Broken Pieces (Leaving You, Finding Them Book 1)

by Tammi Lynn

  Roman grabs my hand and starts walking me to their front door and takes me into their kitchen. I’ve never been to their house before, and it actually is really nice and pretty clean for four guys living here. When you walk in the door, the floor plan opens up to an open concept living space. The large kitchen connects with the dining room area and living room. I notice a set of stairs to the left and an arcadia door going from the living room to outback on their patio. My eyes sweep across two doors that look like they lead into bedrooms.

  In the kitchen he totally takes me off guard and grabs my hips, lifting me up onto the kitchen island, as Jesse goes to the freezer and pulls out a bag of frozen peas and hands them to Roman who has to pry my hands away from my nose before he can place them over it. The icy cold of the frozen veggies does instantly make the pain in my face go away, but at the same time, I’m having a hard time concentrating on anything but the fact that Roman is standing in between my thighs pressing up close. My body instantly starts heating up, and my sex begins to throb.

  “Are you sure your okay?” Roman asks as he settles his hands on my thighs, I do all I can to make sure I don’t start shaking. I’ve stopped laughing now and just look up into those gorgeous grey/blue eyes of his.

  “Yeah, Babe that ball looked like it hit hard. Your nose ain’t broken or anything, right?” Jesse’s face looks so sweet with concern it makes me smile.

  “No, no, it’s fine guys. Ironically enough, this isn’t the first time I’ve gotten a ball to the face.” Oh, kill me now! That sounded so bad! “I mean basketball! A basketball! I had the same thing occur during my freshman year of high school," I quickly amended.

  Feeling super embarrassed I wiggle down in between the island and Roman to start to leave. “I should probably go, I left a huge mess at home.”

  Roman doesn’t move to let me by so I’m still standing stuck in front of him and have to look up his 6’2” body. One that makes my 5’5” body seem super small and even more challenging to meet his gaze. Without saying anything, he raises his hand to my face and runs his thumb over my bottom lip. Were so close I’m afraid to breathe in too much because my chest will press against him and he’ll be able to feel my erratic heartbeat that is quickly reaching the speed of hummingbird wings.

  “Beautiful.” He says finally and then in the next second, leans down and brings his lips to mine. It’s the quickest of kisses, but it brings my body to a boiling point and my confidence to an all-new level. I’m not precisely positive what snaps inside of me, but everything comes alive under his touch. I fist his tank in my hands and pull him to me, crushing my lips to his. For years I have felt starved of attention, only getting fleeting moments of affection, and not letting myself get close to anyone except the one I couldn’t fully have. Well, fuck that I came here to start over so why not start it out with a bang...um...Ha! Literally and figuratively!

  “Oh...Damn!”I heard Jesse mutter under his breath, while Roman devours my lips and an unintentional moan escapes them, which brings a groan out of both of the guys.

  Roman’s hands ran up my arms from hands to shoulders leaving goosebumps following after. His easy snap of my overalls where they reach my shoulders has me shivering as I look into his eyes, my lips tingling from our kiss. I am not sure how he makes it sexy, but the smooth pop of each side and the heated darkness in his eyes has me feeling transfixed. He keeps his gaze on me, silently asking me if this was okay. I definitely wasn’t objecting, and when the straps came undone, and my overalls fell to my feet, I stepped out of them, now only in my red tank and black lace boyshorts. Grabbing my hips, he once again lifts me and places me back onto the island. Putting himself back between my legs, he scoots me to the very edge of the counter where I can feel his arousal through his shorts, pressing against my core. He leans back down, continuing our kiss. I can’t believe this is happening, I can’t believe this is happening. What the fuck am I doing! It’s been so long though, and I definitely want this.

  The cold of the counter feels good against my skin and the intensity of this moment has me feeling as though there is no way this is real. Yet it is!

  The Fuck Song with Ashanti ironically pops in my head, and I start mentally singing some of the lyrics. Jesse watching all of this, jumps up onto the counter behind me. His legs on the outsides of mine, he first lifts my ass up to pull my boy shorts down, where Roman slides them the rest of the way down my legs never letting our lips part. Then reaching around me, Jesse lifts both my thighs and places them over his knees, spreading me wide and open for his brother. He grabs both of my braids in his right hand and pulls, making my head go back in a mix of pleasure and pain and breaking Roman and me apart. Turning my head towards him, our lips crash together, and with his left hand, Jesse pulls down both my tank and bra to release my breast above them. He begins to play with my nipples, rubbing them between his thumb and finger, teasing them into stiff peaks.

  While watching Jesse and me, Roman starts running his hands up and down my thighs before sliding his fingers between my folds, pushing one, and then soon after, two inside me. The song has all of a sudden completely left my mind, and all thought process has left the fucking building as I begin feeling overstimulated. I can’t help but start letting out small moans against Jesse’s lips, my back arching while pushing myself against him. Roman then drops down and runs his tongue up my center making me tense with heat and desire running through every part of my body. Still, with two fingers inside, he hooks them to rub my g-spot simultaneously as he continues to pleasure my clit with his tongue. I reach out and grab onto his curls, feeling my orgasm start to build. Fuck, fuck, fuck, don’t stop, don’t stop! Jesse behind me, my braids still tightly in his grasp, bends my neck to the side and starts kissing from my shoulder up to my jaw. With my thighs clenching around Roman’s head, he brings me to orgasm, and I cry out. Holy shit! It’s been so long since I’ve had an orgasm without bringing myself to one! I almost forgot how intense it could be.

  Roman stands up with a cocky grin, I wanna say something but instead decide to pull him towards me grabbing him by his tank top and crush my lips back to his, devouring his grin and tasting a little of myself still on him. I then drop my hands down and around him, digging my nails into his muscular ass, before pushing his shorts and boxers down in one go. I can’t help but to look down and see what he’s got for me.

  Fuck me! Alright, I can work with that!

  His muscles aren’t the only big thing on him. My legs come up off Jessie’s, and I wrap them around Roman instead, bringing him closer. While he reaches for a drawer attached to the island and opens it pulling out a condom. Well fuck, isn’t that motherfucking awesome! My kitchen junk drawer only has the standard stuff in it, scissors, paper clips, twist ties, batteries that are always missing when I actually need them.

  While Roman rips the condom package open and begins to roll it down his length, Jesse twists a little putting himself more to the right of me on the counter and leans down to take my nipple in his mouth. Arching my back once again into Jesse, Roman lines himself up with my core and enters me, going in little by little at first. His length and width have me letting out a small whimper of pleasure.

  “Fuck, your tight baby.” It’s been so long I feel a little bit of pain until he starts his slow but pleasurable in-and-out pacing. He has me stretched to accommodate his size and begins to pick up speed. I feel so full, and my second orgasm begins to build slowly at first, but when Jesse brings his hand down and begins to rub my clit while Roman speeds up his thrusts it hits me hard. I’m squirming and whimpering, feeling so much pleasure from everywhere. My orgasm hits and my pussy clenches down on Roman, bringing a groan out of him. I see his abs clench and can feel him start to jerk inside me hitting his own orgasm as well, and he goes still, balls deep while we both ride them out.

  Oh. Wow. Holy shit.

  He slowly pulls out, pulling up his shorts and never taking his eyes off me. I lean into Jesse as I try and catch my breath, my legs are shaki
ng and twitching, and I’m not ready to get down off the counter, as I’m not sure my legs will hold me up. Picking up my overalls from the floor, Roman starts bringing them back up my legs, as Jesse rights my breasts, putting them back in my bra and tank. I jump down off the counter so I can fasten up my straps, legs holding me but still shaking. Seeing my panties on the floor, I blush and pick them up, shoving them into one of my many pockets.

  All of a sudden, I don’t know what to say, shy Mia has come back with a vengeance, and I turn to start walking backwards to the front door.

  “Uh-um, thank you!” Seriously? Thank You? That’s all you could think to say? That’s like, thanks for the cup of sugar there neighbor. “I mean, I better go now, I was finishing up with unpacking the remainder of our boxes, and have a huge mess.”

  Both Jesse and Roman are giving me the biggest smiles, I can tell they love my embarrassment. I blush again. Turning to head out the door and before I can word vomit myself into anymore embarrassment, I slam, yep you guessed it, nose first, into a hard chest.

  “Fuck, that hurts.” My eyes start to immediately water again, and I look up to see who’s chest I ran into. It’s Cade. I didn’t even hear him open the door and come in as I was oh so smoothly talking myself out the door. HA! He looks down without any emotion in his face, but when he sees my probably now, nice and swollen nose, his left eyebrow raises slightly.

  “Sorry! So sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was going.” He, of course, doesn’t say anything back to me, just looking down at me with that permanent frown. One of these days! One of these days I hope I’ll get to make him smile.

  I start to go around him since he’s decided to be the wall in my way, as Jesse grabs the bag of peas and tosses them to me. “Here Beautiful looks like you’ll still be needing these.” Looks like Beautiful is sticking. Miraculously I actually catch the bag and bring it up to my face.

  “Alright well I really gotta go, I’ll see you guys later.”

  I head out the door and haul ass back to my house, luckily not tripping on my own two feet on the way there. Closing my door behind me, I hear my phone going off with a text coming in. I pick it up and see 8 missed calls and three texts all from Dre.

  Dre: Hey, I just picked up Miklo from the airport, call me back.

  Dre: WTF! Answer your phone! Miklo’s phone died, call him on mine.

  Dre: Ah Nah, Ma’ I get it you’re probably out with some guy or drinking, right?

  Ugh, what a way to ruin a good day. I do wanna call Miklo, but I hate it when I have to go through his dad to do it. He’s already starting in with the accusations in his texts. Seeing it’s been fifteen minutes from the time the text saying Miklo’s phone died, I decided to still try calling him first, hoping he put his phone on the charger.

  “Hey, Mom,” Thank goodness, he answered. I can hear Dre in the background talking shit. Figures.

  “Hey, Bubbs! How was the flight?”

  ∞∞∞

  Jesse

  Mia had just left out the door, and Cade turned to look at us still standing at the island in the kitchen. I was waiting to see what he would say considering how fucking weird he acted around her.

  “What the fuck?!” he said with a half confused half-amused expression on his face. “What happened to Mia's face?”

  “Oh man you should have seen it, I thought we broke her nose for a second. She was reffing for us outside and had turned to look at something. When she turned back around the ball, I had just blocked Jesse from making in the hoop went straight for her and hit her in the face.” Roman replied. Cade's eyes narrowed, and I swear he made a small growling noise in the back of his throat. What’s that about?

  I couldn’t help but start laughing. The girl took it like a champ and had started laughing. Laughing, of all things! Roman and I were freaking out for a second. The last thing we wanted to do was hurt her. She had come out of her house with her pigtails and overalls, looking fucking perfect, and we decided we had to get her to come over. After she got hit in the face, I thought fuck, she's going to run off and not want to talk to us again. She’d been here for about three months; Between Roman, Jayson, and I... we had made a very active effort to talk to her and get to know Mia better. Find ways to say hi or even get her to smile. She always seems a little sad like something’s bothering her.

  “Yeah, Rome and I made her feel better though. She’s all good,” I say not able to help the huge-ass smile that found its way to my lips. Replaying the events that happened less than twenty minutes ago, I can’t help but picture her breasts in my hands, and the sweet taste of her lips on mine, all while my brother had her writhing between us. When we brought her in, it really was just to get something for her face; But when I had gotten the peas out of the freezer and turned to hand them over, I had seen the way the two of them were looking at one another. In a brief moment when she had looked down in embarrassment, he’d looked to me, and without even saying anything aloud, I knew what he was asking, and I gave a quick nod.

  “And what’s that supposed to mean?” Cade looked like he was about to get pissed, but I couldn’t understand why. The guy hadn’t really said one word about her, and I’m not sure he’s ever even talked to her yet, but he almost seems… jealous?

  “Nothing man, Jesse and I just made sure she was okay, and we got to know her um… um a little better.” Roman explained. I could see Roman was trying really hard to not goad Cade. Typically none of us have problems talking about the girls we like or are with, but he must have noticed the change in Cade as well and chose to cut it short. We were probably all going to have to have a sit-down and talk soon because we knew Jayson liked her too, and the last thing we wanted was drama. Looking back and forth between Rome and me, Cade just turned and walked off to go upstairs.

  “Well, that was weird.”

  “What the fuck is his problem?”

  “I don’t know, he’s been off lately.” I turn to my brother with a smirk. “But Rome? We ever get to be with her again, it’s my turn for a taste.”

  Chapter Seven

  A Wet Ride

  I’m running late. I’m almost always running late for everything. You ever need me to be somewhere? Tell me to be there a half-hour before you actually need me. Seriously not my fault, it just happens. But I’ve been trying to be so good about making it to this new job on time every morning. After the full day yesterday between the airport, unpacking, getting naughty with the neighbors, coming home and arguing back and forth with Dre last night - I crashed hard. Probably one of the best nights of sleep I’ve gotten in a while but had me extra tired and not wanting to peel myself from the bed.

  Rushing to get out of the house, I take a last look in the mirror before heading out. I genuinely love my new job and getting to dress up for it is the icing on the cake. Today I decided to wear a tight black pencil skirt that hits mid-thigh, a silk royal purple ¾ length sleeve button up and some killer black knee-high boots with a three-inch heel I found for a bargain at the thrift store in town. My hair for once is behaving, falling in dark curls down my back. With the overcast, I noticed outside it’ll probably frizz out before lunch, but I’ll enjoy it while it lasts. The one thing that gave me pause in getting ready was my nose. The swelling miraculously went completely down, leaving just a small bruising over the bridge. My morning makeup usually consists of a light powder foundation and eyeliner, nothing else. Today I had to bring out the cover-up, to fade the bruising away.

  I run out of the house, jump in my truck, and with just a bit of speeding and rolling through one stop sign, I make it in the office doors with two minutes to spare. Smiling and greeting my fellow office ladies, I place my purse on my desk and fall into my chair.

  Lunchtime rolls around and the other ladies and I ordered in to eat at our desks. While shoving a bite of my chicken salad into my mouth, both Cassie and Felicia look over at me. I can see a question in their eyes and already know what it’s going to be, they have been trying to get me to go out with them since
I started here.

  “Okay Mia, don’t just say no. Think about it, okay? Felicia says quickly and then laughs. “But we really want you to go out with us, come on, it’s just for a few drinks, and you said Miklo is gone for the week, so you don’t have to worry about getting home to him. Come on, please.”

  “Yeah Mia, we can tell you need to get out for once, meet new people, see a little more of Sammamish then just being at work and home.” Cassie follows with and then says, “We aren’t going to take no for an answer, we’ll drag you out if we have too.”

  They’re right, I really need to get out more, and it is a perfect time too since Miklo is at his dad's. I sit there thinking not giving them an answer just yet. “Just us? A girls' night?”

  “Yup just us, we’ll go have a few drinks, dance a little, come on, it’ll be fun,” Felicia replies, looking hopeful.

  Tapping my chin in thought, I give them a big smile. “Alright, I’ll go.”

  Cassie jumps up to throw her lunch plate away and says, “ Ok it’s settled, We’re going, and you are not getting out of it, you can wear what your wearing now and Felicia and I will follow you home in my car to drop your truck off.”

  “Not even give me a chance to change my mind, are you?” I say, as I laugh. I’m actually starting to get excited, I haven’t been out in a long time, and even longer since I’ve been out dancing. Finished with my lunch, I toss the plate and turn back to my computer to finish up a client’s payroll.