She is Fierce

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by Ana Sampson


  These verses – addressed to both men and women – speak of heart-stopping moments when eyes meet, fencing foils clash and smartphones glow. The extravagant thrill of new love floods poems by Jenny Joseph, Astrid Hjertenaes Andersen and – in one of the best-loved and most famous poems ever written – Elizabeth Barrett Browning. Women have written especially beautifully about what can rise from the embers of passion: long-lasting love, tender and content, and there are fine examples here from Amy Lowell and Louise Bogan. But there are also poems here about love’s difficulties – the need for reconciliation and forgiveness, the frustration of familiarity and the sting of betrayal – as well as words that will comfort anyone who has loved and lost.

  Phosphorescence

  Record this you say and I’m left

  in the shallows, holding your phone.

  And I capture it all – the moon

  low and lush as a forbidden fruit,

  you, striking light after light

  as you cross the bay, the way

  your face, as you turn to wave,

  is star-varnished like that of a god.

  Before you upload, before the flurry

  of likes for this phenomenon,

  there’s a moment when your world

  is gleaming in my hands. Tonight

  I would gulp down this blooming ocean

  for a taste of your skin.

  Victoria Gatehouse

  Practice

  As a teenager, fencing was the closest thing

  I knew to desire, all the girls swapping one

  uniform for another before practice, their white

  dresses replaced by breeches. I thought we were

  princes in a fairy tale with a twist, since

  there were no princesses to be taken, wed.

  As knights, we were told to aim for an imaginary

  spot just above our opponent’s left breast. Often,

  I left a bruise: the blade’s tip ricocheting off chest-

  guards on to flesh. Just as often, I would feel yellow

  blooms of ache where the girl I thought was beautiful

  had pierced my heart. Hours later, I would transform.

  I would head back home with a deepening

  sense of dread, my bruises fading to quiet.

  Mary Jean Chan

  A Pride of Ladies

  They wore light dresses and their arms were bare,

  paddling backwater seasons, moonstruck, coy,

  who cooled their necks with pale green spicy scents

  and spread skirts stiff in petals as they sat

  dazzled, waiting becalmed; and one might lift

  hair bright as buglings on the wind.

  All princesses.

  And someone came, or would come soon enough

  whose common words were stranger than the spell;

  whose quick and faintly furry hand might not

  fit those curved palms; would have been glad to stay

  stretched flat, count polished pebbles, wait, and sun

  a young brown back, pretending to be earth.

  And not a prince. His breath was dark and sour.

  He was not tall. But he was chosen. Chose,

  and so must come, perhaps in the new moon.

  Awkward himself, and shy, would learn to be

  Mariner, Swineherd, King,

  and set one free.

  Anne Halley

  Siren Song

  This is the one song everyone

  would like to learn: the song

  that is irresistible:

  the song that forces men

  to leap overboard in squadrons

  even though they see the beached skulls

  the song nobody knows

  because anyone who has heard it

  is dead, and the others can’t remember.

  Shall I tell you the secret

  and if I do, will you get me

  out of this bird suit?

  I don’t enjoy it here

  squatting on this island

  looking picturesque and mythical

  with these two feathery maniacs,

  I don’t enjoy singing

  this trio, fatal and valuable.

  I will tell the secret

  to you, to you, only to you.

  Come closer. This song

  is a cry for help: Help me!

  Only you, only you can,

  you are unique

  at last. Alas

  it is a boring song

  but it works every time.

  Margaret Atwood

  Valentine

  Not a red rose or a satin heart.

  I give you an onion.

  It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.

  It promises light

  like the careful undressing of love.

  Here.

  It will blind you with tears

  like a lover.

  It will make your reflection

  a wobbling photo of grief.

  I am trying to be truthful.

  Not a cute card or a kissogram.

  I give you an onion.

  Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,

  possessive and faithful

  as we are,

  for as long as we are.

  Take it.

  Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding ring,

  if you like.

  Lethal.

  Its scent will cling to your fingers,

  cling to your knife.

  Carol Ann Duffy

  A Moment

  The clouds had made a crimson crown

  Above the mountains high.

  The stormy sun was going down

  In a stormy sky.

  Why did you let your eyes so rest on me,

  And hold your breath between?

  In all the ages this can never be

  As if it had not been.

  Mary Elizabeth Coleridge

  In an Artist’s Studio

  One face looks out from all his canvases,

  One selfsame figure sits or walks or leans:

  We found her hidden just behind those screens,

  That mirror gave back all her loveliness.

  A queen in opal or in ruby dress,

  A nameless girl in freshest summer-greens,

  A saint, an angel – every canvas means

  The same one meaning, neither more nor less.

  He feeds upon her face by day and night,

  And she with true kind eyes looks back on him,

  Fair as the moon and joyful as the light:

  Not wan with waiting, not with sorrow dim;

  Not as she is, but was when hope shone bright;

  Not as she is, but as she fills his dream.

  Christina Rossetti

  The Lust of the Eyes

  I care not for my Lady’s soul,

  Though I worship before her smile:

  I care not where be my Lady’s goal

  When her beauty shall lose its wile.

  Low sit I down at my Lady’s feet,

  Gazing through her wild eyes,

  Smiling to think how my love will fleet

  When their starlike beauty dies.

  I care not if my Lady pray

  To our Father which is in Heaven;

  But for joy my heart’s quick pulses play,

  For to me her love is given.

  Then who shall close my Lady’s eyes,

  And who shall fold her hands?

  Will any hearken if she cries

  Up to the unknown lands?

  Elizabeth Siddal

  The Guitarist Tunes Up

  With what attentive courtesy he bent

  Over his instrument;

  Not as a lordly conqueror who could

  Command both wire and wood,

  But as a man with a loved woman might,

  Inquiring with delight

  What slight essential things she had to say

  Before they started, he and she, to play.
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  Frances Cornford

  Before the sun goes down

  Before the sun goes down

  I’ll lay my wildflower hand

  in your hand’s white wicker basket

  and bold – tender – shy I’ll encircle you

  as day and night would encircle

  the trees of the day and night

  and my kisses will live like birds on your shoulder

  Astrid Hjertenaes Andersen

  Translated by Nadia Christensen

  Sonnet 43

  How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

  I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

  My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

  For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

  I love thee to the level of everyday’s

  Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

  I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

  I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

  I love thee with the passion put to use

  In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.

  I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

  With my lost saints – I love thee with the breath,

  Smiles, tears, of all my life! – and, if God choose,

  I shall but love thee better after death.

  Elizabeth Barrett Browning

  A Birthday

  My heart is like a singing bird

  Whose nest is in a watered shoot;

  My heart is like an apple-tree

  Whose boughs are bent with thickest fruit;

  My heart is like a rainbow shell

  That paddles in a halcyon sea;

  My heart is gladder than all these

  Because my love is come to me.

  Raise me a dais of silk and down;

  Hang it with vair and purple dyes;

  Carve it in doves, and pomegranates,

  And peacocks with a hundred eyes;

  Work it in gold and silver grapes,

  In leaves, and silver fleurs-de-lys;

  Because the birthday of my life

  Is come, my love is come to me.

  Christina Rossetti

  The Sun Has Burst the Sky

  The sun has burst the sky

  Because I love you

  And the river its banks.

  The sea laps the great rocks

  Because I love you

  And takes no heed of the moon dragging it away

  And saying coldly ‘Constancy is not for you’.

  The blackbird fills the air

  Because I love you

  With spring and lawns and shadows falling on lawns.

  The people walk in the street and laugh

  I love you

  And far down the river ships sound their hooters

  Crazy with joy because I love you.

  Jenny Joseph

  The house was just twinkling in the moon light

  The house was just twinkling in the moon light,

  And inside it twinkling with delight,

  Is my baby bright.

  Twinkling with delight in the house twinkling

  with the moonlight,

  Bless my baby bless my baby bright,

  Bless my baby twinkling with delight,

  In the house twinkling in the moon light,

  Her hubby dear loves to cheer when he thinks

  and he always thinks when he knows and he always

  knows that his blessed baby wifey is all here and he

  is all hers, and sticks to her like burrs, blessed baby

  Gertrude Stein

  Reconciliation

  Into my lap, a great star will fall . . .

  we would keep watch at night,

  praying in languages

  carved like harps,

  We would make our peace with the night –

  so much of God flows through it.

  Our hearts are like children,

  wanting sleepsweet rest.

  And our lips want to kiss,

  so what makes you hold back?

  Does my heart not border on yours,

  your blood not redden my cheek?

  We would make our peace with the night,

  and if we embrace, we will not die.

  Into my lap, a great star will fall.

  Else Lasker-Schüler

  Translated by James Sheard

  Camomile Tea

  Outside the sky is light with stars;

  There’s a hollow roaring from the sea.

  And, alas! for the little almond flowers,

  The wind is shaking the almond tree.

  How little I thought, a year ago,

  In the horrible cottage upon the Lee,

  That he and I should be sitting so

  And sipping a cup of camomile tea.

  Light as feathers the witches fly,

  The horn of the moon is plain to see;

  By a firefly under a jonquil flower

  A goblin toasts a bumble-bee.

  We might be fifty, we might be five,

  So snug, so compact, so wise are we!

  Under the kitchen-table leg

  My knee is pressing against his knee.

  Katherine Mansfield

  To my Dear and Loving Husband

  If ever two were one, then surely we.

  If ever man were loved by wife, then thee;

  If ever wife was happy in a man,

  Compare with me ye women if you can.

  I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold,

  Or all the riches that the East doth hold.

  My love is such that rivers cannot quench,

  Nor ought but love from thee give recompense.

  Thy love is such I can no way repay;

  The heavens reward thee manifold, I pray.

  Then while we live, in love let’s so persever,

  That when we live no more we may live ever.

  Anne Bradstreet

  A Decade

  When you came, you were like red wine and honey,

  And the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness.

  Now you are like morning bread,

  Smooth and pleasant.

  I hardly taste you at all for I know your savour,

  But I am completely nourished.

  Amy Lowell

  Wedding

  From time to time our love is like a sail

  and when the sail begins to alternate

  from tack to tack, it’s like a swallowtail

  and when the swallow flies it’s like a coat;

  and if the coat is yours, it has a tear

  like a wide mouth and when the mouth begins

  to draw the wind, it’s like a trumpeter

  and when the trumpet blows, it blows like millions . . .

  and this, my love, when millions come and go

  beyond the need of us, is like a trick;

  and when the trick begins, it’s like a toe

  tiptoeing on a rope, which is like luck;

  and when the luck begins, it’s like a wedding,

  which is like love, which is like everything.

  Alice Oswald

  Anniversary

  Suppose I took out a slender ketch from

  under the spokes of Palace pier tonight to

  catch a sea going fish for you

  or dressed in antique goggles and wings and

  flew down through sycamore leaves into the park

  or luminescent through some planetary strike

  put one delicate flamingo leg over the sill of your lab

  Could I surprise you? or would you insist on

  keeping a pattern to link every transfiguration?

  Listen, I shall have to whisper it

  into your heart directly: we are all

  supernatural / every day

  we rise new creatures / cannot be predicted

  Elaine Feinstein

  Song for the Last Act

  Now that I ha
ve your face by heart, I look

  Less at its features than its darkening frame

  Where quince and melon, yellow as young flame,

  Lie with quilled dahlias and the shepherd’s crook.

  Beyond, a garden. There, in insolent ease

  The lead and marble figures watch the show

  Of yet another summer loath to go

  Although the scythes hang in the apple trees.

  Now that I have your face by heart, I look.

  Now that I have your voice by heart, I read

  In the black chords upon a dulling page

  Music that is not meant for music’s cage,

  Whose emblems mix with words that shake and bleed.

  The staves are shuttled over with a stark

  Unprinted silence. In a double dream

  I must spell out the storm, the running stream.

  The beat’s too swift. The notes shift in the dark.

  Now that I have your voice by heart, I read.

  Now that I have your heart by heart, I see

  The wharves with their great ships and architraves;

  The rigging and the cargo and the slaves

  On a strange beach under a broken sky.

  O not departure, but a voyage done!

  The bales stand on the stone; the anchor weeps

  Its red rust downward, and the long vine creeps

  Beside the salt herb, in the lengthening sun.

  Now that I have your heart by heart, I see.

  Louise Bogan

 

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