PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans

by Joseph, Fabiola;L. Ramsey, Matthew

  “Does she need any lube?” Breeze asked from his director’s chair.

  “No, just like a good little hoe, she stays wet,” Tanya called back out.

  Breeze called action and she turned on the toy. I knew that although I hated this chick, I was about to cum and cum hard. I closed my eyes and pictured Lanell’s tongue against my clit. I pictured his hard dick going in and out of me as he rubbed my clit, and Tanya’s words seemed irrelevant by that point. Thoughts of Lanell had taken over not only my mind but also my body.

  “It feels so good, huh, is it as good as when my man has his dick up in your ass?”

  I didn’t answer nor did I open my eyes. I heard Breeze tell her to take it easy as the toy stopped pleasuring me. I waited, with my mind on my one true love, with my eyes tightly closed, and his face etched in my mind. But I was not ready for what came next. I felt a sharp pain. My pussy was really on fire. I screamed out, stuck, unable to move.

  “Oh, hell no, Breeze, that’s some fucked up shit. I’m about to kill that bitch myself.”

  I heard DeeDee say. When I looked down, the huge black dildo was still in me. I could not move; all I could do was scream. I heard footsteps coming toward me, it sounded like everyone was standing on the set. They called for the nurse who was always there and waited for her to come down. I could hear DeeDee on the phone with Mr. Cappello telling him what Tanya did. It was a madhouse with Breeze in the background cursing at Tanya and Jamar trying to hold DeeDee so that she really wouldn’t kill Tanya. As for me, I just laid there wishing that I had never come back to Fantasy Pictures.

  *****

  “Are you okay?” Jamar asked as I lay in the nurse’s office. When she came down to the set and called the doctor in, he was able to remove the toy Tanya had rammed inside of me without much more pain than I was already in. He told me that I had a small, one-inch tear on my vaginal wall and that I should watch the bleeding for another hour or so. If it didn’t subside, I should go to the hospital for stitches. He gave me some strong pain pills and told the nurse to give me an ice pack.

  “I don’t give a shit what that bitch says, she did it on purpose. You should have seen her face right before she did it. It was kind of crazy to tell you the truth.”

  I didn’t say anything. The three Percocet I took had kicked in and the pain I had endured was a far thought, for now. DeeDee came in about an hour later and they both just sat with me. Thirty minutes after that, her phone rang and she had a quick conversation before hanging up.

  “Bobby’s here and he said that if you can, I should wheel you up to his office. Tanya and Breeze are already in there.”

  I really didn’t feel like getting up at all but I knew that Mr. Cappello would be on my side. I told DeeDee that I could make it on my own even though I was a little wobbly when I got up. Both she and Jamar rushed to my side but I held my hand up.

  “Nope, I got it. Be back soon.”

  I made my way to Mr. Cappello’s office slowly. The Percocet had me fucked up and I was enjoying the high. The doctor had given me fifteen of them and I was sure that within a couple of days, they would be all gone.

  “DO YOU THINK THAT I AM CRAZY? I WOULD NEVER HURT THAT GIRL ON PURPOSE! I JUST GOT A LITTLE CARRIED AWAY IS ALL!”

  I stood behind the office door listening to Tanya lie. I could tell that she was crying and carrying on. She sounded so sincere that I would have given her an A. I pushed the office door open without knocking and took a seat. I didn’t offer them any words, because really I didn’t care to. I wanted to kill Tanya and no amount of talking was going to change my mind. So I sat there and listened to them bicker and found it to quite amusing. Tanya was playing her part as the victim, Breeze was stuck between defending her and somehow knowing that she wasn’t so innocent. He was there and saw what everyone else saw. He recognized the evil that slid across her face before she violated me, but he wouldn’t tell his father that. He sure as hell wasn’t going to take up for me after the way I had been treating him. He would wait until he got home to chastise her and save her and himself from public embarrassment.

  “What would you like to see happen, Jazzy?”

  CappelloMr. Cappello wiped the sweat from his brow and waited for me to answer. His face was beat red with anger and I could tell that he was just waiting for my word. If I wanted Tanya gone, subsequently she would be. I just sat there and looked at how pitiful Breeze looked. Sitting over there in the chair all coward like, my mind went off track as I looked at him and tried to see what I had ever seen in him. Mr. Cappello got out of his chair and walked over to a picture and pulled it off of the wall. Behind it was a safe and I watched him enter the numbers 09-19-28-63 into the key pad. I knew that I would remember the code because my mind had a weird way of holding on to numbers. I watched him take out four stacks of bills and placed them on his desk.

  “I will buy this rotten bitch out of her contract right now Jazzy, but I’m leaving the choice to you.”

  I looked over at Tanya and for some reason unbeknownst to me, the craziest shit I’ve ever said came out of my mouth. I didn’t even know at that moment that I had bigger plans for her. Sure I knew that I was going to fuck her up, there was not getting around that. So I knew that I needed her to stick around. But I didn’t know the genius plan that would pop into my head for her.

  “No, it’s okay. I don’t think that she meant to do it.”

  No one was more shocked than Tanya. Mr. Cappello looked so disappointed, but I figured hey, I would be out of there soon so to hell with all of them, and before I left, I would fuck her with a bigger dildo then she had used on me, metaphorically.

  I got up to leave without another word. The pain was starting to peek its way through the foggy haze of pills that gave me comfort and I need to re-up, but something told me that I should listen behind the door once I left. Again I heard Mr. Cappello spiting nasty words at both Breeze and his lover. Then over the intercom I heard a code red being called. That meant that a big fight was getting out of hand. Then I heard DeeDee’s name being mentioned. I slipped behind the door as it swung open and waited for all three to clear out. I was about to walk away when something hit me. I made my way into the office and looked around. I saw two cameras with wires that led to an old style VHS player. I shook my head and smiled. Mr. Cappello should have stepped up his security game. I popped the tape out of the machine and slide it in the waist of my pants. I then walked over to the picture with the safe behind it and pulled it off of the wall. I stood there for a few seconds as I was hit with a jolt of pain in-between my legs. It was as if I was outside of my body watching myself. I didn’t want to steal from Mr. Cappello but I wanted to fuck them over as I left. I didn’t really need the money but I knew that taking it from them would drive them crazy.

  “I’ll be right back; I left my purse in your father’s office,” I heard Tanya say as her heels clicked closer. I put the picture back on the wall quickly and ran into the private bathroom that was in Mr. Cappello’s office. I pushed the door closed making sure to leave a thin crack so that I could watch her to make sure when she left. I watched as she looked around, saw her purse, and turned to leave, but then she stopped. I watched as she looked around then walked back over to the desk. She took another look around the room before lifting one of the stacks of bills that was taken out of the safe. She thumbed through it before putting it into her bag. She then walked over to the VHS player and pushed eject. When nothing came out, she stood up straight, fixed her skimpy skirt and headed out, closing the door behind her. I ran out of the bathroom, took the picture back down and pushed in the code. The safe opened and I took all ten stacks of the money. They all had a band around them that said $10,000. I put all of the money in my waist band beside the tape and headed out. As I walked back to the nurse’s room, that’s when it hit me, Tanya’s ass was grass.

  *****

  “What did DeeDee get herself into?” I asked as I went into my purse and popped two more pills.

  “All I know
is that she said she was going to her locker, the next thing I know the nurse is running out of here. When I asked her what was wrong, she said that DeeDee was fighting again and that she had to go back to the set.”

  I smiled. That girl was something else, and I loved her for that reason. After taking my pills, I walked over to the nurse’s desk and took the plastic grocery bag that was sitting on her desk. I walked back over to the bed and emptied my purse. Once I was done I started to take out the money I had stuffed in my pants as if it belonged to me.

  “Where in the fuck did you get all of that money, Jazz? Did you make them pay you for what Tanya did to you?” Jamar asked with eyes wide and happy. I felt bad that I was about to involve him in my plan but I needed him. After putting the money in my purse and my belongings in the plastic bag I sat on the bed. I didn’t have long so I spoke fast. I went over what happened in the office with Breeze, Tanya, and his dad, then I told him about me eavesdropping and how I slipped back into the office. I told him how Tanya’s thieving ass stole a stack of bills off of Mr. Cappello’s desk, and finally how I opened the safe and cleared it of everything that it held.

  “Are you fucking crazy?” he asked as he stood up.

  “Wait, I’m not done. I have something to ask you. I need your help.”

  He looked frightened, as if I had asked him to help me burry Tanya’s body or something. But like a good friend, he sat down and listened.

  “I need you to look out for me while I go into the locker room.”

  “Why in the hell do you need a look out, what’s in there?”

  I sat on the edge of the bed and slide the melting ice pack between my legs. “Tanya’s locker is in there, I’m gonna put the money in it.”

  Jamar started to pace the room. I looked at my watch and realized that the fight would only keep them busy for so long and I needed to move quickly.

  “Come on, Jamar; if I’m gonna do this, I need to do it now.”

  He looked at me and the ice pack I held on my throbbing pussy and took my hand.

  “Come on, bitch, you owe me a couple of blunts after this.”

  I smiled as we hurried to the ladies locker room.

  I am a firm believer in fate and karma. It was as if the universe aligned and gave us clear passage to set that bitch up, after all, she was a thief. The locker room which usually buzzed with people and noise was like a ghost town. I walked through every row expecting to see a face or two but no one was there. I hurried back out and asked Jamar for my purse. As I turned around the pain hit me like a ton of rocks. I leaned against the wall and told Jamar that I needed a minute.

  “Are you okay?” he asked with concern written all over his face.

  “Yeah, I just have to stand here a minute.”

  “Sorry to say but you don’t have a minute.”

  I watched him look around and think for a second. He reached for the purse he had just given me and unzipped it.

  “What are the locker number and combo?”

  That was an easy one. I guess she was so in love with Breeze that her lock combination was his birthday, instead of the year 1980, she put 08.

  “Locker 11 and the combo is 06-01-08. Don’t leave the purse; just stick the money on the top shelf. Try not to touch the inside of the locker so that you can wipe off the outside of it and the lock,” I said handing him the towel that was wrapped around the ice bag. As I stood there waiting for him to come out, I smiled. I smiled because of two things. One, I was setting Tanya up with a knife that was dipped in Novocain. She wouldn’t know what hit her until the knife was deep down in her flesh, and by then it would be too late, the damage would be done. The second reason was because of Jamar. Only a friend would put his neck on the line for you. Only a true friend would take the gun out of your hand and do the actual shooting. In a way, that’s what he did for me. He saw that I was wounded and hurt. He knew that I was too weak to hold myself up and hypothetically speaking, pull the trigger, so he did it for me. He came out and wrapped his arms around my waist to help support me. As we walked back to the nurse’s office, he leaned into me, kissed my forehead, and then said, “It’s done.”

  I took a deep breath and waited for fate to take its course, it just needed a little help from me and Jamar, and we sure as hell gave it the little push it needed.

  Chapter 22

  “Did you invite him over here?”

  After Karma and I finished filming our scene together I took a quick shower. Once I was dried off I walked over to my locker in just my towel and sandals. As I opened my locker and reached for my boxer briefs and jeans, someone snatched off my towel.

  “Let me see that ass boy,” Karma said smiling as he stood there in a black thong that I wouldn’t be caught dead in, holding my towel.

  “There you go scaring me again. One of these days, I’m going to fuck you up,” I said, as I snatched my towel back and snapped it forward, hitting him with it, and then pulling it back very quickly.

  “OUCH! That shit stung. Damn, boo I was just playing with you.”

  “See what happens when you play with fire?”

  “No, because Blaze doesn’t do that when I play with him, but I get what you’re saying, you’re hot Krave. You must work out and do squats every day because your body is sickening, and you have a phat ass.”

  “Thanks, but I only workout two or three times a week.”

  “You worked me out today, that’s for sure.”

  “You liked it, huh?” I said as I smirked because I already knew his freak ass did. How could he not?

  “Hell yeah, you raped my ass. I can finally scratch that fantasy off my to-do list,” he said jokingly before laughing.

  “Good! Maybe next time you’ll get to really show me what you can do since I was in charge and did most of the work today.”

  “You already know. Anyway I’m about to get outta here, but before I leave I wanted to invite you out to dinner tonight. Is 7:00 PM okay with you?”

  I might’ve taken his cocky ass up on his offer, because who doesn’t want to be taken out to dinner, but I had already made plans with Tyree.

  “I wish I could, but I’m actually leaving here, and going grocery shopping. I promised Tyree I’d make his favorite meal tonight.”

  “It’s cool, but you shouldn’t have told me you could cook too,” he said as he stood there with his hands on his hips.

  “Well, I’m not a chef, or anything like that, but I can do a little something in the kitchen.”

  “I’ve tasted your dick, now I just need to taste your cooking to see if it’s just as good.”

  “You will one of these days.”

  “Hopefully sooner than you think,” I had to get going otherwise Tyree and I would’ve had a late dinner, so I wrapped that conversation up.

  “I’ll see you later Karma, but before I go, I need to know. What the hell are you wearing?” I said as I laughed out loud.

  “Men’s thongs, we’re porn stars Krave. Get into it.”

  I watched as he smacked his ass then strutted like he was on runway over to his locker. All I could do was smile and shake my head.

  By the time I left work it was late in the afternoon, but I still got caught up in traffic. I sent Tyree a text letting him know I was on my way to the store, and then I’d be home. I finally made it over to the super market closest to our house. I brought everything I needed to make some extra meaty spaghetti, and a pineapple upside down cake for dessert. I knew Tyree liked my spaghetti since he requested it, but I couldn’t wait for him to taste the cake. I was a little nervous though since it had been going on almost two years since I baked anything. Since I was cooking for my man I wanted it to be perfect. I rushed home from the grocery store and to my surprise Blaze’s Range Rover was parked across the street from my house. Either he knew my neighbors, he didn’t want to park in front of my house, or he was watching my house. I slowly drove past trying to look through the tent on the windows to see if he was in the truck. I was going to ask him if he ne
eded something but I didn’t see him. I pulled into my driveway, pushed the button in my truck that opened up the gate and garage, parked, and then walked inside excited to spend the evening with Tyree. I put the groceries on the kitchen counter, and then started walking toward the living room to let him know I was home. I could smell the weed coming from the other side of the house all the way in the kitchen. I told his ass to light some candles or incense while smoking so the house would always smell good. I thought about getting on him about it when I entered the living room but I didn’t want to start an argument. I wanted us to enjoy our night, but when I saw Karma sitting on my couch playing video games with Tyree I knew at least one of us wasn’t going to enjoy it. The first thing I thought was what the hell is he doing here? I told him I was making dinner for Tyree tonight.

  “Hey baby, did you get everything you needed from the store?” Tyree asked not even looking up from the television.

  “Hey!” I said so quietly that I don’t think even he heard me.

  “I would ask you about your day, but Karma here already told me all about it. He said the movie y'all did is going to be a big money maker.”

  I couldn’t believe Karma had the nerve to show up at my house, chill with my man, and then tell him basically how good our sex scene went. Who the hell does that? Tyree and I don’t even talk about our scenes unless we’re in them together. I needed a minute to gather my thoughts before I confronted Karma.

  “Oh, he did, did he? Well I’ll be in the kitchen preparing dinner. When you get a minute I need your help with something,” I said to Tyree, but I was lying. I didn’t need his help with anything. I wanted to know if he invited Karma over, or if he just showed up.