Tell Me No Secrets: Secret Baby Romance Collection

by Jamie Knight

  Not that that deterred me, of course.

  There was something about a bad boy that really turned me on. Or at least back then there was, when I had more hormones than sense.

  Kristen had tried to warn me off. Tried to tell me he was an asshole going through troubled times and doing stupid shit like getting suspended due to acting out, but at first I didn't listen. My teenage ego told me that she was jealous of Logan and wanted me all to herself.

  It wasn't based on nothing.

  I did seem to have a lot less time for her and our friendship when things heated up between Logan and me.

  Little did I know, he really was messed up. Whether it was the trouble at home between his dad and grandpa or the trouble he was getting into at school, much of it from the brothers of the girls he'd fucked, who were mad at him once he dumped them for me, drama was always brewing around Logan.

  I really wished I had listed to Kristen at the time. Especially before Logan and I went up the mountain— to the look-out point where other kids in my class talked about going to make out, but I had never been before. I was a good girl, before Logan.

  We had gone in secret, knowing that there would be several people who would try and stop us. Not least of all my parents.

  Everything had gone really well at first. I really hadn't been sure if he liked me. I was only 16 and he seemed so much older and cool.

  When we were sitting by the campfire and he kissed me, I could have fainted from surprise. On instinct I had climbed up onto his lap and started grinding away. I took off my shirt and bra and he had gently sucked my tits. His cock was already hard and felt amazing, even through his jeans.

  I thought about it now. While lying naked on the couch.

  The warmth of his cock trough the denim.

  The smell of his aftershave.

  The feeling of his mouth on my tits.

  His strong hands on my young ass.

  I opened my legs in the dark living room, my hand sliding down to my pussy. I had to be careful, even touching myself. I'd always been really sensitive. Particularly my clit.

  I ran my fingers over my tender pussy lips as I imagined slithering down between his legs and taking hold of the zipper to his jeans, then sliding it slowly downwards. I pictured myself reaching into the cave left by his open fly and pulling out his huge, throbbing cock.

  I just looked at it for a while, in sheer awe and reverence, feeling it pulse in my small, warm hand. Lowering my head, as though to pray, I gave his head a little lick, eliciting a sigh from Logan’s lips.

  I knew I was on the right track.

  I gave him another lick, followed by a gentle swirl on the head with my tongue.

  Logan moaned softly, filling my heart and soul with joy. I swirled my tongue a few more times, mixing in a few long licks, his warm cock tasting really good.

  I wasn't sure what I had expected but it was really very pleasant.

  Building up my courage, and Logan's pleasure, I remembered when I was gently cupping his balls as I dropped my mouth onto his cock, taking in the entire head. I had always heard that this was the most sensitive part of a cock and it seemed the best place to start giving my first ever blowjob.

  Logan seemed to agree, softly moaning as I sucked the head, as I was being careful and honestly too nervous to go hard right away. A friend had told me what it was like to gag while giving a blowjob and it sounded just awful.

  Pacing myself, I lightly sucked the head of his cock, gradually gaining speed, his pleasure increasing as I did so, Logan putting the head of it on the back of my head, urging me on. I started to go lower, taking even more of his shaft into my mouth as I sucked until I was very nearly deep-throating him.

  He moaned loudly, grabbing my ponytail, taking control of my head movements. I didn't mind, really; I had honestly just been guessing at what to do up until that point.

  I just relaxed and let Logan guide me, better able to focus on the feeling of his huge cock all the way in my little mouth. At his urging, I went even faster, instinctively using my other hand to stroke him while I sucked like I had seen women do in porn, my only real exposure to sex at that point.

  He came in my mouth, gifting me his delicious cum.

  I swallowed it all down like a good girl, looking him right in the eyes as I did so.

  His cock still out, Logan took me gently by the shoulder and laid me down in the grass near the campfire.

  Now, I thought about him taking off my jeans and panties as I slid a finger deep into my pussy. The Logan of my mind and memory gently pushed my legs apart and lowered his head between my shaking thighs, giving my pussy a long lick that made me moan and shake.

  I imagined Logan licking me to my first orgasm, lovingly stroking my pussy as I came down.

  "Are you ready?" he asked, in my head.

  I imagined myself nodding, too excited to speak. Logan got up into a kneeling position, unfurling his huge, beautiful cock, giving me a moment to look at it before getting on top of me.

  I imagined him gently stroking my cheek and sliding the head of his cock into my little, virgin pussy as I slid another finger inside and fingered myself as hard as I dared. I imagined Logan giving me a moment to get used to the feeling of his cock inside me, before sliding in the rest of the way, inch by inch, holding me and kissing away my tears as my cherry popped.

  In my mind, he started fucking me. Slow and gentle at first, my pussy lips holding onto his cock, but picking up speed until he was pounding me.

  Suddenly, he turned me over, so my ass was in the air. He spanked me gently, just enough to give me the sensation. Then he massaged the reddened areas, using his lovely tongue to smooth them further.

  He moved in slowly and before long he was licking my asshole while he fingered my pussy, getting three fingers inside.

  I came hard, knowing I was ready. He got on his knees behind me and put a hand on my back. I breathed in sharply as he pressed the head of his cock against my thighs and then up against my asshole.

  Slowly, I let it out as he started to rock rhythmically, working his cock deeper into my virgin ass. Eventually, he had pushed in all the way, his huge, throbbing cock barely fitting in.

  Giving me a moment to get ready, he took me by the hips and started to fuck me, pumping his big, beautiful cock in and out of my ass. I fingered myself faster, coming as hard in real life as Logan and I were doing in my mind, him filling my deflowered asshole with his cum.

  I lay on the couch panting, spent but satisfied, two fingers still in my pussy. I gently pulled them out, careful of my clit.

  I really wished that was how it had gone. Real life had been something quite different, though.

  We had gone up to the mountain, alright. There weren’t many people around, although some kids were parked in the distance. We stopped at the base of the mountain, the car under a tree, so that we were less likely to be seen.

  The kissing had happened and the dry humping had, too. I really thought I was ready to go. That it was what he wanted and what I wanted too.

  But when he laid me down and put his hand in my pants, which had really happened, too, all I could think about was Kristen. How upset she would be if she knew that I had fucked her brother. I was worried that perhaps she wouldn’t be my friend anymore, and I had no idea what I’d do without her.

  In retrospect, I wondered if it would have happened even if I hadn't said no and he had respected my wishes, much to his chagrin, I could tell— that much was obvious by his big, hard cock. I was really tight, and he could barely get a finger in. I could feel how big Logan's cock was. Maybe he wouldn’t have been able to fit.

  In any case, it was the beginning of the end. Not only of any chance with Logan. It also started to end my friendship with Kristen, which was the whole point I had been trying to avoid by not sleeping with Logan.

  I thought she'd been upset because I hadn't listened to her but was starting to think she was upset about what had
happened. I had intentionally drifted away from her try to keep her from getting hurt. Only realizing later that it had been a mistake. I didn't regret saying no, though. Not at the time; that’s for sure.

  I'd had a chance to see Logan again when he'd come home from college, but he'd been an asshole to me. It shouldn't have hurt, but it did really hurt.

  I also couldn't get him out of my head. I hated him for nearly taking my virginity and for saying what he did about me, but I also couldn't say that he was entirely wrong.

  I was 21 and still a virgin, though not for a lack of trying, I had gone on lots of dates, particularly in college, but I just couldn't seem to make it work. Just like I couldn’t make college work, because the whole thing just wasn’t my deal.

  I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do with my life. I thought it included moving on from Logan. But I would subconsciously compare every guy I met to Logan and none of them seemed to measure up.

  It was rare that any of them turned into a second date. So, needless to say, second base was totally out of the picture.

  I started to think I was going to be a virgin for life. And I couldn’t help but miss Logan, no matter how much I told myself it was for the best.

  I was jarred from my thoughts by the phone ringing. It took a while to find my jacket and pull it out of my pocket.

  It was Kristen's number on the screen. I hesitated before answering.

  "Hello?" I finally said.

  "Hey you!" Kristen said, her usual, positive self.

  "H-hi."

  "Listen, I'm having a dinner party tonight and, I know it’s last minute, but I was wondering if you might like to come?"

  My breath caught and for a moment I was truly speechless.

  It was like the last years had never happened.

  There had been a lot of hurt at the time, but Kristen seemed to have gotten over it pretty easily.

  She always had been the tough one.

  I had never really known her to hold a grudge and God knew I really needed a friend, as much as He knew everyone needed to have fun on Fridays.

  "Sure, I'll come," I said, finding my words again.

  "Great! See you at seven?"

  "Sure, I'll need your address though."

  "Oh yeah,” Kristen said, laughing that familiar giggle I would know anywhere. “Got a pen?"

  "No, I-I'm kind of, well, naked right now,” I blurted out, then immediately felt like an idiot.

  "Of course you are," Kristen said casually.

  "What do you mean?" I asked.

  "You always were something of a nudist. Remember when you talked me into going to the 'clothing optional' beach and-"

  "And we were the only ones taking that option!"

  It was nice to be able to laugh together again. I hadn't really had a close friend since falling out with Kristen in high school. Sort of like I had never met a guy I had liked as much as Logan.

  Like it or not, the Parker siblings seemed to have a strong hold over me.

  I started to wonder if befriending Kristen again could get me into trouble, as it would surly lead to Logan. But I told myself that Logan was sure to have been married long ago, so that wouldn't be a factor like it had been before.

  Right? I asked myself, my heart pounding and my pussy still dripping wet at the thought of him.

  Right, I tried to convince myself.

  He wouldn’t be around for me to hate him. Or love him. Or whatever my heart and mind decided to feel at the time, if he was around, which he wouldn’t be.

  For sure.

  Right?

  "Sure, I'll come," I said, deciding to leave the question unanswered in my mind and focus on the pressing issue.

  Kristen and I had the chance to reunite as friends. I couldn’t let Logan come in between us again. No wonder she had warned me against him and no wonder she was jealous.

  I couldn’t even hear from her without becoming obsessed with him.

  My high school fling.

  My lifetime love.

  The guy I was definitely not going to see, just because his sister wanted to rekindle our friendship.

  Chapter Three - Logan

  Kristen's place hadn't changed much in the past few years. I knew some people who redecorated every few years, but not my little sister. Her motto seemed to be that good enough was just that.

  It was something I kind of admired about her. She didn't usually sweat the small stuff. Even the bigger stuff, she tended to take in her stride.

  The door was unlocked when I arrived, so I went right on in. Kristen walked into the foyer just then, likely alerted by the sound of the door closing as I came in. She looked beautiful in a pitch black, low-cut, floor length Elizabethan style dress that made her look even more pre-Raphaelite than usual.

  "Hey, bro! Or do you prefer 'my lord'? Should I courtesy?"

  "Best not in that dress; I might see something I can't unsee."

  "What," she asked, putting her hands over her boobs, "you've never seen big, beautiful bosoms before?"

  "Well, yeah, of course, but not yours, and besides which, I'm just here to talk money and helping you set up for your party. Not to get an incestuous peep show."

  "How does it feel to be super rich?"

  "About the same as it did to be regular rich. I'm planning to work just as hard," I said.

  "There's that Sottish feudal spirit! I hope being full owner of the sailing company makes you happy. I know grandad wasn't the easiest person to get along with."

  "Yeah, just ask dad," I said.

  "I know, right? To disown him like that and then try to discredit him in public. Just because he had a different idea of where the company should be going. Terrible."

  "Though hopefully not genetic," I said.

  "Right," she agreed.

  "And to show it, I’ve decided that I’m giving you a bigger share of the company."

  That seemed to catch her off guard, as there were no snappy remarks being immediately forthcoming.

  "I-if you're screwing with me -"

  "Not at all. You've put in as much work as I did and so I didn’t really think it was fair that it all be left to me."

  She launched at me like a catapult, taking me in for what we used to call an 'attack hug.'

  "Whoa, careful now, you’re getting a bit big for attack hugs, dumpling."

  "Why do you call me that, again?" Whiney asked, raising her head from my chest, which was about where she reached on me.

  "I can't really remember. You needed me for something else, right? Aside from witty repartee and my generous handing out of money?" I asked.

  "Yes, I also need your famous strength," she said.

  "Oh?"

  "I need you to put the center leaf in my kitchen table. For a get-together I’m having."

  "Didn't you once backpack across Europe by yourself?" I asked.

  "Please. I don't want to wreck my dress. I would have done the leaf first, but I was running late getting home from work and this dress takes the better part of an hour to get into. Especially because most of it involves sucking my gut in and squeezing myself into it, inch by inch."

  "We had plenty of time for me to do that the last few days while going over grandpa's estate," I said, suddenly a bit suspicious about the timing of all of this.

  Kristen was always trying to get me to come to her fancy events she liked to host, but that really wasn’t my thing. She thought it would help me be happy, but I’d rather sit at home watching the game or binging Netflix.

  "I-I just never thought of it," she said.

  I raised an eyebrow at her skeptically.

  "Pweeese?" she asked, giving me the lost orphan look she knew I couldn't resist.

  "Emotional blackmail, is it?"

  "Yup," Kristen confirmed.

  "Okay, but don't say I never did anything for you."

  "How are you feeling about that whole thing with grandad?" Kristen asked, as I pul
led the two halves of the table apart.

  "What do you mean?" I asked.

  "Well, I guess you've seemed depressed, living in grandpa's shadow and all. Not to mention what happened when we were in high school, with dad and grandad fighting all the time."

  "You shouldn't worry about me so much. Worry about yourself and find happiness. You give so much to so many people," I said.

  "Thanks for the advice. You my new life coach?” she asked.

  “Look who’s talking,” I shot back.

  “Look. I've just been worried about you since what happened in high school. I thought maybe with grandpa gone it might get worse. I-I don't want you doing anything drastic."

  "It won't come to that. Things have gotten better. I was actually surprised to see dad at the funeral," I said, lowering the leaf into place.

  "Me too," Kristen agreed.

  "We talked through it, though, which was good. Apparently, dad and grandpa were close to a reconciliation when grandpa died. It helped put things into perspective really,” I assured her.

  “That’s great!”

  “Yeah. Dad actually apologized for letting me get pulled into the middle like that. I really was just an angry kid back then. I didn't mean to take grandpa's side and act out at school and home. I think dad understood that. And he felt bad for driving me away and helping to cause my troubles. We sort of forgave each other, if that makes sense. Said we would keep in touch. I can really see dad’s side of it now. Grandpa could be stubborn as a mule when he didn't get his way. Dad really just wanted to open things up a bit. Lower prices and get a different clientele. Not a bad thing, really."

  I knew even as I said it that it wasn't the whole story— or at least it wasn’t the whole story that Kristen was trying to focus on. My happiness.

  The past with grandad and dad was part of it, but another part was that I really hadn't been happy since I messed things up with Kora. I really did like her. It wasn’t just a sex thing like it was with so many others. I really wanted to be with her and was so happy when she agreed to go with me to the mountain.

  We both knew what was going to happen, I think. So, when she suddenly said no, it felt like a really bad rejection. No girl had ever said no to me before and I didn't know how to take it, especially from her, since I’d thought she was really into me, just as I had been really into her.