by Kat Cameron
“When I got to her house that night, the night of my birthday, I went up to her room since she told me to just walk right in. When I got there it was just her and I was actually really excited to have some girl time. My father was stressing me out that week letting me know of all of the events that needed to happen to find me a good partner. Apparently, I was so excited I missed the extra cars that were in her driveway that night. She took me to her family room where there were three guys Jack Hamilton, Steve Heart, and Alex Gallagher.”
Thinking back to that day, I really was feeling lucky that I got to have such an awesome best friend that didn’t care about my money or who my family was. It still hurts to this day but definitely not as much as it did when it all first happened. When it first happened, my heart broke in a million jagged pieces that sliced open my chest and would never be the same.
“These guys were on the football team and they were rumored to always sleep around with whoever. I thought it was weird that they were here but I trusted Lana because we were best friends. Turned out she wanted to have a little get together for me. Booze and all. So I had a drink and the guys were nice at first telling me all about their lives. Lana was all over Alex so it was kind of weird with just me and the other two. Jack asked me if I wanted another drink when my first one was done.”
This was so hard to talk about because I didn’t remember most of it but hopefully, I would feel better after. I was hoping that Garrison would stay when I was finished. I mean look what happened with my dad after I tried to confide in him. Fucking bastard.
“When Jack brought me my drink I didn’t think anything of it. I just kept on drinking because for once I wanted to have a good time in my life and not be so worried. After my drink was gone my stomach started feeling upset so I excused myself to the bathroom. When I got there I fell on the floor and was really dizzy.”
This I remember specifically. It was almost like that feeling you get when you are on a merry go round and you spin too quickly. The room was spinning and it felt as if my stomach was going to expel itself right out of my body. Fear. That was what I felt in that moment was straight fear like I have never felt before. You always hear about being roofied but you never actually expect it to happen to you. Knowing there was nothing I could do to stop it was even worse. Being helpless to stop what would happen next was terrifying.
“Next thing I knew I felt like I was being picked up. I remember being brought back to that room and seeing Lana and Alex going at it like rabbits. I also remember someone taking my clothes off. And Lana saying, “Don’t worry girl you will be okay just go with it.” When I woke up in the morning I was naked and lying between Jack and Steve. Lana was sleeping pretty much on top of Alex both naked too. I freaked out. I left and went home and told my father. He actually didn’t believe me. Saying some bullshit about how I am just lying to save my ass from being married off. So that night I packed a bag and left. I didn’t have much, just some essentials. I didn’t bring my phone because I knew my father would have tracked me down. So that is the “accident” all the details of what I remember anyway.”
I looked at Garrison and it honestly looked like he was going to blow the fuck up at someone. His hands were white-knuckled into fists and his face was redder than a tomato. The look of rage in his eyes didn’t so much scare me but it made me feel safe like I did when I first came into his house. After about five minutes he calmed down, took my hand, and pulled me into his lap, and just held me for hours until I fell asleep.
Chapter Six
Crow
Waking up I realized that I was sweating like I was in a fucking sauna. Then I remembered what happened last night. I needed to make sure I got those names to Knuckles and see what he could find out about them. Stana was still asleep. She looked so angelic while she was sleeping.
Last night when she told me about what happened to her I thought I was going to explode from the anger coursing through me. There wasn’t much I could do in the moment except for hold on to her while she cried. The way she was crying said a lot about her life and how she didn’t do much crying over it. She had to have been strong for herself in the house with her dad. Her dad was not the kind of father with comforting words and hugs. He was the type to tell her to get over it and move on.
After a few minutes of sitting in bed, I decided to get up and make us some coffee and breakfast. I had a schedule that I liked to keep up with. The kids woke up in the middle of the night for their bottles like usual. In the morning I got up and made myself breakfast and coffee while the twins slept. They usually slept in until about eight in the morning. It was seven and I was sure Stana would be hungry. I pulled out the eggs and bacon and got to work on breakfast. After putting that all on the stovetop, I got the babies food out and ready too. A few minutes later I heard Stana up and moving around. Ten minutes passed and she still didn’t come out so I went looking for her.
I walked down the hallway and noticed that the kids bedroom door was open. When I looked in I almost couldn’t believe my eyes. Stana was sitting on the rocking chair with Dylan in her arms. She was tracing her finger down his nose, whispering to him, and he was cooing at her. She looked beautiful with her hair all messy and her clothes all rumpled. It was still early and the sun was just coming up. She, honest to god, looked like an angel with the sunlight surrounding her.
“Morning beautiful. What are you doing awake?” I asked her. She turned to look at me and there was a certain look in her eyes that I couldn’t decipher. I was interested in what was going on with her. Stana smiled at me and went back to talking to my son. Huh. Maybe he would call her mom. Was that too soon?
I left her in the bedroom with the kids and went back to finish making breakfast. I made some toast and got the coffee on the pot. I didn’t know if she even drank coffee but if she did I wanted it to be ready for her. Thinking about everything that happened last night had me worried but also feeling really good about the future. Worried because I didn’t want any harm to come to my family but at the same time, I had a gut feeling about Stana and I really wanted to take this chance with her. Thinking of last night also made me hard all over again too. I have never been one for exhibitionism. Some of the guys didn't care who they fucked in front of but I had always been more personal with that. Shit. I had to call Snake today and let him know that I was fine and we got Stana. He knows that I would never just do anything without a reason. I thought Gunner might have already let Snake know but he was my president and it was the respectful thing to do.
I grabbed my phone off the counter and sent a text letting him know all was well and a thank you to. As I put my phone down, I heard both the kids babbling and I turned to see Stana with Delia and Dylan one on each hip. Fuck she looked good with them on her hips.
“What are you doing baby? You should have called me. I would have come to help you with them.” I told her. Taking Delia from her I placed her in her highchair. As she babbled from her seat I got them a couple pieces of scrambled eggs to put on her tray. Stana put Dylan in his chair and followed my lead. I got the kids food ready which was some fruit and veggies. I put their bowl in the microwave for about ten seconds.
“You can get your food if you want. I have to feed the kids.” She didn’t say anything and it kind of worried me how quiet she was being. She had a long night so maybe that was why she was quiet. I turned to look at her and she came and wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a kiss on my scruffy cheek.
“Thank you for everything.” She whispered and then turned to go get her food. I continued to feed the twins while she ate.
She had a cup of coffee in her hands and a plate as she sat down to eat. Stana ate her food like a bird eating small pieces at a time. She sipped her coffee and patted her mouth with a napkin she got from the holder in the center of the table. This must be shit she learned when she lived with her father. I minded my own business instead of staring at her like she was a piece in a museum.
As I went to give Dylan another b
ite of food Delia felt like spraying her food right out of her mouth all over me. It was avocado and mangos. So it was a wonderful green color all over me.
“Alright that is enough of that,” I muttered. I went to turn around and I noticed Stana was chuckling slightly.
“Something funny darlin’?” I teased.
“Nope. Not a thing but you have something right here.” She said as she wiped the baby food from my chin with the napkin and told me to stay where I was. While I waited for Stana I babbled with the babies. Next thing I knew I felt a cold wet feeling on my chest.
“Holy fuck that is cold!” I yelled.
“Oh stop being such a big baby. It is just water you sissy.” She sassed.
“Sissy huh? I will show you, sissy.” I went to the faucet and turned it on. Her eyes got really big.
“You wouldn’t! Garrison don’t you dare!” She shrieked. Turning it on, she was a giggling fool. The twins were giggling as well. I loved it when they laughed, it was one of my favorite sounds. Now adding to that was Stana’s laugh. I wanted to make sure I could do whatever it was possible to make her laugh all the time. It was like a tinkling laugh that you could never get annoyed with.
“Okay, I give up. No more, please!” She begged. The kids were deep belly laughing now. I put the sprayer back where it went and used the hand towel to dry up some of the water. Stana was shivering when I walked over to her. She looked at me with a smile on her face.
“You can go shower baby. I will get the twins taken care of. It is their playtime anyways. I will bring you clothes and everything.” Giving her a kiss on the forehead, I went on to get the kids and myself cleaned up. After I laid them down and turned on the baby monitor I went into my bathroom only to find Stana in the bathtub. There were bubbles covering all the delicious parts of her.
“You want company, baby?” I groaned out. She had her hair up in a messy bun with tendrils falling down her neck.
The sassy little wench stuck her foot out and trailed her hand down her perfect creamy skin and said, “I don’t know if there is enough room, Garrison.” She purred. Oh fucking hell, I was in so much trouble with this one. Stripping out of my pajama pants, I hopped in the bathtub behind her getting bubbles everywhere.
“What is up with you? Are you always this messy of a person?” She asked me, grinning like a loon. God her smile was beautiful. What I wouldn’t give to see it every day.
“Well I have my amazing kids in my life and I honestly can’t even remember what my life was like before I had them. Now I have a beautiful woman in my bathtub with me. There is no drama with my club. So right now my life is pretty fuckin perfect babe.” I whispered in her ear. She smiled from ear to ear and turned around to kiss me in a heated kiss. She straddled my lap like she was in control. Threading my fingers through her hair, I pulled so her head would fall back and she let out a throaty moan.
“You like it when I pull your hair darlin?” I rasped out. She gave me a nod for an answer but that wasn't what I wanted.
“Let me hear the words Stana,” I demanded.
“Fuck yes I like it when you pull my hair. Please, Garrison!” She cried out as I scraped my teeth down her throat to her nipple. I wanted to see her skin red from them. I started out licking her pretty pink bud that was tightened from my teasing. She did tell me kissing turned her on quick. Figuring since she liked me pulling her hair I tried teasing her nipple lightly with my teeth.
“Bite me harder, Garrison!” She moaned out. Fuck yeah, I would. When I bit down harder she started quivering like she was gonna fucking cum already. Reaching a hand down to her clit, I rubbed hard and she went off like a goddamn rocket.
“Oh fuck don’t stop please!” I didn’t stop while her orgasm rolled through her. When she was finished she let out a tired sigh. My dick was still hard but I chose to ignore it for the time being. As I sat there and rubbed my hand up and down her back I thought she fell asleep since she was so quiet. But then I felt her hands running up and down my thighs. This didn’t help my hard-on.
“Baby what are you doin?” I whispered in her hair.
She looked at me with a face of innocence and asked, “Well, you didn’t think I was going to leave you to help yourself, did you? Not after that mind blowing orgasm you just gave me. Mmm, that was delicious.” She said with a shiver. Well, fuck me.
Chapter Seven
Stana
When I pulled myself off of Garrison the look of need in his eyes was so overpowering. His eyes were the brightest shade of green I had ever seen on someone before. Thinking I wanted to tease him a little, I took my hands and started tracing them up his muscular thighs. I felt him tense under me. Knowing I had this much power over a man of Garrison’s size and strength was a heady feeling. I kind of liked this feeling of power. Maybe I would tie him up one day and tease him. Not today though. Today, I just wanted to feel him inside me.
“Garrison I just wanted to let you know that we don’t have to use a condom if you don’t want to. I was told when I was younger that my chances would be slim to none. I have endometriosis and I have Mirena as birth control to help ease the symptoms. I am clean. I haven’t had sex since everything happened. It is up to you. I don’t know why but for some reason I know I can trust you.” I took a deep breath and closed my eyes afraid of what I would see in his eyes after my revelation.
“Stana are you sure? We don’t have to do this today. We can wait. I don’t want to rush you into anything. Don’t get me wrong I want nothing more than to feel you bare. Fuck I am getting harder just thinking about feeling your bare pussy around my dick. Oh, fuck....” He groaned as I pretty much impaled myself on him. His dirty talk was too much for me. He felt so good and thick and I needed to keep moving. Hearing Garrison groaning was amazing. His voice got this throaty quality to it that I wanted to hear all day and night long if I could.
“Fuck yeah ride me beautiful. You like dirty talk baby girl? I can feel your pussy fluttering around my cock.” He huffed out.
“Please Garrison, don’t stop,” I begged. He brought his hand down to my clit and put just the right amount of pressure so I could come.
“You are close aren’t you? How about if I fuck you nice and hard? You gonna cum all over my cock?” He did just that and pounded into my pussy just right.
“Fucking… oh my god please don’t stop!” I yelled into his neck as he just kept pounding. He came right after me and his groan sounded painful and pleasurable at the same time. As I sat there I realized we made an absolute mess of the bathroom. There was water everywhere and it was cold as fuck. Thank god for the drain on the floor in the middle of the bathroom.
“Shit let’s get in the shower so we can get you clean you dirty woman.” Garrison teased.
“Ha. Ha. I am dirty because of you, old man.” I quipped right back. He chased me into the shower and we got clean. As soon as we were done his phone rang from the bedroom. He put a towel around his waist and went into the bedroom to answer what was most likely a call from one of his brothers. When he came back in five minutes later he was dressed.
“We gotta go to the clubhouse. Snake wants to talk to you. I will call the sitter and get her here for the kids. Come on baby don’t get shy now.” Garrison said and put some more oomph into that with a spank on my naked ass.
“Hey! You want to end up back in bed, mister?” I sassed him. He gave me a look that looked a lot like he wouldn’t be opposed to it. “Don’t give me that look. If your president needs to talk to me, I would rather get this over with sooner rather than later. So let’s go.” I told him. He walked out of the bathroom with the cutest pout on his face for a grown ass man. If I could get a picture of that it would be great.
Getting dressed, I threw my hair up into a messy bun, and went to get my shoes on. I heard Garrison talking and I assumed it must be his babysitter. When I walked into the kitchen I saw a short woman with black graying hair and her clothes were older fashioned. Maybe she was Garrison’s grandma or mom. I confirmed thi
s when she turned around and I saw her green eyes that were identical to his and right along with her black hair she was definitely one of the two.
“Well aren’t you just the prettiest thing I have ever seen. Besides my granddaughter I mean. What is your name dear?” the woman asked me.
“Stana. You?” I replied and went up to shake her hand.
“Oh none of that nonsense in this family girl! Give ol’ Carol a hug.” So I did and then I noticed Garrison in the corner, his shoulders shaking as he hid his mouth behind his hand as if that was going to hide the fact he was laughing at me. Oh he was gonna get it later. When she let me out of the hug she said, “ Now go on get out of here. I got the babies, they will be awake any minute.”
We did as we were told. Garrison walked down the hallway and gave each of the kids a kiss on their foreheads before we left. The sight left me missing my mom like crazy. I remembered how sometimes we would go on long walks just to look at the flowers that grew by the park down the road from our house. She used to give me a kiss on the forehead and say, ‘Stana one day you will grow up to be such a beautiful woman. You will know when the right man comes along and he will love you fiercely.’
Garrison walked out of their room and gave Carol a kiss on the cheek and we were on our way to the clubhouse. I was starting to get nervous because I knew I basically fucked with the whole club by giving them a fake name. And then for them to find out my real name and whose daughter I was was probably just asking or more like begging for trouble. Garrison didn’t live far from the clubhouse so it was only a ten-minute drive. Riding on the back of the bike was freeing though. It helped calm me down and get me ready to face whatever it was that was coming my way. Somehow I knew though that Garrison wouldn’t let me face it alone.
