by Najwa Zebian
one day,
some way,
somehow.
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If you don’t believe in
yourself,
don’t expect
anyone to believe in
you.
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Your smile makes you
beautiful.
Keep smiling.
You don’t know whose
day your smile will make.
I hope that your smile
makes your day
first.
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Yesterday, you chose to
leave.
And today,
I
am choosing to let
you
go.
Because
I don’t want
you
in my
tomorrow.
What I choose
today
frees my soul from carrying the mountains
from my yesterday to my
tomorrow.
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If you know the end,
don’t start.
Only when you know that
going back to your
source of pain
is what you want to
restart.
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They shatter your
pieces,
and then they tell you
that they cannot
love someone who’s
this broken.
They forbid you to
blame them so
you start blaming
yourself.
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If they cut down the tree
that you’re resting on,
spread your wings and
seek another tree.
And on the way,
explore the wonder
around you.
Learn when to face
the wind
and when to
walk with it.
Your strength comes from
within you.
Don’t ever allow anyone
to bully you into feeling
weak
or into feeling like
your strength
depends on their approval.
Be your own judge.
You are your own judge.
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I sincerely hope that
your soul finds peace.
You broke me, but it was only
because you were broken.
I will heal because I know that
I need to,
but I worry that you will never
realize
that you are in need of
healing.
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I repeat.
I hope that
your soul finds
peace
and that your heart
reaches
home.
I hope that
lights
light up your way
and that
happiness
takes over the
pains of
your yesterday.
Set peace to the fire
in your soul.
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Today,
I decided to forgive you.
Not because you apologized
or because you acknowledged
the pain that you caused me,
but because my soul
deserves
peace.
I will not deny my soul
its rights.
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It took losing
you
to find
myself.
The day that
you walked away from
me,
I started taking
footsteps
towards myself.
Thank you
for putting me at the crossroads
between
finding myself and
making you want me.
I chose me.
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The places that do not
want
you
are mirrors of the corners
in your soul that are
afraid
to be alone.
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Some kinds of sadness
don’t leave us,
not because we want
to be sad,
but because we want
to keep reminding
our souls
of how brave they were
to overcome such
pain.
I hope that
you have the courage
to allow peace
into your soul,
because you are peace
and peace is you.
You deserve peace, and
peace deserves
you.
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Why do you want the
love
of those who do not
love you
and then complain that
no one
loves you?
They are not
everyone
for you to say
that no one
loves you.
I hope you find a love that
builds you,
empowers you,
and strengthens you.
I hope you find a love
that makes you love
to love.
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You are unique, and
that’s a fact.
Your existence is in
your hands.
So let it shine.
Let it inspire.
Let it be free.
Love,
you are the sun.
Don’t you let their
silence
tell you
otherwise.
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I know that it’s hard.
I also know that it’s
temporary.
It is building
you.
Stay strong.
The storm will be over
soon.
Tell these words to
anyone struggling
before you tell them how they
should or
should not
feel.
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Perhaps you loved the person
that you wanted
them to be.
And perhaps,
just perhaps,
they loved you because
you loved who
they wanted to be.
But people change.
You don’t have to
understand
the reasons.
Sometimes, our need for
closure
delays the
closure.
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May the pain of the hurt
that they caused
you
stop you from hurting anyone else,
because you know how
the pain
feels.
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Let
pearls
drop from your words.
You are an oyster of
love,
kindness,
and truth.
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Sometimes, you can’t
just wait for the tables
to turn.
Sometimes, you have to
change the table that you
are sitting at.
You are bigger than
revenge.
You are bigger than
karma.
Keep your soul
pure.
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Where you left me.
-Part 1-
One day, y
ou will look back
to find me
where you left me.
You will find the chains
that you left on my heart
where you left me.
You will find the shattered pieces
of the broken promises that you made
lying on the ground
where you left me.
You will find the suffocating aches
that you caused my heart
flying in the air
where you left me.
But, no, my love,
you will not find me.
The wind will tell you that
the poison you left me with
poisoned the hatred inside of me
that I had for myself.
The poison that you left me with
poisoned my inability to forgive my soul
for suffocating my soul.
The wind will tell you that
I am free.
You planted me like a tree
where you left me.
But did you know, my love,
that I was a bird?
And birds cannot be tamed.
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-Part 2-
I found my freedom
where you left me.
I spread my wings
where you left me.
So wait for me, my love.
Perhaps I will show up
in a dream,
or a wish,
or a soft breeze,
where you left me.
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Cry your heart
back
together.
You are so afraid of
allowing the ocean within you
to rage through your
eyes.
Did you not know that
your soul
suffocates on the tears that you
hold in
out of the fear of
them seeing that
you are weak.
Crying is not weakness.
Crying is the resilience of your soul
in the purest form.
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You don’t have to wait for people
to tell you that they’re walking away.
People don’t always communicate through
words.
Actions speak louder than words,
remember?
If they’re gone through action,
then let them go.
What good do words do
when the action
has already been done.
Your cowardice to say that you
no longer wish to stay
put my soul through
confusion and guilt
for uttering the words
that you could not say:
“I think this is the end.”
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I will not wait for you
to regret losing me.
Does the sun wait for
the earth to regret
turning?
Does the moon wait for
the night to regret ending?
The sun remains the sun,
and the moon remains the moon.
I will remain myself
with or without
your acknowledgment of
my value.
Back then,
I used to say that
I don’t want you to regret
losing me.
I wanted you to
not lose me.
I wanted you to
stay.
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You may charm them with
your smile.
You may catch their attention with
your eyes.
You may hypnotize them
with your glow.
A look from your eyes
may be their goal.
But if your heart is truly
sincere,
you will let go of all of this.
You may ask why.
Let me tell you.
One day, your smile will look a lot less
charming.
One day, your eyes will be a lot less
piercing.
One day, your glow will be colonized by
wrinkles.
Who will look at your heart then?
Definitely not those who did not see it when
your youth was at its best.
Please do not let superficial attention
fool you.
Let true love seep through
your soul,
into your heart,
past your outer shell.
I will tell this to my daughter
one day.
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Can a heart contain two
beats at once?
Can a sun rise upon you
twice a day?
Can you take two breaths
at once?
Can your face contain
a genuine smile with a
grieving tear?
How many words can your lips
pronounce
at once?
How many roads can your feet bear
at once?
And can you for a second be in two places
at once?
Can the sun rain?
Can the clouds shine?
Can you live two lives at once?
Tell me now.
Can a heart fit two loves
at once?
Do not
ever
accept being
another love in a person’s
heart.
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After all of this,
I realize that you never really
knew me.
I never really knew me
either.
Don’t base your self-worth
on the words of those who
don’t even know the real you,
including you.
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Before I fell in love,
I always knew I wanted this:
I want you to love my heart
before you love my face,
love my vision
before you love my eyes,
love my wisdom
before you love the comfort that
my thoughts give you,
love my silence
before you love my words,
love my compassion
before you love how helpful I can be,
love the person that I am
before you love the person that
I want to be.
Respect me
before you love me.
I promise you no less than that
in return.
Now I know that saying this
is not enough.
The love that you accept
is the love that you will get.
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It is not love if it
does not
make you feel
loved.
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I see sadness in your eyes,
and I don’t understand it.
I don’t understand why it’s there,
and I don’t understand why I see it.
Tell me, where did you get the strength
to build a home for sadness in
the sea of your eyes?
Did you use bricks of tears to build its walls?
Did you make a garden around it with every love
that you loved
that broke you?
Tell me, did you protect it with every hollow hope
you had?
Open the door
and let it leave.
Allow happiness to colonize this home.
I wish someone told me this
when sadness drowned my heartbeats.
So I say it to
you.
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You do not
need
what does not
want
you.
You should not
want
what does not
want
you.
I beg you to keep
your soul
healthy.
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When I decided to walk away
from this shadow of
what I convinced myself was love:
You don’t want me to
leave,
but you will not say or
do anything
that tells me that
you want me to stay.
Only after I leave,
