Who Wants That Perfect Love Story Anyway

by Natavia

  We talked about my marriage and other things for a few then I dipped. I stopped by Tyran’s house to see my son. I used my key to unlock the door. There was nothing serious going on between us, but the crib she lived in and the car she was driving I bought. I was entitled to a key because I paid all the bills. I never told Jamie, but I think that was why Tyran think I wanted her because all of the shit I did for her.

  I hadn’t fucked her in a few years, but I would be lying if I said I didn’t be getting head from her. She would be cool if she wasn’t so damn ghetto. Despite her ratchet ways, she was a damn good mother.

  I went to my son’s room walking right past her while she was sitting on the couch. She was running her mouth on the phone.

  “What’s up lil man?” I asked hugging him. He was playing with his power ranger action figures.

  “What’s up daddy?” He was excited to see me. Even though I didn’t plan him, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me.

  “You trying stay with daddy for a few days?” Before he could answer, Tyran barged into his room.

  “He not staying with that bitch! Nigga is you crazy? I keep telling you I don’t want my son around your crazy ass wife! You can see him over here. He does not need to go over there. You can stay here with him and I will leave for a few days if you that damn uncomfortable around me, but I will not have my son around y’all’s mess. Every time he goes over there, it’s a fucking argument! He is only three years old! He doesn’t need to be around that bullshit!”

  Her phone went off. She must have gotten a text from a nigga. She was blushing hard ass shit. I’m not going to lie, I was a little jealous. At the end of the day, she was my baby’s mama. Didn’t no nigga want their baby’s mama with another dude. Didn’t no man want a nigga around his seed trying to play daddy and shit.

  “Who the fuck was that?” I asked her.

  “None of your business! You don’t want it! You married Miss America instead. You keep denying your feelings for me and I’m sick of it. You have no problem getting me to suck your dick! We are not even fucking! I don’t know why you think me giving you head and you eating my pussy is not considered cheating! I’m tired of it! I get lonely too and you got me on lock! Why you denying your feelings for me?” she asked in a hushed tone so A.J. wouldn’t hear.

  I waved her off. “Don’t have no nigga in my house, around my son or even in my fucking car! Simple as that! I’m taking my son with me and there is nothing you can do about that!”

  Tears had welled up in her eyes before she walked out of the room. I was being selfish, but oh well, she shouldn’t have poked holes in the condom. She trapped me, now her ass trapped. I would never tell her, but I wasn’t even mad at her anymore for doing it. Especially now since I knew I wouldn’t be getting any kids from my wife.

  Tyran was pretty. She had smooth dark chocolate skin and a banging ass body. She was a stripper and I actually met her at a strip club. She was giving me a private lap dance and one thing led to another. Tattoos covered her body and the mermaid green wavy long weave she had in her hair actually looked good on her. She was kind of on the tall side. She stood at least 5’9. She was a bad ass broad and she kept herself up. She was just a little childish.

  Tyran was only twenty years old. She was 17 when I fucked her. I thought she was older than that being as though she worked at a strip club. She wasn’t even old enough to buy a drink yet. A.J. was the spitting image of her. He just had my eyes, wild curly hair, and was lighter. He was handsome.

  I grabbed a few of A.J things and was heading out. Tyran was in the kitchen making Kool-Aid. She was stirring and her ass was jiggling. She had on booty shorts and a tank top. It was hard as hell to resist not fucking her again.

  “I’m out shorty!” I yelled behind her.

  She turned around and gave A.J a kiss then she looked at me. “There’s going to come a day when you realize you love me as much as I love you. Everyone knows that you and your wife are not made for each other. I know I act childish and I step out of line. I also know I shouldn’t have trapped you, but we are over that now. I got a job as a receptionist. I’m moving out of this house and you can keep the Benz. I’m going to start living my life and doing me. I’ll be damn if you control me when you have someone to lay down with every night. I do everything for you! All you give me is your ass to kiss! I’m sick of it! You lead me on and I am through!”

  I wanted to knock her dumb ass out. She stayed playing games with me. She was not taking my son out this damn house!

  “Whatever, Tyran! You can do what you want, but you not moving out this fucking crib! Tell that nigga you talking to to get lost! I’m dead ass serious!” I walked out of her face.

  I stopped to get A.J. some McDonald’s because I knew Jamie and dinner wasn’t going to be editable. When I arrived home, smoke was coming from the kitchen. I opened the door and I couldn’t see shit, but I heard her cough.

  “Yo, what the fuck you trying to burn the crib down?” I asked waving the smoke out of my face.

  You would’ve thought shorty was cooking for a school or something with the mess she made. She was only making spaghetti. The boiling water with the pasta was boiling out of the pot. The meat sauce was all over the place.

  “Dinner would be ready in a few minutes!” she said stirring the thick meat sauce. This chick really put flour in the spaghetti sauce.

  “Yo, me and A.J. not eating this shit!” I told her.

  She threw the wooden spoon at me. Now, I had that gooey shit all over me. Here she goes with that temper tantrum; I should’ve stayed my ass over Tyran’s. I hadn’t touched her or slept in the same room with her in a few weeks. Last time we had sex was when I stopped by her shop.

  “You dumb ass b…” was all I could get out before she charged into me. I know she fed up with the way I had been treating her. I didn’t even talk to her that much; I was still salty about that nigga she was fucking with. She had to be mad because she never put her hands on me.

  “Pop! Pop! Pop!” Her punches connected to my chin. She was going crazy. She even started pulling my hair. I shoved her ass as hard as I could. She slipped on the tomato sauce that was on the floor then fell face first onto the counter top. Her mouth was leaking and blood was everywhere. I’m not going to even lie, I felt badly as fuck as I rushed to her.

  “Owwwww, bitch!” I yelled. This bitch stabbed me in my shoulder. She dropped the knife then panicked.

  “Oh, my god baby, I’m so sorry!” she cried.

  I held my shoulder as blood started seeping through my fingers. I’ve gotten shot before, but a stab wound wasn’t no joke.

  “What the fuck y’all doing?” Tee-Tee asked. I didn’t even know why she was here. Jamie must have called her over to bring something because she had a grocery bag in her hand.

  “This bitch just stabbed me!” I said still in disbelief. Jamie looked like I had fucked her up. Her mouth was bloody and she had a lump on her forehead.

  “Well, what the fuck you do to her?” Tee-Tee asked dropping the grocery bag, I swear if these bitches even think about jumping me I was knocking their asses out.

  “Aye, Tee-Tee, you better go on with that shit! She started hitting me so I pushed her then she fell. I went to see if she was good then she stabbed me,” I explained.

  “Look, I don’t know what the fuck y’all got going on over here, but there’s a fucking child out there scared because of the noise that’s coming from y’all. I’m going to take A.J. with me because it’s obvious both of you need medical attention. Let me know when you are ready to get him.” She walked out the kitchen.

  ***

  I had to get fifteen stitches. I couldn’t do this shit. We needed to separate or something. I didn’t want to leave her, but something had to give. I loved a woman who didn’t give two shits about me. What Tyran said earlier played heavily on my mind. I could’ve gone over there instead of staying in a hotel, but I needed a peace of mind. I called Jamie to see if she was good. She d
idn’t look too good. Although, I was the one that got stabbed she looked like she had gotten jumped. That fall must have really hurt. I felt bad for shoving her that hard.

  “Hello,” she answered with an attitude.

  “I’m just calling to make sure you good,” I told her.

  Then she started crying really hard into the phone.

  “Why are you doing this to me? I been slaving in that kitchen for damn near a month and you have not even tried eating it. I have been doing every fucking thing you have asked me. I’m trying to save this marriage and all you do is walk around the house like a damn zombie. You don’t answer when I call and you haven’t even slept next to me in weeks! I apologize for stabbing you, but I am really fed up with your ass! Then you pick up A.J without letting me go with you! I told your ass you were not to go over there without me! Especially since we haven’t been fucking! What are you fucking her again? We haven’t been talking much lately, but I am still your wife! You are still supposed to do what I expect from you!” she yelled into the phone.

  I hung up on her ass then turned my phone off. She would blow me up all night asking about Tyran. I called Tee-Tee from the hotel phone to let her know to bring A.J over. Tee cool and all, but she too damn ratchet to pretend she was watching someone’s child.

  An hour later, she knocked on the room door and I opened it. A.J was asleep in her arms. I grabbed him from Tee-Tee and laid him down on the bed. Tee-Tee went to the wet bar and poured herself a drink. She looked stressed and if I was not mistaken her eyes were watery.

  “Yo, what’s up with you?” I asked as she handed me one too.

  “Corey and I got into it. I don’t understand why he is trying to change me. This is the real me! I’m not some type of prissy female. We had just found out a few days ago that I was pregnant again. This dude knocked me up on purpose. It has only been two months since I lost our first baby. This is just too damn much!” She guzzled her drink.

  “Do you think it’s cool to be drinking?” I asked her.

  “The way I feel I really need something to calm my nerves!” She got up to pour herself another drink.

  I shook my head she was too much sometimes, but I respected her gangsta. Tee was sexy as fuck and I could see why Corey’s wild ass would try and lock her down. I didn’t know what it was about dark skinned women, but I had a sore spot for them. I knew I was wrong for looking at Tee-Tee’s small plump ass, but I hadn’t had sex in like a month. The longest I had ever gone without pussy.

  We talked for hours just drinking and chilling. We were both drunk and Tee-Tee started being flirtatious. I got up to take a cold shower because my dick was hard. Tee was not that type of female, so I knew it was the alcohol and the fact that she had a lot going on in her mind.

  A few moments later, the shower door slid open and I jumped back.

  “Yo, Tee what the fuck is you doing?” I asked her.

  “I’m taking a shower, too!” she slurred. Tee was in my shower butt ass naked. My dick was pointing straight at her. Her body was on point. You could still see the scars from when she got shot, but it didn’t take nothing away from her.

  I turned around and took the fastest shower I ever took then hopped out. I wrapped a towel around my waist then sat down on the couch. My head was spinning. I shouldn’t have taken those pain pills for my shoulder with that alcohol because I dozed off.

  I was having a good ass dream. Jamie was on top of me riding me. I kept my eyes closed because I didn’t want it to end. The hip movements were a little different. Jamie usually took her time, but not this time, she was a little rougher and nastier. She was reaching back gripping my balls, lightly squeezing them as she rode me. She was whispering and telling me how sorry she was and that she would leave the streets alone. She just wanted me and only me. I knew something was off especially when she called me “Corey”. I opened my eyes and Tee-Tee was riding the fuck out of me. I gripped her hips and said fuck it. The damage was already done. I moved her faster and we both exploded. She collapsed on top of me with her head on my chest. I went back to sleep.

  “Daddyyyy!” My son shook me awake. My head was pounding.

  “Why is she naked on top of you daddy?” he asked. I felt another body on top of me. I jumped up and she stirred in her sleep. I smacked her ass hard as I could. She jumped up with her titties swinging.

  “What the fuck?” She tried to cover herself up. It didn’t take long for her to realize we had fucked. The look on her face was of sadness, neither of us meant for this to happen. Even though she made the first move, I knew Tee wasn’t thinking clearly and neither was I.

  I fucked over two people, Corey, and my wife. I had to tell her even though it would hurt her. If A.J. wasn’t here, I would take this shit to my grave, but three-year-olds couldn’t hold water. He would have told his mom then all hell would’ve broken loose. Corey and I often bumped heads, but he was still my lil nigga. I knew he would be crushed too.

  Camren

  I picked my daughter up from Koran’s house then headed home. I invited Jamie over for a one on one. I needed to talk to her because she be doing the most. I had to hear from other people that she stabbed her own husband. I don’t know why she just didn’t leave him. Everyone knew that their relationship hadn’t been the same for years. I wished she really had ended up with Kejuan. She loved the fuck out of that boy, and I do not know how she could be around him and it not faze her. No one knew about their love affair because she was afraid that Royal would flip. The only reason he didn’t flip about Ashaun was because that was his right-hand man. Anybody else back in the day would’ve gotten it.

  I put Parker in her playpen then started getting dinner ready. I was making baked chicken, stuffed with cheesy broccoli and rice, fried corn, potato salad and rolls. The doorbell rang and it was Royal.

  “Damn, boo it smells good in here! What you making your man?” he asked.

  “Boy, your greedy ass always want to eat something! I am cooking for your sister,” I told him.

  “She’s not coming over babe, her and her husband had a few important things to talk to each other about. You know I don’t want that good food to go to waste,” he laughed. Jamie knew she could’ve called me to tell me she wasn’t coming. I didn’t even feel like cooking today, but she wanted me to make her favorite meal. I’m going to lay her and Tee-Tee’s asses out because they been M.I.A.

  “Cam, let’s go another vacation, just me and you for a week! We don’t need them other fools tagging along.” He was referring to Corey, Tee-Tee, Ashaun and Jamie. A few months ago we went to Paris for a week. The other two couples damn near argued the whole entire time.

  “Where you want to go?” I asked excitedly.

  “Anywhere with a beach, I’m trying dig in those guts on one!” he winked.

  “You always thinking nasty!” I told him.

  “How can I not with a sexy ass shorty?” He grabbed my ass then kissed my neck. I moaned.

  “Baby girl asleep in her playpen, why don’t we get a quickie in until dinner is ready?”

  “I’m spotting, I think my friend trying to visit,” I swatted him away.

  “I don’t care about that! You feel that uncomfortable let’s do it in the shower. I need to be inside you. My dick harder than a stale pack of Now and Laters,” he joked. My man stayed on joke time. The corn was done. I boiled the potatoes on low and turned the oven down a little so nothing would burn. We were going to be a while.

  After I was in the shower for five minutes, I called him in. He slid the shower door back then gently pushed me into the shower wall. He took my nipple into his mouth and I wrapped one leg around his waist so he could enter me.

  “Shiitttt,” he hissed. I kissed him fervently. I still hadn’t told him I loved him. He pulled my braids back as he sucked on my neck. He was going deep and fast. I cried out in ecstasy.

  “You love me, Cam?” He asked pumping even harder. How does he expect for me to answer that and he was all in my stomach? I could ba
rely breathe. He pulled out and told me to turn around. He slid back into me. His body smashed close to mines. He licked my ears and groped me between my legs. He pulled my braids back and licked the side of my neck.

  “You feel that? You cummin’ on my dick and I’m not even stroking you anymore,” he bit my neck gently. I screamed as my juices poured down my legs. He spread my ass cheeks and slowly dipped in and out of me. I looked back and he blew me a kiss. He pushed into my body with a little more force as he started hitting my spot. He grabbed the back of my neck with one hand gripping my waist with the other. I spread my legs open a little wider to keep my balance.

  “You love this dick don’t you?” he asked speeding up.

  “Yeeessssss!” I shouted as I came again.

  “What else you love?” He asked.

  “I lo…ooovvveee youuuuu…” my body shuddered.

  He pulled out of me then turned me around. The water was cold now, but neither of us cared. I dropped down to my knees then took him in my mouth. He grabbed the showerhead for support.

  “Awwww…ohhh…right there, suck that dick! Fuck!” he moaned.

  I stuck a finger in myself while I gave him head. I don’t know what made me do it, but I was turned out.

  “That’s right play with that pussy!” He grabbed my breast.

  The harder he grew, the faster I sucked, and the wetter I got. I was ready to come again. Royal could make me come so many times that eventually I would lose count.