Works of Robert W Chambers

by Robert W. Chambers

  “Is there anything strange in that, Dr. Atwood?” she smiled.

  “Strange!” He lowered his voice, peering across at Carden. “Strange, did you say? Look across the path at that poor young man sitting there!”

  “Yes,” she said, perplexed, “I see him.”

  “What do you see?” whispered the old gentleman in a shakily portentous voice. “Here you sit reading about what others have seen; now what do you see?”

  “Why, only a man — rather young—”

  “No symptoms?”

  “Symptoms? Of what?”

  The old gentleman folded his withered hands over his cane. “My child,” he said, “for a year I have had that unfortunate young man under secret observation. He was not aware of it; it never entered his mind that I could be observing him with minutest attention. He may have supposed there was nothing the matter with him. He was in error. I have studied him carefully. Look closer! Are there dark circles under his eyes — or are there not?” he ended in senile triumph.

  “There are,” she began, puzzled, “but I — but of what interest to me—”

  “Compare his symptoms with the symptoms in that book you are studying,” said the old gentleman hoarsely.

  “Do you mean — do you suppose—” she stammered, turning her eyes on Carden, who promptly blushed to his ears and began to fidget.

  “Every symptom,” muttered the old gentleman. “Poor, poor young man!”

  She had seen Carden turn a vivid pink; she now saw him fidget with his walking stick; she discovered the blue circles under his eyes. Three symptoms at once!

  “Do you believe it possible?” she whispered excitedly under her breath to the old gentleman beside her. “It seems incredible! Such a rare disease! Only one single case ever described and studied! It seems impossible that I could be so fortunate as actually to see a case! Tell me, Dr. Atwood, do you believe that young man is really afflicted with Lamour’s Disease?”

  “There is but one way to be absolutely certain,” said the old gentleman in a solemn voice, “and that is to study him; corroborate your suspicions by observing his pulse and temperature, as did Dr. Lamour.”

  “But — how can I?” she faltered. “I — he would probably object to becoming a patient of mine—”

  “Ask him, child! Ask him.”

  “I have not courage—”

  “Courage should be the badge of your profession,” said the old gentleman gravely. “When did a good physician ever show the white feather in the cause of humanity?”

  “I — I know, but this requires a different sort of courage.”

  “How,” persisted the old gentleman, “can you confirm your very natural suspicions concerning this unfortunate young man unless you corroborate your observations by studying him at close range? Besides, already it seems to me that certain unmistakable signs are visible; I mean that strange physical phase which Dr. Lamour dwells on: the symmetry of feature and limb, the curiously spiritual beauty. Do you not notice these? Or is my sight so dim that I only imagine it?”

  “He is certainly symmetrical — and — in a certain way — almost handsome in regard to features,” she admitted, looking at Carden.

  “Poor, poor boy!” muttered the old gentleman, wagging his gray whiskers. “I am too old to help him — too old to dream of finding a remedy for the awful malady which I am now convinced has seized him. I shall study him no more. It is useless. All I can do now is to mention his case to some young, vigorous, ambitious physician — some specialist—”

  “Don’t!” she whispered almost fiercely, “don’t do that, Dr. Atwood! I want him, please! I — you helped me to discover him, you see. And his malady is to be my specialty. Please, do you mind if I keep him all to myself and study him?”

  “But you refused, child.”

  “I didn’t mean to. I — I didn’t exactly see how I was to study him. But I must study him! Oh, I must! There will surely be some way. Please let me. You discovered him, I admit, but I will promise you faithfully to devote my entire life to studying him, as the great Lamour devoted his life for forty years to his single patient.”

  “But Dr. Lamour married his patient,” said the Tracer mildly.

  “He — I — that need not be necessary—”

  “But if it should prove necessary?”

  “I — you—”

  “Answer me, child.”

  She stared across at Carden, biting her red lips. He turned pink promptly and fidgeted.

  “He has got it!” she whispered excitedly. “Oh, do you mind if I take him for mine? I am perfectly wild to begin on him!”

  “You have not yet answered my question,” said the old gentleman gravely. “Do you lack the courage to marry him if it becomes necessary to do so in order to devote your entire life to studying him?”

  “Oh — it cannot be necessary—”

  “You lack the courage.”

  She was silent.

  “Braver things have been done by those of your profession who have gone among lepers,” said the old gentleman sadly.

  She flushed up instantly; her eyes sparkled; her head proudly high, delicate nostrils dilated.

  “I am not afraid!” she said. “If it ever becomes necessary, I can show courage and devotion, as well as those of my profession who minister to the lepers of Molokai! Yes; I do promise you to marry him if I cannot otherwise study him. And I promise you solemnly to devote my entire life to observing his symptoms and searching for proper means to combat them. My one ambition in life is personally to observe and study a case of Lamour’s Disease, and to give my entire life to investigating its origin, its course, and its cure.”

  The old gentleman rose, bowing with that quaintly obsolete courtesy which was in vogue in his youth.

  “I am contented to leave him exclusively to you, Dr. Hollis. And I wish you happiness in your life’s work — and success in your cure of this unhappy young man.”

  Hat in hand, he bowed again as he tottered past her, muttering and smiling to himself and shaking his trembling head as he went rocking on unsteady legs out into the sunshine, where the nursemaids and children flocked along the lake shore throwing peanuts to the waterfowl and satiated goldfish.

  Dr. Hollis looked after him, her small hand buried among the pages of her open book. Carden viewed his disappearing figure with guileless emotions. He was vaguely aware that something important was about to happen to him. And it did before he was prepared.

  CHAPTER XXIII

  When Rosalind Hollis found herself on her feet again a slight sensation of fright checked her for a moment. Then, resolutely suppressing such unworthy weakness, the lofty inspiration of her mission in life dominated her, and she stepped forward undaunted. And Carden, seeing her advance toward him, arose in astonishment to meet her.

  For a second they stood facing each other, he astounded, she a trifle pale but firm. Then in a low voice she asked his pardon for disturbing him.

  “I am Rosalind Hollis, a physician,” she said quietly, “and physicians are sometimes obliged to do difficult things in the interest of their profession. It is dreadfully difficult for me to speak to you in this way. But” — she looked fearlessly at him— “I am confident you will not misinterpret what I have done.”

  He managed to assure her that he did not misinterpret it.

  She regarded him steadily; she examined the dark circles under his eyes; she coolly observed his rising color under her calm inspection; she saw him fidgeting with his walking stick. She must try his pulse!

  “Would you mind if I asked you a few questions in the interest of science?” she said earnestly.

  “As a m-m-matter of fact,” he stammered, “I don’t know much about science. Awfully glad to do anything I can, you know.”

  “Oh, I don’t mean it that way,” she reassured him. A hint of a smile tinted her eyes with brilliant amethyst. “Would you mind if I sat here for a few moments? Could you overlook this horrid unconventionality long enough for me to explai
n why I have spoken to you?”

  “I could indeed!” he said, so anxiously cordial that her lovely face grew serious and she hesitated. But he was standing aside, hat off, placing the bench at her disposal, and she seated herself, placing her book on the bench beside her.

  “Would you mind sitting here for a few moments?” she asked him gravely.

  Dazed, scarcely crediting the evidence of his senses, he took possession of the end of the bench with the silent obedience of a schoolboy. His attitude was irreproachable. She was grateful for this, and her satisfaction with herself for not having misjudged him renewed her confidence in him, in herself, and in the difficult situation.

  She began, quietly, by again telling him her name and profession; where she lived, and that she was studying to be a specialist, though she did not intimate what that specialty was to be.

  Outwardly composed and attentively deferential, his astonishment at times dominated a stronger sentiment that seemed to grow and expand with her every word, seizing him in a fierce possession absolutely and hopelessly complete.

  The bewildering fascination of her mastered him. No cool analysis of what his senses were confirming could be necessary to convince him of his condition. Every word of hers, every gesture, every inflection of her sweet, clear voice, every lifting of her head, her eyes, her perfectly gloved hands, only repeated to him what he knew was a certainty. Never had he looked upon such physical loveliness; never had he dreamed of such a voice.

  She had asked him a question, and, absorbed in the pure delight of looking at her, he had not comprehended or answered. She flushed sensitively, accepting his silence as refusal, and he came out of his trance hastily.

  “I beg your pardon; I did not quite understand your question, Miss Hollis — I mean, Dr. Hollis.”

  “I asked you if you minded my noting your pulse,” she said.

  He stretched out his right hand; she stripped off her glove, laid the tip of her middle finger on his wrist, and glanced down at the gold watch which she held.

  “I am wondering,” he said, laughing uncertainly, “whether you believe me to be ill. Of course it is easy to see that you have found something unusual about me — something of particular interest to a physician. Is there anything very dreadful going to happen to me, Dr. Hollis? I feel perfectly well.”

  “Are you sure you feel well?” she asked, so earnestly that the smile on his lips faded out.

  “Absolutely. Is my pulse queer?”

  “It is not normal.”

  He could easily account for that, but he said nothing.

  She questioned him for a few minutes, noted his pulse again, looked closely at the bluish circles under his eyes. Naturally he flushed up and grew restless under the calm, grave, beautiful eyes.

  “I — I have an absolutely new and carefully sterilized thermometer—” She drew it from a tiny gold-initialed pocket case, and looked wistfully at him.

  “You want to put that into my mouth?” he asked, astonished.

  “If you don’t mind.”

  She held it up, shook it once or twice, and deliberately inserted it between his lips. And there he sat, round-eyed, silent, the end of the thermometer protruding at a rakish angle from the corner of his mouth. And he grew redder and redder.

  “I don’t wish to alarm you,” she was saying, “but all this is so deeply significant, so full of vital interest to me — to the world, to science—”

  “What have I got, in Heaven’s name?” he said thickly, the thermometer wiggling in his mouth.

  “Ah!” she exclaimed with soft enthusiasm, clasping her pretty ungloved hands, “I cannot be sure yet — I dare not be too sanguine—”

  “Do you mean that you want me to have something queer?” he blurted out, while the thermometer wiggled with every word he uttered.

  “N-no, of course, I don’t want you to be ill,” she said hastily. “Only, if you are ill it will be a wonderful thing for me. I mean — a — that I am intensely interested in certain symptoms which—”

  She gently withdrew the glass tube from his lips and examined it carefully.

  “Is there anything the matter?” he insisted, looking at the instrument over her shoulder.

  She did not reply; pure excitement rendered her speechless.

  “I seem to feel all right,” he added uneasily. “If you really believe that there’s anything wrong with me, I’ll stop in to see my doctor.”

  “Your doctor!” she repeated, appalled.

  “Yes, certainly. Why not?”

  “Don’t do that! Please don’t do that! I — why I discovered this case. I beg you most earnestly to let me observe it. You don’t understand the importance of it! You don’t begin to dream of the rarity of this case! How much it means to me!”

  He flushed up. “Do you intend to intimate that I am afflicted with some sort of rare and s-s-trange d-d-disease?” he stammered.

  “I dare not pronounce upon it too confidently,” she said with enthusiasm; “I have not yet absolutely determined the nature of the disease. But, oh, I am beginning to hope—”

  “Then I am diseased!” he faltered. “I’ve got something anyhow; is that it? Only you are not yet perfectly sure what it is called! Is that the truth, Miss Hollis?”

  “How can I answer positively until I have had time to observe these symptoms? It requires time to be certain. I do not wish to alarm you, but it is my duty to say to you that you should immediately place yourself under medical observation.”

  “You think that?”

  “I do; I am convinced of it. Please understand me; I do not pronounce upon these visible symptoms; I do not express an unqualified opinion; but I could be in a position to do so if you consent to place yourself under my observations and care. For these suspicious symptoms are not only very plainly apparent to me, but were even noted by that old gentleman whom you may perhaps have observed conversing with me.”

  “Yes, I saw him. Who is he?”

  “Dr. Austin Atwood,” said the girl solemnly.

  “Oh! And you say he also observed something queer about me? What did he see? Are there spots on me? Am I turning any remarkable color? Am I—” And in the very midst of his genuine alarm he suddenly remembered the make-up box and what the Tracer of Lost Persons had done to his eyes. Was that it? Where was the Tracer, anyway? He had promised to appear. And then Carden recollected the gray wig and whiskers that the Tracer had waved at him from the cupboard, bidding him note them well. Could that beaming, benignant, tottering old gentleman have been the Tracer of Lost Persons himself? And the same instant Carden was sure of it, spite of the miraculous change in the man.

  Then logic came to his aid; and, deducing with care and patience, an earnest conviction grew within him that the dark circles under his eyes and the tottering old gentleman resembling Dr. Austin Atwood had a great deal to do with this dreadful disease which Dr. Hollis desired to study.

  He looked at the charming girl beside him, and she looked back at him very sweetly, very earnestly, awaiting his decision.

  For a moment he realized that she had really scared him, and in the reaction of relief an overwhelming desire to laugh seized him. He managed to suppress it, to compose himself. Then he remembered the Tracer’s admonition to acquiesce in everything, do what he was told to do, not to run away, and to pay his court at the first decent opportunity.

  He had no longer any desire to escape; he was quite willing to do anything she desired.

  “Do you really want to study me, Dr. Hollis?” he asked, feeling like a hypocrite.

  “Indeed I do,” she replied fervently.

  “You believe me worth studying?”

  “Oh, truly, truly, you are! You don’t suspect — you cannot conceive how important you have suddenly become to me.”

  “Then I think you had better take my case, Dr. Hollis,” he said seriously. “I begin now to realize that you believe me to be a sort of freak — an afflicted curiosity, and that, in the interest of medicine, I ought to go to
an asylum or submit myself to the ceaseless observation of a competent private physician.”

  “I — I think it best for you to place yourself in my care,” she said. “Will you?”

  “Yes,” he said, “I will. I’ll do anything in the world you ask.”

  “That is very — very generous, very noble of you!” she exclaimed, flushing with excitement and delight. “It means a great deal to me — it means, perhaps, a fame that I scarcely dared dream of even in my most enthusiastic years. I am too grateful to express my gratitude coherently; I am trying to say to you that I thank you; that I recognize in you those broad, liberal, generous qualities which, from your appearance and bearing, I — I thought perhaps you must possess.”

  She colored again very prettily; he bowed, and ventured to remind her that she had not yet given him the privilege of naming himself.

  “That is true!” she said, surprised. “I had quite forgotten it.” But when he named himself she raised her head, startled.

  “Victor Carden!” she repeated. “You are the artist, Victor Carden!”

  “Yes,” he said, watching her dilated eyes like two violet-tinted jewels.

  For a minute she sat looking at him; and imperceptibly a change came into her face, and its bewildering beauty softened as the vivid tints died out, leaving her cheeks almost pale.

  “It is — a pity,” she said under her breath. All the excitement, all the latent triumph, all the scarcely veiled eager enthusiasm had gone from her now.

  “A pity?” he repeated, smiling.

  “Yes. I wish it had been only an ordinary man. I — why should this happen to you? You have done so much for us all — made us forget ourselves in the beauty of what you offer us. Why should this happen to you!”

  “But you have not told me yet what has happened to me, Miss Hollis.”

  She looked up, almost frightened.

  “Are you our Victor Carden? I do not wish to believe it! You have done so much for the world — you have taught us to understand and desire all that is noble and upright and clean and beautiful! — to desire it, to aspire toward it, to venture to live the good, true, wholesome lives that your penciled creations must lead — must lead to wear such beautiful bodies and such divine eyes!”