K

by Mary Roberts Rinehart

  CHAPTER XXVII

  K. spent all of the evening of that day with Wilson. He was not to gofor Joe until eleven o'clock. The injured man's vitality was standinghim in good stead. He had asked for Sidney and she was at his bedside.Dr. Ed had gone.

  "I'm going, Max. The office is full, they tell me," he said, bendingover the bed. "I'll come in later, and if they'll make me a shakedown,I'll stay with you to-night."

  The answer was faint, broken but distinct. "Get some sleep...I've been apoor stick...try to do better--" His roving eyes fell on the dog collaron the stand. He smiled, "Good old Bob!" he said, and put his hand overDr. Ed's, as it lay on the bed.

  K. found Sidney in the room, not sitting, but standing by the window.The sick man was dozing. One shaded light burned in a far corner. Sheturned slowly and met his eyes. It seemed to K. that she looked athim as if she had never really seen him before, and he was right.Readjustments are always difficult.

  Sidney was trying to reconcile the K. she had known so well with thisnew K., no longer obscure, although still shabby, whose height hadsuddenly become presence, whose quiet was the quiet of infinite power.

  She was suddenly shy of him, as he stood looking down at her. He saw thegleam of her engagement ring on her finger. It seemed almost defiant. Asthough she had meant by wearing it to emphasize her belief in her lover.

  They did not speak beyond their greeting, until he had gone over therecord. Then:--

  "We can't talk here. I want to talk to you, K."

  He led the way into the corridor. It was very dim. Far away was thenight nurse's desk, with its lamp, its annunciator, its pile of records.The passage floor reflected the light on glistening boards.

  "I have been thinking until I am almost crazy, K. And now I know how ithappened. It was Joe."

  "The principal thing is, not how it happened, but that he is going toget well, Sidney."

  She stood looking down, twisting her ring around her finger.

  "Is Joe in any danger?"

  "We are going to get him away to-night. He wants to go to Cuba. He'llget off safely, I think."

  "WE are going to get him away! YOU are, you mean. You shoulder all ourtroubles, K., as if they were your own."

  "I?" He was genuinely surprised. "Oh, I see. You mean--but my part ingetting Joe off is practically nothing. As a matter of fact, Schwitterhas put up the money. My total capital in the world, after paying thetaxicab to-day, is seven dollars."

  "The taxicab?"

  "By Jove, I was forgetting! Best news you ever heard of! Tillie marriedand has a baby--all in twenty-four hours! Boy--they named it Le Moyne.Squalled like a maniac when the water went on its head. I--I took Mrs.McKee out in a hired machine. That's what happened to my capital." Hegrinned sheepishly. "She said she would have to go in her toque. I hadawful qualms. I thought it was a wrapper."

  "You, of course," she said. "You find Max and save him--don't look likethat! You did, didn't you? And you get Joe away, borrowing money to sendhim. And as if that isn't enough, when you ought to have been gettingsome sleep, you are out taking a friend to Tillie, and being godfatherto the baby."

  He looked uncomfortable, almost guilty.

  "I had a day off. I--"

  "When I look back and remember how all these months I've been talkingabout service, and you said nothing at all, and all the time you wereliving what I preached--I'm so ashamed, K."

  He would not allow that. It distressed him. She saw that, and tried tosmile.

  "When does Joe go?"

  "To-night. I'm to take him across the country to the railroad. I waswondering--"

  "Yes?"

  "I'd better explain first what happened, and why it happened. Then ifyou are willing to send him a line, I think it would help. He saw a girlin white in the car and followed in his own machine. He thought it wasyou, of course. He didn't like the idea of your going to Schwitter's.Carlotta was taken ill. And Schwitter and--and Wilson took her upstairsto a room."

  "Do you believe that, K.?"

  "I do. He saw Max coming out and misunderstood. He fired at him then."

  "He did it for me. I feel very guilty, K., as if it all comes back tome. I'll write to him, of course. Poor Joe!"

  He watched her go down the hall toward the night nurse's desk. He wouldhave given everything just then for the right to call her back, to takeher in his arms and comfort her. She seemed so alone. He himself hadgone through loneliness and heartache, and the shadow was still on him.He waited until he saw her sit down at the desk and take up a pen. Thenhe went back into the quiet room.

  He stood by the bedside, looking down. Wilson was breathing quietly: hiscolor was coming up, as he rallied from the shock. In K.'s mind now wasjust one thought--to bring him through for Sidney, and then to go away.He might follow Joe to Cuba. There were chances there. He could dosanitation work, or he might try the Canal.

  The Street would go on working out its own salvation. He would haveto think of something for the Rosenfelds. And he was worried aboutChristine. But there again, perhaps it would be better if he went away.Christine's story would have to work itself out. His hands were tied.

  He was glad in a way that Sidney had asked no questions about him, hadaccepted his new identity so calmly. It had been overshadowed by thenight tragedy. It would have pleased him if she had shown more interest,of course. But he understood. It was enough, he told himself, that hehad helped her, that she counted on him. But more and more he knew inhis heart that it was not enough. "I'd better get away from here," hetold himself savagely.

  And having taken the first step toward flight, as happens in such cases,he was suddenly panicky with fear, fear that he would get out of hand,and take her in his arms, whether or no; a temptation to run fromtemptation, to cut everything and go with Joe that night. But therehis sense of humor saved him. That would be a sight for the gods, twodefeated lovers flying together under the soft September moon.

  Some one entered the room. He thought it was Sidney and turned with thelight in his eyes that was only for her. It was Carlotta.

  She was not in uniform. She wore a dark skirt and white waist and herhigh heels tapped as she crossed the room. She came directly to him.

  "He is better, isn't he?"

  "He is rallying. Of course it will be a day or two before we are quitesure."

  She stood looking down at Wilson's quiet figure.

  "I guess you know I've been crazy about him," she said quietly. "Well,that's all over. He never really cared for me. I played his game andI--lost. I've been expelled from the school."

  Quite suddenly she dropped on her knees beside the bed, and put hercheek close to the sleeping man's hand. When after a moment she rose,she was controlled again, calm, very white.

  "Will you tell him, Dr. Edwardes, when he is conscious, that I came inand said good-bye?"

  "I will, of course. Do you want to leave any other message?"

  She hesitated, as if the thought tempted her. Then she shrugged hershoulders.

  "What would be the use? He doesn't want any message from me."

  She turned toward the door. But K. could not let her go like that. Herface frightened him. It was too calm, too controlled. He followed heracross the room.

  "What are your plans?"

  "I haven't any. I'm about through with my training, but I've lost mydiploma."

  "I don't like to see you going away like this."

  She avoided his eyes, but his kindly tone did what neither the Head northe Executive Committee had done that day. It shook her control.

  "What does it matter to you? You don't owe me anything."

  "Perhaps not. One way and another I've known you a long time."

  "You never knew anything very good."

  "I'll tell you where I live, and--"

  "I know where you live."

  "Will you come to see me there? We may be able to think of something."

  "What is there to think of? This story will follow me wherever I go!I've tried twice for a diploma and fail
ed. What's the use?"

  But in the end he prevailed on her to promise not to leave the cityuntil she had seen him again. It was not until she had gone, a straightfigure with haunted eyes, that he reflected whimsically that once againhe had defeated his own plans for flight.

  In the corridor outside the door Carlotta hesitated. Why not go back?Why not tell him? He was kind; he was going to do something for her.But the old instinct of self-preservation prevailed. She went on to herroom.

  Sidney brought her letter to Joe back to K. She was flushed with theeffort and with a new excitement.

  "This is the letter, K., and--I haven't been able to say what I wanted,exactly. You'll let him know, won't you, how I feel, and how I blamemyself?"

  K. promised gravely.

  "And the most remarkable thing has happened. What a day this has been!Somebody has sent Johnny Rosenfeld a lot of money. The ward nurse wantsyou to come back."

  The ward had settled for the night. The well-ordered beds of the daytimewere chaotic now, torn apart by tossing figures. The night was hot andan electric fan hummed in a far corner. Under its sporadic breezes, asit turned, the ward was trying to sleep.

  Johnny Rosenfeld was not asleep. An incredible thing had happened tohim. A fortune lay under his pillow. He was sure it was there, for eversince it came his hot hand had clutched it.

  He was quite sure that somehow or other K. had had a hand in it. When hedisclaimed it, the boy was bewildered.

  "It'll buy the old lady what she wants for the house, anyhow," hesaid. "But I hope nobody's took up a collection for me. I don't want nocharity."

  "Maybe Mr. Howe sent it."

  "You can bet your last match he didn't."

  In some unknown way the news had reached the ward that Johnny's friend,Mr. Le Moyne, was a great surgeon. Johnny had rejected it scornfully.

  "He works in the gas office," he said, "I've seen him there. If he's asurgeon, what's he doing in the gas office. If he's a surgeon, what's hedoing teaching me raffia-work? Why isn't he on his job?"

  But the story had seized on his imagination.

  "Say, Mr. Le Moyne."

  "Yes, Jack."

  He called him "Jack." The boy liked it. It savored of man to man. Afterall, he was a man, or almost. Hadn't he driven a car? Didn't he have astate license?

  "They've got a queer story about you here in the ward."

  "Not scandal, I trust, Jack!"

  "They say that you're a surgeon; that you operated on Dr. Wilson andsaved his life. They say that you're the king pin where you came from."He eyed K. wistfully. "I know it's a damn lie, but if it's true--"

  "I used to be a surgeon. As a matter of fact I operated on Dr. Wilsonto-day. I--I am rather apologetic, Jack, because I didn't explain toyou sooner. For--various reasons--I gave up that--that line of business.To-day they rather forced my hand."

  "Don't you think you could do something for me, sir?"

  When K. did not reply at once, he launched into an explanation.

  "I've been lying here a good while. I didn't say much because I knew I'dhave to take a chance. Either I'd pull through or I wouldn't, and theodds were--well, I didn't say much. The old lady's had a lot of trouble.But now, with THIS under my pillow for her, I've got a right to ask.I'll take a chance, if you will."

  "It's only a chance, Jack."

  "I know that. But lie here and watch these soaks off the street. Old, alot of them, and gettin' well to go out and starve, and--My God! Mr. LeMoyne, they can walk, and I can't."

  K. drew a long breath. He had started, and now he must go on. Faith inhimself or no faith, he must go on. Life, that had loosed its hold onhim for a time, had found him again.

  "I'll go over you carefully to-morrow, Jack. I'll tell you your chanceshonestly."

  "I have a thousand dollars. Whatever you charge--"

  "I'll take it out of my board bill in the new house!"

  At four o'clock that morning K. got back from seeing Joe off. The triphad been without accident.

  Over Sidney's letter Joe had shed a shamefaced tear or two. And duringthe night ride, with K. pushing the car to the utmost, he had felt thatthe boy, in keeping his hand in his pocket, had kept it on the letter.When the road was smooth and stretched ahead, a gray-white line into thenight, he tried to talk a little courage into the boy's sick heart.

  "You'll see new people, new life," he said. "In a month from now you'llwonder why you ever hung around the Street. I have a feeling that you'regoing to make good down there."

  And once, when the time for parting was very near,--"No matter whathappens, keep on believing in yourself. I lost my faith in myself once.It was pretty close to hell."

  Joe's response showed his entire self-engrossment.

  "If he dies, I'm a murderer."

  "He's not going to die," said K. stoutly.

  At four o'clock in the morning he left the car at the garage and walkedaround to the little house. He had had no sleep for forty-five hours;his eyes were sunken in his head; the skin over his temples looked drawnand white. His clothes were wrinkled; the soft hat he habitually worewas white with the dust of the road.

  As he opened the hall door, Christine stirred in the room beyond. Shecame out fully dressed.

  "K., are you sick?"

  "Rather tired. Why in the world aren't you in bed?"

  "Palmer has just come home in a terrible rage. He says he's been robbedof a thousand dollars."

  "Where?"

  Christine shrugged her shoulders.

  "He doesn't know, or says he doesn't. I'm glad of it. He seemsthoroughly frightened. It may be a lesson."

  In the dim hall light he realized that her face was strained and set.She looked on the verge of hysteria.

  "Poor little woman," he said. "I'm sorry, Christine."

  The tender words broke down the last barrier of her self-control.

  "Oh, K.! Take me away. Take me away! I can't stand it any longer."

  She held her arms out to him, and because he was very tired and lonely,and because more than anything else in the world just then he needed awoman's arms, he drew her to him and held her close, his cheek to herhair.

  "Poor girl!" he said. "Poor Christine! Surely there must be somehappiness for us somewhere."

  But the next moment he let her go and stepped back.

  "I'm sorry." Characteristically he took the blame. "I shouldn't havedone that--You know how it is with me."

  "Will it always be Sidney?"

  "I'm afraid it will always be Sidney."