We rinse off and step out, drying quickly with towels and moving to Georgie’s bed. Georgie orders a couple of pizzas and walks to the kitchen to get water, leaving me with Luc.
“I don’t know about you,” I start, “but I can’t remember the last time I’ve come this many times in one day.”
He laughs. “I don’t know if I ever have, but between you and Georgie, I’m constantly losing it.”
“Did you think you’d ever have sex with a man?”
“No.” His brow furrows. “Definitely no. It’s never even crossed my mind. It’s never been offered.”
I nod. “Yeah, it’s not like a lot of guys walk around wondering what sucking dick feels like.”
“No. It’s not bad though.”
I laugh softly. That’s a good sign. “Not bad.”
“When was your first time?”
“College. My roommate. We were sitting next to each other on the couch watching a movie. We had been drinking all day, and we were both feeling pretty good. He pulled his dick out and was just sitting there stroking it, so I pulled mine out. After a minute, he just looked at me and put his hand on me. I froze but let him jerk me off. A few nights later, I woke up to find him sucking me off. It felt good so I let it happen. We didn’t talk about it. It happened several times, and I just sort of accepted it without saying anything.”
“Did you do it to him?”
“No. It was months later. I was in Vegas and this woman came up to me in the bar. Asked me if I’d be interested in having some fun with her and her husband. She was hot and I was drunk so I said yes. We went to their hotel room and he wanted to watch me fuck her and wanted me to come in his mouth. So I did, but something shifted. His dick was huge and I was oddly curious and turned on. So I asked him if I could suck him off. He coached me through it and I realized I liked it. A lot.” Luc nods. “Over time I built up to full on fucking. I’m a giver and a receiver.”
“You want to fuck me?”
I swallow hard. “Yeah.”
“I don’t know if I can do that.”
“I get it.”
Luc takes a brief pause. “You said earlier you wanted me since you met me. Did you mean it?”
I nod, glancing down at my hands. “I’ve always been attracted to you. You’re like, the perfect fucking man. I suppressed it because we became friends, and I admire you so much. I didn’t want you to think I was weird or feel nervous to hang out with me. Georgie ripped the lid off of my desire for you.” I look up at him. “That’s the truth.”
“You very clearly enjoy women.”
“Definitely.”
“I don’t know what it is. I’ve never even once looked at another man and wanted him sexually. Not once. Something about you and Georgie pull a different side of me to the surface. One I didn’t know existed.”
“How does it make you feel?”
He shrugs. “I don’t know yet.”
“Fair. I had to do a lot of soul searching at first. I worried I was gay, so I went on a female fucking spree making sure I still wanted pussy.”
“Understandable.”
“A few years ago, I just gave up looking for a label or a box to put me in. I decided that what I am is a man who is free and enjoys feeling good in a variety of ways. Sometimes it’s a woman, sometimes it’s a man. Sometimes it’s both. I’m okay with it.”
“You should be. It’s who you are.”
“Maybe it’s who you are too. It doesn’t mean anything. It’s just sex.” Luc nods, but looks unconvinced. “Didn’t it feel good when I sucked you?” He exhales slowly. “Or when you slid your cock in my ass? It felt good, right?”
He looks up with an intensity I’ve never seen in his eyes. “Yeah, Ben. It felt good.”
“That’s all it means.”
He starts to speak, but Georgie comes in wearing my t-shirt and carrying pizza and drinks. Luc jumps out of bed to help her and carries it over. The three of us sit in bed eating silently until Georgie breaks the silence.
“You guys good?”
I look at Luc. “Are we?”
He nods, as a slow smile spreads across his face. “I’m good. I’m processing all of this, but I’m good. We’re good.”
Georgie pulls his chin to her and kisses him softly, making me wish I could do that to him. Luc grabs my hand and squeezes it. I believe him. We’re good. At least for now.
Chapter 13 Luc
Chewing my pizza, my eyes shift between Ben and Georgie as vivid replays of what occurred tonight play like a highlight reel in my mind. On the one hand I can’t believe I went as far as I did, but on the other it doesn’t feel as strange as I thought it would. Ben and Georgie talk about some TV show I’m not watching giving me time to get my head sorted.
“You boys sleeping over?”
Ben glances at me with a question in his eyes. “Luc?”
“We’ll have to set the clock early to get up in time for work.”
Georgie grins, picking a pepperoni from a slice of pizza with her perfectly pink manicured nails. “Or you could be late. We could wake up together and have a cup of coffee and take a nice shower and you both could kiss me sweetly and tell me to have a wonderful day.”
I smile as she eats the pepperoni. “Is that what you would like to happen, love?”
“Yes.” Her smile fades. “Will you both stay with me? I don’t want to sleep alone.”
My eyes shift briefly to Ben and then back to Georgie. “I can’t think of any place I’d rather sleep than here with you.” I nudge Ben. “We’ll make ourselves a Georgie sandwich tonight.”
Ben laughs. “I like it.”
We finish eating and climb under the covers together, Georgie between us. She rolls to her side facing Ben and kisses him softly, whispering to him as she brushes her fingers over his cheek. There’s that bloody jealousy again. When she’s finished, she rolls to my side. Smiling at me, she searches my eyes before leaning in and kissing me. I close my eyes, soaking in the sensation of her soft lips, the repeated short and long kisses, until I slide my hand across her neck and pull her in for a deeper kiss. After a moment of this, she presses her forehead on mine.
“I love kissing you,” she whispers. “It feels so good. I have no words for it.”
“I have an infinite source of them for you.”
She drags her hand across my chest. “Oh, Luc, beautiful Luc.” Her eyes shift behind her to Ben for a brief second. “Thank you for tonight. It was everything.”
I want to be her everything. I want to hold her in my arms the rest of the night.
“Do you want to say something?”
“Perhaps another time.”
A smile pulls at her lips. “You sure?”
“I am.” I kiss the tip of her nose. “Time to sleep, love. You need your rest after what we did to you.”
She smiles fully. “I loved every second. I hope you did.”
“I love all my seconds involving you.”
“You’re kind of sweet sometimes, aren’t you?”
I wink. “Don’t tell anybody.”
She laughs, attracting Ben’s attention. “Trying to sleep over here.” He sits up, grinning. “What are you two doing?”
“Luc doesn’t want anyone to know he’s kind of a sweetheart, but we already know, don’t we, Ben?”
Ben nods. “We do, but we’ll keep his secret. We have a lot of secrets between us.” He kisses Georgie’s cheek and rolls over again.
Georgie settles in beside me and kisses my shoulder. “Night, English.”
“Night, darling.”
∞∞∞
I open my eyes to the sensation of my hair being played with. Georgie is propped up on her elbow, dragging her fingers through my hair. She smiles.
“Good morning, English.”
“Morning. Did you sleep well?”
“Perfectly. You?”
“Very well.” I start to sit up, but she shakes her head. “What are you up to?”
“Ben is still
sleeping.”
“Don’t we need to get up?”
“It’s only four.” Her hand slides under the blanket, down my chest, and stops right on my dick. My eyebrow goes up, but I stay silent as she puts her finger over her lips. “Shh.”
I watch in awe as she disappears under the covers and wraps her warm mouth around my now very much awake erection. She works me perfectly, sliding her hands up and down my shaft in rhythm with her mouth. Her tongue swirls over the tip and then she barely grazes it with her teeth, causing me to suck in my breath. The only thing that would make this better is if I could see her. I lift the blanket and her eyes shift up to me. She winks but continues working on me. It doesn’t take long until I explode in her mouth, and she milks me for every drop. She crawls up my body and kisses me softly.
“Thank you.”
She doesn’t say a word, but her eyes say a lot. I had hoped for a connection between us before things started with Ben, and the look in her eyes gives me hope there still could be.
“Want some coffee?”
I nod. “Yeah.” We crawl out of bed as quietly as possible and make our way to the kitchen. As Georgie makes the coffee, I allow my hungry eyes to graze over her naked body. “You are a stunning woman, Georgie.”
She smiles, pushing the brew button. “Thank you. I feel incredible. I have not one but two amazing men making love to me. Pretty sweet deal.”
“It is. Will it go on forever?”
She steps between my legs wrapping her arms around my neck. “Unlikely.”
“How will it end?”
“Don’t know. I don’t want to think about it right now. We’re having fun, aren’t we?”
“Definitely.”
“And it doesn’t bother you what we do together right?”
“No. You find it appealing? You find us sexy when we do things together?”
“Oh man, Luc. How can I even describe it? I think the sexiest thing in the world is a man so secure with himself he can just let go. Letting Ben do things to you is hot, but when you did it to him…” She shakes her head. “Over the top.”
“Why is it different when I do it?”
“Because Ben leans that way obviously. He wants it. He wants you. It’s less natural for you.”
I nod. “True.”
“Has it changed your relationship with Ben?”
“Not yet. He’s worried, I know, but honestly, I feel fine about it. I’m very fond of Ben as a mate. He’s a terrific person, so it’s not a difficult transition for me to enjoy the physicality of our relationship. As he likes to put it, it’s just sex.”
Georgie takes my hand and lifts it to her breast over her heart. “Have you ever been in love, Luc?”
“No. You?”
She nods. “A few times, but just superficial stuff. Nothing major or lasting.”
“Would you like to fall in love?”
“Wouldn’t everyone?”
“I think so. Some people say they don’t, but I think those people have been hurt and are scared to be hurt again.”
She smiles. “I think that too.” She bites her lower lip for a moment. “How does someone know when they’ve fallen in love? When does the transition from lust and infatuation end and turn into something else?”
“I’m not sure. I think it just sort of evolves and one day you realize you can’t be happy without that person. You want to share every important moment with them. You want to hear their voice all the time. You can’t imagine not being with them. I think that’s love. At least most of it.”
Georgie smiles, letting my hand slide down her breast. “And then the words come?”
I nod. “Then the words come.”
She moves away and opens the cabinet pulling three coffee cups down. Her eyes flash up at me briefly as she pours the coffee. “I can’t wait.”
“For?”
“The day someone says those words to me and means them.”
“No one has meant them?”
“Not yet.”
Maybe I will someday. It could happen. I hope it happens.
“What are you thinking, English?”
“You should be loved, Georgie. Madly and beautifully. Intensely and purely. Entirely and eternally. It’s a lucky man who falls for you, but a blessed man who receives your heart in return.”
Her smile dissipates whilst she gazes at me. “Good god, Luc. Where did you learn to say things like that?”
I chuckle. “The truth?”
She practically jumps in my arms, kissing me hard. “Thank you. That’s the most amazing thing anyone has ever said to me.”
I grip her chin. “I mean it, love. I am completely and entirely enthralled with you. We’ve known each other barely a month, but I hope we’re in each other’s lives for a very long time.”
A smile pulls at her lips. “Maybe forever?”
I lean in and kiss her. “Maybe forever.”
Her eyes shift past me. “Morning, Ben.”
I twist around to see Ben, naked with his dick hard as a pole. “What are we doing?”
“Coffee. You want some?”
He shuffles closer and leans on my arm. “I’m so fucking tired.”
I chuckle. “Worth it?”
“Fuck yeah.”
Georgie giggles, kissing his cheek. “Let’s get you some coffee and then a nice hot shower.”
“That sounds good.”
She looks down at Ben’s massive hard on. “You alright there?”
He looks down and laughs. “It’ll calm down as soon as you put some clothes on.” He looks at me. “You too.”
We all laugh.
∞∞∞
Hours later, I finish my conference call just as Ben appears in my doorway.
“Hey, mate.”
“Lunch? I’m dying for a burger.”
“Let’s do it.” I grab my phone and we walk together to the restaurant across the street.
After ordering, we sit across from each other, and I find myself longing for the days before Georgie, so I look to direct the discussion. “Did you meet with Jake about Bainbridge yet?”
Ben nods, sipping his water. “His assistant sent me a meeting request for tomorrow. He wants to hear the details of the meeting and what my plans are moving forward. Any tips for talking to him?”
“Yeah. He wants details so go in with your ideas completely fleshed out. He wants to know your long and short term goals and how you plan to engage with your client to keep them happy and to make sure you are always aware of their business model and what may be coming down the line in their industry. Basically, bring him everything you had planned to show the client and be prepared to talk through it. He’ll ask a lot of questions. He just wants to see that you’ve thought it all through.”
“Good tips. I’ve never really spent a lot of time with him.”
“He’s intense and he doesn’t take any bullshit, so be real with him.”
We sit quietly for a moment eating and I hope the conversation doesn’t shift to Georgie. “What about you?” Ben asks. “What’s going on with your clients?”
“Things are decent. I have the one big account that keeps me the busiest, but my book of business is steady. As long as I keep everyone happy, I can exceed my sales goal again this year.”
“Blow everyone away again, huh?”
“Until Bainbridge hits the books. Then you’ll dethrone me.” I take a drink of my Coke. “I’m actually quite pleased to have some competition for once.”
Ben laughs. “Oh, I’m hardly competition. This is a big account, but it still pales in comparison to you.” He eats a fry. “I can only hope in five years I’m at least in the same ballpark as you.”
“You will be. I have no doubt.” I take a bite of my burger and chew for a moment. “You still want to manage, right?”
“I think so. I’m kind of just seeing where things lead me. The Bainbridge account wasn’t even in my wildest dreams, so I need to see what happens next.”
“Good a
pproach.”
We finish eating and as we wait for the check, Ben leans across the table. “I miss the old days of going out, just the two of us, and having a few beers.”
“The old days a fortnight ago?”
Ben laughs. “Fortnight. Two weeks, right?”
I nod. “Correct.”
“Yeah, so a fortnight ago. Before everything else, you’re my friend. You up for a night out soon?”
I grin. “I think that would be great. You’re important to me, Ben. You’re a great friend to me, and I hope that will always be the case.”
“It absolutely will.”
“Good.” I grab the check when it comes and throw some money down.
We walk back across the street and go to our offices. That was a good lunch. It was just like it always was with no weird tension or talking about what we got up to this weekend. Going out, having a beer and a chat will be good for us. Remind us who we were before Georgie.
Chapter 14 Ben
Just as I sit down at my desk my phone buzzes in my pocket. I pull it out to see Georgie’s name on the screen.
“Hey, gorgeous.”
“Hi Ben! Busy?”
“Not for you. What’s up?”
“Nothing. We didn’t have time to talk today, and I’ve been in meetings all morning. Just checking with you. Are you good?”
“Yeah, why?”
“I don’t know. This morning you seemed a bit detached.”
“Did I? I think it was just an alcohol and sex hangover.” I laugh. “I’m totally fine. Just got back from lunch with Luc.”
“Oh? How was that?”
“Good. My time with Luc always is.”
“No tension because of me?”
“None. Listen, Georgie, everything’s good. Luc and I know what we’re doing. Are you feeling okay with everything?”
“Yes. I get the best end of this deal.”
“I’m not so sure about that.”
She laughs softly. “Yeah, maybe not. When will I see you guys again?”
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