by Heiress
“Make love to me,” I moaned.
“My fucking pleasure.” He picked me up and walked me to his money green Ferrari. “You ever made love on a foreign before?” he quizzed, placing me down on the hood of the car.
“No but it’s a first time for everything,” I quipped with a grin. At this moment, I didn’t care about Tre’. At this moment, I didn’t even want to be with him anymore. This back and forth with Compton and me had to stop, and it was stopping today.
Why fight feelings when we both love each other?
I laid my back on the warm hood while Compton took his time undressing me. Once I was fully naked, he slid his arms under my knees and pulled me closer to him. Without a care in the world, he dropped his briefs and plunged inside of me. The intensity of his strokes had me moaning to the top of my lungs. I tried to cover my own mouth, but Compton swatted my hands away.
“Nah, don’t do that. I want to the whole hood to know who pussy this belongs to. Scream that shit,” he demanded, wrapping his hand around my throat. His strokes quickened, and my screams got louder. He may have been rough, but this was his definition of making love, and I enjoyed it. I licked my index and middle finger and reached down in between my legs and flicked my clit.
“Mmmmm, Compton. Baaaby,” I moaned as I pleasured myself.
“Yea, wifey. What’s up? Am I hitting that spot?” Just when he asked me that, he threw my legs over his shoulder and penetrated me deeper. You could hear his balls smacking against my ass from how hard he was pounding me. Goosebumps formed on my arms and legs. That’s how he made me feel every time he entered me.
“Scoot up baby,” he requested, pulling out of me. I backed up until my back was against the windshield and he climbed up on the car. Locking his arms around my back, he cradled me as he rocked in and out of me. He was giving me long and deep strokes that caused my toes to curl. He gave me every inch of him to the point where I felt him in the pits of my stomach.
“Ohhhh, God! Compton. Damn baby,” I bellowed into his ear.
“We done playing this game?” he quizzed as his lips grazed across my neck causing me to shiver.
“Yasssss. I’m done playing games,” I answered him, biting down on his shoulder. I was so close to ecstasy that I could taste it.
“I’on wanna’ play no more either, lil’ momma. I want you back-Fuccck. Fuck, I’m ‘bout to cum. Can I cum in my pussy?”
“Yes, baby. Cum all in it.” After giving him permission, he wasted no time cumming inside of me. He didn’t let up on me, and after a few minutes of playing with myself, I came all over his dick. A satisfying moan escaped my mouth as Compton held me while I shook uncontrollably. It took me a minute, but I finally came down from the high he had me on.
“So what does this mean?” I finally spoke up tilting my head back so that I was now gazing into his eyes.
“Fuck you mean? This means your mines and I’m yours. Move ya’ shit out ya’ house and bring ya’ ass home. That’s it. I ain’t fucking with no other bitches. It’s me, you and Mona. I promise this time gone be legit,” he assured me.
“What about, Tre’?”
“Fuck a Tre’! That nigga can go eat a dick with his gay ass. It’s done between y’all and I’ll tell that nigga myself.”
“No, Compton. I don’t need no drama. I’ll tell him myself. I just need to make sure that this time will be different. I don’t want to-,”
“Lil’ momma you got my word. I’m not gone even look at another bitch let alone breath on one. As soon as I see a bitch I’m gone be like back the fuck up bitch I’m married,” he said, and I burst out laughing. He was too much for me. “You laughing and a nigga serious.”
“Okay, Compton. I believe you. That’s all I want is for you to be all mines. That’s all I ever wanted.” I smiled as I caressed his face in my hands.
“That ain’t what I wanted at first, but it’s damn sure what a nigga wants right now. You and Mona are my world, and I’m gone work hard for this shit this time,” he assured me once again, sealing his promise with a kiss on my lips.
“Okay, but I’m not moving back here,” I told him.
“Fuck you mean you not-,” he was saying before he saw my facial expression. “So where you want to go lil’ momma?”
“I want a new place to call home. You shared this house with Monique and that bitch is gone. May she rest in shit. We have a family, and I want a family home. This house is practically a bachelor’s pad, and you know how I hate these glass windows.”
“Man, this house ain’t no damn bach-,” he was saying again until I flashed him a knowing expression. “Fine man, shit. I love this damn house, but I love ya’ ass more. We can start looking tomorrow.”
“Yaaaay!” I screeched, hugging him around the neck. When I did that my arm ached a little and tried not to let it show. Telling Compton about Tre’ grabbing me up was the last thing I needed to do. Instead, I planned to keep it to myself. The only thing was that I was fearful of meeting up with Tre’ again to tell him it was over. I don’t think he was going to take it well.
CHAPTER 9
AMBER JOY: EVERYTHING WAS THE SAME
Today I was being released from the hospital. I would say my life had been turned upside down, but it was never right side up. It has always been in dysfunction, and I’ve become accustomed to it. The rape was soon to come. I may be young, but there was no way a man like Demon was going to continue to play with me. One day I knew he would try to have sex with me. I just didn’t think my drug addicted Aunt would okay it as if I was nothing. But then I had to realize that she was a drug addict. She had no control over her actions and motives.
“Are you ready, Amber?” Cali asked me as she finished signing my discharge papers.
“Yes, I’m ready.”
“Good. We’re going to stop by your Aunt’s house and get whatever stuff you want to get and then were-,”
“Wait…why are we doing that?” I quizzed.
“I hope you don’t think I’m going to allow you to stay there after what she did. Oh, hell nah. I have adopted you as my little sister and my first job as your sister is protecting you. You will stay with Compton and me. We are about to buy a new house and-,”
“Are you serious?” I asked still in disbelief. I was so overjoyed even with my heart still broken from the events that have happened. “You really want me to come live with you and your family?”
“Amber, you are family now. I’ve grown to really love you and like I said, I’ve always wanted a little sister. I need you to be safe and I can’t assure that if you live with a drug addicted no good piece of shit-,”
“Okay, Cali. I get it,” I cut her off. I could see she was getting upset all over again. “Thank you, Cali. This means a lot to me.” I wrapped my arms around her waist and gave her a big hug. She felt so warm and motherly. She may have been like a sister to me but I loved her like a mother at times.
“Your welcome, Amber. And don’t worry, I got you. You will be a Banks soon and nothing or nobody will ever hurt you again,” she assured me. We stood there hugging for what seemed like forever. I never wanted to let her go.
“Okay, Mrs. Banks. Your sister is all set to go,” the doctor let us know as she came into the room. “Now are you sure you don’t want to talk to the police-,”
“Yes. Were very sure but thanks, doc. Amber let’s go.” Cali made sure to avoid the police talk as much as possible. I haven’t heard from Compton so no telling what happened to Demon. I just stayed in a child’s place and pretended to act like I knew nothing at all.
I walked out with Cali, and we made our way to her car. She took me back to her place to get me freshened up and get the hospital smell off me. I fell into the hot water as soon as I entered the shower. I scrubbed and scrubbed my body until I was red. No girl my age wants to know what it feels like to be raped and it’s sad that I did. All I could do now was pray that God gave me the strength to forgive him and move on with what’s left of my life.
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sp; “Amber! Sis are you okay in there? You’ve been in there for almost an hour,” I heard Cali yell behind the bathroom door.
I didn’t even realize I was in there that long. “I’m okay. I’m getting out now,” I responded back, turning off the shower that was just now getting cold. I stepped out, dried off and put lotion on my body. When I stepped out into the guest room, Cali had some clothes laid out for me on the bed. I got dressed, fixed my hair and headed downstairs.
“Are you ready to go get your stuff?” she quizzed. In my head, I wanted to say no, but I don’t think I was ever going to be ready. I was planning on leaving the only woman I knew. That was not going to be easy.
“Mmmhm,” I hummed, walking past her to the car. I didn’t want her to think I was being ungrateful but this was still hard. I didn’t say anything when I got inside the car. I kept quiet just thinking about how my Aunt may feel. The outsiders may think I’m crazy for even considering her feelings, but they didn’t know my aunt. I didn’t know my aunt. I don’t know if she had a hard life like me. All I knew was that if she were in her right mind, she wouldn’t treat me like she did.
It took us awhile to get to my apartment. When we got there, Cali got out the car with me, and we walked inside. The door was halfway open, and I could smell something burning. I ran in to see what was burning and it was the stove. My aunt was cooking something, and it was burning. With the help of Cali, we took care of it.
“Aunt!” I yelled walking around the small apartment. I found her laid out in the bathroom sleep. “Aunt! Wake up!” I shook her shoulders, and she popped up like a zombie.
“Oh! Oh my, God! Amber! Amber baby where you go? You left me!” she yelled nearly in tears.
“I had to leave for the hospital. Demon-,”
“Are you hungry? Did you eat? I cooked you some food on the stove. You want me to get it for you. Okay, hold on. Let me fix you a plate,” she said before I could answer her. She popped up and stumbled to the kitchen. “Amber!” she yelled.
I’m guessing she saw Cali. I walked out, and I was right. “Aunt this is, Cali. She’s like my big sister. She’s going to let me live with her so I can have a good life and-,”
“No!” she barked, picking up a knife. Cali grabbed me and pushed me behind her.
“Put the knife down. Please! I just want to help, Amber. That’s all,” Cali told her with a shaky voice.
“No! You can’t take her. She’s mine. You want me to kill him?” she asked me. “I’ll kill him for what he did. I promise but don’t leave me, Amber baby. Pretty please. I’ll kill myself before I let you-,”
“No, Aunt!” I screamed when she put the knife to her wrist. I stepped out from behind Cali and slowly walked up to her. Cali walked with me. “No, Aunt. Don’t do that. You’re all I have. You can’t die,” I said in a hushed tone. I slowly reached out my hand to grab the knife. She allowed me to take it and she fell to the floor.
“I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry. I’m sooorry,” she cried. This is how she was. One day she hated me and the other she loved me. She went back and forth due to the drugs, and it was sad to see her breakdown.
I glanced behind me at Cali who was tearing up. “Cali, I can’t leave her like this. I’ll come live with you but please get my Aunt some help. Please. I don’t want her to die,” I pleaded through tears.
“Okay. Okay, I’ll help her, Amber. I’ll help her for you,” she agreed.
I then kneeled down by my Aunt’s side. “I forgive you Aunt, but you have to get help. You can’t continue to use. You allowed a man to rape me a few days ago. He’s abused and misused me, and you let him. Think about me, Aunt. Think about what this is doing to me as well as you. If I wouldn’t have come, you probably would have died in this fire. You have to get help. Please,” I pleaded with tear filled eyes.
“You promise not to leave me?” she asked.
“I promise.”
“Okay…okay. If you won’t leave me then I’ll get help,” she agreed. I was so happy when she said that. This was the first time I saw her be vulnerable, and for a young girl like me, it meant a lot.
“Okay. Cali can you-,”
“Just grab whatever you need and come out to the car. I’ll call Momma Banks and find out the best place for her.” she smiled. This is why I loved Cali. She was so sweet and loving to me.
I helped my Aunt up from the floor and gave her a big hug. This wasn’t going to be an easy task for us. I did forgive her, but I will never in my life forget the hell she put me through. I just wanted her to get better. We grabbed a few things and then went out to the car. I said goodbye to the apartment that I had lived in my entire life.
Good riddance.
Cali took my Aunt to the best rehabilitation center in all of California. It was emotional, and when we got there, she fought them, but they gave her some kind of shot to make her calm down. They took her to the back, and that was it. Now I just had to wait and see how she progresses.
“You handled yourself very well in there. You’re so mature to be fifteen. Are you sure that’s your age?” Cali quizzed, and I giggled.
“Yes, I’m sure but not for long. I turn sixteen at the end of April.”
“What? Me too! I have so much to plan. I need to-oh shit!” she cursed when she spilled her drink on her shirt. “Dammit. My clumsy ass. Amber grab me a shirt out that Fendi bag in the back.”
I reached back and grabbed a blue long sleeve sweater. My eyes did a double take when I noticed a bruise on her arm. I got upset because I knew it had to be from Compton. It hurt me to see that he had been abusing her, but I didn’t say anything. She probably didn’t want me to know.
“Here you go.” I handed her the sweater, and she put it on. “And I have been through a lot, Cali so I had to mature very early,” I responded to her. We made small talk before we finally got to her house. Compton met us at the car, carrying baby Mona. She was so pretty.
“Before you say anything to me, she’s staying with us, and that’s final. You have no say so anymore, Compton and-,”
“Damn can a nigga get a hi or a fucking how ya’ doing before you start going off at the fucking mouth? Shit, Cali. I wasn’t even gone say nothing about Amber’s ass. She can stay,” he said to her.
“Good because she was staying anyway,” Cali sassed, leaning up to kiss him on the cheek. “Come on, Amber.” Before I could walk away, Compton stopped me.
“I just want to let you know that nigga ain’t gone ever fuck with you again. I can promise you that. As long as I’m married to that woman in there, I’m gone forever look out for you like a little sister. You hear me?” he quizzed.
“Thank you, Compton. Now all you have to do is learn how to keep your hands to yourself,” I sassed, walking away from him.
“The fuck is that supposed to mean?’ he asked to my back.
“Look, I have been through a lot, and I know what abuse looks like. I saw the bruise on Cali’s arm. You don’t have to-,”
“Bruise? I ain’t never in my life put my hands on my wife so what the fuck is you saying.” He looked serious, and I wanted to believe him. I knew what a lying man looked like and he wasn’t it.
“Well, I saw the-I mean her arms was…uh ohhh,” I hummed just now coming to the realization. I forgot that Cali was with Tre’. Compton must have gotten the realization too because with rage he jumped in his car and drove off.
“Oh, goodness what did I just do?”
CHAPTER 10
COMPTON: YOU GOT THE RIGHT NIGGA TODAY
I couldn’t get to the damn car fast enough when Amber told me about Cali. I knew damn well I wasn’t putting my hands on her, so it had to be that fuck boy. I told her ass he was a gay ass nigga. I was heated for two reasons. One, this nigga put his hands on my wife. Two, because Cali’s ass ain’t tell me about it. She was gone get hers later but right now Tre’ needed to be dealt with.
Grabbing my phone, I called my momma. She always answered on the first ring. “You get crippled and act like you ca
n’t call nobody no more,” she sang into the phone.
“Talk me off the ledge ma because I’m getting that feeling,” I let her know.
“Who ‘bout to die?” she quizzed.
“That nigga Tre’. Amber came home with Cali today and told me about some bruises on her arm or some shit like that. I ain’t put them there so I know it was him. I swear he a dead nigga, Ma you better get to me quick before he ain’t breathing no more.”
“Shiiiit fuck that. Where my gun at? I’m on my way. He got the right Momma in law today. Putting his hands on my only daughter in law. He got us fucked up son. We can take turns shooting him in the face.” I heard movement on the other side of the phone. I knew she was getting ready. It wasn’t funny, but at the same time, I chuckled. I had an OG for a momma.
“Ma sit ya’ ass down. You ain’t doing nothing. I got to handle this shit. I want to kill his ass but-,”
“You hesitating on killing a man who slapped your wife around like Tina Turner in that damn limo scene. Remember that? Man he was whooping her ass, but she held her own though-,”
“Ma!” I interrupted her. She had a tendency of going all the way left with shit. “Stay fucking focused. I’m not hesitating. I just need to be more careful with shit now that I got a daughter. I used to be sloppy and if that nigga comes up missing they gone come for me and Cali. I don’t want that so-,”
“So just whoop his ass real good then. You sure you don’t need backup because you know momma-,”
“Momma got my back. yea, I know.” I finished her sentence.
“Okay just making sure you know. I can’t wait to tell Lee this. She gone be mad-,”
“Man don’t tell her dread headed ass shit. Man fuck her!” I spat. I still wasn’t feeling her since the whole shooting incident. That bitch had some screws loose.
“Boy, that’s your new mother in law, so you better start acting like it. Plus, her and Monty gone be around for a while and they coming to Easter dinner. So I suggest you fix that hatred towards her and fix it before then. Understood?” she asked.
