Healing my Heart: Book 2 - My Heart Series

by Michelle, Aleya

  I am still keeping him on his toes - the sex is just a bonus…

  I want all of you Roxy.

  It is not just about the sex. I want your mind, your beauty and your body baby…

  Twenty-eight minutes and counting…

  I jump up and down ecstatic and thrilled about the events that are unfolding. I look up to find where Jemma is to catch her up to speed, I am just so excited I have to tell her or I may burst.

  “A huge thanks to each and every one of you for coming tonight. I hope you enjoyed the show. Jump on our website for up to date concerts, up and coming events and merchandise. Love you all!” announces a very sweaty looking Jeremy from the stage, finishing up their gig at the hotel.

  “Oh and make sure you stick around for the DJ, the night isn’t quite over yet,” he adds with enthusiasm.

  We all cheer and shout for the guys in the band, the groupies go wild, the blonde looks like she might cry or pass out when Jez leans down and touches her hand. Oh I love it.

  I make my way over to Jemma with lightning speed, and even though she is sitting on Dan’s lap looking up to no good, I gesture eager for her to meet me. I can’t help but bounce on the spot.

  “Fuck Jemma, guess what?” I question her with undeniable excitement.

  “What, spill it,” she orders me with anticipation I see evident as her eyes widen.

  “Kade messaged me and he is picking me up in thirty minutes and get this, he said he wants my mind body and soul!” I scream happily to her slightly euphoric.

  She is now bouncing with me both of us acting like school-girls. Oh Jem she is just that, a gem. “Oh my god I am so happy for you. Woo hoo you are so getting lucky tonight, two days in a row bitch, damn you are on fire!”

  “We are taking it slow, but I just can’t say no to him even on text message. Fuck imagine when he touches me, I might orgasm just from that,” I say giggling with her.

  The multi coloured bright lights start flashing and just as Jeremy said, the after band DJ is starting. The DJ is insanely hot - he has dark hair spiked into a Mohawk and is wearing a tight black t-shirt and jeans. But my focus is on another hot guy tonight.

  “A couple more dances and I need to beautify myself in the ladies okay,” I tell Jem, thinking that I’m sure my makeup has melted slightly.

  We grab another white wine then dance our butts off to Ke$ha and Five Seconds of Summer, I love the pulse stopping and Infectious beat. After a few dips and turns and dancing playfully with Jem and Seline, I stop by the ladies bathroom to freshen up.

  I am feeling quite intoxicated so I roughly apply powder, more eye liner, lip stick and give my hair a bit of tender loving care, then push the girls up in my bra. I am feeling sexy and pretty energetic from all the drinks. I’m sure I will work it off though.

  Heading back out I catch sight of Jeremy, my brother the big shot singer, standing with Seline. I say my farewells, and disappear enthusiastically out the front of the hotel. The bouncers are at the door ready to dismiss anyone causing havoc.

  The fresh night air is crisp and welcoming after the heat box the club turned into. I’m only standing there for two minutes when I hear the powerful roar of Kade’s V8 and my instantly my core gets wet. Well that’s a first…

  I can’t help but smile as I climb in his very masculine vehicle, and I’m greeted with his cheeky smirk and soft eyes. This of course is making my ovaries burst a little.

  “Hey,” he says to me with a teasing smile planted on his handsome face.

  “Hey yourself. Thanks for picking me up,” I say now looking into his russet brown irises that are shining with want. I’m sure mine look the same right now.

  “Well I wanted to see you Roxy,” he remarks sweetly and honestly. That is a good start.

  “Let’s go to my place, we can have a few drinks,” I announce to him and he nods in acceptance.

  “Are you going to show me your tattoos again Roxy?” the smart arse asks me and I can’t help but giggle at the memory of that night and the pleasure that went along with it.

  “I totally think that can be arranged,” I respond cheekily though it is the truth.

  After ten minutes of heated sexual tension that causes the windows to fog up, Kade pulls his Ute up to my apartment and jumps out to open my door. I climb out I can’t help but respond to his handsome face and muscly body so close to mine.

  My hand reaches out to his arm and I rub it softly, when his eyes find mine I have no control left as I pounce and kiss his lips hard and with passion.

  His arms caress my back and pulls me in tight to him. I kiss his lips harder and find his tongue with my own as his hands find my arse and he lifts me into him, placing my behind on the bonnet of his Ute. I spread my legs and he stands between my legs, as we rub and caress each other, our lips never parting.

  “Let’s go inside before my neighbours call the cops,” I giggle to him at the thought and wouldn’t really care if it wasn’t for my elderly neighbour.

  Not the best position to be caught in…

  Kade carries me, legs still wrapped firmly around him, up to the door then inside hastily.

  He pushes me hard against the wall of our lounge room, kissing me passionately and with heated desire.

  “So are you still excited about what I can do to you Rox?” he questions me with his frisky smirk that makes my heart skip a beat.

  “You have no idea how excited I am Kade, wanna feel?” I can’t help but say to him teasing, I now have his full attention as his eyes widen with lust.

  He backs me over to the lounge and drops me onto the cushion causing me to squeal with the thrill of the fall. Then he reaches down and unbuttons my jeans and tugs them off leg by leg.

  “I will do more than just feel you sexy,” he states with wild eyes burning with lust.

  I am laying on the lounge in just my leopard print G-string, as Kade rubs and teases me. Catching me by surprise he dips a finger inside still keep my G-string on. He rubs inside and pushes deeper.

  “You are pretty damn excited already judging by this wetness,” he states as he pushes in again.

  “I need you inside me Kade, now! I can’t wait any longer,” I plead with him feeling my core throbbing, wanting to feel his thickness in me.

  I watch him pull down his pants, disregarding his boxers too and his large cock is standing at attention, I lick my lips thinking about it.

  He removes my G-string then pushes both of my legs up into a vertical position as he thrusts inside hard and deep first go. “Fuck!” I scream with pleasure and surprise of the thickness, each slam is deeper. His hardness being inside me is like no other feeling, it is the closest we can be, connected at one.

  I’m still feeling drunk and brazen with my Dutch courage so I challenge him. “Let me have a turn at riding you Kade,” I request as his eyes find mine and he smirks with glee.

  “You don’t have to ask twice baby,” he replies and lifts me up with his cock still inside and takes a seat on the lounge. The angle with me on top is such a deep angle.

  “Hold on tight,” I tell him grinning from ear to ear as I bounce up and down on his long hard length. I slam down hard causing him to moan loudly, then I circle around getting a nice rhythm. Then for the fun of it I unexpectedly I slam down onto him again.

  His hands are on my hips and together we move and thrust and wickedly pleasure each other with every lunge. Perfection.

  He pinches my nipples sending chills through my body. It is essential to me that I come. The alcohol has me on top of the world, so I lift up then down on his rod with harder force, the sound of slapping as our body collide fills the room.

  My release hits me as I gyrate on his cock. I tremble as the wave of ecstasy takes me into oblivion. His grip tightens on my arse and he squeezes digging his nails in. “Yes, oh yes!” I scream as my juices spill out onto him. I’m not caring who hears, I feel well fucked and I need to shout it to the rooftop.

  Kade thrusts his cock up inside, pushing me down
then up again one last time before he too reaches release. I can feel his hardness pulsating inside me as he comes hard and fast.

  “Well that was way more fun than the club,” I tease to him as I softly kiss his lips. He thrusts upwards and I feel him start to swell and harden again.

  “That was just round one, wait till you see what I have in store for you in round two,” he taunts me as he gazes at me deeply.

  Chapter 21

  There Goes my Perfect Bubble…

  I pleasantly wake up to a sexy surfer in my bed, securely cuddling in behind me. I’m feeling slightly hungover and a tad horny, which is surprising after last nights heated sex sessions.

  My gorgeous kitty Foxy is sleeping soundly at the bottom of my bed, all is well in the world.

  I know what would be just the cure for feeling frisky. Come on I’ve gotta take advantage of the piece of muscle in my bed now don’t I? Down girl…

  I lean back into Kade’s muscular body pushing my arse into his groin, trying to awaken his sleeping cock. I give my arse a little wiggle and snap, I feel his hardness awaken and twitch right before his hands wrap around me and squeeze.

  “Well good morning,” he says in his husky voice that is hoarse from sleeping.

  “Good morning to you too,” I say back trying to sound seductive as I thrust my behind back into his hard erection again.

  “Damn Rox, I had forgotten just how sexually charged you were. I am really liking this reminder,” he says playfully and places feather light kisses up my neck then catches me by surprise by caressing my breast.

  “Hmm, well you seem to awaken the horny devil in me and it seems to want you inside me every possible chance I can get Mr. Thomas,” I say cheekily, and well it is the honest truth. I have managed fine without him all this time. I was never a sex addict with Dylan like I am with Kade.

  “So much for the no sex rule. I plan on breaking it quite a few more times today, if that’s okay with you Miss Thorne?” He questions me and starts his planned assault on my clit, rubbing it obviously to sway my decision.

  “Hmm I’m actually planning on gardening today so I might need a little more convincing to want to stay here in bed with you.” I lie through my teeth keeping him on edge. I couldn’t think of one single thing I would rather be doing today, let alone ever.

  He massages my clit faster and then kisses my ear, licking inside making my shoulders tense. He slides a finger inside me swirling it around and that’s it, I can’t remember what I was doing.

  “How bout now Roxy, have I swayed your decision to play in the garden yet? There are many more fun things we can play around with right where we are,” he states as he brings me to pieces with his tongue in my ear, and his talented fingers and thumb.

  My orgasm hits me and I shake and come undone for possibly the sixth time in the last forty-eight hours. Damn him…

  I am still on cloud nine and smirking after my release. But being the stubborn ox that I am I can’t help the words that come out of my mouth. “Nope still not convinced, what else have you got in your bag of tricks Mr Thomas?”

  His eyes widen from my brazen comment and in an instant he has whipped the covers off my bed, and holds both my hands tight above my head, his mouth is an inch from mine. “Oh you really wanna see what else I have got Roxy?” he asks not moving one bit, I feel his cock at my entrance and I can’t help but grin at this fun side to him. I have missed it like you wouldn’t believe.

  “I really wanna see you give it your best shot Kade. I want to see if you meet my standards,” I comment to him and thank God he knows I’m sarcastic or he might think I’m just a bitch.

  That is all it takes. He thrusts inside me with a roughness that drives me insane. It’s raw and rough and I love it. Thrusting again and again, but still holding my arms up, his eyes never leave mine, it’s so intense. He pulls himself out but keeps holding my arms, using his other hand he pushes one of my legs against the headboard then without hesitation he slams hard into me, so deep, unadulterated, and fucking hot.

  “Fuck me, you now have my attention and if you keep fucking me like that I will tie you up and keep you here as my permanent sex slave,” I say to him vivaciously.

  He grins then kisses me hard and with lust and passion, pushing inside me again. He finds a rhythm that is perfect and that combined with his thickness is bringing me closer to the brink of ecstasy.

  “Fuck Kade,” I moan into his neck in pleasure.

  “You are welcome,” he whispers into my ear with so much cheekiness. He thrusts inside deeper than I ever thought possible completely bottoming out and it sends me over the edge. My release hits as he continues to gyrate inside, I quiver and convulse in ecstasy. His orgasm hits and he screams, “Oh Roxy!”

  We both collapse, utterly spent. We lie there in each other’s arms silent. Which is a perfect end to a perfect couple of days in each other’s company.

  Then pop, the pin comes along to burst my perfect bubble of happiness with Kade.

  My phone starts ringing in the clutch I took last night. Thinking its Jemma to ask how the night ended, I jump up to retrieve it.

  “It’s a private number. I wonder if it’s Jemma from Dan’s house phone,” I say to a pair of brown eyes that are watching me with a questioning look.

  I answer my phone thinking its Jemma. “Heellloooo”

  But it sure aint Jemma…

  “Hey Roxy, it’s Dylan. I hope it’s okay to call you, we are still friends right?” Dylan says to me sounding shaky into the phone.

  Catching me totally by surprise and Kade too by the way he has jolted upright in my bed, I stumble my words out. “Oh hi Dylan, sure it’s cool. How are you?” I ask him as I guess he has a point about friends still calling each other. Maybe not ex’s though…

  “Don’t ask Roxy, you don’t need my burdens in your life,” he tells me sounding flat, even lifeless.

  “What’s up? I’m here to listen if you need to talk,” I say casually and roll my eyes at the sexy man in my bed now looking pissed off, very naked, and annoyed.

  I don’t want to give Dylan an inch so he can take a mile.

  “Nah it’s all good. I just really needed to hear your voice Rox. I gotta go, bye,” Dylan tells me before ending our already brief conversation. Weird.

  I press the end button on my phone and shake my head.

  “What did he want Roxy? Are you okay?” Kade questions me now more concerned about me, than the actual call from my ex.

  I smile at him. “He just wanted to hear my voice,” I tell him in honesty. “Told me he didn’t want to trouble me with his burdens and then he had to go.” I give him the short version.

  I climb back into bed and wrap my arms around Kade. The last thing I want him to think is that I am still interested in Dylan. I look into his eyes. “Honestly I feel nothing for the guy anymore. I hope you know that Kade,” I admit to him to reassure my feelings for him.

  “That is great to hear, because I would not be giving you up again without a fight Roxy,” he remarks to me and kisses me passionately.

  I graciously let Kade have the first shower as I lay in bed with my thoughts.

  Am I moving too fast? I mean I haven’t been single for very long at all… What if it is just about the sex for Kade…?

  Then a realisation hits me about Dylan’s phone call.

  Does Dylan know about me and Kade? Whatever we are, has he been spying? Is that why he was so brief on the phone?

  After I enjoy a boiling hot shower, that washes away some worries, I head into the kitchen to make us some breakfast. I can’t believe my eyes, the cereal is already poured into bowls, toast is freshly made with melted butter and vegemite, cut up strawberries are lined neatly as decoration. I am in awe of this feast ready and waiting on my dining table.

  I look to Kade who has a grin planted on his face. “Well this is a surprise, you aren’t just a hot surfer after all,” I say joking.

  “Ha ha very funny. Now eat your breakfast Princess
Roxy, you need energy and sustenance for what I have planned for you,” he tells me smirking and I can just imagine what he is talking about.

  “Are we leaving the apartment?” I question his intentions.

  “Nope. I want you all to myself with no other distractions, so eat,” he orders me and now I know exactly what he has planned, and I know I’m gonna have trouble walking tomorrow…

  After a relaxing and carefree breakfast we both clean up, and I realise he has become a lot more domesticated since we were together. I guess since his mum left he has had no choice. I’m sure it’s still a touchy subject when it comes to Vicky so I won’t be bringing it up just yet.

  As I stand at the sink to wash up our plates, I feel Kade’s strong arms engulf me from behind.

  His lips kiss my neck, my body is so well tuned to his touch already that I can’t help but sink back into him and savour the feeling.

  His hands find my nipples and start to tweak, making me wet all over again…

  “You do realise I won’t be able to walk tomorrow, don’t you? I joke to him.

  “Baby, I want you sore and tender from having me inside of you. I want you to think of me all day,” he tells me and that gets me hotter. I lift my arms up and wrap them around his neck, rubbing my nails through his hair.

  Kade grabs me by the hips and carries me over to the freshly cleaned dining table, where he places me gently face down as he bends me over our chocolate coloured table.

  “Lay down on your stomach Rox,” he orders me tenderly.

  I do as I am told, keeping my feet planted firmly on the floor, and I know Kade has a nice view of my floral G-string under my flowing skirt, baring my naked behind.

  “Fucking hell Roxy, you look amazing like that. I don’t think I will last long just from the view,” he says and it adds a tingle in my core, as his hands rub my nakedness.

  “I will never be able to eat dinner on this table again,” I joke back to him as his hands roam over my skin and slip over my G-string pulling it down, leaving me completely bare and on display. I savour the moment and adjust my legs and stomach stretching my arms up further to show him a much better view.