Defying Gravity: An Ice Tigers Hockey Novel

by Isabella Cassazza

  “But don’t you see? That’s exactly what I’m afraid of. I don’t want to be the one coming in between you. I can’t be the one who could possibly destroy your relationship. What you have is too special to risk it for me. I feel like an intruder, and I’d never forgive myself if we all ended up heartbroken.”

  I push away from the door and place myself against Lily and Danny, taking Lily’s right hand from Danny. “Love always comes with risks, Lily. You’re right, we all could end up heartbroken, but I’d rather give us a chance than never have had you in our lives at all. I ache for you. I crave you. I burned for you last week, and I’m still burning for you. But this is not just about sex. I’m still confused about what you do to me. I’ve never been attracted to a woman before. I’ve always considered myself to be 100 percent gay. It took me a while to deal with my growing attraction to you, and I needed to know what it’d feel like to be with you, but now I know. I’m in love with you, Lily. And if I’m not entirely mistaken, you have feelings for Danny and me too.”

  I place my other hand under her chin and lift it. “Look at me, Lily. Please look at me.”

  Her pupils are dilated, and I see various emotions reflected in her eyes that mirror mine—fear, hope, love, and also arousal. If the blue shadows under her eyes are an indication of the depth of her feelings, all isn’t lost yet.

  “Give us a chance, Lily. Let us become one. Make our relationship more perfect than it was before. Make it complete. Give us a chance to love you.”

  She looks over to Danny, who is watching me, his eyes full of love.

  “Do you want that too?” she asks.

  He nods, and she looks at me again. I desperately want to kiss her. Instead, I let my thumb brush over her lower lip, and she shivers under my touch. “How will we know if we never try, Lily? You have feelings for both of us, don’t you?”

  She lowers her eyes, and I’m about to lift her chin again when she looks at me. “Yes, I’m in love with both of you, but I’m also afraid.”

  My heart goes out to her. She’s our stubborn little miracle. So uncertain one moment but also incredibly strong and courageous at the same time. There’s no way we’re giving up on her. She’s ours, and we’ll keep what is ours. I don’t wait any longer and bend down to kiss her. A gentle kiss asking permission to continue.

  Lily doesn’t resist me, but neither is she kissing me back, not yet. I take my time and kiss her softly, coaxing her lips open with mine. She sinks against me, but I still keep the kiss gentle.

  I feel the air move around me and lift my head briefly. Danny has stepped behind her. He raises her curls to the side and leans down to kiss her neck. Lily shivers and moves closer toward me when his lips descend on her skin. Neither of us is touching her yet; we’re only connected through our mouths.

  “This is what it’d feel like to become ours, Lil. And it’s just the beginning. Imagine how two pairs of hands and two pairs of lips would feel on your body.”

  “Ty,” she breathes, eyes shining.

  “You only have to say yes, Lily.” Danny moves his lips up her neck to her ear.

  “I….”

  “Say yes,” I whisper against her lips while my fingertips brush over her arms, causing goose bumps on her skin.

  “Yes.”

  Thank fuck. I feel like an animal unleashed as I kiss her passionately, preparing her for what’s to come.

  “My turn now.” Danny turns Lily around and crashes his mouth down on hers, devouring her. Sinking into her. Claiming her. Making her his.

  These past couple of months must have been hell for him as well. He was allowed to touch her but couldn’t kiss her. We both only had a part of her, but tonight we’ll have her completely.

  My dick is straining hard against my pants. Nothing has ever turned me on as much as the two people kissing in front of me. The woman and the man I’m in love with, finally together.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Lily

  My head is spinning with the whirlwind sensation of two men touching me and kissing me simultaneously. Danny’s kiss is demanding, and I’m overwhelmed by the pent-up lust and frustration that has been building since the night we met.

  Where Tyler is gentle and coaxing, Danny is rough and takes what he wants without asking permission. I still can’t believe that these two gorgeous men want me. And not only sexually but they want a serious committed relationship with me. It’s unthinkable. I’m sure it’s a lot more complicated than these two want to make me believe right now, but with both men assaulting my senses, I don’t care any longer. The moment I stepped through the door, my resolve faltered and I was overcome by emotion. As much as I want to stay away from them, I’m too weak to stick to my decision.

  I desperately want to believe Tyler. He’s right about us not knowing unless we try. I know I’d regret it forever if we didn’t give this a shot. I want them, both of them, even if it’s just for a little while.

  Tyler is standing behind me, rubbing his erection against my back. I remember the way his thick shaft felt inside me, and my whole body tingles at the memory. It was the best night of my life, and whatever happens, the memory is mine to keep.

  “Lift your arms,” Tyler murmurs in my ear, and he quickly frees me from my shirt and bra while Danny watches his every movement.

  “Beautiful.” Danny stares at my chest, and I feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. Then he leans in for a short kiss.

  “Stunning, isn’t she?” Tyler places his hands over my breasts and massages them lightly, just the way he did the last time.

  “Fuck, that’s hot.” Danny watches as Tyler strokes my nipples and gently pulls them between his index finger and thumb.

  “Let me have one too.” Danny bends down and takes a nipple in his mouth, sucking it deep inside.

  My head falls back against Tyler’s chest, and I have zero control over my body anymore. He immediately takes advantage of my position and pulls my head to the side for a deep kiss.

  My breathing becomes shallow as Danny continues his assault on my breasts, alternating between the two globes. Stroking, licking, sucking them while Ty does the same to my mouth.

  I let my weight fall against Ty completely, my knees buckling. I’m close to orgasm, and I’m still wearing my pants.

  Ty’s sweater feels rough against my skin, and I shiver at the sensation. I pull away from his mouth, gasping for air. “Shirts off.”

  “Demanding little thing, isn’t she?” Tyler laughs.

  “Sure is. Your wish is our command, Lily.” Danny pulls his shirt over his head, and Tyler follows suit.

  I simply stare at them for a moment, torn between where to look first. They’re super gorgeous clothed, but it’s nothing compared to their naked chests displayed solely for me. Ever since our trip to the thermal spa, I wondered what it would feel like to touch those hard muscles and deep valleys. I still remember how Ty’s skin felt against mine, but now I get to feel them both. I reach out to either side and stroke down their abdomens, and their muscles contract under my soft touch. “So hot,” I say, more to myself than to them.

  “Smoking.” Danny's eyes are half closed while they follow my hand’s movement on Tyler’s chest.

  Ty inhales audibly as I scratch over his pectorals. “Bed. Now.” He takes my hand away and throws me over his shoulder, walking straight into the bedroom. Their bedroom. Our bedroom.

  I have no idea how I lose my pants. I’m lost in the sensation of four hands and two pairs of lips on my body. This feels like a claiming. They’re making me theirs. And I let them.

  Danny kisses his way up my thigh, and my inner walls clench in anticipation, the muscles in my thighs tensing up. What he’s about to do has never been done to me. I’m not sure I would have wanted this kind of intimacy with anyone I’ve been with before, but none of them volunteered anyway.

  I shudder in anticipation, and he puts a hand on my belly, stroking me lightly. “Don’t worry, darling. I’ll take care of you. Open up for
me, Lily.”

  I lean against Ty and open my knees, holding my breath. My heart is pounding in my chest, and I gasp as Danny’s lips descend on me. At first, he licks just over the outside walls, and my muscles tense in anticipation of what’s to come. Finally, I’m going to find out what all the fuss in women's magazines is about.

  I nearly shoot off the bed when Danny kisses my swollen clit, but Tyler’s hands gently push me down again. I lift my hips up to meet his tongue, urging him to give me more. His hot, wet mouth sucks and nibbles at the sensitive bundle of nerves, and I’m ready to come in seconds. Who would have thought that possible? He’s devouring my pussy as he licks and sucks tirelessly on my clit, and I arch my back to get even closer to his mouth. My hips shift restlessly on the mattress, and I grab the sheets for support.

  I hardly feel Ty’s hands on my breasts anymore as Danny’s wicked mouth throws me over the cliff without prior warning. For a few glorious moments, my body becomes weightless before gravity takes over again.

  When I open my eyes, Danny is hovering over my body, looking down at me. “You’re incredible, Lily.”

  “You’ll have to teach me that,” Ty murmurs, his eyes glassy with lust.

  “Gladly. Taste her on my lips.” He pulls Tyler over, and I watch as their tongues meet above me, exchanging the taste of my arousal. I didn’t think it possible seconds ago, but watching them go for each other, cupping each other’s faces while clashing their tongues together, triggers a new wave of heat in my body and my inner walls clench.

  “Fuck, that’s making me crazy.” Ty pulls away. “If you want to take Lily first, you’ll have to do it right now. I can’t wait much longer.”

  Danny nods and turns to me. “Lie down, Lily, and open up very wide. Let me see how wet you are for me.”

  Ty’s pupils are dilated as he watches Danny settle between my legs. I take his hand as I feel Danny push forward.

  “Fuck, that’s tight,” Danny says next to my ear, his body pushing deeply into mine.

  “Just go slow. She’ll open for you. She could take me without any problems.” Ty is lying next to us now, slowly stroking his cock up and down.

  I inhale sharply as Danny retreats and pushes back deep inside me. I’m overwhelmed by how right this feels—how right we feel.

  “Am I hurting you, Lily?”

  “No. It’s perfect.” Tears prickle behind my eyes, but they’re tears of joy.

  Danny starts to gently rock against me, but it’s not enough. I don’t want his gentleness. I need more. I crave him deep inside me. Arching my back, I force him even deeper, and he groans. Our eyes lock as his head falls forward and his whole body shudders.

  “You’re fucking killing me, Lil.” He doesn’t hold back anymore and thrusts hard into me, and my eyes fall shut.

  He isn’t restraining himself anymore as he works himself in and out of me at increasing speed while his thrusts become even harder.

  Ty’s breathing is irregular as he watches us, and his hand grips mine tightly.

  I turn my head and stare into his wide eyes as I reach my peak, barely noticing the wetness flooding my insides as Danny shakes violently above me.

  But we’re not done yet. Danny’s barely calmed down when Ty pushes him off me and settles himself where Danny had been only seconds ago. I have trouble keeping my eyes open, but I want to see him as he slips inside me, easily supported not only by my own wetness but also by Danny’s seed.

  “So good.” He throws his head back and pushes his hips forward at the same time, making me see stars as he hits just the right spot deep inside me.

  “I won’t last long,” I hear him say, but I couldn’t care less, being close to climax again myself. It seems my body has developed a mind of its own, and my head can barely follow. The next orgasm crashes over me and pushes me into a free fall until I’m surrounded by complete darkness.

  The last thing I remember is two warm bodies holding me securely between them. Reassuring me. Comforting me. Letting me know they won’t let me go. Ever.

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Danny

  I’m in heaven waking up with my groin pressed against a small behind and my arms wrapped around Lily’s small form, one hand intertwined with Tyler’s left hand on her hips. I don’t want to wake up another way ever again.

  It’s still dark outside, and my two favorite people are still asleep. I don’t want this moment to end, but my stomach has other ideas.

  “Man, your stomach would wake a dead man,” Ty mumbles with his eyes still closed.

  “Sorry,” I whisper, still hoping that Lily is going to sleep through this. It’s no wonder my stomach is so loud, though. Ty’s gratin is still untouched in the oven, waiting to be heated again, and I didn’t have much of a lunch yesterday either. I’m fucking starving.

  Lily turns in my arms and rubs against my morning wood in the process, and I moan.

  “Don’t even think about it.” Ty stares into my eyes. “She’s too sore for another round.”

  “Physician, heal thyself,” I reply, turning my head and pointing at the tent his blanket forms. I’m not the only one with a boner. He’s right though, she’s way too sore. Twice more we woke Lily and took her like starving men, unable to get enough of her sweet body. The last time Ty went inside her, Lily couldn’t help but gasp, not only in pleasure but also with the discomfort his entry caused her.

  “Don’t talk about me as if I’m not here. I’m fine.” Lily’s voice is barely audible from underneath the blanket, making us both laugh.

  “You sure you’re okay down there?” Tyler tries to lift the blanket from her, but she’s not letting him.

  “Never better. But I’m hungry too.”

  “So food it is,” Tyler says, getting up. “I’ll warm up the gratin.”

  “You made gratin? Why am I only learning about this now?” Her eyes appear over the blanket. They’re still clouded, but the blue shadows underneath aren’t as prominent as they were only yesterday. Another good night of sleep and a few orgasms will take care of the rest.

  “Because when I saw you in your tight jeans, I forgot about dinner and talking and what we planned originally, and the same happened to Mr. Insatiable over there too.”

  “So you decided dessert first?” Lily’s nose peeks out too.

  “Clever girl.” Danny chuckles. “That’s exactly what happened.”

  “Can you make scrambled eggs too?” She buries her face underneath the blanket again.

  “Will that get you out of bed?”

  The blanket moves up and down over her head, but she doesn’t say anything.

  “With or without bacon?”

  “With,” I say at the same time as Lily says, “Without.”

  Ty shakes his head as I burst out laughing, but he gets up and walks out of the room muttering something like “Lazy bums.”

  I turn to Lily, wrapping her in my arms again. “If I make you coffee, will you get up with me?”

  “Yes.” She throws the blanket away and looks at me with wild hair and shining eyes.

  When we join Ty, he’s already warmed up a pan and is about to crack the eggs. I ease up behind him and kiss him on the neck.

  “Thank you.” I lean against his warm skin and inhale his musky smell, involuntarily comparing it to Lily’s much sweeter scent. They complete each other perfectly, and now they’re both mine in every way.

  “You’re so cute together,” Lily says. “And hot. Smoking hot.”

  “Says the cutest little thing.” I pull her between us.

  “Thank you.” She blushes. Our girl better get used to receiving compliments, because we’re going to tell her how beautiful she is until she doesn’t want to hear it anymore. Which hopefully will never be the case.

  Lily lifts up on her toes and kisses first me on the jaw and then Tyler, but when Tyler bends in to kiss her fully, she turns away. Apparently I’m not the only one marking my territory.

  “You don’t want to kiss me anymore?” T
y draws his brows together.

  She shakes her head vigorously. “I just have morning breath.”

  Ty chuckles and turns to me. “Where are the mints?”

  I open the drawer to my right, retrieve the package, and hand out the breath mints. I couldn’t care less about Lily’s morning breath, and I don’t think Tyler does either, but she’s a girl. They worry about shit like that. I let the mint melt in my mouth and grab the back of Tyler’s neck, pulling him in for a passionate kiss. He moans in my mouth as I wrap my tongue around his. We haven’t kissed since yesterday evening. Last night was solely about Lily, about showing her what she means to us. About convincing her how much we want her to become part of our relationship.

  But that doesn’t mean we’ve stopped being a couple too. We’re just making an already perfect relationship even more complete.

  Ty finally breaks our heated embrace. We both turn to Lily, and I smile at her wide eyes and dilated pupils.

  “Like what you see?” I reach for her again. She only manages a nod, apparently unable to speak. Bending down, I kiss her, taking my time to explore her sweet mouth. Then I turn around to Ty and push her into his arms.

  I watch as he devours her mouth, and my dick twitches in my pants. Ty lifts his head and motions me to join in, and that’s when we share our first ménage kiss. It takes a lot of concentration to kiss two people at the same time. It isn’t easy in the beginning, and we bump into each other clumsily at first. But once we’ve found our rhythm, the sensation is incomparable to any other kiss I’ve ever experienced. While I caress Lily’s silky tongue with mine, mine is simultaneously caressed by Tyler’s rougher one. I shiver as both their tongues wrap around mine and give myself over to the sensation.