Under The Covers

by Weston Parker

  Stop it. Jeez. It's too early for that shit.

  "It's Doctor Crawford now. Divorce is final, and my name change is done." I shrugged and offered a subtle smile. Divorce was always such an odd topic. You never knew how someone might take it, and honestly, I could care less. It was my life, my decision, my divorce.

  "Oh, I'm sorry. Well, as always, it's nice to see you."

  "Nice to see you too, Angie." I lifted up on my toes and glanced over to my normal spot. "Gwen isn't here yet, hm?"

  "Not yet, but I'll be sure to show her over to you the minute she gets here." She extended a menu to me. "Want me to show you to your table or did you want to wait up here for her?"

  "I can show myself." I smiled warmly and took the menu. "Thanks so much."

  "Of course."

  I walked to the back of the restaurant and sat down near the window. I laid the menu on Gwen's side of the table and leaned back, letting out a soft sigh.

  The sound of laughter, or rather giggles, caught my attention just outside. A young mom and her two little girls were dancing around as they walked through the parking lot to the car. I took them in, their emotions and excitement to simply be together.

  Every desire I'd had swimming inside of me welled up. Was my time over? Was I really going to traverse life without knowing what it felt like to hold a child of my own? And all because of Nolan's manipulation.

  "You're at fault too. You wanted him to love you. Idiot," I mumbled and turned back to find my younger sister standing beside the table, watching me.

  "I hate it when you do that." She moved over and hugged me as I stood.

  "What? Talk to myself?"

  "Talk ugly to yourself." She kissed my cheek and brushed my hair off my shoulder. "You're the most beautiful, brilliant woman I know."

  "Mom was prettier," I smirked and sat down. Just seeing her brought a warmth to my soul that I missed when she was busy traveling the world. "You look so good."

  "I look like you."

  I snorted. "I wish." My sister was a younger version of me, but lithe. Being a ballerina all of her life did that for her. "Anyway. Tell me about Paris. Did you find some handsome billionaire to fall in love with?"

  She crinkled her nose, but her blue eyes filled with mischief. "You know I hate snooty rich people. I would much rather fall in love with a hardworking man that barely makes it by."

  I laughed at her naivety. It was beautiful and innocent. "That hard working man would rock your world."

  She rolled her eyes. "Speaking of rocking our worlds... how are you? You said your name change went through finally, right?"

  "Yes." I nodded. "I'm a Crawford again."

  "Good. I hated the name Reigns. So stupid sounding." She reached for the wine menu. "Want to share a glass or a bottle this morning?"

  "Both?" I smiled and leaned back, letting my eyes run over her flawless face. She was the spitting image of my mother, which left me filled with a sadness that was somewhat peaceful. "Get a bottle. You can take the rest back to your place with you if you want."

  "If there is any left." She set the menu down and locked gazes with me. "Paris was nice. I would have been much happier if you had come with me."

  "You know I can't do that. I have a million things going on at the hospital, and they've yet to bring in another strong neurosurgeon. I can't leave my people in a lurch like that. At least not in the name of fun."

  "Fun is the spice of life." She lifted her eyebrow and gave me a look our father might be proud of.

  "I thought sex was," I smirked and picked up my menu as the server walked up. We ordered the usual and got back to teasing each other.

  "Speaking of sex..." She leaned in and smiled.

  "You didn't. Did you?" I leaned in too, both of us looking like two small children sharing a secret, no doubt.

  "Me? No. I'm not sleeping with anyone until marriage. Period." She shrugged and gave me a contented look. "He's going to have to put a ring on it before he gets to enjoy it."

  I was proud of her, and it seemed lofty to keep her virginity intact until she found the right man, but maybe not. Nolan was the only one I'd ever slept with.

  "So what were you going to say about sex, then?" I pursed my lips as the waiter walked up and poured us each a glass of wine, the pink liquid enticing more than I wanted it to be.

  Gwen waited until the server left to speak again. "Are you still sleeping with Nolan or have you finally cut the cord?"

  "The cord is officially severed. We had a fight yesterday, and we're done." I picked up my glass and drained it, not meaning to.

  "So much for taking the bottle home." She picked up the bottle and poured me another glass. "You know what would be good for you?"

  "Do tell, please." I took a sip of the wine and put the glass down. I had to drive home, and I was a bit of a light weight as it was.

  "Sleeping with some hot, bastard of a guy. Just let him rock you for the night. It'll help you wake up."

  "This coming from my virgin little sister." I laughed and tilted my head to watch her. "And why would you think I would let a younger man in my bed? I'd much prefer an older man who wanted to take his time. If I'm getting naked, it better be worth it."

  She lifted her glass, and the look on her face concerned me. She shrugged and took a sip, but didn't respond.

  "What's that look for?" I reached for a piece of bread in the basket that sat on the table between us. "I know that look."

  "Look? Is there a look?" She smiled, and the room seemed brighter.

  "You know the look. Like you know something I don't."

  "I was just thinking that the last time we talked about this." She pulled her napkin into her lap and brushed her hands over it, smoothing it down. "You said you've never climaxed with Nolan."

  "So?" I slathered butter over my roll and took a greedy bite. "Not all women can climax."

  "Lies." She rolled her eyes. "I don't believe that for a minute."

  "Why? Because Cosmo says we should all be having mind-blowing orgasms?" I laughed internally at the conversation we were having. I had one friend, and she was sitting across the table from me. Thank God she was my sister. It made it easier to skip the bullshit and get right to the heart of the matter.

  "It's true. You just need to find a young stallion that can make your body explode." She shrugged and leaned back, looking so nonchalant that it was humorous. We might as well have been talking about the color of paint on the walls.

  "I'm a doctor, and it's not true."

  "You're a brain surgeon." She smiled up at the server as he delivered our soup. "I have a question for you."

  I almost swallowed my tongue. "Gwen. Don't."

  "Sure." The guy's eyes lit up a little as Gwen turned her pretty face up toward him. Everything about her was petite, feminine, dainty. She could have any man she wanted, and yet she was alone, just like I was.

  "My sister and I are having a bit of a fight over something. Can you be the tie breaker?" She glanced over at me. "And I won't tell you which one of us thought one way or the other."

  "Don't," I warned her, my voice dropping.

  "Alright. Go for it." He glanced over at me and his smile widened. "I have sisters. It's no big deal."

  "Right." I picked up my wine and downed it as I watched my sister flirt her way through the orgasm question with our server. He pulled off his side of the interaction well, and I wanted to clap for him, but my thoughts moved from the present to the future.

  My older brother Aiden had his protégé coming my way on Monday morning. I was pissy about it up to that moment. Maybe I was over-thinking things, but if he was at all the kind of guy everyone said he was, maybe the young stallion I needed in my bed was already headed my way.

  "Ansley. You still here?" Gwen smiled as she waved her hand in front of my face. "See? I told you."

  "Shit. What did he say?" I glanced to my right where our server had disappeared to.

  "He said that all women are capable of coming. You just nee
d to find a guy who knows what he's doing. A young stallion." She laughed and wagged her eyebrows. "And Aiden told me about this Doctor Feelgood guy."

  I almost spit my wine out. "Aiden told you that they call this idiot Doctor Feelgood?"

  "Oh yeah." She laughed again. "His favorite pick up line is supposedly, 'Hey girl. Tell me what ails you. I'll make you feel real good.’"

  The laugh that bubbled up out of me felt good - pure. Parks might be a total whore bag, but he was a brilliant doctor and surgeon. Where I wasn't looking forward with putting up with his shit for the next month or so, I knew without a doubt I needed something to shake up my world.

  Maybe he was just what the doctor ordered.

  5

  Parks

  Sunday was a recoup day, and I needed it like a mother fucker after spending Saturday night at my dad's place. I took a long shower after waking up an hour before my alarm. Nerves danced in the center of my stomach as the hot water hit my chest. It had been so long since I'd been nervous over something that I welcomed the feeling. It almost seemed like I was alive inside.

  The same old Motley Crew song that always played in my head roared to life, and I gave myself over to it, singing at the top of my lungs as I worked a thick layer of soap over my skin.

  "He's the one they call Doctor Feelgood. He's the one that makes ya feel alright. He's the one they call Doctor Feelgood." I played the air guitar, fully confident that I looked like a porno rock star. The girls back at St. Mark's called me Doctor Feelgood, and for a good reason. I didn't leave a woman unsated. She'd come like a fountain if I were with her, first time, millionth time, it didn't matter. It was a gift of mine, and one I used to my advantage - a lot.

  I let the song play out as I shifted from my depression and worry over my dad back into the comfortable place of being a playboy doctor. It kept me busy and forced my thoughts on my next score or save instead of haunting the places in my head that hurt the most.

  A smile spread across my face as I pressed my back to the cold tile and slid my hands down my stomach, tugging at my cock as it hung thick and limp. "There should be some fine girls here in Boston, buddy."

  My smile widened. I was such an idiot for talking to my dick, but he was my only friend sometimes, sad as it seemed. I massaged my balls with one hand and gripped myself tightly with the other, pressing my hips forward and forcing myself through the tight hole my fingers created. Pleasure danced around the center of my stomach, sending chill bumps down my thighs and leaving me a little breathless.

  What would she look like? The one that could take down my defenses?

  Did I care about her looks? Not really. I wanted her personality, her heart, her strength, her confidence. I wanted her to pull apart my bullshit and bring me to my knees. I needed to respect her, to honor her... to love her.

  My orgasm burst through me, and I cried out as I let myself go at the thought of releasing my demons and trying for the first time in my life. It was a pipe dream, and one I'd never in a million years give into, but it was still there nevertheless, lurking around the edge of my cocky frat boy persona. That guy was comfortable, and I knew him well.

  Hell, maybe my cock wasn't my only friend.

  I laughed and washed off, quite entertained by myself, as I was most days of the week.

  After grabbing a bite to eat at the bagel shop down the street from Boston General, I pulled up to the mammoth hospital and parked in the only open spot near the front. The sign stuck in the ground in front of me read, 'Head of Neurology'.

  "Not my position. Yet." I chuckled and got off the bike. A few random people looked my way, but I simply offered a cocky smile and put my helmet up. Surely the pricks at Boston Gen didn't use their parking spots. We never did back at St. Marks. If so, I'd move my bike. Maybe.

  "Morning." A cute blond nurse with tits far too perky for their size waved at me and walked into the hospital just in front of me. I let my eyes run down the back of her scrubs, hoping to see that she'd shot a little bit of plastic in her ass too, but nope. Flat as a pancake.

  "Morning," I mumbled and turned left, making a beeline for the cafeteria. I needed coffee. Thick and black. Just the way the staff back in New York made it. The scent of it filled the air as I walked in and grabbed a cup.

  "You must be Jacob Parker." A large dude as tall as me, but twice as thick extended his hand. By the black suit he wore, I had to assume he was hospital admin.

  "Parks. Just call me Parks." I shook his hand.

  "Nolan Reigns. Chief of Staff. I've been looking forward to meeting Aiden's protégé for quite some time." He gave me a curt nod. "Let's grab a coffee and head to my office. My secretary, Denise has your paperwork ready to go. We just need a few things signed, and we'll take you over to meet your staff, and Ansley."

  "Aiden's sister?" I worked to fit a top on my coffee and followed the big guy to the cash register. He waved at the attendant, and we walked through without paying. There was something to be said about being in charge. Where it called to me big fucking time, wearing a suit and not saving lives was too much of a downer. I'd always be a surgeon, willing to do anything or go anywhere to save a life. It was my calling, and I'd settled down deep into it. I loved what I did. Now if I could reconcile who I was to that...

  "Yes. She's a brilliant woman, but she's a little rough around the edges." He glanced over at me as I moved up beside him.

  "I'm pretty good with females. We'll be fine." I snorted, playing the cocky card. Most guys got it.

  He stopped and turned to face me. "She's my ex-wife. There will be no being good with her. She's the best neurosurgeon in the country and puts Aiden to shame. Keep that in mind, Jacob."

  "Parks." I lifted an eyebrow. Dick move on my part. Shit.

  "Right." He turned and walked toward a long hall of offices. "You'll need to read the ethics manual and sign off on the rules we have set here. Where we try hard not to busy ourselves in the personal meanderings of our doctors and staff, we still have rules."

  "My reputation precedes me?" I took a tentative sip of my coffee, not caring too much for the Christopher Reeves beefcake next to me. If he was Ansley's ex-husband, then there was a reason for that. He'd fucked up somehow. I almost itched to know how.

  Almost.

  "It does." He held open the door to a large, expansive office. "We have a new wave of residents starting soon. You will be helping Ansley with them as well." He motioned to the chair in front of his desk. "Have a seat?"

  "I'd rather stand." I took another drink of my coffee and walked around the room, checking out the various awards and honors he'd received. Seems the good doctor was a force to be reckoned with himself. I couldn't help but wonder what his story was.

  "Suit yourself." He dropped down behind his desk and started to speak, but was cut off by someone walking into his office - pissed.

  "Unbelievable. Some dickwad parked in my spot, and it's a goddamn motorcycle. What respectable adult drives a fucking motorcycle?" The most beautiful woman I'd seen to date walked in; her face pulled into a mask of anger, her fists balled tightly.

  Long black hair raced down her back, the thick strands looking like woven silk. My eyes raced down her narrow back to the steep curve her luscious ass provided in her scrubs. They stretched around her rear, tight and beautifully made just for her. I almost swallowed my tongue as I tried to hide the smirk lifting up my lips.

  I wanted to see her face, her eyes, to hear her speak again.

  Nolan glanced up as if not interested in what she had to say. "We'll figure out who it is and have them move it, Ansley. It's nothing to get in a tizzy over."

  "Tizzy?" Her voice deepened, and the room grew cold. She hadn't seen me standing in the corner just yet, and I was grateful for the moment to pull myself together.

  Of course, Aiden's fucking sister had a body like a sex goddess and a mouth like a sailor. Something about strong women cursing left my cock hardening. The ass on this woman was enough to have me back in the shower that afternoo
n, pretending that she might actually let me touch it.

  Shit. I was in all sorts of trouble.

  No. I was good. I could do this. She probably didn't have a pretty face or big tits. Or real tits. She'd jack up my fantasies somehow. They all did.

  Nolan stood and cleared his throat. "Doctor Crawford, I'd like you to meet Doctor Jacob Parker." He motioned over toward me, and she turned, her hair flying around her.

  "It's Parks." I gave Nolan a look and extended my hand before putting my full attention on her. My heart almost stopped in my chest.

  Green eyes the color of mystical ocean water probed me and left me wanting to make shit up as to why I was worth her approval. Her eyebrow lifted sharply, but there wasn't a hint of a smile or smirk on her perfectly full pink lips. That bottom one wanted some attention, maybe a little sucking and a nibble here and there.

  I took a shallow breath and tried to play it cool as lust rushed through my body, tugging at my deepest desires. Her high cheekbones left her looking almost regal and in control, but her button nose softened her appearance.

  "Doctor Feelgood, right?" The smirk arrived on the scene as she slipped her hand into mine and squeezed - hard. "The only reason you're here is because my brother seems to think there's something to redeem within you. Make sure you remember that, Jacob."

  "Parks." I squeezed her hand back and locked my jaw. "I'm not answering to anything but Parks. Get it right now." I glanced over at Nolan. "You too. Put it on my file, my badge, on my locker. Parks. Period."

  "Got it." Nolan nodded. "Alright. Ansley, grab this packet for Parks and show him around the hospital. You're not scheduled for another surgery until later today."

  She released my hand and turned back to Nolan, leaving me with nothing. I hadn't a fucking clue what she thought of me, other than the fact that she believed me to be a pain in the ass Playboy, which I sort of was.