsome now that she was rested—and not acutely traumatized.
At his bedside, Ellie exhaled in resignation. How could he be so damaged mentally—and morally—and yet so stunning on the outside?
Clad only in dark jeans that hung low on his hips, he reclined on his front, the side of his head resting on his forearm. His longish blond hair was tousled, those unnerving eyes concealed.
His face was hauntingly flawless, with his proud, patrician nose and broad cheekbones. Even the stubble covering his bold jawline was enticing to her. Her fingers itched to trace his lips, to determine if they were as firm as they looked. She’d never really noticed men’s lips before, but his were sexy.
Now that his wounds had healed, the smooth skin of his back seemed to demand her touch. Those brawny shoulders . . .
He groaned again, his brows drawing together sharply. Dreaming?
If he truly experienced the memories of all his victims—thousands of years’ worth—how could he not be going insane?
Surely he wouldn’t be dreaming of that ring already. Maybe he was seeing her memories?
She’d never done anything she’d be too ashamed of him discovering, but she didn’t want him to feel exactly how much she loved her family—or to know how dire their straits currently were.
The last time she’d spoken with her mother, there’d been mutterings about the Peirce men returning to the mines. Mama had said, “Over my dead body, Ellie,” then had grown embarrassed by her comment to her death-row daughter. . . .
When Lothaire turned on his back, Ellie’s mouth went dry. His torso was hard as stone, with cut abs and pecs. Darker blond hair, almost golden in color, dashed the center of his chest, and a fine line of gold trailed down to his navel and lower.
Her starving senses drank him in, almost blunting her hatred for him. Dear God, the vampire was so . . . beautiful.
Masculine perfection. Especially with his eyes closed. I could look at him all day.
No! Rubber band snap. He was a murderer who wanted to do her in. He was partly responsible for her imprisonment.
She’d best not have any confusing attraction to him. In fact, she briefly considered opening the curtains to the morning sun, but decided against it. He was too fast, would just trace from the light.
Instead, Ellie dragged herself away, planning to shower, get dressed, and mentally prepare for her next go-round with him.
Inside her room, she locked the adjoining door between their suites from her side—as if that’d do anything to keep him out. Then she drew back the curtains to her balcony. Her lips parted.
Late afternoon? Exhausted or not, she couldn’t believe she’d slept so long. In prison, she’d awakened at 6 a.m. on the dot for her entire sentence.
She headed for her bathroom, finding lavish toiletries inside. The promise of a shower with piping-hot water—and no guard’s eyes on her—called to her.
Once the steaming water cascaded over her, she sighed with contentment, leisurely scrubbing her body with a scented soap.
Yet soon her sweeping hands slowed, bathing turned to stroking. It’d been so long since she’d been able to touch herself like this—fully naked and unobserved—that she’d forgotten what she felt like.
When she cupped one breast, a shaky breath escaped her. Damn, but she missed being caressed, missed masculine sounds of appreciation as she’d touched in turn.
Ellie had enjoyed men, had been an incurable flirt all her life. She’d fogged up so many truck cab windows that she’d gotten a reputation.
That was Ellie, the easy virgin—who was up for naughty talk, petting, grinding. As long as her jeans stayed zipped.
But then she’d been sent away, banished from flirting and laughing and touching.
In prison, she’d longed to feel the roughness of boys’ hands on her breasts, to hear their desperate moans in her ear. “Let me have you, Ellie. . . . I’ll only put the tip in, I swear.”
She rested her forearm on the marble shower wall as her free hand descended down her belly and lower. Since she was now bare between her legs, Ellie perceived every different sensation—water drops running along her flesh, the rasp of one of her long nails. . . .
She was slick inside, so tempted to do more than explore. She bit her lip and glanced around, half-afraid Lothaire would trace into the room and catch her.
What would he do?
When he’d snatched her against his body yesterday, she’d felt the unyielding power of his muscles, had felt his impossibly large erection.
Her sex clenched at the memory of that hardness.
A spray of water misted over the graze on her neck, making her shiver. The vampire had sampled her there, had seemed to relish her taste, groaning as he took.
For some reason, the idea of that was so . . . erotic to her—as if he’d wanted her so much, he had to take a part of her into himself.
Her breath shuddered out.
What would’ve happened if Saroya hadn’t risen? Would the vampire have cupped Ellie’s breasts? She remembered how they’d ached. At that moment, she couldn’t have stopped him, had been in a sensual stupor from his mouth.
Would he have trailed his kisses lower . . . and lower? She pictured those firm lips closing around one of her nipples, his blond brows drawn with pleasure as his pale hands kneaded—
No! What was wrong with her? She detested the vampire, yet she was fantasizing about him? She dropped her hands at once, turning off the water. Leaning back against the wall, she caught her breath, getting control of her need.
Vampires were always portrayed as hypnotically attractive in the movies. Surely he had some kind of uncanny sway over her—some supernatural quality about him.
Although the more likely explanation was that she was simply hard-up after her long prison stay.
After drying off, she padded to the closet, staggered anew at all the selections. She could spend hours mixing and matching. She’d never followed fashion in women’s magazines because she’d known she would never possess enough choices to create outfits, to have a “personal style.”
In fact, she’d vaguely resented the women who had the resources—and the time—to spend on fashion.
Still don’t have the time. Reminding herself that she had only a month at the most, she quickly chose a pair of beige slacks and a blue sweater with a low cowl neck. The outfit looked silly without shoes, so she slipped on a pair of tobacco-colored pumps.
Would the vampire be up yet? Would they have another conversation— or confrontation? She wondered if the fluttery feeling in her belly was hunger. Or nerves.
She quickly braided the crown of her hair, leaving the rest to curl past her shoulders. After debating makeup, she opted for a light sheen of lip gloss—
A thunderous bellow sounded from his room. Followed by another, and another. Louder, louder . . .
Then quiet.
16
When Lothaire awakened, he lay in a bank of snow. Though it was surely still day in New York, the moon’s yellow light streamed down over him.
Sleep-tracing. Again. Where the hell am I now? Was it to happen every time he slept?
He darted his gaze around, recognizing his whereabouts—because it was a property he returned to often, one he now owned.
The field where his mother had died.
How distinctly he recalled Ivana’s death and the night that followed. On a still eve just like this one, he’d finally been able to rise from his snowy cocoon. . . .
The sun had barely set when he began clawing himself out of the snow. The humans had long since gone, but Lothaire had been forced to wait in agony for twilight.
At last he broke through the outer layer of ice and ran in search of his mother . . . hoping against hope. Then he spied all that was left of the proud Ivana—black ash against glaringly white snow.
With a choked yell, he reached for her remains, but a slight breeze soughed, scattering her ashes across the field.
“No, no, Mother!” Crying, frantic to touch even a fragment of her, he lunged for them—
And he traced instead, brushing his fingertips over disintegrating ash.
The first time he’d ever been able to teleport. Shock welled. Hours earlier, that skill would have prevented Ivana’s sacrifice.
He sank to his knees, filled with a bitter hatred for himself. I failed her. Tears fell—until he perceived a presence.
The Daci, all around him, cloaked in mist.
His mother had told him that her family might come for him once the humans were gone. Indeed, they had.
“Lothaire,” they whispered like the wind.
He shot to his feet, jerking around in circles. “Show yourselves!” He turned the hatred he’d felt for himself outward. He heard his mother’s voice in his mind: “Rely on cold reason.” But he couldn’t.
Fury burned inside him just as the sun had burned her.
“You filthy cowards! Where were you last night? Where is Serghei?” he screamed till spittle sprayed from his lips, freezing there. “Let me see your faces!”
“Lothaire . . .”
He traced forward, flying into the mist with his fangs bared. Couldn’t see them. Eyes wide, he realized they were the mist—and within it, so was he. “You let her burn!” he yelled, throat gone raw. “Fight me!”
From all around, he heard their broken murmurs: “. . . her curse . . .” “. . . he traces within the mist . . .” “. . . Horde blood . . .” “. . . lacking . . .” “. . . rage . . .”
“Yes, I’ve Horde blood! The better to destroy you with—”
They merely traced away, dissipating.
The night was still, utter silence. Utter aloneness. . . .
Over the centuries, Lothaire had returned here time and again, desperately seeking his mother’s people, seeking Serghei.
But never had he sleep-traced this kind of distance. The snow bit into his bare feet, a chill breeze leaching the warmth from his uncovered torso.
Despise this place. Lothaire could still remember the smell of Ivana’s flesh burning on that freezing dawn.
Because her father, Serghei, the king of the Daci, had forsaken her.
The grandfather Lothaire had never—in his endless life—been able to find.
When young, Lothaire hadn’t comprehended the pain his mother had felt. Since then he’d known torture many times, had felt his own skin seared away in the sun.
Now he understood what Serghei had subjected Ivana to. I can still feel her brittle ashes against my fingertips. . . .
At the memory, rage seethed inside Lothaire, as fresh as that eve. Shouldn’t it have dimmed?
He felt crazed, wanting to rip apart an enemy until steaming blood sprayed like rain and painted the snow. “Face me, Serghei!” he bellowed. “You fucking coward!”
For an instant, he thought he sensed their presence. Or was it only a lingering remnant from his dream? “Face me!” No one met him; no one answered his challenge. “Goddamn you all, fight me!”
This might be the moment when I topple off the razor’s edge, irretrievably mad.
Anothe
r bellow erupted from his chest. Crave blood, carnage . . . bones shattering . . .
The rush when flesh gave way to his fangs.
Atop a razor, staring down at the abyss. And the abyss stares back.
Just when he realized he was about to lose this battle, he pictured his Bride’s skin yielding, giving up that crimson wine of hers. Sink your fangs into her, plunge them deep. . . .
His eyes widened. She’s alone. Unguarded.
In less than an instant, he’d returned to the apartment. Needing to protect her. Needing her. He would bury his face in her hair and inhale her intoxicating scent, could imagine it so clearly.
He found Elizabeth standing out on her balcony under the cover of sun.
Not her, not her. Saroya only. He grated, “Let Saroya rise.”
She turned. “You’re back— Oh, my God, your eyes.”
“Let her rise!” Abyss.
“She’s not trying to.”
He threw back his head and yelled.
“Lothaire?” He heard the mortal swallow in fear, and yet she eased closer to him, hands out in front of her. “Wh-what’s happened to you? Is that snow on your jeans?”
He narrowed his gaze on her, willing her, Yes, come to me. She took a step closer to the shadows, then another. Her hands trembled. Want them on me. Come and touch me, female.
Touch me, and I might last another night.
* * *
The vampire’s eyes were more frightening than Ellie had ever seen them. They were filled with both rage—and anguish. Red forked out over the whites, giving him an even more sinister look.
Yet they were spellbinding to her.
His bared chest heaved with breaths, his hands clenched into fists, the promise of violence in every rippling muscle and whipcord tendon. His fangs glinted as if razor-sharp.
And still she found herself crossing to him, wanting to smooth his windblown hair off his brow, needing to feel his flawless skin.
When she joined him in the room, something began happening that Ellie didn’t understand. He positioned himself closer to her, closer, with a silky, predatory grace.
It dawned on her; he didn’t want to frighten away his prey. She shivered, commanding herself not to bolt.