Unforgettable You (Starlight Hill Series Book 4)

by Bell, Heatherly

  “Don’t let them get to you. If you want me to talk to someone, let me know.”

  “Um, okay. What are you going to do? Knock ‘em out?”

  He sighed. “Diana, violence never solved anything.”

  “I know that! I wasn’t suggesting that you—”

  The grin became a full-on smile. The man was teasing her. “But there would be some knocking, if it’s needed.”

  “Okay, then.” She rose from the curb, holding tight to her water bottle. “I better go. I have a tomato waiting for me. Thanks for the water. I guess that’s twice now you’ve saved my life.”

  His eyebrow quirked up. “Hey. Why not run with me sometime?”

  “No thanks. I don’t think I could keep up with you. And you’d make fun of me. Plus, from now on I’m running in the dark.”

  He flashed her a lazy bedroom smile that made her womb contract. “I’d go easy on you.”

  Why did it sound like he’d just said something sexual? They were still talking about running, right? “Well—”

  “Tomorrow night, eight o’clock. It’ll be dark enough.” Then he slid under the truck before she could say anything else.

  Diana headed towards Gran’s house and limped the rest of the way back.

  ***

  Keeping busy at this time of the year always helped.

  That’s what tonight’s oil change on his truck was all about, even if Scott could have pushed it for another thousand miles. He needed more things to do right now, while he waited to be called up to the wildfires, while he waited for … something. Absolution? Forgiveness? It hadn’t come yet but for the life of him he still hoped. Anyway, he hadn’t run or trained with someone in a long while. Just one more thing to keep him busy. Jake had been gone almost four years now, and whenever August approached Scott got restless. Angry. Frustrated. He figured the emails would start again soon, and ruin what was left of his summer. For now, he tried damn hard not to think about it.

  Diana was a more than welcome diversion. She made him smile, a tough thing to do these days.

  Even if he’d recently put his mind to more important stuff than when he’d get laid again, something happened every time he noticed Diana, whether walking towards the bakery or collapsing on his front lawn. A thick coil of energy pulsed between them strong and thick enough to feel like a living breathing thing. He’d catch himself staring and then force himself to snap out of it. But the spark between them wasn’t entirely unwelcome since it reminded him he was alive, which was particularly important to an adrenaline junkie. He might have left the high value long-range targets behind, but he still couldn’t help feeling antsy in this small town.

  He cleaned up and went inside, grabbed a shower and a beer and flipped on the television to CNN. Considering they were in the middle of the biggest drought in recent history, it was no wonder that the forest fires were raging out of control. The forests were dried up tinder and one small spark could take it all to hell. He grabbed his phone and pulled up the CalFire app. The Straylor fire in Lassen County was the latest, one thousand acres so far and 30% contained. It bothered him when everything was so out of control. When it felt like there weren’t enough resources, enough bodies to win the battle.

  Speaking of battles, he checked his email for the fourth time. No emails yet, a good thing. When they did come, they usually came fast and furious, one right after the other. Angry and wild accusations: where were you? He needed you.

  Scott didn’t have an answer that would satisfy her when there wasn’t one good enough for him either. Sleep came fitfully later that night, and in his dreams he struggled to get to Jake. This time a wall of fire (what else?) stopped Scott from getting to him in time. He jerked awake, once again covered in sweat and guilt.

  No use trying to go back to sleep, so he was up at zero dark thirty. Since Wallace and the crew were between jobs Scott went to work on his own place. He sanded the wall in the family room until it was as smooth as a piece of paper. It took hours but was good, hard, body-numbing work. He stopped long enough to eat lunch, check his emails and the CalFires and then taped, lay plastic down and painted the wall for the fifth time. No matter how many coats, always seemed this wall needed another one. It pissed him off that one coat couldn’t be enough. Or two. Or three. This wall was needy. Porous. It was the texturing, maybe. Maybe if he had a less pansy-ass wall.

  His phone rang, and caller ID told him it was Billy. Scott quickly wiped his hands clean with the paint rag and answered. “What’s up?”

  “Not much. Could use your help here. You busy?”

  Scott cleared his throat. He knew all too well what this was about. “I’m fine.”

  “Is that what I asked?”

  “Look, you’re just calling because Wallace is worried. Tell him to stop acting like a little girl.”

  “Hell, no. You tell him.” Billy laughed.

  “Just because he gives me the day off and I’m not working at the station doesn’t mean he’s got to worry.”

  “It’s that time of the year. And it’s not just him. We all worry. Hell, Brooke is worried. And you know how I hate it when she worries.”

  He snorted. “Yeah, I know. Means she’s too distracted to love on you.”

  “Any emails?”

  “Not yet.” They never came this early anyway.

  “Ignore them when they start up again. Why haven’t you changed your email address, dude? This is unfair. You’re not to blame.”

  They could argue that point all day long, and Scott didn’t want to argue with Billy. His family was worried. He got that. “Hey, don’t worry okay? I’ve got plans this evening.”

  “Oh yeah? Tell me it’s with a girl.”

  “Well, yeah.” Billy didn’t need to know that it was with the one girl who would barely give him the time of day, even if he still couldn’t remember why.

  They hung up. One more time checking his CalFire app and email and Scott noticed the shadows lengthening. End to another bitching day. Finally it was time for the one thing he’d looked forward to all day. He cleaned up quickly, threw paint brushes in a sink filled with water, and hit the shower for a quick soak. He grabbed his ruck pack, two water bottles, and was out the door.

  Diana waited for him outside Mrs. Paulsen’s, wearing an oversized gray sweatshirt and matching sweat pants.

  “Hey. You ready?” he asked.

  Diana gave him a long look. “Look at that. You showed up.”

  That’s when it hit him. Crap, he really was an idiot. Twelve years ago. The lake. Diana. He’d worked up the nerve to ask her out that summer and she’d shocked the hell out of him by agreeing. They were supposed to meet at the lake, but he’d never made it there. That particular night had managed to change the trajectory of his life, and so it was no wonder considering the event that he’d forgotten it was the same night he was supposed to meet Diana. He had a damned good reason for standing her up, not that he wanted to share it with her.

  No wonder she’d been pissed.

  “Yoo hoo, Scott! Thank you for running with my granddaughter. I wouldn’t want her to get kidnapped by one of these horrible ax murderers I see on Dateline.” Mrs. Paulsen waved to him from behind her screened door.

  “No problem, Mrs. P.” He waved back.

  “Sure, because there are so many bad guys hiding out in Starlight Hill, home of the grape.” Diana rolled her eyes.

  “Hey, you never know. Let’s go.” He took off at an easy jog and waited for Diana to catch up.

  Should he cop to remembering now? Apologize? Would it even matter? He headed towards the high school where they could run around the track a few times. He liked to run the hills, but Diana wasn’t ready for that. About four blocks into their run, she proved him right by lagging behind. He slowed to a near walk just to stay with her. Then he used an old boot camp trick and stood behind her, egging her on.

  When she tried stopping, he’d give her a hand and push her forward. “Keep going.”

  “You’re ann
oying, in case no one ever told you that,” she said, panting.

  “You can still talk. A good sign.” He nudged her again. “I’ll keep this up until you can’t talk anymore.”

  “All I have to do is stop talking? You got it.”

  They eventually made it to the high school track, empty of runners by now, and he mostly pushed her around the track. Diana staggered to a stop after the second lap and bent over, wheezing. “Stop. Break. Water. Jerk.”

  “That’s what I’m talking about,” he said, handing her a water bottle from his ruck pack. “Good job.”

  He followed her to the stands, where she sat down and chugged the water, alternatively throwing him death glares. “I can’t figure you out. You save my life twice, and now you’re trying to kill me.”

  “I’m trying to help you.” He looked at the ground, then met her eyes. “Maybe I’m sorry.”

  Her eyes narrowed. “About what? Saving my life the first time or the second time?”

  “You know what. I stood you up.”

  “Oh yeah, I guess you did. But hey, we were young. Kids. I’m so over it.”

  Yeah, right. “I had a good reason if it helps.”

  “That’s all right.”

  “No, it’s not. After that summer I never saw you again. I’d hear you were in town to visit Mrs. Paulsen but you kept to yourself.”

  “Yeah, once I got a part-time job it got harder to spend much of my summer here.”

  “I really liked you, even back then.”

  “Sure, and I liked you too. But then I decided I liked guys who showed up better.”

  “Ouch.” He made sure to meet her eyes. “I show up now, Diana. Like today.”

  Her glasses were fogged up, cheeks ruddy and red, hair plastered to her neck. Made her look like she’d just been thoroughly and pleasantly screwed to the wall. Damned if he didn’t wish he’d been the one to do it.

  He took a seat next to her. “Why do you want to run? You don’t look like you’re having much fun.”

  She threw him a you-men-are-so-hopeless look. “There’s this online video in which people are commenting on which diet plan I should try next. Then there’s this cute little baker in town who has caused my current substance abuse problem. That substance being sugar and cinnamon.”

  “Ah. I get it. Honestly? I’m one of those men who like it when a woman actually has an ass I can grab.”

  For one moment, she didn’t speak, only stared at him. He wondered if he was about to get slapped.

  “I have more than enough of an ass for you to grab.” Like she realized what she’d just said, she covered her mouth. “Not that you’ll be grabbing it!”

  Damn, she was cute. “Only if I get lucky.”

  A moment passed between them and he couldn’t shake the feeling she was considering him. Checking him out. Wondering if he’d be worth a second chance. Wondering if he’d be worth the trouble. Interesting since he had been wondering the same thing about her. She studied him intently, not breaking the gaze. He’d been locked in staring contests before but not quite like this. Still, he’d be the last one to give in. It would be best if she learned that about him now.

  Diana finally broke eye contact, turning away from him and running a hand up and down her arm like she might be cold. “I wanted to tell you something. I’m going to be at the photo shoot this weekend. For the calendar.”

  “Yeah?”

  “I’m writing an article about it. I’ll need to interview you, and some of the others. Is that all right with you?” she asked this tentatively, liked she really did care what he thought.

  He took a swig of his own water and tried not to grimace. Billy had trained him to detest all reporters in general. “You’re a journalist then?”

  She sighed. “No. I started out that way but I write fiction now. Actually, this is good timing for me. I need to work.”

  “You won’t get Ty to say much. He’s ex-Marine. And Mr. December.” Possibly Scott’s grin might be a bit too wide, but hell, seeing Ty with a Santa hat on was going to be an early Christmas present for Scott.

  “He’s Mr. December? This is going to give new meaning to ho,ho,ho. I guess that means you’re Mr. September.” She pointed to his chest and laughed.

  Damned if that belly laugh didn’t seem to be connected directly to his favorite organ. Just like he remembered. He cleared his throat. “Yep. Maybe I’ll be covered in autumn leaves. What I do know is I’ll be holding a bottle of Brooke’s Wine or I won’t be able to show my face at Billy’s house again.”

  “They’d be crazy to cover you up in anything,” Diana said and looked away.

  She was shy, which was also sweet. He began to reassess his chances. Maybe he’d get a chance to grab her ass at some point after all. If he did, he’d make sure to hang on to it. Tight.

  “You’ll talk to me, though, won’t you?” Diana turned back to him. “Give me a good interview?”

  He considered it. Like Ty, there were certain things he’d rather not discuss. But he might be able to come up with something interesting. After all, he had a multi-millionaire retired baseball player for a brother. People were generally interested in both baseball and money.

  “You know it.”

  “Thanks.” Diana rose. “We could start now, if you’d like. When I get back home. I’ll take a shower, and then come over and interview you.”

  Way to see that one coming, soldier. Thought he’d have more time to come up with some bullshit, but nothing like making it up on the fly. “Sure.”

  Diana seemed pleased, so much so he took a moment’s pleasure in turning the tables. He threw a look at the track, then to her. “Want to go again?”

  Chapter 6

  An hour later, Diana staggered in the front door and threw herself on the couch. Scott was a cruel, cruel man. He liked torturing people as much as he enjoyed rescuing them.

  “Thank God you’re back in one piece,” Gran said. “I kept your dinner warm and I absolutely insist you eat something besides a tomato!”

  “I’m starving,” Diana admitted.

  She’d probably eat her weight in food if she could. At least Gran had prepared a pretty healthy meal of steak, boiled potatoes and steamed vegetables. Diana ate everything on her plate.

  “I love to see a woman who can eat,” Gran said, and Diana reconsidered going back for seconds.

  After dinner she showered and dug through her small but growing wardrobe. She now had seven pairs of Mom Jeans, which seemed like a good choice given she’d been trying to cover up as much as possible lately. No, they weren’t flattering (to anyone) and Mandy would kill her for being a blight on the planet but Diana slipped them on anyway.

  Then she quickly stepped out of them.

  She took the white halter top sundress off its hangar. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to wear it tonight. Simply to, if nothing else, feel like a woman again. Wanted. Desired. One look from Scott and she found that she’d willingly dive head first into uncomfortable but thrilling territory. Such as what his lips might feel like on hers. Whether his beautiful brown hair would feel soft or coarse running through her fingers.

  God, she was such an idiot. She had no business thinking any of these thoughts. No business diving into anything with Scott. Not now. Maybe not ever. He might have changed in some ways, but she’d bet he was still every bit as unreliable when it came to matters of the heart. And her heart was not available. She held up the Mom jeans in her right hand, the dress in her left. Seemed like an angel sat on the Mom Jeans begging her to do the ‘smart, sensible thing’ while the devil sat on the dress urging her to ‘go get some before it’s too late.’

  Anyway, this was an informal interview with a friend. Who cared what she wore? She slipped on the dress.

  Diana wasn’t all that experienced with men or dating, having dated Bradley all through college and after. She didn’t know much about wild men like Scott except you couldn’t count on them. Men who loved an adrenaline rush. The thrill of the chase. She’d been
inexplicably chased by more than one of them in high school, only to have them lose interest quickly once they’d ‘caught’ her. The challenge of catching the so-called brainy woman, proving even intelligent women had a weakness for hard bodied men. She preferred them with a brain and an ounce of compassion, but they’d actually never stuck around long enough for her to drop them.

  She grabbed her Alphasmart, a pen and pad of paper, and left Gran sitting in front of one of those reality Housewives shows. “I’ll just be down the street.”

  “Don’t let me keep you.” Gran waved her off.

  The moment Scott opened the front door with that killer smile, Diana felt a tingle down her spine which wasn’t completely unwelcome. Her thighs responded in a rush of heat, not quite as comforting. This interview should be a piece of cake, as long as she could ignore how thoroughly male he stood in those jeans that hugged every vital part of him. The short sleeved green t-shirt he wore set off his eyes and hugged his biceps. Lucky t-shirt.

  No sooner had she walked in than he had offered her a glass of chilled white wine.

  “Thanks.” She accepted the wine and followed him into the kitchen. His floor plan was the same as Gran’s, only reversed. But the decor was typically male earth tones with sparse furnishings completely unlike Gran’s pack rat house. Definitely not frat-house messy as she might have expected. And she could smell paint.

  He caught her staring. “I just finished that up earlier tonight.”

  “Nice color,” she said. The wall was purple. Purple.

  “Yeah, I know the color’s weird. But I needed a dark color. I’m tired of painting it.”

  “Oh, sure,” she said, still not quite clear.

  “If this doesn’t work, I might have to go to black. How do you feel after your run?”

  “Wonderful. My favorite part is always when I get to stop.”

  He quirked an eyebrow.

  “Big surprise! I don’t like to run. Anyway, this isn’t about me. It’s about you, Mr. September.” He winced, and she rather enjoyed that. Call it karma. She set her Alphasmart on the kitchen counter, put her wine glass down and slipped onto one of the kitchen stools.