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Dear Dawn

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by Aileen Wuornos


  Well Buddy, time to fly! . . . “BIG” hugs + Kisses XXXX EEMMMM-MMPH! and may my sweet Sis stay hip, Ill see ya on the flip. next ride in. Stay Cool, Until then, 4-now Love Aileen,

  9-18-94

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Arlene., she’s playin games. They’ll be no box sent this month. Also the Prison’s messed up in the Package room . . . So Ill just hold off and sit this month out. Then wait for November, and have you send one. Okee do Kee . . . !

  You asked me if I heard from ty lately. No . . . I really miss her too. sniffle. But Ill be tuff.! Like a Rock No problem. Besides now that your in my life . . . I can maintain real well. Ill just pretend your my, New Lover . . . Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha . . . You better be kidden Aili. Cheeeeeeechhh I am . . . I am. I swear it. Whistle . . .

  OK, so what else is up. Well,.... lets see, Commassary finally opened up for me, so I had 3 cigerettes Friday. Em. Yum. . . . Yum. A remember “Candy Cigerrettes” Lucky strikes were best. hummm hummmmm. Ha Ha . . . I was stealin my

  moms Kents whenever I could. When we were busted she started countin packs. DARN. Then we had to revert to our pennys she gave us for the Church Pan. Cigs were only . . . what? 22 on up to 33¢ a pack. Good ol days! . . .

  Love ya dearly

  4-now

  Love

  Aileen

  Take Care!

  9-28-94

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . CCR129 is coming in . . . [Steve’s] going out . . . “Being Fired” and Arlene is going to become history . . . you can put me in the chair and burn me to death . . . I don’t care,! But [the corrupt officers] must be brought to light before I go ... Steve and Arlene must be left out to dry ... And guess what! Ill be taking a polygraph. Weeeeeee Hoooooo! Yep! Cant wait.! Baby . . . O.K. Later Baby nic nic,

  10-19-94

  Dear Dawn,

  Steve! He’s so crazy and stupid . . . he also sent me railroad stamps as an extra bit of symbolic meaning. He always sends me “Military Ones” cause I told him there the only ones I really like . . . So I sent him a quick letter and copied it for CCR. I said . . .

  Thank you for the stamps and your insufficient counsel!

  Lee

  Just as short and as simple as could be. And if the creep falls backwards of a heart-attack I could care-less. He’s just another piece of garbage on the planet . . .

  Love

  Aileen

  11-1-94

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . I’ve written near 160 pages on Sound off so far to CCR. Rackin my brains . . . and havent even received one letter yet by [CCR]. Do me a favor. Call her . . . Her name is Theresa Walsh. Please call. OK. This is major important . . .

  Your “Going to Church” . . . O man am I EVER HAPPY FOR YA! . . .

  Once you recieve the Spirit, You’ll know.! It will be quite obvious. It’s a very warm and utterly Beautiful Peacefull feeling. Its like Climaxing! You Cant miss it . . .

  The Spirit is moving in your lives . . . which means . . . is seeking to get you prepared for the fulfilling of . . . .

  Water Baptism is an outward show to others of your deep desire in christ / God / Angels / Thee above . . . people become empowered by the Holy Spirit and began to speak tongues / . . . when they dunked themselves completely ... I guess some have to go through the Water to recieve it! . . .

  Well Buddy I must close. Search the meaning of his word . . . so that you may be “Sealed unto Salvation” . . .

  Stay Kool!

  Love from the kid

  Your sis,

  Aileen

  11-16-94

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

  EVERYBODY!

  May all of you have a Smooth and Super One!

  I’d go for T-Bone on the grill myself . . . with Baked Potatoes, sour cream with chives, cole slaw, corn on the cob, Baked Beans, and a Salad. Emm! . . .

  Susan Smith.130 A doose Bag! 4-Sure! Anyone who rapes or kills a child . . . I’ve got only the woods for em! Certainly you know what I mean. Take her with the rest of these scum balls that are causing the good to be incarcerated to die young. Certainly you know what I mean here too. There the Animals!

  4-now

  Zip outta here

  Love

  Aileen

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  11-30-94

  Letter on the Power of the Blood

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Your Baptism! I’m Super Happy for ya! That took courage Dawn . . . Now that you’ve the Water over you. All you need is the Spirit and his Blood.

  The Blood of Jesus is very very imperative . . . The Baptism is merely a Symbol of belief it doesnt seal you.• The Spirit

  • and the Blood does . . .

  and it come merely by . . . Faith ... and in asking ... Faith cannot be seen. as the Spirit and this blood. Believing cannot be seen. It is all mind over matter my dear . . . The power of the Spirit is “Real” and his blood is real in sealing you from this Worlds Sin. (Tainted blood.) . . .

  Love

  Aileen

  12-14-94

  Dear Dawn,

  Trying my patients with a threat A! Are you trying to screw up our friendship.! If so ... you let me know.! I’m not here to take things lightly! Where I’m at. It cant be done. I am not even going to attempt saying I’m Sorry. When I didnt do a dam thing! ... I’m not the one too threaten. I dont play games Dawn. I’m 39 . . . This isnt my fault.! Its yours!! So look in the mirror and hit yourself and yell at yourself for it. OK . . .

  I’m through with this. / End of discussion . . .

  How(s) your Holiday comin along? The Mother in Law makin it difficult.? . . .

  Hows the new fire place? Workin properly now.?

  Hows your Mom doin? . . .

  So I’m gonna close up shop ... head down to the local pub and kick back a few with wishin I could da-Je-vue. by the back burner memories of my mind . . .

  4-now

  Love

  Aileen

  12-15-94

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . “No One” . . . Repeat . . . “No One” ever got in my drawers for cigerrettes. I ripped off cigerrettes from gas stations (or) bought em through hookin chink. / change from the Wad of bucks I made. But I fucked “No One” for cigerrettes. Geez! I wasnt that hard up.! Stealing cigerrettes was easy! And besides if I was going to choose to fuck for something . . . I’d fuck “Back then” “since I was underage!”. . for a case of beer or 2 (or) liqur before a Pack of cigerrettes or a carton.

  Also if I remember right. You started this bullshit with some reporter or bookwritter which printed it World-Wide. And then you claimed to me you didnt say it. What-ever. The lie is in the World now. Like a million others of them . . .

  Oh yeah by the way I’m not Mad at you. Never was! Just annoyed at your misunderstanding. It really is hard to KEEP ME MAD (or) get me MAD. Has to be something real Serious you ve done. And you havent done such . . . yet! So cheer up, OK.! I Love you . . .

  4-now

  Love

  Aileen

  Love you Later

  1-3-95

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Sorry its been a while written, but the juice is on, so you know where I’ve been glued too. I still feel O.J. didnt do it . . .

  Now O.J. could have had her hit off. But still that doesnt make him. . . . “The Murderer!” And then again, he could have had Nothing to do with this at all, but was done over a drug deal of where money was owed . . . Then we have As usual Another case of rush to judgment in cracking a case to purely make the L.A. Cops and Prosecutors look good ... And an innocent man is being framed royal . . .

  O! the Super bowl Sucked! But the score was cool. 26 – 49. The 49ers won with there own name in the score. Pretty darn cool! . . . 4-now Love Aileen,

  1-5-95

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . CCR isnt even representing me now. The Government cut out a 20 million dollar funding for Death Row Appeals ... Right when I was up for being represented. Strange A! Is there a ca
tch 22 on this one as well . . . My Civil Rights to a fair trial was walked all over in dirt. / . . . All and all alot of fishiness . . .

  My tooth. It is still screwed up. My face is starting to numb. So now I’m wondering. What actually did they put in the filling. It hasnt healed up yet. Yeah – 4-Real. Malpractice Law suit folks.! Easy Winner one . . .

  Man Dawn, you’ve got to hear this one. There’s a new color code coming into effect all accross florida state Prisons. Its Light Blue and Navy Blue . . . as if – Were all in some Insane Asylum, instead of a Prison. Word has come down that all prisoners are inflamed. And for florida. This wont be be good. As for me. Hell I don’t care. Ill be headin home soon anyway. I could care-less on the Color.

  Untill Tomorrow,

  Sweet Dreams

  Love

  Aileen,

  1-23-95

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . they have drive-in church services. 4-Real! Theres one in Daytona! Its like the troy drive in! Screen an all, as you leave, theres a toll booth, where you throw you money in the little collection gig at the side of the building as your driving out . . . Today!, .. its hard to find a “true church . . . !” who really are spirit filled and just all out for God . . . [They] use the Power of this religion for the money making profit.! . . . Examples of are like, 700 Club – Pat Robertson, Jimmy Bakker who just recently was released from a 14 year prison term.131 I think it was 14 years. I believe he only did 6 of. He brought in 55 million a year from his blind sheep. What a seducing Shepard A!? Then theres Oral Roberts who claimed God would kill him if 8 million wasn’t brought in that year.132 Then there’s Swaggart

  who was busted having sexual encounters with young girls, and claiming, he doesnt go to bed with em, just photographs them nude.133 O sure! And so what – sex or photograph, its still down right sinfull what you were doing – As a minister at that.... So all in all I hope your Pastor is true blue . . . Just do the best you can, and keep your thoughts on Gods word. Not man’s. If its not in the Bible, don’t follow others instructions . . . For a great example. Many homosexual churches are starting to pop up accross United States . . . Homogenized churches! UK. And I bet ya they think they can be spared like lot A!? Geez! Wicked! . . .

  Today we have like it was in Noahs time. World-Wide wickedness, homosexuality, and flooding. Like never before in history since then . . . And the Son of man is soon to be showing up. Myself! I cant wait! Bring it on Lord! Ha Ha . . .

  From your Bonded

  Buddy

  Aileen,

  1-26-95

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . on OJ . . . And now having heard the opening arguements by the defense, I see the Prosecution are doing exactly how they did me. A rush to judgment disregarding the real facts, and carrying only for the profit and ladder climbs they could receive off the case . . . Now on opening arguements on my case. The Prosecutors took about 2 hours time. My denfense team. 10-15 minutes. So as you see! The P.D(s) were workin with the state . . .

  Did you know the Jurors are only gettin 5 bucks a day. Yep! Heard it over the radio during the proceedings. And that it costing tax payers 4,000 a day to house + feed all the Jurors. Yet everyone else is makin, what? 2-300 a day or more off the case. The Media Coverage is collecting millions per day by the revenue from viewers. Unreal huh! . . . The blood drops of OJ . . . It looks like a case of pure police tainting of evidence . . . Just by the defense opening excellent Arguements. I can see gross injustice, and . . . I think OJ may very well be innocent . . .

  My heart goes out entirely for Nicole and Goldberg with there family having to deal with this gross tragedy. But I think the Prosecution is lying. And way to much...

  Untill next time,

  Love Aileen

  2-10-95

  Friday

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Theresa134 came and went with good news for the future. So Ill keep my hopes up. I know now that when it all begins, it will be a humdinger of an investigation over my cases. GOOD! and she reasured me my problems here would be resolved soon. So Im back to myself with all this excellent news. I’m the type who isnt out to bother anyone, nor cause any trouble. But, since others want to cause it upon me . . . Ive no other choice but to speak out and take a stand . . .

  O.J. [Check] this out. I just recently hit on this one. When someone is killed. At the time there killed blood doesnt come out purfusely into pools – untill after all is done . . . Lets go now to the 1 pair of foot prints to the alley . . . my conclussion is. A cop stepped in the blood and it soaked through to his pair of socks he had on . . .

  Again, wheres the clothes. Wheres the shoes that should be all full of blood. Wheres the blood on the floor board of the bronco if he was suppose to of stepped in so much and walked off . . .

  Time to cut out! . . .

  “Happy Valentine’s Day to all of you too!”

  Have a good one. OK.

  Love always – Aileen,

  2-16-95

  Dear Dawn,

  I’m rereadin some of your letters and I see a few things I needed to answer that I havent.

  One is. Was your trial like O.J.(s).? No! . . . O.J. is being given the greatest in history of favoritism I’ve ever seen as far as a trial on murder is concerned. Now I believe mine was the, Quickest in History of trying a case, which lasted only 13 days ... So obviously you can see I was Extremely railroaded with a “Rush to Judgment” no doubt. And so here are the things I made history in . . .• 1. – I became the 1st Female Seriel Killer!

  • 2. – That I had one of the quickest trial proceedings Ever!

  • 3. – and that I’m the only one Ever to receive (6)

  death sentences in History. No other man or women has. So this is what “they” wanted to go down in history . . . I may also be the first Capital Case in the

  books of history were as the Judge allowed the Jurors to go home . . . Just by these few facts – you and anyone else should be able to tell I was rushed off to Judgment, indeed . . .

  OK, now my wrist is actin up so Ill have to cut this letter short . . .

  Back to the Juice I go! Itll be great when its all over so we can Sober up! Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha

  See ya Soon

  4-now

  Love Aileen,

  3-1-95

  Dear Dawn,

  Happy Birthday! WoW. Can you believe it.!

  39?

  Yikes! Scarry.

  So fast. Yesterday we were 15.

  Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha . . . . . .

  I hope your havin a Wonderfull One! Party Up!

  and.... Party Down.!

  Geez! Just think if we reach the age of 70. all pruney lookin. hum! I don’t think I could dig it Sis. Bones creakin, hemmoriods hurtin, sexually devastated, no more livedness within or without. Count me Out! I’m outta here! Ha Ha . . . . . .

  Happy 39th Anyway Buddy!

  . . . EmmmMMMmmmMMMmphhh

  Love

  Aileen,

  3-13-95

  Dear Dawn,

  Quick letter. So you’ll remember.

  Arlene hasnt written me yet, nor will I write her back if she does. Arlene is contacting you for info, because terry135 swill be digging into her soon. Do not feed her any. Break off all contact. I see prison up ahead for many! If all goes well. But that’s just a line for you to read between. Get my point. Do not call her, and

  when she calls you, tell her your busy gotta go. Don’t blow whats up ahead. OK. Keep quiet and tell her bye. I’ve gotta go, Ill write more later.

  Love

  Aileen,

  4-22-95

  Dear Dawn,

  Goodmornin! Got any good Coffee! Mine just isnt potent enough. Havin a hard time here. But! Ill pretend I’m alert and Competent right now. Okay! u are you sure you can handle this Aileen.? Positive Dawn, Positive.! If it gets to hard on me and my capacity, Ill whistle, OK . . .

  Visiting! . . . . Hum . . . . , Dawn . . . , I’m not in the market to upset you. But I need to be very honest with you on this su
bject. I think its to expensive and therefore I’d wish you’d rather not. Dont get Mad! Hear me out . . . I’m being mistreated in a certain way here, that terry needs to tell you about.136 O.K. My nerves are totally shot and a lawsuit will need to be filed. Its very serious! And its carried on so for a year now.

  And then to see me/cost an arm + a leg. Its just to dam expensive. We seen each other twice now., and the memory of you and your whole being is etched freshly accross my mind. As fresh as if it were Yesterday. What would be better is saving money instead to be able to transport my remains up north. Your gonna need more than 3,000, in travel expenses. / Alone . . . So – if you would concider these points so imperative – far more imperative then a visit at some 1500 for . . .

  Love

  Aileen,

  5-5-95

  Dear Dawn,

  Yooo Buddy! There I got on a roll and Suddenly fell ill. My tooth area, where it was pulled out. Well its still mess up . . . It looks as if someone took a .38 and shot out one side of my gum . . . Remembering back as he started on my tooth he was drilling the base of the tooth and chipping away like as if to intentionally have it break in 2 so he’d have to pull the area twice out . . . So I’m still hurtin from this show of unproffessionalism ect ect. I also finnished reading an article about “Bone

 

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