PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans

by Joseph, Fabiola;L. Ramsey, Matthew

  “Don’t make love to my wife nigga, fuck her brains out,” he said as he hit Konceited across the head with the fake gun. I moaned out in pain and pleasure as Konceited banged into me, then turning me around and hitting it from the back when he was told to do so. A few minutes after that, I heard the sound of the lube bottle being opened. I knew what was coming next and waited to see how things would work out.

  “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?”

  Konceited had stopped working me when he noticed Krave standing behind him with a full hard-on.

  “You fucked my wife so now I’m gonna fuck you. Now both of you get on the floor and stay there.”

  Once on the carpet Konceited tried to talk his way out of things, but Krave had a tight grip on the back of his neck and wasn’t going to let go until he got what he wanted.

  “If you fight it, it will only hurt you more and make me get rough.”

  “But I’m not gay; I came here to get some pussy, that’s all.”

  “Well now it looks like you’re going to also be serving some ass. Get back in that pussy and SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Krave yelled as he hit him harder than the script called for. I could hear and see him applying the lube on Konceited ass. He tried to fake like he didn’t like it but I caught his eyes rolling to the back of his head when the cameras weren’t on his face.

  “Stay still for a minute mother fucker, you got a tight little ass that needs working into.”

  Konceited hollered and squirmed just like he was supposed to.

  “Please, don’t do this, it hurts, I can’t take it.”

  “That’s too fucking bad nigga ‘cause I’m giving it. Now listen and listen good. I’m gonna fuck you while you’re still fucking her. Keep the rhythm or I’ll blow your head off. Oh, and by the way baby, I’m Bi,” Krave said as Konceited fucked me and he fucked Konceited at the same time.

  Everything fell into place and the scene went smooth. It had been the first time that I had seen a threesome scene go that way but if the boss liked it then I loved it. When everything was said and done there were only a few lines left to say. And as Konceited’s character pretended to get dressed to go back to work, I played shocked when finding out my husband was Bi.

  “Don’t you think that you should have told me that you were into men?”

  “Well, now you know. Come on, baby that was a win-win situation for the both of us. Plus, you never told me that you were such a whore while daddy was out to work.”

  I sat in his lap and kissed his lips softly.

  “So are you thinking what I’m thinking?” I asked as I looked over to Konceited. Krave pushed me on the couch and walked over to the man that he just pretended to violate.

  “That was some good ass, nigga, we both enjoyed it. We were thinking that maybe we could do this again.”

  It came out sounding more like a demand than a request.

  “I already told you, sir, I’m not like that. If you weren’t holding a gun to my head then I would have never done that.”

  “Same time, same day, same place, and same play, nigga.”

  Konceited made his way to the door and once he had it open, Krave had once more warning to give.

  “Don’t make us come looking for you, and I don’t mean my wife and I.”

  Krave held the gun up to his lip and kissed it. He wanted to send a clear message to the man that was walking out of the door.

  “CUT, that was perfection,” Mr. Cappello yelled from his director’s chair. It made me feel good to know that we had performed to his level of standards.

  *****

  “So, Jazzy, what are you doing tomorrow?” Krave asked as the three of us headed out of the warehouse.

  “Nothing much, I was just gonna hang out and chill, why?”

  “Well, we’re having a little barbecue at the house and I wanted to know if you wanted to come. Don’t worry, we didn’t invite everyone from work, just a select few,” he said while nodding his head toward Tanya and her crew. The word of what went down in the ladies’ locker room had spread through the whole warehouse before our taping was even done. And by the look on his face, I’m sure he knew about Breeze’s and my relationship.

  *****

  “We thought that maybe you had changed your mind,” Krave said as he opened the door to his upscale condo. He had been in the business for a good amount of time and his surroundings told the story. His house was decked out and every room seemed to look better than the last. As he gave me a tour, I saw some people from work while the others were strangers. He introduced me to his roommate Ebony and I liked her from the start. We sat on what seemed to be the newly build deck sipping our gay friendly colorful drinks and got to know each other. It was funny because she seemed to know about all the drama at work and even filled me in on some things that I didn’t know. Like how her roommate and his lover got in the game and how Breeze had a habit of getting with what she called the flavor of the month. She told me that neither Tanya nor I was the first and won’t be the last to fall for a snake such as Breeze. Those were her exact words. At first, I was offended but there was so much truth in what she said that I just sat back and put it in my mental file cabinet.

  “Is she talking your ears off about Fantasy pictures?” Krave asked while handing both Ebony and I fresh drinks.

  “I’ve been telling her that she knows so much about the place that she might as well work there.”

  “Boy, please, how many times do I have to tell you that I couldn’t suck dick for a paycheck?”

  “Well, you know what they say about people who are always asking about something.”

  “What’s that?” I asked Konceited after he added his two cents in.

  “Either they’re thinking about doing it or they will end up doing it pretty soon. Either way it all leads to the same thing. Thinking most likely leads to doing,” he said with a big shit eating grin on his face. I watched Ebony while he talked and from what I could tell, Konceited was right. Only she seemed too scared to jump in head first without giving it a long good thought, smart!

  “Well, if you really want to get a feel for the job, maybe you should come to Vegas with us. There’s going to be a huge convention and award ceremony, you can room with me, I don’t think that Breeze is going to make it.”

  I saw a spark in her eyes as soon as the words left my mouth, Konceited was definitely right about her.

  “Well, when you’re sure about Breeze not going, let me know, I’m down for whatever,” Ebony said trying to play cool, but it was too late. Her face had deceived her and showed her true feelings on the matter at hand.

  “Are you nominated for anything, K and I got news of our nominations two days ago?”

  Krave seemed so proud to tell his news as he wrapped his arms around Konceited’s waist and kissed the back of his neck.

  “Breeze said that the scenes that I did were filmed too late to be submitted. His father was supposed to try and pull some strings but my hopes aren’t up.”

  “Don’t sweat that shit, from what I heard and saw, I’m sure that next year’s biggest awards have your name written all over them.”

  Konceited’s words rang with both sincerity and truth, and deep down inside, I couldn’t wait to be able to stand in front of my peers and bask in the limelight, even if it would be because of porn.

  Chapter 12

  “Satisfy Your Kravings”

  After filming “Baby, Bi the way” we started chilling with Jasmine, and she would occasionally go out with us. I knew I liked her from the moment we met. She was really nice and came off as a genuinely good person. In a weird way, she kind of reminded me of myself. Along with Tyree, all three of us filmed one hell of a scene together. Everyone in the industry was talking about it. We were told we received multiple nominations for the Adult Video Awards that year, just for that film alone. That was the first, and only piece of pussy that Tyree had since I turned him out. I knew he wanted her again because he would constantly bring her up. Even Ebony had to tel
l him to shut up, and to stop thinking about her. He mentioned to Breeze that we needed to film a sequel with her. I found out later from Jasmine, that Tyree asked her out off set but she turned him down. I was relieved to find out he wasn’t Jasmine’s type. At least he was still cool with her after she respectfully made it clear that she wasn’t interested.

  A few weeks later Tyree had to leave for a week. It was the first time we were apart from each other since he moved in with me. A new porn studio that was just starting up flew him out to Santa Barbara to film their first big production. I wanted to go with him, but I was too busy shooting six one-on-one scenes for “Satisfy your Kravings”. I was the star of the film, and the only one who would appear nude on the cover of the DVD. You know you’ve made it big if you’re the only one, or the main one on the cover. It was hard being away from Tyree, so after I would get off work I would hang out with the girls. Jazzy, Ebony, and DeeDee all became close friends so they were hanging out together on the regular. Now I was the one tagging along. Nothing was new with DeeDee; she was still having an affair with Mr. Cappello. Ebony was still pretending like she was hunting for a job. Jasmine, on the other hand, had a lot to say. She told us all about her relationship with Breeze. We all kind of figured out Jasmine was sleeping with Breeze, but now we were hearing it straight from the horse’s mouth. I was thrilled to know the rumors were true. I knew if I ever needed something from Breeze, but had a feeling he’d say no, I would just get Jasmine to ask for me. Even though Ebony was my friend, and I knew her the longest, whenever we went out we all got along and had fun, but it was obvious to me that Jasmine and I talked more and became closer, since Ebony and DeeDee were usually kicking it with each other. DeeDee was sweet on Ebony. I knew she was Bi, but I felt like she was wasting her time if she thought she could get with Ebony. I hoped DeeDee’s intentions were strictly platonic. Ebony told me she was straight as an arrow the day she moved in with me, so I couldn’t see her dating, or sleeping with another female. Even though it did seem like they were dating since DeeDee would take Ebony out, and she didn’t mind buying her things. We hung out pretty much that entire week, and it felt like the longest week ever. I missed Tyree so much. He texted me once and said that by the time he was done shooting all day, he was exhausted, and would go back to his room and go to sleep. He was too tired, and didn’t feel like talking. I thought that was fucked up since I tried calling him all week, but his cell phone was off. When he turned it back on as he was returning home, he got the text from Breeze at the same time as I did, because right after I read it, Tyree called me.

  “What’s up, baby? Did you just get this text from Breeze saying there’s emergency meeting today, and that everyone needs to come in for testing immediately?”

  “I just read it, and was getting ready to head up there now. I need to shoot my last scene for the week anyway.”

  “What do you think happened?” Tyree asked. “We’re not scheduled to get tested again until the end of this month,” he added.

  “I don’t know, but we need to talk about you not returning my calls. I was missing you like crazy, and I was worried. This is the first time I’ve heard from you since you left L.A. That’s fucked up. Why couldn’t you check in with me?”

  “Man, I told you I was tired and just wanted to rest after I was done working those long hours every day. It’s a new company so they weren’t as fast, and prepared as Fantasy Pictures is. I’m sorry, baby, next time I’ll make sure to make time for my boo and I’ll call you.”

  “There’s going to be a next time?”

  “Oh, yeah, they liked me so much they want to pay me double to come out there every other weekend to shoot some scenes.”

  “Are you serious? They really expect us to travel out to Santa Barbara every other weekend? I don’t know if I’m going to feel like traveling that much.”

  “Look, I’m driving right now. We can talk about this later. I should be there in time for the meeting. I’ll see you later sexy.”

  I looked at my cell phone, and just shook my head. We were supposed to be business partners too, but he was starting to make decisions without me. I didn’t know what to say, or what to think. I got my stuff, and headed into work. As I pulled up, I saw the girls outside smoking, so I joined them since I had another fifteen minutes before I was supposed to be there anyway.

  “What’s up ladies? What’s going on here today?” I asked.

  “Hey, Jamar. I don’t know yet. I saw some nurses inside getting ready to take blood from everybody,” Jasmine replied.

  I didn’t even have to ask her for the blunt she just passed it to me. I took three good pulls before passing it to DeeDee.

  “I guess we’ll find out when Breeze gets here. My inside connect wouldn’t tell me, and said I’ll find out with everyone else,” DeeDee said before taking a hit.

  We all knew she was talking about Mr. Cappello. Something was definitely wrong, and this was serious if she couldn’t get ‘“her man” to give her the scoop. I turned to Jasmine, and wondered if she spoke to Breeze about any of this, so I asked.

  “Did Breeze mention anything to you?”

  “No, why would he mention something to me?” she replied with an attitude.

  “I just assumed he would’ve called you.”

  “Oh, so just because were fucking, you assume he tells me everything?”

  “No, calm down, Jazzy. I didn’t assume anything by it. I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on. I was hoping you knew something, that’s all.”

  I was surprised Jasmine ticked like that. She was the last person I suspected to have an attitude toward me.

  “I’m sorry Jamar. I’m just on edge right now. I didn’t mean to snap on you. I was off today, getting high listening to some CD’s, when I got Breeze’s text. Now I’m here anyway stressing out, and wondering why I have to get tested again. I just got my results back last week from my previous testing. I’m cleaner than a homo’s ass after an enema.”

  Everyone started busting out laughing. Even though she said homo, all of us had to take them before shooting anal scenes so we knew what she meant.

  “Don’t worry about it. Thanks for the laugh, and for the weed, but I have to head inside to do this scene with Blaze,” I said as I looked at Jazzy.

  “Don’t even waste your time boy. I was told filming is shut down until further notice.” DeeDee said as she put out the roach.

  She was acting very nonchalant about everything.

  “There’s no way. I’ll be back,” I said as I headed inside. I couldn’t believe production stopped so I needed to see for myself. I walked through the lobby to get to the warehouse. There were six nurses, four females, and two males in scrubs setting everything up. There were adult performers everywhere, outside, the lobby, and especially in the large warehouse. Some were talking in groups, while others were alone reading, listening to their iPods, or looking just as confused as I was. There were a few that looked happy and carefree. Especially a few of the blondes, like Juicy Jenny, who were all laughing and talking about themselves as they compared their fake breasts. I saw Mr. Cappello storming toward his office as he talked and screamed at someone on his cell phone. I looked over and noticed Blaze slipping Tommy Thunder a dub bag, as Tommy handed him a 20 dollar bill. I knew Blaze was a bold hustler, but damn in front of all those people. He could’ve at least handled his transactions outside. However, it did remind me that I needed to buy some more trees from him. I walked over to see what was up.

  “Hey, what’s going on Blaze?”

  “Nothing much sexy, just waiting around like everyone else, but I’m really waiting to get some more of that good dick that you got between your legs.”

  I kind of chuckled, and blushed then asked.

  “Is that right?”

  “Hell yeah, I’ve been here since nine getting ready, and preparing for our scene. I should be riding your dick right about now,” Blaze replied as he grabbed my dick through my jeans.

  “Man, sto
p playing.” I said as I moved his hand away. For some reason I was embarrassed because I felt like everyone was looking at us. I was going to ask him about the trees, but I didn’t feel comfortable right there. I told him to go into the locker room. He took it the wrong way, because as soon as he realized we were alone in there he walked right up to me, started kissing me, and grabbing on my dick again. Not only was he bold, but he was aggressive.

  “Come on man, stop! What is up with you today?” I asked as I pushed him off of me, and took a step back away from him.

  “Damn, it’s like that Krave? I thought you’d be happy to fuck me again.”

  “I am…I mean I was, but then I got here and realized something serious is going on. Hell, I’m still waiting to find out why we’re all here. I’m not even thinking about our scene or sex right now.”

  “I feel you, but I’m still thinking about it. I thought we were filming so I smoked a blunt and swallowed an E pill. I’m horny as fuck. As a matter of fact, my dick is rock hard right now. Don’t even worry about the testing that’s going on, because I always carry protection,” he said as he reached in his pocket pulling out a condom, but lifting his shirt high enough so I could see the gun he was packing. I don’t know a lot about guns, but it looked like a Smith & Wesson 9mm handgun. It was silver and black, and looked small enough to hide easily.

  “Let’s get it in real quick before Breeze gets here, and before this meeting gets started,”

  Blaze said as he dropped the condom on the bench.

  I looked down and sure enough, I could see his big ten inch hard dick lying against his thigh through the print in his shorts. It was a shame that he was a bottom, because it was a waste of a big dick. At least he enjoyed getting head, especially ever since I went down on him the first time that we worked together. He’s a pretty but sexy wannabe thug. He’s about 6’0, slim, light skin, thick eyebrows, nicely trimmed mustache and beard with some pretty green eyes. He’s definitely hot, and a great fuck if you ask me.