Works of Robert W Chambers

by Robert W. Chambers

  There were several people he knew among the guests; he nodded quietly to young Van Guilder, to Brimwell and others, then crossed to speak to Catherine Hyland and Dorothy Minster. He was very agreeable, but a little distrait. He seemed to have something on his mind.

  Meanwhile his hostess was saying to her husband: “Who is that, Jim?” And her husband said: “You can search me. Didn’t you ask him?” And his wife responded: “He’s talking to nearly everybody. It’s curious, isn’t it?” Here she was interrupted by the flushed entrance of her unmarried sister, Cecil Gay.

  Meanwhile, Seabury was saying coolly: “I haven’t seen Jack yet.”

  “Jack?” repeated Dorothy Minster. “Which Jack?”

  “Jack Austin.”

  “Oh,” said Miss Minster, who did not know him; “is he to be here?”

  But Seabury only smiled vaguely. His mind, his eyes, his attention were fixed upon a vision of loveliness in the foreground — a charmingly flushed young girl who knew everybody and was evidently a tremendous favorite, judging from the gay greetings, the little volleys of laughter, and the animated stirring of groups among which she passed.

  Watching her, quite oblivious to his surroundings, the servant at his elbow was obliged to cough discreetly half a dozen times and repeat “Beg pardon, sir,” before he turned to notice the silver salver extended.

  “Oh — thank you,” he said, picking up an envelope directed, “Mr. Seabury,” and opening it. Then a trifle surprised but smiling, he turned to find the girl whose name was written on the card. She was speaking to the hostess and the amiable man who had first greeted him. And this is what he didn’t hear as he watched her, waiting grimly for a chance at her:

  “Cecil! Who is that very young man?”

  “Betty, how should I know — —”

  “Look here, Cis,” from the amiable gentleman; “this is some of your deviltry — —”

  “Oh, thank you, Jim!”

  “Yes, it is. Who is he and where did you rope him?”

  “Jim!”

  “Cecil! What nonsense is this?” demanded her hostess and elder sister. “How did he get here and who is he?”

  “I did not bring him, Betty. He simply came?”

  “How?”

  “In the depot-sleigh, of course — —”

  “With you?”

  “Certainly. He wanted to come. He would come! I couldn’t turn him out, could I — after he climbed in?”

  Host and hostess glared at their flushed and defiant relative, who tried to look saucy, but only looked scared. “He doesn’t know he’s made a mistake,” she faltered; “and there’s no need to tell him yet — is there?... I put my name down on his card; he’ll take me in.... Jim, don’t, for Heaven’s sake, say anything if he calls Betty Mrs. Austin. Oh, Jim, be decent, please! I was a fool to do it; I don’t know what possessed me! Wait until to-morrow before you say anything! Besides, he may be furious! Please wait until I’m out of the house. He’ll breakfast late, I hope; and I promise you I’ll be up early and off by the seven o’clock train — —”

  “In Heaven’s name, who is he?” broke in the amiable man so fiercely that Cecil jumped.

  “He’s only Lily Seabury’s brother,” she said, meekly, “and he thinks he’s at the Austins’ — and he might as well be, because he knows half the people here, and I’ve simply got to keep him out of their way so that nobody can tell him where he is. Oh, Betty — I’ve spoiled my own Christmas fun, and his, too! Is there any way to get him to the Austins’ now?’

  “The Jack Austins’ of Beverly!” exclaimed her sister, incredulously. “Of course not!”

  “And you let him think he was on his way there?” demanded her brother-in-law. “Well — you — are — the — limit!”

  “So is he,” murmured the abashed maid, slinking back to give place to a new and last arrival. Then she turned her guilty face in a sort of panic of premonition. She was a true prophetess; Seabury had seen his chance and was coming. And that’s what comes of mocking the Mystic Three and cutting capers before High Heaven.

  CHAPTER XI

  DESTINY

  He had taken her in and was apparently climbing rapidly through the seven Heavens of rapture — having arrived as far as the third unchecked and without mishap. It is not probable that she kept pace with him: she had other things to think of.

  Dinner was served at small tables; and it required all her will, all her limited experience, every atom of her intelligence, to keep him from talking about things that meant exposure for her. Never apparently had he been so flattered by any individual girl’s attention; she was gay, witty, audacious, charming, leading and carrying every theme to a scintillating conclusion.

  The other four people at their table he had not before met — she had seen to that — and it proved to be a very jolly group, and there was a steady, gay tumult of voices around it, swept by little gusts of laughter; and he knew perfectly well that he had never had such a good time as he was having — had never been so clever, so interesting, so quick with his wit, so amusing. He had never seen such a girl as had been allotted to him — never! Besides, something else had nerved him to do his best. And he was doing it.

  “It’s a curious thing,” he said, with that odd new smile of his, “what a resemblance there is between you and Mrs. Austin.”

  “What Mrs. Austin?” began the girl opposite; but got no further, for Cecil Gay was appealing to him to act as arbiter in a disputed Bridge question; and he did so with nice discrimination and a logical explanation which tided matters over that time. But it was a close call; and the color had not all returned to Cecil’s cheeks when he finished, with great credit to his own reputation as a Bridge expert.

  But the very deuce seemed to possess him to talk on subjects from which she strove to lead him.

  These are the other breaks he made, and as far as he got with each break — stopped neatly every time in time:

  “Curious I haven’t seen Jack Aus — —”

  “Mrs. Austin does resemble — —”

  “This is the first time I have ever been in Bev — —”

  And each time she managed to repair the break unnoticed. But it was telling on her; she couldn’t last another round — she knew that. Only the figurative bell could save her now. And she could almost hear it as her sister rose.

  Saved! But — but — what might some of these men say to him if he lingered here for coffee and cigarettes?

  “You won’t, will you?” she said desperately, as all rose.

  “Won’t — what?” he asked.

  “Stay — long.”

  He rapidly made his way from the third into the fourth Heaven. She watched him.

  “No, indeed,” he said under his breath.

  She lingered, fascinated by her own peril. Could she get him away at once?

  “I — I wonder, Mr. Seabury, what you would think if I — if I suggested that you smoke — smoke — on the stairs — now — with me?”

  He hastily scrambled out of the fourth Heaven into the fifth. She saw him do it.

  “I’d rather smoke there than anywhere in the world — —”

  “Quick, then! Saunter over to the door — stroll about a little first — no, don’t do even that! — I — I mean — you’d better hurry. Please!” She cast a rapid look about her; she could not linger another moment. Then, concentrating all the sweetness and audacity in her, and turning to him, she gave him one last look. It was sufficient to send him in one wild, flying leap from the fifth Heaven plump into the sixth. The sixth Heaven was on the stairs; and his legs carried him thither at a slow and indifferent saunter, though it required every scrap of his self-control to prevent his legs from breaking into a triumphant trot. Yet all the while that odd smile flickered, went out, and flickered in his eyes.

  She was there, very fluffy, very brilliant, and flustered and adorable, the light from the sconces playing over her bare arms and shoulders and spinning all sorts of aureoles around her bright hair. H
ah! She had him alone now. She was safe; she could breathe again. And he might harp on the Austins all he chose. Let him!

  “No, I can’t have cigarettes,” she explained, “because it isn’t good for my voice. I’m supposed to possess a voice, you know.”

  “It’s about the sweetest voice I ever heard,” he said so sincerely that the bright tint in her cheeks deepened.

  “That is nicer than a compliment,” she said, looking at him with a little laugh of pleasure. He nodded, watching the smoke rings drifting through the hall.

  “Do you know something?” he said.

  “Not very much. What?”

  “If I were a great matrimonial prize — —”

  “You are, aren’t you?”

  “If I was,” he continued, ignoring her, “like a king or a grand duke — —”

  “Exactly.”

  “I’d invite a grand competition for my hand and heart — —”

  “We’d all go, Mr. Seabury — —”

  “ —— And then I’d stroll about among them all — —”

  “Certainly — among the competing millions.”

  “Among the millions — blindfolded — —”

  “Blinfo — —”

  “Yes.”

  “Why?”

  “ —— Blindfolded!” he repeated with emphasis. “I would choose a voice! — before everything else in the world.”

  “Oh,” she said, rather faintly.

  “A voice,” he mused, looking hard at the end of his cigarette which had gone out: and the odd smile began to flicker in his eyes again.

  Mischief prompting, she began: “I wonder what chance I should have in your competition? First prize I couldn’t aspire to, but — there would be a sort of booby prize — wouldn’t there, Mr. Seabury?”

  “There would be only one prize — —”

  “Oh!”

  “And that would be the booby prize; the prize booby.” And he smiled his odd smile and laid his hand rather gracefully over his heart. “You have won him, Miss Gay.”

  She looked at him prepared to laugh, but, curiously enough, there was less of the booby about him as she saw him there than she had expected — a tall, clean-cut, attractive young fellow, with a well-shaped head and nice ears — a man, not a boy, after all — pleasant, amiably self-possessed, and of her own sort, as far as breeding showed.

  Gone was the indescribably indefinite suggestion of too good looks, of latent self-sufficiency. He no longer struck her as being pleased with himself, of being a shade — just a shade — too sure of himself. A change, certainly; and to his advantage. Kindness, sympathy, recognition make wonderful changes in some people.

  “I’ll tell you what I’d do if I were queen, and” — she glanced at him— “a matrimonial prize.... Shall I?”

  “Why be both?” he asked.

  “That rings hollow, Mr. Seabury, after your tribute to my voice!... Suppose I were queen. I’d hold a caucus, too. Please say you’d come.”

  “Oh, I am already there!”

  “That won’t help you; it isn’t first come, first served at my caucus!... So, suppose millions of suitors were all sitting around twisting their fingers in abashed hopeful silence.”

  “Exactly.”

  “What do you think I’d do, Mr. Seabury?”

  “Run. I should.”

  “No; I should make them a speech — a long one — oh, dreadfully long and wearisome. I should talk and talk and talk, and repeat myself, and pile platitude on platitude, and maunder on and on and on. And about luncheon-time I should have a delicious repast served me, and I’d continue my speech as I ate. And after that I’d ramble on and on until dinner-time. And I should dine magnificently up there on the dais, and, between courses, I’d continue my speech — —”

  “You’d choose the last man to go to sleep,” he said simply.

  “How did you guess it!” she exclaimed, vexed. “I — it’s too bad for you to know everything, Mr. Seabury.”

  “I thought you were convinced that I didn’t know anything?” he said, looking up at her. His voice was quiet — too quiet; his face grave, unsmiling, firm.

  “I? Mr. Seabury, I don’t understand you.”

  He folded his hands and rested his chin on the knuckles. “But I understand you, Miss Gay. Tell me” — the odd smile flickered and went out— “Tell me, in whose house am I?”

  Sheer shame paralyzed her; wave on wave of it crimsoned her to the hair. She sat there in deathly silence; he coolly lighted another cigarette, dropped one elbow on his knee, propping his chin in his open palm.

  “I’m curious to know — if you don’t mind,” he added pleasantly.

  “Oh — h!” she breathed, covering her eyes suddenly with both hands. She pressed the lids for a moment steadily, then her hands fell to her lap, and she faced him, cheeks aflame.

  “I — I have no excuse,” she stammered— “nothing to say for myself ... except I did not understand what a — a common — dreadful — insulting thing I was doing — —”

  He waited; then: “I am not angry, Miss Gay.”

  “N-not angry? You are! You must be! It was too mean — too contemptible — —”

  “Please don’t. Besides, I took possession of your sleigh. Bailey did the business for me. I didn’t know he had left the Austins, of course.”

  She looked up quickly; there was a dimness in her eyes, partly from earnestness; “I did not know you had made a mistake until you spoke of the Austins,” she said. “And then something whispered to me not to tell you — to let you go on — something possessed me to commit this folly — —”

  “Oh, no; I committed it. Besides, we were more than half-way here, were we not?”

  “Ye-yes.”

  “And there’s only one more train for Beverly, and I couldn’t possibly have made that, even if we had turned back!”

  “Y-yes. Mr. Seabury, are you trying to defend me?”

  “You need no defense. You were involved through no fault of your own in a rather ridiculous situation. And you simply, and like a philosopher, extracted what amusement there was in it.”

  “Mr. Seabury! You shall not be so — so generous. I have cut a wretchedly undignified figure — —”

  “You couldn’t!”

  “I could — I have — I’m doing it!”

  “You are doing something else, Miss Gay.”

  “W-what?”

  “Making it very, very hard for me to go.”

  “But you can’t go! You mustn’t! Do you think I’d let you go — now? Not if the Austins lived next door! I mean it, Mr. Seabury. I — I simply must make amends — all I can — —”

  “Amends? You have.”

  “I? How?”

  “By being here with me.”

  “Th-that is — is very sweet of you, Mr. Seabury, but I — but they — but you — Oh! I don’t know what I’m trying to say, except that I like you — they will like you — and everybody knows Lily Seabury. Please, please forgive — —”

  “I’m going to telephone to Beverly.... Will you wait — here?”

  “Ye-yes. Wh-what are you going to telephone? You can’t go, you know. Please don’t try — will you?”

  “No,” he said, looking down at her.

  Things were happening swiftly — everything was happening in an instant — life, youth, time, all were whirling and spinning around her in bewildering rapidity; and her pulses, too, leaping responsive, drummed cadence to her throbbing brain.

  She saw him mount the stairs and disappear — no doubt to his room, for there was a telephone there. Then, before she realized the lapse of time, he was back again, seating himself quietly beside her on the broad stair.

  “Shall I tell you what I am going to do?” he said after a silence through which the confused sense of rushing unreality had held her mute.

  “Wh-what are you going to do?”

  “Walk to Beverly.”

  “Mr. Seabury! You promised — —”

  “Did I
?”

  “You did! It is snowing terribly.... It is miles and miles and the snow is already too deep. Besides, do you think I — we would let you walk! But you shall not go — and there are horses enough, too! No, no, no! I — I wish you would let me try to make up something to you — if I — all that I can possibly make up.”

  “At the end of the hall above there’s a window,” he said slowly. “Prove to me that the snow is too deep.”

  “Prove it?” She sprang up, gathering her silken skirts and was on the landing above before he could rise.

  “‘Only one person in the world can ever matter to me — now.’”

  He found her, smiling, triumphant, beside the big casement at the end of the hallway.

  “Now are you convinced?” she said. “Just look at the snowdrifts. Are you satisfied?”

  “No,” he said, quietly — too quietly by far. She looked up at him, a quick protest framed on her red lips. Something — perhaps the odd glimmer in his eyes — committed her to silence. From silence the stillness grew into tension; and again the rushing sense of unreality surged over them both, leaving their senses swimming.

  “There is only one thing in the world I care for now,” he said.

  “Ye-yes.”

  “And that is to have you think well of me.”

  “I — I do.”

  “ — And each day — think better of me.”

  “I — will — probably — —”

  “And in the end — —”