Lethe

by A. Sparrow

  Chapter 28: Victoria Enraged

  The tendril worms into Mother Ebbani’s cell like a larva through an apple. Its end curves into a hook and beckons. Dim with dread, Ebbani follows it out into the stromal ducts. It retracts into the favored reaches of Elysium, the chambers of the Cephalon where the clan matriarchs dwell and battle.

  Ebbani passes through toothed tripartite valves and muscular squeeze ways designed to crush unwanted intruders. Membranes, impermeable to all but the summoned, melted out of her way.

  She enters the low-ceilinged loft between the dome of the Cephalon and the inner cortex, its curving floor vast enough to pass for the surface of a modest moon.

  Fellow visitors pass in the distance, too far to see faces, too far to hail. Their footsteps slap wetly against the springy floor.

  The tendril recedes into a leathery brown bulge in the membrane of the cortex. Ebbani hesitates. She knows the routine, having been called to Primentor’s chamber more times than she cares to recall. With reluctance, she kneels and drops face-first into the bulge like a baby to a bosom, wincing in anticipation of what is to come.

  The bulge rises, enveloping her. Ebbani gasps for breath as if she’s suffocating even though centuries have elapsed since she last drew breath. The brown turns milky white and clears. The flesh sets hard as chitin, clutching her like the pincers of a scorpion.

  The Primentor is ensconced inside her chamber, dwarfed by its pulsing organelles and appendages. She looks like a mouse reposed on a mastiff’s bed. This blasphemy flashes to Ebbani before she can strike it from her mind.

  Luckily, today the Primentor is immune to insult. Larger concerns command her attention, as becomes obvious as her tendrils tap into Ebbani’s synapses and her anxieties come flooding across the connections.

  She worries of rival clans seeking to subsume her regime. Gwendolyn and Gwynneth, twin matriarchs of the Upjohn clan, are on the verge of merging several lesser stemmata to challenge Victoria.

  Yet, this strategic threat shares equal billing with her obsession over a single Un-Ascended soul. She is like a lion ignoring a hunter to worry a flea. Perish the thought! But the Primentor again ignores Ebbani’s disrespect.

  “Where is my Tompkins?” Her focused sentiment gushes across the tendrils, drowning all other concerns.

  “Not quite Ascended yet, my dear Primentor.”

  “I didn’t bring you here to tell me what I already know. Incompetents! I dropped the child on your doorstep. All I ask is for you to nudge him over the threshold. Where is he?”

  Such power she holds in Elysium and beyond, yet her tendrils shrivel on Lethe. Ebbani understands her frustration.

  “I don’t need your sympathy. I want to know, where is my Tompkins?”

  “There have been complications.”

  “Complications, you call them? Your part is laughingly simple. Bring a child up a hill. I have handled the difficult part. What possible complications can there be?”

  Tendrils slither and probe her aggressively.

  “Hah. It’s the Guide, is it? Make her Fall. Send another.”

  “Bianca deserves another chance. She is a rare, deep soul … very good with problem cases. I counsel patience.”

  “Patience?”

  “Yes, my dear Primentor, you will see results soon. I am certain.”

  The organs of the chamber ripple with what passes for a belly laugh.

  “Of course I will. Because if you can’t help me, I will help myself.”

  A sensation akin to tangled snakes swarms Ebbani’s synapses. She cringes. “You’re soft, aren’t you?” More probes scrabble like a nest of vipers. “I see. You’re one of Alexandria’s line, come to us in the merging. How did one like you ever become a Mentor?

  A lobe protrudes into the chamber, extending into a thick tendril that curls like a question mark to query its master. The Primentor ignores it, engrossed in the wordless belittling of Ebbani’s roots. An ooze of condescension trickles over Ebbani. Ebbani stifles her pride and fights the urge to resist.

  The lobe intrudes closer with every spasm of its master’s emotion, like a lap dog responding to its master’s distress.

  “Dear Primentor, we can’t afford to let Bianca Fall. She is too valuable.”

  “Keep her, then. What do I care? But she must be removed from the body of Guides. Find another … or maybe you yourself would like an opportunity to re-sharpen your skills on the beaches?”

  “That … that won’t be necessary. I promise you the Tompkins boy will Ascend and soon.”

  The tip of the querying lobe bulges like a raindrop dangling from a leaf, desperate to spill and soothe its master. The Primentor swats it away.

  “Let me fume, you silly beast!”

  The lobe shrivels back, but remains poised along the chamber wall. Paxson directs a bulge-eyed glare and an unvoiced shriek at it. The lobe drops limp and retreats into the wall.

  Paxson turns to Ebbani. The probing of her tendrils eases.

  “Get him here … however you must. I’m going to give you something to lubricate the process.”

  Ebbani’s soul clenches.

  “There’s no need, we have it under—”

  A shoot, stout and barbed like etiolated asparagus, sprouts from the base of the Primentor’s cushions.

  “No!”

  Ebbani wriggles and recoils, but the chamber wall holds her firm like an ant in amber. The shoot extends. Its pointed tip spirals towards her, finds her solar plexus and penetrates, impaling her core like a sword thrust up beneath ribs.

  A bulge, like a rat in a python, traverses the length of the shaft. The barbs at the tip swell and bloom open like a primitive flower and the ovum representing the Primentor’s pushes through, pulsing, squirming; filling and swelling Ebbani’s middle with fiery pressure.

  Ebbani gasps, partly in astonishment. It had been so long since she knew pain, she had forgotten how it felt, but she knows no earthly pain ever felt like this.

  “There. You have it. To lose it … you must use it or pass it on. How’s that for incentive?”

  Ebbani cannot respond. She can barely think. The pain fills her in toto, leaving no room in her soul for self.

  The Primentor gives her a parting glare and the membrane turns cloudy as a cataract, and spits her out of the chamber onto the floor of the Cephalon.

  “Bring me my boy.”

  Ebbani writhes beside the entry lobe to Paxson’s chamber, once again as soft as a grandmother’s tit. A passing soul pauses to gawk from across the domed floor, but makes no move to assist.

  Ebbani crawls away and struggles to her feet, stumbling. She reaches the valves and slumps onto them, seeping through the floor and squeeze ways and into the galleries, glad to leave the bitter hags of the Cephalon to gum each other. To think that she once strove to be among them.

  She is desperate to return to her cell and its soothing ministrations. It soothes lesser insults and injuries. She prays it can ease the effects of the parasite lurking inside her. If only she could rip herself open and be freed of it.

  But Ebbani knows only one way to be rid of Paxson’s proxy—the only way—and the effort to accomplish that consumes her existence.

  She careens through the ducts. Sapient walls out-pocket to lift and nudge her along when she tumbles, recognizing the unbearable burden she bears.

  She reaches her chamber, dazed and quivering. Dim blotches sweep cloud-like across her bulging form. She collapses into the cell’s embrace and as soon as the buzz of the neural net engages, issues forth an urgent summons to the corpus and beyond.

  “Bianca. Come.”