Broken Pieces (Leaving You, Finding Them Book 1)

by Tammi Lynn

  Grabbing my chin in one of his hands, he lifts my head up and kisses me hard. I put all I can back in that kiss, biting that bottom lip I wanted to earlier and then plunging my tongue in to dance with his. The kiss is heated, hot. I need this. We need this. He breaks the kiss, and I pant to catch my breath. “Are you sure Baby Girl? You don’t have to.”

  “I want this.” Not wanting to leave any more time for arguing I grab the base of his cock and squeeze, he grunts and tilts his head back. I lean down and lick the come from his tip, and he moans as I then wrap my lips around his head. Circling my tongue ring around his rim, he grabs my hair together at the back of my neck and twists it in his fist. Not enough to hurt, but it sends delicious tingles through my body. As I opened my mouth wider and start to take more of him in his thighs tightened around me and he thrusts forward, hitting the back of my throat.

  “Fuuuuck, Baby Girl. That feels so fucking amazing. I love watching your lips around my dick, taking all of me in that pretty mouth.” I look up at him, pure lust in my eyes. I almost feel high, even though it’s been months since I’ve enjoyed a blunt. I’m high off Cade right now, I’m lost in him. “You want more of it?” I nod as I look up at him, my lips tightening around him, as he begins to thrust in and out, deeper each time. He guides me over him with the hold he has on my head. I lock my throat as he starts to go deeper down it, controlling my gag reflex. I begin milking him with the hand I have firmly around his base as he moves in and out, his legs start to spasm, and he grips my hair tighter. “Fuck, Baby Girl, I’m going to come.” He starts to pull out, so I grip him tighter and begin to hum around his cock, sending vibrations through it. “Fuck!” I feel the first hot stream of his come hit my throat and I suck down tighter as he thrusts one, two, three more times as he empties his release down my throat as I greedily swallow him down.

  Just as I’ve released him, wiping my mouth with my hand, I’m pulled up and thrown onto the bed, my back against it and Cade between my thighs as he holds himself up with his hands on either side of my shoulders. His still half-hard cock laying against my belly. His look is intense, almost scary in a way. He looks like he wants to devour me whole… and I want him too. He sits up and straddles my waist, pulling his black tee off. I reach out and run my hands over his chest, feeling the smooth ripples of his pecs and abs under my fingers. He grabs my hands and gathers both wrists in one hand. With his other hand, he grabs the bottom of my teddy and pulls it up. I arch my back for him, so it slides right up. Instead of completely taking it off like I thought he would, he instead starts to wrap it around my wrists in figure eights. When he’s finished they are securely held together above my head, the wraps tight enough I can’t slip out of them, but not tight enough to hurt or rub me. This is new, excitement and arousal are tingling from my scalp to my toes. My whole body lifts toward him, wanting to feel his skin on mine. Is he finally going to take me? I close my eyes as all the things I want him to do to me run through my mind.

  Leaning back over me, he begins to trail kisses from my lips, down my jaw and neck, to then finally taking my left nipple into his mouth. I cry out as the sensation is almost too much, I can feel an orgasm start to build just with having his hands and lips on me. He sucks down harder and nips at my stiff peaks, as he runs his thumb in teasing circles around my other one. I try to lift my bound hands, to grab onto his hair but he stops them and puts them back above my head. Releasing my aching and pleasure-filled nipple, he continues his path of kisses down my belly, flicking his tongue at my belly ring. As he scoots down farther, his kisses getting closer and closer to my clit, I begin to squirm.

  Standing up at the end of the bed, he kneels down against it. Grabbing my legs behind my knees, he pulls me to the end of the bed, my ass flush with the end of the mattress. My knees and thighs start to shake in anticipation as he kisses up to them and breathes hot air against my bare pussy. “You're so wet for me, Baby Girl.” I love when he calls me that, but he’s teasing me, and I almost can’t stand the anticipation of him inside me. Filling me. Just as I’m about to say something he flicks his tongue in quick movements, and I scream out, my back altogether leaving the bed as I arched my body up and push my clit harder against his tongue. Pushing a finger inside me, he circles it around my inner walls before adding another one. He then starts thrusting them in and out slowly as he continues to torture my swollen clit.

  My orgasm hits me out of nowhere, and I scream out. I move my bound hands and grip onto his dark hair as he removes his fingers and starts lapping up my juices as I ride my orgasm out, his face buried between my clenching thighs. When my body stops spasming, and he licks me clean, he sits up and licks his lips.

  “You taste so good, your sweet on the inside and out.” He’s killing me here. Could he be any sweeter?

  He lays down on the bed beside me and pulled me into his side. Holding me close. My body starts thrumming again, not fully sated. I want him inside me. I flip on my side, facing him and slipping a leg over his waist, I sit up and straddle his thighs. His cock is hard again as it stands against my belly. I look at him, and can’t believe I’ve gotten so lucky. To move next door to these men who I’m quickly growing attached too is something I thought I would only experience in fantasy. I need him.

  All I can say is, “Please? Please, Cade.” His cock firmly against my stomach. I start rubbing up and down the other side of it with the flat of my palm, and I feel it jerk against me.

  Sadness enters his eyes, and I can’t figure out why it’s there. “I can’t. I don’t want to hurt you, Baby Girl.” Rubbing his hands up my sides, he reaches up with one hand and cradles my cheek. I lean into it, loving the comfort it brings me. Why would he hurt me? I don’t think he ever could.

  “Why do you say that? You won’t hurt me.”

  “I can get a little controlling, a little rough.”

  I don’t know why but those words bring pleasure to every erogenous zone I have, some I didn’t even know I had. I’ve never played a submissive, but just the thought excites me. “Maybe… Maybe I want you to control me. Maybe I want you to get a little rough with me?”

  His eyes light up. I see fire and passion behind them. I see the decision he’s made and almost lift up and glide him into me right then. Just as I’m about to do just that he grabs my hips in a hard grip stopping me, and I no joke whimper and pout. I want him inside me. “Get up and stand in the middle of the room.”

  I’m off the bed and standing stark naked in the middle of the room in less than twenty seconds, my body following his demand before my mind could even decide if I wanted to. My still bound hands rest against my lower stomach “Cade…”

  “Shh, don’t say a word, unless I ask you to, and don’t move unless I tell you to.” I shut my mouth quickly, my body trembling with never felt before sensations. His demands and tone have my body on fire. He comes and stands behind me his chest against my back, his hard erection against the crack of my ass. I grind myself back against him, and he grabs my hips, stilling me. “Remember, don’t move unless I tell you to. Now spread your legs a little for me.”

  Once again, my body responds before my mind and my legs spread wider, cool air teasing my open lower lips. He reaches around me and slowly runs his fingers between my folds, dipping a finger in and out every other caress. I want to move against his hand, but I’m trying really hard to follow his orders and not move. His free hand comes around and grabs my left breast in a hard punishing grip, and I moan out, trying not to say anything. It hurts, but in a good way, it’s like he’s sending licks of fire over my already hot body.

  Releasing my breast, he tips me forward a little and grabbing his cock in hand he runs it back and forth over my pussy before pushing just the tip in. Yes! I want him inside me so bad I can almost taste it. But he doesn’t continue. “We can’t do this, I don’t have a condom.” No! My body screams at me, I feel like I could explode.

  “Are you clean? I was tested about a month before we moved, and I’m on birth control.”
Please say you are, there’s no way we’re not continuing this.

  “I’m clean, even though I always wore a condom with my one-night stands, I always got tested after.” My body starts to crave him even more. The thought of him sliding in me bare has my knees shaking, and I struggle to keep still, his naked body still against my back and his arm around me.

  His voice lowers and becomes a bit menacing. “Go grab the small chair in front of your vanity and bring it here.” I had just gotten this vanity the other day. I was driving home and saw it at a yard sale at the end of the street over from ours. I loved it and had to get it, adding a really girly touch to my room.

  As I go to get the chair, he disappears into the bathroom, and I hear him going through the drawers. I set the chair in front of me. It was actually kinda hard to drag to the middle of the room with my wrists still bound in my teddy. I stay still knowing he wants me to stay put and wait for his next demand. I’m excited, and he’s pushing the limits on my patience.

  I hear him come out of the bathroom and his glorious bare before my body is suddenly in front of me. He lifts my wrists and with a pair of my hair cutting scissors, he cuts the teddy in two between my wrists and pulls the remains, throwing them to the floor. Hey, I really liked that one. It’s worth it though.

  He puts the back of the low chair against me. It hits just below my belly button. He leans in and kisses a quick kiss to my wanting mouth, leaving it longing as he moves behind me again. “Lean over the chair and grab onto the sides of the seat. Hold on tight, because I’m going to fuck that tight pussy hard.” My clit starts to throb, and I immediately leaned over the chair, grabbing on tight. My ass is now in the air my pussy open and bare, I can feel my arousal start to trail down my thigh.

  He grabs himself and starts rubbing it in my folds and around my inner thigh, lubing up his pulsing cock, before pushing the tip back into me. Then with one quick hard thrust, he’s buried deep inside me, and I have to grip onto the chair harder from the power behind his movement. I cry out his name, forgetting my gag order, and it fuels his desire. He reaches a hand around and grabs onto my neck, pressing his fingers gently against it, not taking all my air, but he has me panting and moaning in quick bursts. He spanks my ass, sending sparks to my already throbbing center.

  He starts slowly moving in and out in slow movements. Him bare inside me feels fantastic, and I can feel every hard ridge and vein in his long thick cock. He’s driving me crazy, and my eyes roll back into my head. “Fuck Baby Girl, your so tight, and look at your pussy sucking me in greedily. I can’t get enough of it. Tell me you want more. Tell me you want me to fuck you harder.”

  “Please Cade, I can’t take it anymore. Fuck me. I want you so bad. Fuck me. Fuck me hard.” He started thrusting harder, faster, and I can’t keep silent any longer, my moans and whimpers becoming louder and louder, even with his hand still firmly around my throat. “Faster baby, faster. Please, I need to come.”

  He’s pounding into me hard, the force lifting me onto my tiptoes as I leaned over the chair. “Fuck! You feel so good Baby Girl, I’m never going to get enough of you.” Enough… He thinks I’m more than enough.

  His words have me almost reaching my climax, I can feel it building, pulsing throughout my body. When he reaches around with his free hand, he starts massaging my clit in fast circles, matching his unrelenting pace and I can’t hold on any longer, my body is aching for release. “I’m gonna come.” He says with a grunt, as he starts to jerk inside me. “Come with me, Baby Girl. Flood my cock with your sweetness.”

  Once again, his words do beautiful things to my body, and I scream out my release as he grunts out his. I can feel his hot come filling me up as we both ride out our orgasms together.

  My body goes slack, and I drape myself heavily over the chair. I have to pant to gather my breath. Cade releases my neck and rests his body over mine. I can feel his quick breaths matching mine as his chest rises and falls against my back.

  When he stands up and pulls himself slowly out of me, I can feel both of our combined come leaking down my leg. I can’t move, my body feeling like jello. He pulls me up to stand and grabbing beneath my thighs lifts me up and places me on the bed. He disappears into the bathroom again, and I can hear the faucet running. When he returns, he has a warm rag and gently cleans me up. I’ve never had someone take care of me like that before. My heart stutters, and I choked back a sob. These guys are too much.

  When he’s done cleaning between my legs, he tosses the rag into the hamper, and returns to the bed and lays down beside me. We’re both on our sides facing each other, and I get lost in his jade green eyes. We both lean in at the same time, our lips crashing together, tongues dancing wildly until my lips are swollen and I have to catch my breath. He has me all worked up again, pussy throbbing for him to be inside it still.

  I push him onto his back and straddled his hips, grabbing onto his hard again cock. Damn this guy has stamina. I guide it to my center and slowly lower down onto him. He grabs my hips and helps set the pace as I ride him first slow then hard and fast. I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of him either.

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  Cade

  Fuck! I’m in trouble. This beautiful woman sleeping in my arms has me all tied up. I’m falling hard, and I’m falling fast. There’s just something about her. I kiss the top of her head in front of me, my arm beneath the pillow she’s laying on and her naked body flush against mine. I can feel her soft breaths through her back on my chest, and it sends a comforting warmth to my heart. After Nichoal disappeared… After she disappeared I thought I’d never have that feeling again.

  But with Mia? The feeling almost feels stronger, and I can feel it growing. I never thought I’d get over Nichoal, and then Mia comes strolling into our lives. My days of thinking of Nichoal slowly changing to thoughts of my Baby Girl, and every day I can’t wait for the sun to go down and have her in my arms like she is now. Fuck, it almost has me scared. Now that I have her, I can’t ever lose her. I can’t go through that again. It worried me when she said she was scared that she wasn’t strong enough to not go back to that fucker Dre if he tried hard enough to get her back. I don’t even mind sharing her with my brothers. As long as she still gets to be mine too.

  She is mine.

  My Baby Girl is amazing, I thought I would scare her off with my intensity. With my need for control, my wanting to fuck her pussy so hard she would be sore for days. She surprised me. She wanted it. She took it. And she was begging for more. I let her take control the one time. I let her ride me hard and fast her clit grinding against me for friction, and she exploded like a fucking firework. That wasn’t the end of it though, I couldn’t get enough of her. I took her in every way possible, every position, bringing us both to climax every time. She was ready for me every time, needing me just as much as I need her. It was after the fifth round she fell asleep against me exhausted. That was at two a.m. It’s now three, and my eyelids are starting to close. I’ve just been holding her, watching her. Hey not trying to be a creeper or anything. I just can’t figure her out, I can’t figure out this pull she has on me. I’ve never felt like this before. I’m out before I can think another thought, my arms holding onto her tighter as I let go and let sleep take me.

  Chapter Eleven

  Helicopter, Helicopter, Over My Head

  Wednesday and Thursday seem to have gone by super fast. On Wednesday, work flew by even though Cassie was back. We were still swamped with accounts, getting them ready for the upcoming payday. Keeping busy always makes the day go by faster. When I got off work and headed home, I hadn’t been there even an hour when the guys showed up with a movie and Chinese take-out. After having fallen asleep on the couch, my head in Roman’s lap and feet across Jayson’s, I was briefly awoken by the later carrying me to bed.

  That next morning I awoke snuggled between Cade and Jayson, fully clothed. There is no way I’ll ever get used to waking up like that. I was so glad it was Thursday, and the workweek was a
lmost over. Two more days and my Bubbs would be home. Last night was spent staying up late playing video games with Jesse and Roman drinking a couple Coronas. They left around midnight, and I crawled into bed with Cade who had gotten here a couple hours before. I fell asleep soon after my head hit the pillow.

  Now Friday morning and I wake to the feel of lips against my forehead. I opened my eyes just as Cade is leaning back from me.”Good morning, Baby Girl.”

  “Good morning,” I reply as I rub the sleep out of my eyes and stretch my arms out to the sides.

  “Sleep, okay? You were all over the place last night.”

  “Ugh, remind me to never play racing games before bed. I was racing nonstop in my dream, just driving and driving. I still feel exhausted.” Yawning and blinking I’m having a hard time staying awake.

  “I gotta head to the shop, but you still have an hour or so. You can go back to sleep. Sorry, I woke you.” He leans back down, this time kissing my lips before pulling back again and standing up.

  “Don’t be sorry. I’m not.” I smile up at him.

  “I’ll see you later, Baby Girl.”

  “See you later.”

  He turns and leaves as I fall back asleep, and all too soon, my alarm clock is going off. After hitting snooze twice, I finally peel myself out of bed and take a quick shower in the hopes that it’ll help wake me up. Getting out, I quickly got dressed in a black skirt with a matching blazer and a white button-up underneath. I leave my hair to dry naturally with some leave-in conditioner to make sure my waves stay frizz-free. I pair the outfit with a red pair of heels. I love red shoes, I have red shoes in just about every style. They're my power shoes. One of my contacts rips as I’m trying to clean it, and not having time to search where I put my extra pairs I throw on a pair of my glasses. I hate my glasses, I’ll be pushing them up my nose all day.