Extinct Doesn't Mean Forever

by Phoenix Sullivan

  He thinks about knights and whether plowing a sword through a man would be sickening or thrilling. Intoxicating, he decides. Making oneself toxic. Filling oneself with the poison of killing. He wonders if killing humans becomes easier with each kill. Cross that line enough, he tells himself, and it disappears. The line between life and death, right and wrong, not killing and killing — like those chalk lines on the Little League field. Step on the line enough and it gets smudged out. The line between killing space creatures and killing humans. Stomper thinks that is a line better left uncrossed.

  Three Wasps pounce on Custer, jabbing spikes through his armored suit. The man thrashes before going still. Lizard fires his EP-19, and one energy pulse knocks a Wasp against the rock. Stomper propels himself into the fray. Holding out the blade, he pierces the carapace of one Wasp. Zappy snatches Custer’s J-4 blade and hacks at another. Wasps swarm out of the tunnels into the cavern. Splash screams into his com for support, though reinforcements are hours or days away. The men scream and pounce, crushing and stabbing everything that moves. A needle prick in Stomper’s arm makes him pant and sweat. Weightless, he is pure energy, invincible. He smashes and splinters the Wasps, the fragments of their bodies going slippery with slime. Any emotional reaction to Custer’s death is incinerated in the amphetamine fire running through his veins. Stomper feels as alive as is possible. Not good, not excited, but raw and alive.

  When it is dark and quiet again, the men lie on the cold rock like limp fish. Stomper does not know if he is awake and trying to fall asleep, or asleep and dreaming of being awake. In that sleep fog, he sees another Wasp, jolts awake and chops it into slime and shell.

  Then Splash shakes him awake. “Mantis,” the leader whispers, and Stomper is awake and sharp again. The four men make their way further into S093, burrowing into the darkest depths of the space rock. They see nothing, but the needle jabs into Stomper’s arm, and he feels sparks running through his veins. Something moves in the dark ahead. It is a Mantis; Stomper is sure of it.

  Then Splash shakes him awake again, and he stares in disbelief at everything.

  ~~~

  Splash and Lizard step on a nest of Spitters, and the acid bores through their suits faster than Zappy and Stomper can react. The men spasm like hooked fish, then go still, and their bodies float in the vacuum. Stomper screams through his com to Queen Bee, safe in the distant, orbiting command station, “Evac! Evac! Evac!”

  Then he cries.

  ~~~

  Angel packs his few belongings because Lisa told him to leave the EnviroDome 4002. He feels no emotion; he thinks only of escaping the artificial bubble. He listens to an audionews broadcast from Mars’ single station.

  Reports from Endless Power, Inc. indicate that larval Wasps, and worse, may have been transported to the nucleite farms on Mars. An infestation could ruin the corporation’s investments. For more on this we—

  Angel contacts Endless Power headquarters. He speaks with an operator and volunteers to scour the nucleite farms. She asks his name, which he provides.

  “Mr. Perez,” the operator replies, “you have an exemplary record of service with our company, and your eighteen months of scouring in the Belt already exceeds our maximum recommended—”

  “Please,” Angel begs. “Give me a J-4. I can jump, I can attack, I can slay—”

  “Let me transfer you,” the operator says, and Angel disconnects. He wonders if this is how a knight of old found his way into knight errancy — when the knight’s need to serve outlived the king’s need of his service.

  ~~~

  Angel looks out at the nucleite, replicating itself in rows. The crystals jut up from the rock, promising profit and power. Endless power, Angel thinks, but for whom? What does mankind do with endless power and no boundaries? It comes to Angel that Endless Power has been harvesting nucleite, but the harvest has been fueled with another unlimited resource: young men, and the reckless, undirected enthusiasm that defines them. Like the Spitters that consume nucleite, which is filled with potential energy, and spit out acid, Endless Power consumes promising men — and Angel realizes now that he is the waste product.

  Something moves. A Mantis. Angel knows it. Polygons on polygons, grinding against one another, swiveling with machine speed. Angel’s heart thumps in his chest. He places Zappy’s vial of amph solution in the medical access slot of his suit. A syringe stabs into his scarred arm. In seconds the rush returns. A Mantis for certain.

  Angel scrambles into his transport and slams the accelerator, spinning the tires and clawing through the nucleite fields. Crystals shatter and smash to powder as Angel screams, feeling alive. The Mantis looks up, sees the vehicle and turns. Its mechanical-looking legs propel it toward the colony. Angel speeds up and screams. Spittle flies from his lips and his bleary eyes dilate.

  Though it is twice as large as the transport, Angel thinks only to knock the monster over then smash it under the tires. But he cannot reach the Mantis, which bounds toward the distant dome houses, toward the EnviroDome 4002 where Lisa still lives. In an instant, Angel crosses over the boundary between the colony and the wild Martian plain, crosses into his neighborhood, crushes the white plastic picket fence on his property, and smashes into the EnviroDome 4002. He hurtles through the windshield, smashes into a table and dies.

  Stomper leaps up, clutching a fragment of the polycarbonate windshield. The Mantis tromps across the living room, lunging toward Lisa, who is screaming. Darren stands by her side. Darren, Queen Bee, who never felt danger from his distant, orbiting command station, who has treated Angel with cordiality and nothing more since the Belt, who has been comforting Lisa over cups of coffee and under silk sheets. Stomper leaps, raising his polycarbonate longsword and swinging it down onto Darren. The man crumples, and Stomper stabs and stabs, feeling weightless, obliterating. Stomper keels backward as Lisa strikes him with a dish. Stunned, he looks up. Why did she attack him and not the Mantis? She staggers and gasps as the Martian atmosphere leaks into her miniature Earth. She crawls into the closet and seals it. She has 96 hours, Stomper knows.

  The Mantis crawls, too — out of the EnviroDome 4002. He cannot let it escape. As he raises his bloody blade, it catches the flickering recessed lighting and glitters. He climbs out of the house and sprints after the Mantis. His legs are bolts of lightning, his head a supernova, his heart a live wire. He is running to first base; he is pursuing the dragon; he is hunting the Mantis.

  ~~~

  ADAM KNIGHT is a writer and an English teacher in northern New Jersey. His work has been accepted at Brain Soup, Halfway Down the Stairs, Golden Visions Magazine, and Hall Brothers’ Entertainment’s Villainy anthology. He can be reached at adamknightbooks@gmail.com.

  Building bridges of meaning through symbols — such as flags, status, and nationality — is as much about alienating as connecting. But the Virtual Bridge Sri plans to build could reconnect the lost hopes of a dying civilization.

  CONNECT

  by Kenneth Burstall

  By any reasonable measure we are dead.

  Unity — slow, cold and broken — is leaving me behind. It’s a slowly boiling mass of speckled gray now. I’m walking away from it, building, understanding, memorizing as I go. And to do these things, to tie them together, I use my memories. Of being alive, of dying, of being dead.

  ~~~

  The centre of the quadrangle was forbidden territory for displaced persons. Sometimes, though, the machine gun crew, drunk on loneliness or alcohol, would let some children in for a while. We would run and scream, ecstatic and terrified by the alien view the soldiers had of our people. A full 360 degrees of crowds on hard plastic seats and primitive bathrooms half-way down each thirty meter side.

  We would play king-of-the-castle on the chunks of limestone there, a child on a rock pulled down and replaced by his or her peers.

  One strange night the drunken soldiers let us into the central area. We rushed around, scaring each other with screams and unskilled kisses. We played ki
ng-of-the-castle, and it was a completely different game in the dark. When those trying to pull the king down were invisible, they were vicious and fast. The game moved at a startling pace, generating bruises and tears by the score.

  For a brief moment I was king and the air on that rock seemed cold, thin and clear. The stars were brighter than I’d ever seen, pinholes in the fabric of the sky letting onto a blazing aurora. Then I was pulled down and the soldiers screamed us back to the edges at an officer’s approach.

  I was eight years old.

  ~~~

  Why my parents married, let alone adopted me, was a mystery.

  “Fuck you! If it weren’t for my money, you’d still be living on EU food parcels.” A stream of obscene Russian followed Mother’s outburst. Father was touchy about his origins in Neutral Scotland.

  “And if it weren’t for me, you’d be an uncultured parochial bitch. You may have made a little money but I was the one invested it, so excuse me while I go and spend some.” With that he stormed out, infuriating Mother even more by beating her to it.

  We looked at each other, then at the beautifully inlaid door father had just slammed.

  Weirdly, we started throwing numbers at each other, estimates of the effect that veneer would have on the aluminum honeycomb underneath.

  I was ten years old.

  ~~~

  The ship is perpetually cold. It slows irreversible processes and conserves energy. Still, with energy not being a problem here, there are other ways to solve the first issue. Our tokomaks have enough fuel to run at full capacity for the full 5000-year trip. We could run warm.

  I believe the cold was imposed, unconsciously, as a penance for our deserting a doomed world. All but the fanatics claimed to wish us well, but I think that everyone really hated us.

  We were leaving behind a biologically immortal population ten billion strong on top of an ecosystem crashing back to blue-green algae.

  We got our last, anguished signal from them 513 years ago.

  I am 3124 years old.

  ~~~

  Kids with parents who were live and free were the elite. They got more and better food than the rest of us, live and free parents tending to stay that way by being bullies.

  “So where’s your mum and dad today, Smeary?” Tall, blond and, hatefully to me, intelligent Smethills was my main persecutor. “Oh yes. Losing it in Wales!”

  None of us knew what this stuff meant, of course. At eight years old, we simply latched on to whatever hurt the most. The Leary name was well-known, however, even among kids.

  Mum and Dad were up in the mountains of the DMZ, shooting at and failing to kill US patrols. The numbers of their fellow insurgents were continually being reduced by packs of augmented dogs, the only weapon the US deigned to use.

  Their disdain did not, however, prevent massively disproportionate reprisals against the camp populations for Mum and Dad’s activities.

  I ran at Smethills, fists swinging, leaving him bleeding, crying, running for his mother.

  That night his father and his goons visited. They beat my uncle so badly he pissed blood for a month.

  ~~~

  Mother and Father made up, of course, with plenty of make-up sex. I could hear it through the very strong but very light door to their room.

  To distract myself I laid my head on the brass grab-bar that ran all around the room. The distant bass of the big engines suddenly became clearer. More interesting to me was my distorted image in the rich glow of the polished metal: one eye huge, one small, mouth drawn out in a long snarl. I could sense these distortions somehow mapped back to the original me.

  As I devised a mathematical framework to express the transformation, I felt a cold happiness at the conclusion. I map continuously back to myself.

  ~~~

  Most crew engineer themselves to ignore the cold.

  Some of us endure it, pulling ourselves along the drums dressed in thick furs. We’re regarded as eccentrics of course, among a crew of people selected for eccentricity.

  I’m supremely odd for my choice of flag above my cabin door.

  On a ship covered in EU, US, Russian, Chinese, Brazilian and other modern national flags, only mine triggers rage, embarrassment or sadness in the viewer, even after all this time. No one has a simple response to that red cross on a white background.

  ~~~

  Food was brought on trucks through an armored garage door that took up the middle third of one side of the quadrangle. Through the gap one could see the next, identical quadrangle. There were dozens of the things. Prefabricated carbon fiber squares, each one the same as the others, tiled who knew how many times.

  After Uncle Fred was so badly injured, Aunt Mary put in for a transfer to another square. Amazingly her request was granted.

  ~~~

  The giant airship was something mother wished she had designed. That she hadn’t been asked she put down to sexism and racism.

  Father put it down, vocally, to her reputation for hugely impressive, hugely disparate projects.

  Of the big three projects she’d worked on: one was a domed city on Prometheus, the skyhook anchor; one was a modular space-port in Ulan Bator and one was a chip-fab in Cape Town.

  Even in an age that abhorred specialising this was felt to spreading oneself too thin.

  The fact that each project was so successful somehow made it worse.

  No one so singular could be trusted with a project on the scale of the airship.

  ~~~

  Everyone knows my family connection to the dog and its journey from Snowdonia to Liverpool.

  Some find it impossible to talk to me despite the gap in both distance and time.

  To hell with them.

  The sociologists decided a little encouragement to national feeling would add some seasoning to the crew. They probably were thinking something along the lines of pan-European cuisine accompanied by a tango with Bengali dancing.

  Instead they got a bunch of simmering, low-level, ethnicity-based interpersonal conflicts. Conflicts that lasted millennia without resolution. If it weren’t for our annual mnemonic adjustments we would have wiped each other out. We’d be zombies with nothing but emotional scars.

  ~~~

  The new quadrangle had a different atmosphere to the last. The central soldiers were stricter — no excursions onto the rockless mud. The kids were sadder, the adults quieter.

  I heard Uncle Fred tell Aunt Mary this was a punishment quadrangle. If insurgents shot at US troops, the people here would be decimated — marched into the centre and one in ten would be shot.

  No wonder the lieutenant had laughed as he signed our transfer papers.

  ~~~

  “What do you think the chances of success are?”

  “Slim to none. The project was put together too hastily. An entire biosphere cannot be treated like building a city.”

  “You’re saying they’re being hasty? That’s a wee bit hypocritical coming from you.”

  Sensing an argument brewing, I butted in from my seat at the head of the table. “When will the first iceteroid hit?”

  “Next year, Hellas Basin. Pure grandstanding to make people think of it as a first step to an ocean.”

  “Did I tell you I got the graphic design contract for the impact visuals? Very high-profile contract,” said Father.

  “Well done. Another worthless parasite on a noble project.”

  “Don’t piss me off, woman. Failing to get the contract for this ship doesn’t give you the right to belittle my work.”

  I gave up on defusing the argument.

  ~~~

  Really, we are passengers. Our beautiful ship runs itself. We can access controls and any damage we cause is instantly fixed by the nano paste that is everywhere on the ship and in our bodies. A twinkling gray the consistency of clay it cleans and, we suspect, calms us. Some think we should use it to slow our bodies down so our journey would seem to be over in months. Some of us, I include myself, have other plans. We�
��ll have to organise a mutiny to get them built though.

  ~~~

  The rhythm of life in the quadrangles was syncopated, deliberately kept off balance. From the random meal times to the lack of night-time lights we were kept deliberately anxious. The poor food and lack of exercise made us easy to control.

  The soldiers became gods to us, angels here to redeem us from our childish mistakes.

  A food cart slipped off the walkway as it trundled by, its front wheels stuck in the mud.

  “Kid, get your ass over here,” said the corporal pushing the cart.

  “Yes sir.” I ran to the cart and helped lift it back onto the path. To be honest, I didn’t do much but the corporal seemed to find my efforts amusing and gave me a handful of sweets.

  From then on I was his pet, his helper in small tasks and his spy among the DPs.

  ~~~

  The airship powered slowly back to the Martian skyhook. The High-Celebrity in the skyscraper-on-its-side-sized gondola got bored and returned to their casinos, pools, and circuses. In a structure that size, there was something for everyone.

  The management panicked. When the High-Celebrity returned to Earth with tales of crimson monotony, who would buy tickets for the Jules Verne?

  “They are fools. They don’t understand engineering has emotions. Here, people want destinations. I would have built them. Pleasure domes, haunted mines. Places for ships to stop and people to experience.”