Yours Book 2: Gaining Experience (Yours Series)

by Blue Saffire

  “Play with yourself for me Sephora,” Nick rasps lazily.

  I force my shyness to the side and reach for my breast. I run my fingers through the oil and begin to tentatively rub it in. This isn’t the first time he has asked me to touch myself, just the first time he has asked for me to do it like this with him watching.

  Needless to say I am so turned on. I feel so sexy having him watch me like this. My lips part as he reaches to release his erection from his pants. The fact that he is now stroking himself as well encourages me to do more. So I rest my other hand against my belly and run it through the oil on my flesh.

  “Good, my little Butterfly. Don’t be shy. I’m going to make you my queen, Sephora. Show me my queen knows how to please her king. Show me you know how to make me come without touching me,” Nick says silkily.

  My eyes go wide as I take in his challenge. That is exactly what I take his words for. They are a direct challenge to my right to be here in this room kneeling before this man. I fall back onto my ass and untuck my legs from beneath me. I let my legs fall apart to give him a view of my flower that is weeping for him.

  With my oil slicked fingers, I part my folds and push my fingers in. I pull them back out to use my juices to circle my nub and as a bright idea hits me, I dip them back in and use my oil and pussy juice soaked fingers to lube my puckered hole.

  I don’t take my eyes off of Nick. His lips part and he leans forward as I become bold and release my inhibitions. I squeeze my own breast and roll my nipple through my fingertips. Nick growls and I smile in satisfaction.

  I take my time allowing him to watch me and making sure he has a full view of all of my motions. I am so turned on. This is not as good as his touch, but knowing I am turning him on by touching myself ramps up my own pleasure.

  I can’t help but cry out when he lifts his hips to pull off his pants and kicks them from his feet. He is on his feet in the next motion, still stroking and watching me. I am so close as I alternate plunging my fingers in and out of me and running my soaked fingers to ring my forbidden hole. I won’t breach it. I know Nick wants that pleasure for himself.

  Nick stops before me with lust filled eyes. “Sit up, I want you to catch every drop,” Nick commands and I do as he says. “Hands behind your back.”

  I open my mouth and wait to receive his hot come. I don’t have to wait long. Nick calls my name as the first stream jets out.

  “Swing. Now,” Nick grunts.

  I scurry to my feet and move over to the swing that is suspended on the other side of the room. We have never used it before so I stand beside it and wait for him to give me my next instructions.

  Nick moves over to the table and retrieves the remote. Music starts to fill the air and it takes me all of a minute to realize it is a recording of me playing. I don’t even know when he had time to record me. I have been playing more. Kimmie says the baby likes it. So I have been playing for her.

  Nick stalks over to me, lifting his hand to my face when he comes to a stop. He wipes my chin with his thumb, then holds it to my mouth. I wrap my lips around his finger and suck, loving the salty, sweet flavor that I know to be Nick.

  “You love the way I taste, don’t you,” Nick’s eyes glitter with lust as he watches me.

  “Yes, Sir,” I moan and lick my lips.

  Nick cups the back of my neck and pulls me to him for a demanding, searing kiss. He backs me towards the swing not breaking the kiss once. He lifts first one of my arms than the other over my head.

  I feel as he secures my wrists into the cuffs hanging from the swing. He then lifts me into the strip that provides a thin seat. Nick breaks the kiss long enough to secure my thighs. Once I am secure and my legs are spread wide before him, he steps in, cupping my face and devouring my lips once again.

  I am drowning in his kisses when he breaks away and drops to his knees. I want to sing to the rafters. I know he is about to give me exactly what I need.

  What I am not expecting is my comfort level with the swing. I relax into the feel of floating in the air. Nick grabs my hips bringing me to his mouth.

  “Hold on to the straps if you need to, Baby,” Nick murmurs before his face disappears between my legs.

  My eyes roll back and I grab for the black straps. I realize that the movement causes me to sway into Nick’s mouth. I test the swing by rocking forward with my hips. Nick groans his approval into my core, causing me to look down at him.

  “You like that,” Nick lifts his head and locks eyes with me.

  “Yes, Sir, please can I come. I’m so close,” I dare to plead.

  Nick smirks and chuckles. “Yes, my little Butterfly, I want you to come in my mouth before I fuck you,” he replies.

  He returns to eating me like his favorite dish. I know I am not going to last long like this. I relax my tense arms and just give into the feel of hanging here as I start to feel like I am floating into the clouds.

  Goosebumps cover my skin. The music in the background is calling for me to give in. Visions of our night in front of the fireplace fill my head. We were one that night. I can feel myself going to that place once again. That place where Nick and I are one and the same, where I souls speak to each other.

  Nick’s lips wrap around my clit and that is it. My legs shake in the straps that are keeping them spread. I tighten my hold on the straps in my hands. My head falls back and I feel like I am floating in sheer bliss.

  Nick shows me no mercy whatsoever. He continues to lap me up, sucking on my sensitive clit and lips. My eyes squeeze tight as my second orgasm yields to him. It is only then that Nick gives in and lifts to his feet.

  I open my eyes to see him giving me a smug smirk. Grabbing my hips, he plunges into me with his rock hard full erection. I am momentarily blinded by pleasure and pain as he fills me up. Nick reaches for the straps that are securing my thighs and holding me open to him. He holds on tight as he thrusts into me.

  I look down to watch him entering me over and over again. I love to watch his thick cock move in and out of me. It feels that much more incredible to watch as his body thrusts into mine.

  “I want to hear you, my love. Sing for me, Baby. Let me know how good it feels,” Nick grunts.

  “Ahh, God, Nick, you feel soooo good. Harder please, I can take it,” I cry out.

  Something passes in Nick’s eyes at my words. Appreciation, excitement, possession, or maybe a mix of them all. Nick does not disappoint. The swing helps him to really rock into me. Or maybe it is my hips that has taken control of the motion of the swing to rock into him.

  I am so lost in the feel of his fucking me so hard my teeth are chattering, I am not sure what is what or which way is up. When Nick dips his head to capture my nipple between his lips I am just lost. He growls around my nipple as my pussy starts to clench around him.

  Breaking the seal he has on my nipple, he looks up at me. So many emotions cross his face. I almost slip and tell him how sorry I am for adding to his stress. Before I can, Nick leans in and captures my lips. I can taste a mixture of me, the peach oil and Nick’s natural flavor. I pull his tongue into my mouth and suck in it, soliciting a groan from Nick.

  Without warning his hot seed fills my womb, triggering another orgasm from me. We relax just like that to catch our breath. Me suspended in the swing. Nick holding onto the black straps as he hovers over me, his chest slick with sweat and heaving.

  When Nick finally slips from my body I expect him to release me from the swing. Instead he moves around me to stand behind me. He places a warm hand to my back. “Don’t freak out. You are secure,” he murmurs softly. His hand on my back gently pushes me forward.

  I almost freak out as I fall forward, but the straps hold fast keeping me suspended in the air, just at a different angle this time. I am hanging face down, ass up. I grab the straps just to feel a little more secure.

  “You are so beautiful,” Nick croons.

  “Nick,” I scream out as he thrusts back inside me from behind.

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��Mmmm, so good,” Nick moans. “Did you think I was done. I told you I want all of you tonight.”

  I can hear the smile in his voice. I am loosing myself as he pounds into me. The swing is just adding to the pleasure. I whimper when Nick steps away, pulling out of me.

  I can hear him padding in the direction of the throne he was sitting in earlier. He comes into my line of sight and I see him bend to retrieve his pants. I am almost too distracted by his tight ass to see him reaching in the pocket of the pants to pull something out.

  Suddenly, I remember him placing something in his pocket earlier when he was retrieving the oil. Nick moves back over to me, his hard-on pointed right at my face.

  “Open,” he commands.

  I do and he slides right into my mouth. I look up at him through my lashes to see he is staring down at me with his lips parted. He reaches under me to knead one of my breasts. After only a few thrust, Nick pops free of my mouth and holds up a silver toy to my lips. I open and let Nick slip it into my mouth.

  “Get it nice and wet, Butterfly,” Nick rasps.

  I swirl my tongue around the toy and wet it as much as I can. Nick removes the small, almost horse like silver toy from my mouth. He then disappears behind me once again.

  “Yes,” I sing as he slides back into me slowly.

  I am so wet and he feels so good. Nick works his hips and drives me insane. It is when I am close again that I feel him probe my tight hole with the toy. Nick has been preparing me, as he says, for taking him here. The toy is the largest thing he has used so far though.

  I want to pat myself on the back for not tensing up the way I always do. Instead, I relax and allow him to slip the toy inside me. The groan of approval from Nick is like a warm hug.

  “Good girl,” he praises me. “Fuck Sephora. You are so ready.”

  Nick pounds me into another release before he removes his cock and the toy. I am seeing stars by the time the tip of his penis pushes its way into my my tight forbidden hole. My eyes water a little but I stay relaxed.

  “Fuck yeah,” Nick moans. “Nice, Baby. Just like that.”

  His words both soothe me and turn me on. I moan loudly when I feel him slide half way in. It feels incredible. I didn’t think I would like it so much. Honestly, I have been deathly afraid of this as well as the swing.

  Nick reaches for my clit and growls when he pushes the rest of the way in. He pauses to allow me to adjust and catch my breath. His hand on my clit makes circles with his thumb.

  When he starts to move I am completely finished. Nick has officially ruined me for all other men. The sound of him slapping against my ass overtakes the music and soon both our moans and groans join in.

  When I feel Nick’s tongue gliding over the center of my back, I come without thought. Hi, my name is Sephora Emilsson, and I belong to Nicholas Lincoln… Oh, so this is heaven. Those are my last thoughts before I black out.

  Chapter 21

  Daddy Dearest

  Sephora

  “So,” I say as I stare at Kimmie eating a bowl of cereal and some fruit.

  “So what,” Kimmie asks looking up at me from the tablet she is reading from.

  “So are you going to tell me what is going on with you and Luke,” I huff.

  “I can’t tell you something I don’t know,” Kimmie frowns and looks away from me.

  I have had it. It is that right there. The way she just looked away from me that tells me she is hiding something from me. These two need to get their shit together or move out. Actually, they need to move out either way.

  Don’t get me wrong. I love my best friend and my brother, but they cannot hide out here in our house like two little brats that don’t want to face the world or real life. They have a baby on the way for Christ sake. Why are they acting like two big babies? Something more is going on here.

  “Yanno, I see right through you. You are hiding something from me. I can tell. It is in the way you won’t look at me,” I snap.

  “You are one to talk. I know you just as well and I know you are holding back on something serious,” Kimmie glares at me.

  “Whatever,” I mumble.

  Kimmie leans in lowering her voice. “Are you still digging,” she whispers. “Luke told me someone broke into Nick’s office. Do you think the two are connected? Sophi, you have to stop. This is getting dangerous.”

  “I know it is. I just don’t know what to do with what I’ve found. This is Nick and his company. I need to do what I can to help him,” I hiss back.

  “Don’t you get that your helping could be harming. I don’t know everything, but I know enough to be afraid for you,” Kimmie scowls as her eyes fill with tears.

  I sigh. I don’t want to fight with Kimmie and I don’t want to make her cry. I move to her side to wrap my arms around her. All of this is getting so beyond me.

  I haven’t been able to get in contact with Ryan and Nick was gone this morning before I could decide to tell him what I have found. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

  “I’m sorry, okay, I promise I will talk to Nick and tell him everything. I know I’m in over my head. If he decides to bury what I have uncovered then I won’t fight him on it,” I relent.

  “Good, because my little Lilla will need her auntie,” Kimmie says with a watery smile.

  I furrow my brows. I go to explain what the word means in Swedish to Kimmie when my brain catches up. I squeal and hug Kimmie tighter.

  “You are going to name her Lilla,” I chirp.

  “Yes, I talked to Luke about it. He loved the idea,” Kimmie beams.

  I don’t have the heart to try to pry any further today. Instead I move us onto a safe topic. Planning for my little niece, Lilla. Soon we are on speaker phone with Ettie making plans to go shopping.

  I secretly text Ettie that we need to get started on planning a baby shower. I start to choke on my water when she replies that my mother called her this morning to let her know that she has already started the plans and she wants us to help her. My mother has done a lot of surprising me since Ettie’s wedding.

  She calls or texts me at least every other day now, if not every day. I keep waiting for her to insult me, but she has been very supportive since Nick and I have gone public with our relationship.

  We are laughing and teasing Kimmie about how spoiled we are going to have my niece, when Luke enters the kitchen dress in a black suit. His grey eyes move sharply around the room before they land on Kimmie.

  “Where’s Nick,” Luke asks not bothering to pull his eyes away from Kimmie.

  “Well, Hello brother. How are you,” I laugh.

  Luke turns to me and narrows his eyes. My smile falls. I can see that he is very serious. I shift in my seat wondering what is going on.

  “He’s been gone all day. We have the awards ceremony for the girls tonight so he should be home soon,” I shrug.

  Luke nods and walks over to Kimmie. He kisses her forehead, then leans to whisper something in her ear. Kimmie looks up at him and nods. It only takes two seconds for me to be sitting alone in the kitchen with my big brother.

  And here you have it. Another reason why these two need to go find a home that is not mine. I keep my eyes glued to the glass of water that is sitting in front of me.

  “I have always tried to protect you from everything. Dad basically drilled it into me to protect my sisters, especially his Lilla du. Dad loved you so much. I used to envy that,” Luke snorts.

  “I don’t know why,” I roll my eyes bitterly. It is hard to shake the old feelings I have. Even if I am reading in between the lines these days that something was amiss back then.

  “I know you are hurt and angry, Sophi. Fuck, I have had so much pent up anger for dad,” Luke shakes his head. “I almost destroyed the person I love the most. Things are still not right between Kimmie and I…. She thinks I don’t know –,” Luke pauses and shakes his head. He chuckles. “I promised I wouldn’t be all over the place.”

  “So just spit it out,” I huff in im
patience.

  Luke chuckles. “Nick is right, you have changed a lot. I wasn’t sure I was okay with that at first, but I think it is good now. I like the new Sophi.”

  “Luke,” I sigh, giving him a pointed look.

  “Okay, okay,” Luke holds up his hands in front of him.

  “Dad and some of his friends all got together to do this big business deal a while back. Nick’s dad was a part of the group of investors with dad,” Luke starts.

  “Yeah, Nick explained all of that to me,” I say.

  “Yeah, well after Nick’s parents died,” Luke says before I interrupt again.

  “Were killed,” I correct.

  “Yeah, so he has been completely honest with you,” Luke sighs.

  “Nick told me everything about him and his family. He said you wanted to tell me the rest,” I offer.

  “Okay, when we first found out about Bianca I was pissed at dad. I hated him. I couldn’t believe he would do that to mom. He spent so much time telling me to find a woman I love and to treat her like gold. I couldn’t believe he would hurt our family the way he did,” Luke frowns down at his hands.

  “When he took away our financial security I thought he was a fucking monster. I mean, how could he do that to you, his Lilla du. I mean to just leave you with no way to go to college. You were so excited about going. There was no way you could have gotten any help that late in the game if Nick hadn’t come through for me, for us.

  “I wanted to kill him for doing what he did to our family. I thought about it so many times. It was the memories of the father I grew up with that stopped me. Then one night in the middle of the night Mom calls with the news that he was just gone.

  “I never got to tell him how much I still loved him. Our last conversation was me telling him that he was a fucking pig that deserved to die. I told him how much I hated looking in the mirror because I look so much like him.

  “What made it worse was that when I took over the company I learned that Bianca was never dad’s girlfriend. Those tapes were bullshit. Dad could pay for your tuition it had nothing to do with him not wanting to. The same bastard that ruined Nick’s life had Dad by the balls.