The Creeper

by Tania Carver

‘Just Anthony, please,’ he said, offering a tentative smile. ‘No need for formality.’

  ‘Right.’

  Professor Anthony Howe had been easy to track down. Anni had made one phone call to the university to find him in his office. He had finished teaching for the day and was catching up on his marking. He would be in for a few hours, he said, if she wanted to drop by, but what was it concerning? Once she mentioned Suzanne Perry’s name, however, he hurriedly said he had to leave for home. When she suggested she meet him there he claimed to be on his way to a pressing engagement. No problem, she would catch him in the morning. But she would talk to him. It was important.

  And he had sighed and, realising she was going nowhere and that it would be best to get it over with as soon as possible, had relented. So there she was.

  ‘I must say,’ he said, still working on his smile, ‘you’re not what I was expecting.’

  ‘Really.’ Anni raised an eyebrow. Almost stifled a yawn. ‘Because I’m black?’

  He nodded, then realised what Anni must have been thinking. ‘Oh no, not because you’re… because of that. No. Just… when I spoke to you on the phone I got quite a different impression of you.’

  ‘In what way?’

  He tried for a smile. ‘You sounded like a police officer. Now, sitting here, you could pass for a student. That’s all.’

  Anni thought of what had happened with Suzanne Perry and was glad she wasn’t. She smiled politely.

  He returned it.

  He was trying, she thought. To be polite, to be at ease. But he hadn’t offered her tea.

  ‘Nice painting, by the way.’

  The smile became slightly more genuine. ‘Thank you. I like it, something a bit different. Got used to it, really. Forget it’s there until someone points it out to me.’

  ‘Must have cost a bit to have done.’

  A small laugh. ‘Had a friend, aspiring artist. She wanted subjects, models. Cost me nothing.’ He couldn’t hide the pride in his voice. ‘But…’ He waved his hand as if dismissing it. ‘All in the past. A long time ago.’

  Anni kept her attention on the wall. She pointed at Superman. ‘What about the guy next to him?’

  ‘Oh. Him.’ He smiled again, and this time he looked like a university teacher about to address a class. ‘What do you think he sounds like?’

  ‘Pardon?’

  ‘Superman. His voice. What do you think he sounds like? Timid? Shy? Does he stutter?’

  ‘I doubt it,’ Anni said, wondering where this was leading, ‘Authoritative. In command. That kind of thing. American.’

  He nodded. ‘And Clark Kent?’

  ‘What?’

  ‘His alter ego. Clark Kent. How does he talk?’

  ‘Erm…’ Anni had never given the matter much thought. ‘Like… a normal bloke?’

  Anthony Howe nodded, as if she had just confirmed a thesis he had personally created. ‘Exactly. If he spoke like Superman he would never fit in, would he? Not at the Daily Planet. Not bumbling, mild-mannered Clark Kent, would he?’

  ‘No.’

  Anthony Howe sat back, folded his arms. Thesis proven. ‘We change. We don’t have just one voice. We have several. Depending where we are, who we’re talking to at the time, how we want to be seen, to come across. Different voices for different situations.’ A smug smile. ‘One of the first things I teach my students. If you’re going to be a speech therapist, find out which voice – which persona – the patient needs to use most.’

  She couldn’t resist the next line. His arrogant statement set him up for it.

  ‘And which persona did you use with Suzanne Perry?’

  His expression – his demeanour – changed. The set of his mouth hardened. His eyes narrowed, were lit by a dark, ugly light. He moved his body towards her.

  And in that moment, Anni wasn’t so ready to believe that Suzanne had been making it all up.

  18

  The death knock. The bit Phil hated most.

  It made him think of his own parents, Don and Eileen. What it would be like if one of his colleagues turned up on their doorstep with news of him. And now, of course, there was Marina. And their daughter Josephina.

  Everything had changed when she was born. He had been there at the birth, holding Marina’s hand as she screamed the baby out. Afterwards, he kept trying to understand the conflicting emotions he had gone through. It was a polarising experience. On the one hand there was his child, his daughter, coming into the world. Joyful, yes, but also terrifying. Another life. A huge responsibility. And there was Marina. Screaming out, her body twisted with pain. And the blood… he hadn’t expected there to be so much blood. It came gushing out of her, the weight of it pooling in the sheet underneath her. He had hated to see her suffering, and also hated the fact that he was helpless to do anything about it. But then there was the baby… And she more than made up for it.

  But it was the responsibility that hit him most. A parent. A father. He had noticed himself do different things. Not take chances at red lights. Drive more carefully. Look both ways before crossing the road. Cut down his alcohol and takeaway food intake. Start running again. Because it wasn’t just him any more, or him and Marina. It was their daughter, and he had to be there for her. Because if something happened to him or Marina, Josephina might end up having the kind of upbringing he had. And he didn’t wish that on anyone.

  Phil stood on the doorstep, hesitated. Rose Martin was beside him, along with Cheryl Bland, the Family Liaison Officer. She was a small, blonde woman, mid- to late twenties, Phil guessed, but difficult to place with any accuracy as she looked even younger. Soft eyes. Phil imagined that was a bonus in her area of work.

  His Audi was parked in the gravel driveway. The house was detached, the plasterwork decorative, all fleur-de-lis and faux-heraldic roses. Pots of flowers lined the drive like herbaceous sentries. Twin potted bay trees flanked the heavy wooden front door.

  ‘What can we expect, then?’ he asked Cheryl.

  ‘They’re a nice couple. Decent. He might get a bit angry, wanting action, she’ll talk. About Julie.’

  Phil nodded. Thought once more of Eileen and Don. ‘Any brothers or sisters?’

  ‘One brother. Works out in the Middle East. Supertankers, something like that.’ Cheryl smiled. ‘She did tell me.’

  ‘And their names?’

  ‘Colin and Brenda.’

  Phil thanked her, rang the bell. Waited.

  A woman opened it, middle-aged and in good shape, but tired looking. She looked at Phil, then Rose, hope rising in her eyes. Then she saw Cheryl Bland and the hope died.

  ‘Mrs Miller?’ Phil said. ‘Brenda?’

  She nodded. Her mouth moved but no words emerged.

  ‘Can we come in?’

  ‘What’s happened? What have you got to tell me?’ She clung on to the edge of the door, her knuckles white.

  ‘I think it’s better if we come in.’ Cheryl moved forward, placed her hand on Brenda Miller’s arm.

  She jerked the door backwards, stood aside, her breathing increasing.

  They went in, Phil and Rose first, to the living room. Cheryl Bland, her hand still on Brenda Miller’s arm, steered her to the sofa. Cheryl sat, Brenda refused, staying standing. She looked at Rose and Phil as if only registering them now.

  ‘Who…’

  ‘I’m Detective Inspector Brennan and this is Detective Sergeant Martin.’

  ‘I know you,’ Brenda said. ‘You’re the one who was in charge of the…’ Her mouth hung open. ‘Oh God… you’ve… oh God…’

  The three police officers shared a look between each other. Phil nodded. He would take it.

  ‘Mrs Miller… Brenda… I’ve got something to tell you.’

  Brenda Miller’s breathing increased, her chest rising and falling, her hand to her neck.

  ‘We’ve discovered a body.’

  ‘Oh God… oh God…’

  ‘We can’t say for certain at this stage that it is Julie, however we str
ongly suspect it may be.’

  But Brenda Miller wasn’t listening.

  Because, like her world, she had collapsed.

  19

  ‘Well,that went as well as expected.’

  Rose Martin was sitting on the Millers’ front doorstep, a Silk Cut clamped between her lips. She was drawing the smoke down deep, as if reinflating her lungs after giving the kiss of life.

  Phil closed the front door behind him, sat down next to her.

  Brenda Miller had been helped to the sofa and brought round. Cheryl Bland had made tea and Phil, as tactfully as possible, had told her what had happened. She had sat there blank-faced, her mouth slightly open, as if punch-drunk from a twelve-round heavyweight fight.

  Rose drew in more smoke, put her head back, let it out in a huge, grey fountain, an artificial cloud against the blue sky. She turned to Phil.

  ‘It was a good investigation.’

  ‘I don’t doubt it.’

  ‘We did everything we could.’ There was a hardness in her eyes, almost an anger.

  ‘I’m sure you did.’

  ‘We had no leads. None at all. It was, literally, like she had vanished. We tried everything. We…’ She stubbed the cigarette out on the gravel, so hard the filter snapped off.

  ‘We’ll reinterview,’ said Phil. ‘Old boyfriends, work colleagues, family. Everyone. Go back to the beginning.’

  She was nodding, not hearing his words, just waiting for him to finish so she could start speaking. ‘Back to the beginning. Start again. So that’s it, is it? You come in and take it away from me.’

  ‘That’s not the way it works. You know that.’ Phil’s voice calm and even, trying to talk down her anger.

  ‘MIS comes in and we just roll over. And you glory boys get your collar and make us ordinary CID plods look like brainless shits.’

  Phil managed not to rise to her words. He knew she was upset and angry and looking for someone to lash out at. ‘You’re part of the team. We need you here. I need you here.’

  ‘Yeah.’

  ‘Why don’t you take a couple of hours off? Get your head together. Because you’re no use to me like this. And you’re no use to Julie Miller either.’

  Rose didn’t get the chance to answer as two men came hurrying round the corner, up the drive. One of them trailing behind the other, weighed down by camera equipment.

  ‘Shit,’ said Phil, standing up.

  Rose joined him. ‘You know them?’

  ‘Dave Terry and Adrian Macintyre. Freelancers. Both obnoxious twats.’

  Rose smiled. ‘Is that your professional opinion?’

  ‘On every level. They’re local but they sell to the nationals. Trying to beat the competition to it. Wondered who’d be the first to work out where we were. Come on.’

  Phil stepped in front of the two journalists, stopping their progress. The one with the camera, Adrian Macintyre, tried to dodge round him. Rose grabbed him.

  ‘Whoa there,’ she said.

  ‘Look, we’re just doing our jobs,’ said Dave Terry. ‘We’ve got as much right to be here as you two.’

  ‘No, you don’t,’ said Phil. ‘We haven’t confirmed that the body is Julie Miller so the last thing the family needs is you two pestering them. There’s no story here.’

  ‘Yeah?’ said Terry, a snide grin appearing on his face, ‘then what are you two doin’ here?’

  ‘Stopping people like you harassing innocent citizens,’ said Rose. ‘Now back off.’

  ‘Sorry, darlin’.’ Macintyre slipped Rose’s grasp and was round her.

  ‘Hey…’ She turned, gave chase up the drive, grabbed him easily. She turned him to face her.

  ‘Get your hands off me or I’ll do you for assault…’ He slid the camera bag from his arm, struggled to free himself. His face twisted with anger.

  ‘Want to get arrested? Yeah?’ Rose’s voice was rising.

  ‘Get your fuckin’ hands off me!’ Camera down, his fists were raised to reply.

  ‘Rose…’ Phil turned, made to go to her, but didn’t get that far.

  From out of her pocket she produced a small canister and sprayed it in Macintyre’s face. His hands went immediately to his eyes and he fell to his knees, screaming.

  Phil stared. She looked at him, anger still dancing in her eyes. ‘You saw what happened,’ she shouted. ‘He assaulted me. I was within my limits and defending myself. Right?’

  Terry was standing open-mouthed. A smile crept over his features, his eyes still glassy. Phil could see the journalist’s mind working. Terry knew as well as Phil that DS Rose Martin had been not only out of order but also out of control. And that meant money.

  Phil had to take action. He couldn’t give Rose a bollocking in front of the two journalists but he couldn’t let them get away to tell what had happened. He turned to Terry. ‘There’s no story here, right?’

  Terry looked at him as if he was breaking a spell.

  ‘Right?’

  He gave an ugly laugh. ‘Really? You don’t think so?’

  Phil’s eyes hardened, his body language became tense, threatening. ‘At the moment your little mate is looking at assaulting a police officer and trespassing. What about you? Want to join him?’

  ‘There was only one person doing any assaulting here.’ Terry’s eyes were lit by a nasty light. He had found an even better story. ‘That’s how it’s going to read.’

  Phil sighed. ‘I’m warning you…’

  Terry laughed. ‘What you gonna do, Officer? Hit me as well?’

  Phil sighed. ‘Here we go…’ He grabbed hold of Terry, turning him round and thrusting his arm up his back, reading him his rights as he did so.

  Terry cried out in pain. ‘What… what you doin’?’

  ‘Arresting you.’ He turned to Rose. ‘Get the other one.’

  She didn’t need to be told. Macintyre had slipped to his knees, hands rubbing his eyes and whimpering, kicking out his legs in pain. She roughly pulled his hands behind him, cuffed him.

  They had the two journalists in armlocks and were preparing to take them to Phil’s Audi when the front door opened. Brenda Miller stood there, Cheryl Bland behind her.

  ‘What… what’s happening?’ she said, her voice distant and small as if trying to wake from a stubborn dream.

  ‘Journalists,’ said Rose Martin. ‘Trying to make your life hell. We stopped them.’ She couldn’t keep the triumph from her voice.

  ‘My life is already hell…’ the words screamed, her voice cresting before breaking down into sobs. Cheryl Bland put her arm around her, led her away from the door.

  But not before she had fixed Phil with a look that spoke of pain and disappointment. At everything and everyone. At him.

  He didn’t blame her. Pushing Terry inside the back of the Audi he felt the same way himself.

  He got behind the steering wheel, started the car. Rose got into the passenger seat, eyes blazing with righteous anger. She was smiling. There was no sense of victory inside Phil. Only a hollowness.

  Not trusting himself to speak, Phil drove to the station in silence. He put a CD into the player, wanting something to fill the empty space.

  Doves: Lost Souls.

  It felt appropriate.

  20

  There was a knock at the door.

  The tension was broken. Anthony Howe straightened up, looked at the door, frowning as if emerging from sleep. His features changed, his eyes no longer darkly lit.

  ‘Come in,’ he called.

  The door opened. A young man, dark-haired, tall, dressed in regulation student-issue jeans and sloganed T-shirt, stood there. He was about to speak but saw Anni sitting there, stopped.

  ‘Yes, Jake,’ Anthony Howe said.

  The student looked between the two of them, uneasily. ‘Um… we had a meeting?’

  ‘Did we? Thought I was…’ Howe looked at his watch. ‘Right. Sorry. Just a few more minutes. Not be long.’

  Jake pointed towards the corridor. ‘Shall I…’ />
  ‘Please.’

  He left, closing the door behind him. The silence in the room was like the inside of a human heart; Anni could hear, feel, the blood rushing round her body.

  ‘Right,’ said Howe, finding a pen on his desk suddenly fascinating enough to lift up and toy with in his fingers, ‘you mentioned Suzanne Perry?’ His voice had changed. Softer, reasoned. Back in control.

  ‘Yes, I did.’

  ‘Why? That subject, as far as I’m concerned, is closed.’

  ‘Perhaps.’ Anni crossed her legs, looked down at her notepad, pen poised over the page. ‘Can I just ask you where you were last night?’

  ‘I was-’ He pulled his eyes off the pen, back to her. ‘Can I ask why you need to know that?’

  ‘If you could just answer the question, please.’

  He sighed. Anni watched his eyes. He seemed to be deciding how best to answer the question, what tone to take, what information to give. ‘I… was at home.’

  ‘Alone?’

  ‘Yes.’

  ‘You live alone?’

  ‘I… we’re separated. My wife and I.’

  ‘And there was no one with you?’

  ‘Please tell me what this is concerning.’

  His voice was rising. Anni kept hers steady, her gaze level.

  ‘In a moment. If you could just answer the question, please.’

  ‘As I said, I was at home.’

  ‘And what did you do there?’

  ‘I… made dinner. Then I read for a while. Watched some TV.’

  ‘What did you watch?’

  He looked startled by the question. ‘Why do you need to know that? Are you making, making some kind of value judgements about me?’

  ‘No. I just wanted to know what you watched.’

  ‘A soap opera. Coronation Street. Then…’ He put his head back, thinking. Or, thought Anni, pretending to think. ‘I don’t know. Something on BBC4. A documentary.’

  ‘About what?’

  ‘Byzantine art.’

  ‘That something you’re interested in?’

  ‘Not particularly. It was on and I, I… can you tell me what this is about, please?’

  ‘And what did you do after that?’