Storm In A Rain Barrel

by Anne Mather

  ‘Men and women aren’t friends—they’re antagonists!’ remarked a lazy voice behind her, and she swung round to find that James Mannering had entered the apartment silently, and was standing leaning against the door jamb surveying her mockingly.

  Graham chuckled, and withdrew, leaving Domine feeling at quite a disadvantage. She got awkwardly to her feet as he came into the room, and said hastily: ‘There—there’s been a call for you. From a woman called Yvonne Park.’

  ‘Has there indeed?’ Mannering flung himself into an easy chair and drew out his cigar case. ‘Did you sleep well?’

  ‘Did you hear what I said?’ asked Domine, frowning.

  ‘Yes, I heard,’ he replied smoothly. ‘Thank you for the message.’

  ‘Sometimes,’ she said, rather crossly, ‘you make me feel very childish! You needn’t act as though I wasn’t aware of the facts of life. Graham told me that you and this woman used to be—well, friends!’

  ‘Is that what he said?’ Mannering got to his feet. ‘How do you get along with Graham?’ He poured himself a glass of whisky at the cocktail cabinet and went on: ‘Don’t imagine I’m a hardened drinker, will you?’ he indicated the glass in his hand. ‘It’s just I’ve had rather an infuriating morning, and I’m not feeling exactly polite at the moment.’

  Domine compressed her lips and turned away, sighing rather impatiently. He seemed determined to treat her as an infant.

  Suddenly he said, rather surprisingly: ‘I think we’ll have to take you in hand, Domine.’

  ‘What do you mean?’ she asked defensively. ‘If I’m not to discuss your affairs with Graham, then all right. You needn’t make a big thing about it.’

  He smiled. ‘What an aggressive little thing you are, aren’t you? Or perhaps little is the wrong adjective.’ He surveyed her rather mockingly. ‘At any rate, I wasn’t referring to my affairs—I was referring to your appearance.’

  ‘My appearance?’ she echoed, her cheeks colouring. ‘What’s wrong with my appearance?’

  ‘There’s nothing actually wrong with it,’ he replied consideringly, ‘however, I don’t find a navy blue pinafore dress and a white blouse particularly inspiring. Nowadays there are plenty of decent, attractive clothes to choose from, clothes with style and colour, that would do something for a girl like yourself.’

  Domine put a hand on her plait awkwardly. ‘Your father—Great-Uncle Henry, that is, didn’t approve of ultra-modern clothes.’

  ‘Nor do I!’ he exclaimed impatiently. ‘I’m not suggesting you should deck yourself out like some out-of-date hippie; nevertheless you do require something a little more decorative than school uniform to wear.’

  ‘I have other clothes,’ she retorted, somewhat shortly.

  ‘Have you? Then by all means find something different and wear it.’ He seemed to grow bored with the topic of conversation, for he poured himself a second drink and walking across the room, seated himself by the window with the pile of newspapers.

  Domine compressed her lips, regarded the back of his head for several minutes, then turned and went into her bedroom, finding to her surprise that Graham must have entered through her bathroom, and her bed was made and the room was tidy again.

  She opened her large suitcase and studied the contents without much enthusiasm. She hadn’t the faintest idea what she could wear, and although, as she had said, she had other clothes, they were all rather subdued garments, in dark colours, and without a great deal of style. Eventually she chose a dark green velvet dress, with a close-fitting bodice and a pleated skirt, the sleeves of which were long and buttoned at the cuff. The colour did not complement the olive colour of her skin, and without make-up she looked pale and uninteresting. She tugged the comb through her fringe and stared at herself gloomily. It was no good. She was not good-looking, and no amount of wishing would make her so.

  When she emerged into the lounge, it was to find Graham there, talking to James Mannering, and as she closed the door, he said that lunch was ready. James Mannering stared at her with those piercing blue eyes, and then with an imperceptible shrug he allowed her to precede him into the dining-room.

  During the meal he did not speak, and she could only assume that he was busy with his own thoughts. She supposed she ought to have discussed his morning’s work at the television studios with him, but when he did not speak, she found the silence between them growing into an actual physical thing, and very soon she would not have dared to try to bridge it. Instead, she picked at the fried chicken and golden rice, and merely tasted the lemon soufflé that followed.

  They had their coffee in the lounge, and as Domine was obviously expected to preside over the tray, she did so with nervous intensity, spilling her own coffee into its saucer and dropping the sugar tongs with an ignominious clatter. It was about one-thirty by this time, and she was beginning to think he had changed his mind about taking her to Grey Witches today. After all, he was a busy man, that much was obvious, and if he found the time to take her to Yorkshire then she need not expect that he would spend much time there with her. But what would she do? Would she be left to the care of his mother? The thought frightened her a little. After all, if she knew nothing of James Mannering, she knew even less about his mother and she did not imagine that Mrs. Mannering would approve of her son’s new acquisition, an unwanted acquisition, some might say. She shrank within herself, leaning back in her chair feeling that awful sense of inadequacy assailing her again. All this, the apartment, her new surroundings, James Mannering himself, were a little too much for someone who had spent the last nine years in the cloistered atmosphere of a convent. Indeed she might have been better advised to take the faith and become a novice. At least it would not be a life alien to her.

  James Mannering looked up from the papers he had been studying and regarded her rather impatiently, she thought. ‘Now what thoughts are running through that agile brain of yours?’ he questioned dryly.

  Domine tried to appear nonchalant. ‘Why—nothing,’ she denied miserably.

  He put the papers aside. ‘Don’t lie to me, Domine. Your face is as expressive as an open book.’

  Domine lifted her shoulders. ‘Well, I was just wondering whether you’d changed your mind about leaving for Yorkshire today,’ she said jerkily.

  He raised his dark eyebrows. ‘No, I haven’t changed my mind, why? Have you?’

  Domine stared at him. ‘You know very well my wishes don’t count for anything,’ she said shortly.

  Mannering looked taken aback. ‘What is that supposed to mean?’

  Domine gathered strength from a rising sense of frustration. ‘It doesn’t occur to you, does it, that I might find the prospect of going to Yorkshire, of meeting your mother, rather terrifying!’

  Mannering frowned. ‘Why?’

  Domine bent her head, twisting her hands together in her lap. ‘Well, I’m not exactly used to a social round, Mr. Mannering. My days at the convent were very quiet ones, and the weeks I spent with Great-Uncle Henry followed a symilar pattern.’

  ‘And was it a pattern you enjoyed?’ he asked, rather tautly.

  Domine shrugged. ‘Not—not exactly. Nevertheless, you can’t expect to uproot someone from that kind of existence and expect them to immediately fit in to every preconceived idea you might have of them.’

  ‘You don’t want to go to Yorkshire?’ he asked bleakly.

  ‘It’s not that,’ she denied uncomfortably.

  ‘Well, damn it, what is it?’

  She sighed, her eyes shaded by the long lashes. ‘I—well, I’m only just getting used to you, and now you’re going to plunge me into an entirely different environment and expect me to get used to a whole lot of new people.’

  He sighed exasperatedly. ‘What would you have me do with you? You can’t stay here!’ His tone was flat and brooked no argument, but she dared to defy him.

  ‘Why not?’ she asked, looking up. ‘At least—for a few days. Until I get used to everything. I—I could do some shopping. Grea
t-Uncle Henry gave me a little money. I could use some of that and buy myself some clothes. I know you think I look a frump—’

  ‘I didn’t say that,’ he interrupted her impatiently.

  ‘You didn’t have to,’ she answered pathetically. ‘I could tell.’

  Mannering rose to his feet and paced panther-like about the room. He ran a hand through his thick hair, and stared at her exasperatedly. Then he stopped and faced her. ‘Look,’ he said, ‘what’s frightening you about going to Yorkshire? My mother’s no ogre! Besides, I’ll be there.’

  ‘Will you? Oh, will you really?’ She got to her feet, clasping her hands together tightly. ‘I—I thought you would just be taking me there and leaving me I—I know you’re a busy man and I never dreamed you’d be taking time off to stay in Yorkshire, particularly as you have this television play coming off, and I know you said you’d had an awful morning when you came home before lunch, and then there’s that Miss Park who’s trying to reach you, and all your other friends, and naturally I thought you wouldn’t have time to bother with me….’ She bit her lip, realizing she was chattering on unnecessarily, and that very likely he would be growing bored with her enthusiasm.

  Mannering studied her animated expression and shook his head ‘So that was your objection,’ he murmured. ‘Well, well, I appear to be in demand.’ He smiled rather sardonically as she flushed. ‘All right, all right, so you want to go to Yorkshire now, yes?’

  ‘Yes.’ Domine nodded slowly, not sure how to take his sarcasm.

  ‘Good. Then I suggest we begin to make a start towards that end. Are your cases still packed?’

  She nodded again, and he walked to the kitchen door and summoned Graham and proceeded to give him minute instructions as to the manner of explanation he should give to people who would be likely to call. Obviously, from the explanations he was giving, he had told his immediate associates what was going on, and it was only a question of supplying information to uninformed business acquaintances. Yvonne Park’s name wasn’t even mentioned, and Domine puzzled over this. Then they carried their cases to the lift which transported them down to the basement which housed the cars belonging to the tenants who occupied the apartments. Graham left them here, wished them a good journey, and took the lift back upstairs.

  The previous day Domine had been too overwrought to take a great deal of interest in her guardian’s car, but today she noted with interest that it was a sleek luxury sports car of a continental variety with a speedometer that climbed to alarming heights of speed. However, she climbed inside obediently, and smoothed the skirt of her gaberdine over her knees. She was intensely conscious now of the limitations of her clothes, and realized that the overcoat James Mannering was wearing was lined with real fur and not a nylon imitation.

  They drove out of the garages up a ramp on to the main thoroughfare, and eventually headed north up the Edgware Road towards Hatfield. It was still raining steadily, and the windscreen wipers swished continuously, while the tyres hissed on the wet road. In the environs of Greater London, Mannering did not speak, concentrating on the road ahead, and controlling the powerful engine he had beneath the car’s bonnet. They stopped for traffic lights and occasionally he swore as another car swung dangerously across his path, but eventually they reached the motorway and he relaxed a little and gave the car its head.

  He glanced at Domine, and said, ‘Not much of a day to see your new home, is it?’ and she shook her head.

  ‘Is it my new home?’ she asked curiously. ‘I mean—have you made any plans for my future?’

  He shrugged, the wheel of the car sliding through his tanned fingers as he overtook a slow-moving furniture wagon. ‘Not exactly plans,’ he replied slowly. ‘To begin with, you look as though you could do with a holiday, a real holiday, I mean, not those stiff visits you made to Crompton’s Hotel.’

  ‘You knew about them?’

  ‘Sure. While you may have been kept in the dark about us, we were certainly not kept in the dark about you. You were my father’s redeeming duty. You were the force that was to alter the selfish pattern of his life hitherto.’

  Domine frowned. ‘Tell me about your mother,’ she said.

  ‘What about her?’ His voice was less relaxed when he spoke of his mother, as though he expected some kind of repudiation of her actions.

  ‘Why didn’t she marry Great-Uncle Henry after his wife and her husband died?’

  Mannering gave a harsh mirthless laugh. ‘My mother wouldn’t marry Henry Farriday!’ he exclaimed contemptuously. ‘Not after everything that had happened.’

  ‘What do you mean?’

  He sighed. ‘Oh, you’ll learn soon enough, so I might as well tell you. My mother was not married when—when she became pregnant. She was working at Grey Witches then as a kind of assistant-housekeeper. Henry’s wife was still alive, as I’ve told you. She held the reins of household affairs, and my mother liked her. Unfortunately, she succumbed to Henry’s charm. Oh, he had charm all right, when he chose to exert it, and eventually the inevitable happened. I was the result!’ He glanced at her wryly. ‘It’s shocking to you, isn’t it? A kind of bitter pill to swallow, being made the ward of Great-Uncle Henry’s—’

  Domine put her hands over her ears. ‘Don’t say it!’ she cried, half angrily. ‘It’s not your fault!’

  He shrugged. ‘Well, anyway, when she found she was pregnant, she went to old Henry for help. Who else could she turn to? Who else was responsible? And do you know what he did? He turned her out! Just like that! Alone and friendless!’

  ‘Oh, no!’ Domine pressed a hand to her throat.

  ‘Oh, yes. If it hadn’t been for my father—for Lewis Mannering, that is—she’d probably have killed herself. As it was, Lewis married her, knowing all the facts of the case. My mother is nothing if not honest. I suppose in that respect I may take after her. I’ve never had any time for subterfuge.’ He drew out some cigarettes and dropped them in her lap. ‘Do you want one?’

  Domine nodded, and lit one, her hands trembling a little as she used the lighter he handed her. Then he continued:

  ‘It wasn’t until years later that my mother became Henry’s housekeeper, and by this time his wife was dead, of course.’

  ‘But why did she do that?’ Domine was puzzled. ‘I don’t understand why she should have gone back to him after the way he treated her.’

  ‘Don’t you? Well, perhaps not. But you’ll learn as you go through life that there is such a thing as vengeance, and that was the reason why my mother went back. Old Henry didn’t suspect, of course, when he employed her. It wasn’t until afterwards when he saw me that he realized why she had done it.’

  Domine was still bewildered. ‘But where was your father?’

  James Mannering sighed. ‘My father was a farmer. He only had a smallholding, but it was quite prosperous in its way, and when my mother married him she left Hollingford and went to live with him near Beverley. I doubt very much whether Henry Farriday realized she actually had the child, you see. But unfortunately my father contracted cancer of the throat, and he died when I was only fourteen. That was when we went back to Grey Witches.’

  ‘Oh, I see!’ Domine began to understand. ‘And Great-Uncle Henry recognized you.’

  ‘Oh yes. Unfortunately, although I resemble my mother in temperament, my physique is wholly Farriday. You can imagine the stir it caused in the village, our living there, at Grey Witches, and nothing old Henry could do about it.’

  ‘Why? Couldn’t he have dismissed your mother?’

  ‘I’m afraid my mother threatened to take the story to court should Henry refuse to support us,’ replied Mannering, frowning. ‘I don’t say I agreed with her actions, but I could understand her motives. Later, when we were accepted, and the talk died down, I left Hollingford and went to London. The rest you know.’

  ‘I see. And did—did your father want to acknowledge you—afterwards?’

  ‘Oh, yes. He asked my mother to marry him several times. She alw
ays refused.’

  ‘So that was why he left you the house—the estate.’

  ‘Yes. I suppose you could say he achieved in death what he failed to achieve in life.’

  Domine nodded and sighed, a feeling of trepidation assailing her. It was a story without compassion, unless one could feel compassion for the young woman his mother had once been. She wondered what Mrs. Mannering was like now, whether her bitterness had soured her beyond reproach. It was a strange and disturbing situation to a girl used to the uncomplex existence of convent life. She could hardly believe the man James Mannering was speaking about was the same kindly old gentleman who had made himself responsible for her on the death of her parents. And now here she was, on her way to stay with a woman who had lived her life in vengeance, and who must desperately love the son she had done everything in her power to have acknowledged.

  CHAPTER THREE

  DESPITE the driving rain and terrible driving conditions it was only a little after six-thirty when they turned off the motorway at Boroughbridge, taking the narrow road to Malton. After the comparative brightness of the lights on the motorway the winding road that led towards the north Yorkshire moors was dark and rain-washed, reminding Domine vividly of the country roads around the convent. They passed through a series of villages, that were little more than collections of lights in the darkness, before turning on to an even narrower track that led steeply upwards in a series of hairpin bends. It was rather frightening with only the headlights to guide them, and they were subdued by the wetness of the road, and only the knowledge that her guardian had complete control of the vehicle prevented her from clinging rather tightly to her seat.

  At last they seemed to reach the summit of the hill, and even in the subdued lighting, Domine could perceive that ahead of them lay a stretch of barren, open country, without any sign of habitation of any kind. She guessed that they were on the moors now, and she wished it was daylight so that she could see where they were going. She had heard that the moors were beautiful, but right now, in the darkness and the pouring rain, they looked bleak and desolate, and wholly alien to her.