Right Kind of Wrong

by K. Renee

  “You have no idea.” She gives me a watery smile and we both turn our heads as someone clears their throat.

  Two Years Later

  Walking through the house, I hear the sounds of giggles and I think about how lucky I am. Two years ago my life changed for the better, even though everything didn’t work out the way I wished, I’m just glad that my sister and her team were able to take out the rest of the bad guys. If Sawyer hadn’t of found me, I probably wouldn’t be here right now.

  She finally isn’t undercover anymore, she comes by once a week to check in with me and I couldn’t be more thrilled. I love having her around, I know that her niece and nephew do too.

  I hear the front door open, and then the giggles and screams come as they run to the door.

  I watch as Sawyer walks in holding them both. “Hey baby, I found these little monkey’s by the door.” He kisses them both before setting them down. They both go running back into the other room yelling about something.

  He has his vest on, when he gets close enough, I wrap my arms around him and pull him to me. “I love you Danni Girl,” he whispers against my lips.

  “I love you more Sawyer.” He kisses me like he did the first time and I can’t help but fall in love with him even more than before. He will always be my knight on a shiny Harley, but now he is so much more.

  Once we play Barbie’s and Monster Trucks with the kids, we cook dinner and eat at the table as a family. These are the little things in life that I will never take for granted again. When Sawyer got shot, I thought that I was going to lose the best thing that ever happened to me. He barely made it, I thank God every day that he did because nine months later, the twins were born.

  Once dinner is done and I’ve washed all the dishes, I cuddle up on the couch with my favorite people in the whole world.

  Thinking back on the last two years, I can’t help but wonder how different my life would be. I would have never fallen in love, and I wouldn’t have two beautiful children. I can feel his eyes on me, when I look over at him he grins. We each have a kid passed out on our laps, I can’t help but smile.

  Before my nights included me having a glass of wine with a takeout container, now I have home cooked meals followed by a movie with my favorite littles every night.

  Sawyer takes my hand in his. He rubs his finger over my left ring finger. I’ve notice him do this more lately, and part of me is curious as to why.

  I know my sister told me that Sawyer and I would be married with a bunch of babies one day, but only part of that is true. We have two babies, but we never walked down the aisle. I think things just got too hectic when I found out I was pregnant and with his rehabilitation. The bullet nicked his lung; they were barely able to save him. He almost drowned in his own blood.

  When the movie is over, I look back over at Sawyer, and he waggles his eyebrows at me. He looks down at the kids and leans over to kiss my neck. “I have some plans for you tonight,” he whispers. When he pulls away from me, he stands up and puts Canon on his shoulder.

  I watch the way his ass moves as he walks towards the hall and disappears into the darkness. Running my fingers through Sadie’s curls I can’t help but smile. While her brother is Sawyer’s spitting image, Sadie takes after me and Sage.

  When Sawyer comes back into the room, he comes over, picks up Sadie, and kisses my lips. He starts to walk towards the rooms again, and I get up and follow him. Walking into Canon’s room, I turn on his nightlight and tuck him in. Once I kiss his forehead, I walk out of the room and into Sadie’s room, I do the same thing for her.

  When I turn to leave, Sawyer is standing in the doorway watching me. Once we both walk out, closing the door behind us, he pulls me into his body and pushes me up against the wall in the hall. “Sorry I was late today. I got a new case and had to stop by the clubhouse to talk to Prez.” Running my hands down his chest, I slide my hands under his cut, slowly sliding it down his arms.

  “Just glad you made it home,” I whisper. I fold his cut, and he picks me up, walking us towards the bedroom at the end of the hall.

  He lets me set his cut down on the dresser before he closes the door quietly, walking us over to the bed. Setting me down, I lie back on the blankets and watch as he moves away slightly. He grabs my jeans, starts to unbutton them and after he gets the zipper down, he slides them down my hips. Once they are off my feet, he settles himself between my thighs, leaning his body over mine.

  Wrapping my legs around his waist, I pull him closer to me. He leans down and kisses down my neck. “The chief wants me to go undercover,” he whispers in between kisses. I feel like a bucket of cold water is poured on me. Sitting up and I stop his head from moving.

  Pulling his face up to look at me, I can see that he didn’t want to tell me, “What? Why?” I can feel myself getting choked up; I don’t want him to do it. I watched how my sister being undercover almost got him killed, hell someone was after me. I can’t lose him. The kids can’t lose him.

  “They think that someone has taken over the MC that your sister helped take down.” I shake my head and he kisses my neck.

  “No Sawyer. I can’t lose you; the kids can’t grow up without a father.” I can feel the tears burning in my eyes. I know that at any moment they are going to start to fall down my face.

  “Danni, you know I would never put the three of you at risk.” I nod my head, but it doesn’t keep the tears from falling down my face.

  He stands up, but doesn’t say another word. He undoes his jeans, pushing them down to his feet and kicking them off. He pulls his shirt off next, then comes back to me. Reaching forward, I pull myself up, and he wraps his arms around me.

  “Danni Girl, I talked to Prez about it and he wants me to do it.” Pushing him away from me, I get off the bed and search for my phone. When I finally find it, I dial Silas’ number and wait for him to answer. Sawyer doesn’t bother to stop me, because he already knows that I won’t let this go without a fight.

  “How dare you Silas. How could you do this to me and the kids?” I demand. I feel Sawyer come up behind me. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his body.

  “Danni, I have to worry about the club too and if this is what it takes, then I will make sure someone takes them down. It’s not just about you and the kids. It’s about all my members and their families. Those bastards want to start a war and I’m just trying to take them out before it goes too far.” His voice is different than normal; I can only think that it has to do with not backing down either.

  Looking over my shoulder at Sawyer, the tears fall down my cheeks. “If something happens to him, I’ll never forgive you.” I pull the phone from my ear, hit the END button. Throwing the phone on the bed, I turn Sawyer’s arms; he leans down and kisses me.

  “Sawyer,” I whisper when he breaks our kiss.

  “Baby, I’m going to come back to the three of you. I’ll be fine.” He pushes me back on the bed, I go willingly.

  “How long?” My voice breaks, I know he can hear how scared I am.

  “I have to work my way up their ranks. Could be a few years total.” Closing my eyes, I let the time frame sink in. He will be gone for more than a year. He’s going to miss so much. The tears start to fall again, and he wipes them from my cheeks.

  “Will we see you during that time?” He looks away, I know the answer. We won’t. “You’re going to miss so much.”

  “I know and I hate that I have to do this, but it has to be done.” He moves the hair out of my face. His fingers trail down my cheek; he cups my jaw and pulls my mouth to his.

  “It will never change how I feel about you or the kids. I won’t let anything take me from you guys.”

  “You don’t have a choice,” I sob. He moves, reaching into the drawer by his side of the bed. He holds a small box in front of me. I feel my heart start to pound. I never expected him to ask me like this, but I guess there isn’t much of a choice now.

  “I wanted to ask you without all this shit that’s goi
ng on, but I think that I need you to know how fucking important you and the kids are to me. Before I go undercover, I want us to get married. I want all four of us to have the same last names.” He slips the ring on my finger. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.

  “Yes, a million times yes. But by the time you get back there will be five of us.” He looks down at me with a questioning expression, I have to try and keep my composure. I’m already super emotional and with this news, it’s ten times worse.

  “You’re pregnant?” I nod; he closes his eyes and sucks in a breath. I see a tear in the corner of his eye, when he opens his eyes; he slams his mouth down on mine.

  “I love you so damn much,” he whispers in between kisses. My fingers dig into his back, he pushes me up on the mattress. When he gets in between my legs this time he has no boxer briefs on, his hand reaches for my panties and he gives them a hard tug, ripping the material off of me.

  He slams into me hard as he swallows my moans in his mouth.

  Each thrust of his hips gives me all the answers I need. Each kiss and playful bite makes me feel like I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. All roads lead to Sawyer, I will always stand behind him one hundred percent, even if I don’t like it.

  “I love you baby.” He continues to pound into me. When I get close, I dig my fingers into his back hard enough to draw blood. He sucks in a breath, and I whisper that I’m going to come.

  We come together and he kisses me deeply. He collapses on top of me and I run my finger through his hair. “I hate that I’m going to miss all the important shit with this one.” His fingers gently run across my stomach.

  “Can you at least be there when the baby is born?” He wipes the tear from my eye, presses a soft kiss to my forehead.

  “I’ll do everything in my power to be, but it’s frowned upon to make any contact with your family. That’s how cover’s get compromised.” I nod my head slightly and he rolls us over. “I won’t let you do this alone. I’ll make sure someone is here to protect you guys while I’m gone and to help out with Canon and Sadie.”

  “I love you Sawyer. I’m going to miss you so much.”

  “You have no idea how much I’m going to miss you baby.” He pulls the covers down, we both slide under them. He pulls my shirt off of me, then undoes my bra and tosses it on the floor. He kisses my forehead and lies on his back. Cuddling into his arms, I think about the next few years, all the changes that we are going to go through as a family.

  Who would have thought that a dirty talking biker would be the love of my life? I sure as hell didn’t, but then again I wouldn’t have my perfect little family without him.

  Taking a chance on him was the best decision I ever made, I would never change it for anything.

  The End

  About the Author

  K. Renee is from sunny California. Creative by nature, she decided to put her imagination on paper. During the day, she works in an office; at night, she writes. These stories have been in her head for years and are finally coming out on paper.

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  Acknowledgments

  First and foremost, I want to thank everyone for buying this book! I never thought I would be releasing one book, let alone writing as many as I have in this short amount of time.

  I can't wait for everyone to meet my characters and fall in love with them like I have.

  A big thank you to TCB Editing for doing their editing magic for me. I love getting their feedback on scenes. It truly helps!

  To my street team, K's Wayward Ladies… Thank you for all you do! You girls are amazing at pimping my book out to the indie world. Thank you for your support and I can't wait to see what the future brings.

  To the readers and fans… I thank each and everyone one of you who come to hang out with me during takeovers, participating in my giveaways! I hope you like this and my future books.

  -K