Good Girl Complex: a heartwarming modern romance from the TikTok sensation

by Elle Kennedy

  “But I see it.” He wanders through the lobby toward the grand staircase, where he runs his hand over the intricately carved bannister. “With the right touch, and enough money, it’s got potential.”

  “Really?”

  “Oh yeah. Teeming with potential.”

  “I know this sounds dumb,” I say, taking a seat at the foot of the stairs, “but when I first set eyes on this place, I had this image in my head. Guests sitting on the veranda in rocking chairs, sipping wine, and watching the tide roll in. I saw it so clearly.”

  “It’s not dumb.” Cooper sits beside me.

  I feel no animosity from him, as if we’re almost friends again. Except for the same magnetic tug begging me to run my fingers through his hair.

  “When I put a salvaged piece of wood on my bench, I don’t have a plan for what it’ll be. I just sit with it. Wait for it to express itself. Then it practically builds itself in my mind, and I’m following along.”

  I bite my lip. “My parents aren’t going to be happy about this.”

  Lately it doesn’t take much to set my father off. Most of it is work stress, but it seems as if he’s engaged in constant battle about one thing or another. Probably where I get my combative side. Thing is, when the battles end badly, his frustration tends to manifest in being loudly disappointed in me.

  “Who the hell cares?” Cooper scoffs.

  “Yeah, easy for you to say.”

  “I mean it. Since when do you care about what anyone else has to say?”

  “You don’t understand how hard it is to get out from under their thumb. They run practically every part of my life.”

  “Because you let them.”

  “No, but—”

  “Look. In the time I’ve known you, you’ve mostly been a stubborn, opinionated pain in the ass.”

  I laugh, admitting to myself that most of our conversations have devolved into stalemate arguments. “It’s not my fault you’re always wrong.”

  “Watch it, Cabot,” he says with a playfully threatening glare. “Seriously, though. You’ve got your shit together better than most people I know. To hell with your parents approving. Be your own person.”

  “You don’t know them.”

  “I don’t have to know them. I know you.” He turns to face me fully, leveling me with serious eyes. “Mac, you are a force to be reckoned with. You don’t take shit, you take names. Don’t forget that.”

  Damn it. Fucking damn it.

  “Why do you have to do that?” I mutter, getting to my feet. I can’t control my muscles. I have to move, find some air.

  “Do what?” He gets up, following me as I pace the room.

  “Be so …” I gesture incoherently in his direction. “Like that.”

  “You’ve lost me.”

  It’s easier when he’s being a dick. Flirting, coming on strong. Arguing with me and calling me princess. It’s easier to dismiss him as just another hot guy with too much attitude, someone not to be taken seriously. Then he’s all sweet and kind and gets my head messed up. Drags my heart into it, kicking and screaming.

  “Don’t be nice to me,” I blurt out in frustration. “It’s confusing.”

  “Yeah, well, I was a little confused when you were scraping your nails down my back, but hey, I went with it.”

  “Good,” I say, spinning to point at him. “Do that. That I can work with. I handle you better when you’re a prick.”

  “So that’s what it is? You’re afraid to give a damn because then you can’t keep lying to yourself about us?”

  “There is no us,” I shoot back. “We kissed. Big deal.”

  “Twice, princess.”

  “And it went so well we didn’t talk for two weeks.”

  “Hey, you called me.” Defiant, he stares me down. A dare.

  “And I see now it was a mistake.”

  Gritting my teeth, I stalk forward, my sights set on the arched doorway leading to the exit. But that requires walking past Cooper, who reaches for my waist before I can sidestep him.

  In the blink of an eye I’m in his arms, pressed tight against his chest. I feel every warm, solid inch of him against my body. Silence descends as he tips his head to look down at me. My breath catches. I forget who I was before I met him. In this bubble, in this quiet place where no one will find us, we can be entirely ourselves.

  “Well …” I whisper, waiting for him to say something, do something. Anything. The anticipation is killing me, and I think he knows it.

  “You can leave anytime you want,” he says roughly.

  “I know.” Still, my feet don’t move. My heart beats a barrage against my rib cage. I’m suffocating, but all I want to do is sink deeper into his arms.

  I shiver when his thumb lightly caresses my side over the thin fabric of my loose white shirt. Then the light touch becomes strong fingers curling over my hip, and my knees wobble. I’m smoke in his arms. I don’t feel solid.

  “What are we doing, Mac?” His deep, dark eyes penetrate me.

  “I thought you knew.”

  Urgently, his lips cover mine. His fingers bite into my hip as mine snake into his hair and pull him toward me. The kiss is hungry, desperate. When his tongue prods at the seam of my lips, seeking entry, I whimper quietly and give him what he wants. Our tongues meet and I nearly keel over again.

  “It’s okay, I got you,” Cooper whispers, and before I know what’s happening, I’m off my feet, legs wrapped around him.

  He walks us backward until I’m pressed into the exposed concrete of a cracked wall. He’s hard against me. I can’t fight the wave of insistent arousal that compels me to grind myself against him, seeking the friction that will unleash this knot of repressed longing that’s sat taut inside me for weeks. This isn’t me. I’m not the girl who loses her mind over a guy, who gets tangled up in midafternoon interludes of semi-public, semi-sexual exploits. And yet here we are, mouths fused, bodies straining to get closer.

  “Fuck,” he groans. His hands find their way under my shirt, callused fingers dipping beneath the cups of my bra.

  The moment he teases my nipples, it’s like someone’s opened the curtains in a pitch-black room. Startling as blinding sunlight pouring through.

  “I can’t,” I whisper against his lips.

  Right away Cooper pulls back and sets me on my feet. “What’s wrong?”

  His lips are wet, swollen. His hair wild. A dozen fantasies rush through my mind as I struggle to slow my breathing. The wall at my back is the only thing keeping me upright.

  “I still have a boyfriend,” I say as an apology. Because although I might not be happy with Preston at the moment, we haven’t officially broken up.

  “Are you serious?” Cooper storms away before turning to stare at me with exasperation. “Wake up, Mackenzie.” He throws his hands up. “You’re a smart girl. How are you this blind?”

  My eyebrows crash together in confusion. “What is that supposed to mean?”

  “Your boyfriend is cheating on you,” he spits out.

  “What?”

  “I asked around. For two years, everyone in the Bay has seen that asshole screwing everything that moves.”

  An angry scowl twists my mouth. “You’re lying.”

  He’s picked the wrong girl if he thinks I’m falling for such an obvious ploy. He’s only saying this because he wants to get in my pants, to make me furious enough at Preston that I’ll give in to the undeniable attraction between us. Well, Cooper doesn’t even know Preston. If he did, he’d understand that Pres is the last one who’d be running around with random hookups.

  “You’d love it if I was.” Cooper approaches me, visibly seething. I’m not sure which one of us is more pissed off at this point. “Face it, princess. Your Prince Charming pulls more ass than a barstool.”

  Something comes over me.

  Blind, hot rage.

  I slap him. Hard. So hard my hand stings.

  The crack echoes through the empty hotel.

  At fi
rst he just stares at me. Shocked. Angry.

  Then a low, mocking laugh slides out of his throat. “You know what, Mac? Believe me or don’t believe me.” He chuckles again. A raspy, dark warning. “Either way, I’ll be the one watching smugly from the sidelines when you’re finally hit with a dose of reality.”

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  MACKENZIE

  Cooper’s accusation against Preston torments me for the next twenty-four hours. It clouds my mind, poisons my thoughts. I don’t pay a lick of attention during my Monday classes. Instead, I run Cooper’s words over and over again in my head, alternating between anger, uneasiness, and doubt.

  For two years everyone in the Bay has seen that asshole screwing everything that moves.

  Face it, princess. Your Prince Charming pulls more ass than a barstool.

  Was he telling the truth? I have no reason to trust him. He could have made the allegation merely to get under my skin. It’s what he’s good at.

  Then again, what reason does he have to lie? Even if I dumped Preston, that doesn’t mean I’d run straight into Cooper’s arms.

  Does it?

  When I got back to the dorm yesterday after our fight, I had to force myself not to call Preston and lay everything on the line. Ask questions and demand answers. I’m still pissed at him for how he reacted to my hotel. Pissed at the realization that he doesn’t take me seriously as a businesswoman, and at the way he flatly laid out a future that robs me of all agency.

  I already had plenty of reasons to question my relationship with Preston before Cooper lobbed those accusations. Now, I’m even more of a mess. My mind is mush, my insides twisted into knots.

  I leave the lecture hall with my head down, not stopping to make small talk with any of my classmates. Outside, I inhale the fresh air, now crisp and a bit cooler, as fall begins to make its appearance after an extended summer.

  My phone buzzes in my canvas shoulder bag. I reach for it, finding a text from Bonnie asking if I want to meet for lunch. My roommate has the uncanny ability to read my mind, so I tell her I have to study, then find an empty bench in the quad and pull out my laptop.

  I need a distraction, an escape from my chaotic thoughts. Making plans for the hotel provides that respite.

  For the next few hours, I scour the internet for the resources I need to get started on this project. I make a list of contractors, contacting each one to request a site visit, so they can give me hard estimates about how much it’ll cost to get the building up to code. I research county ordinances and permit regulations. Watch a couple videos about commercial plumbing and electrical installations. Read up on the latest in hurricane-proof construction and pricing insurance policies.

  It’s …a lot.

  My mother calls as I’m sliding the laptop back in my bag and getting up to stretch my legs. Sitting on a wrought iron bench for three hours did a number on my muscles.

  “Mom, hey,” I greet her.

  Skipping the pleasantries, she gets right to the point. “Mackenzie, your father and I would like to take you and Preston to dinner this evening—how is seven o’clock?”

  I clench my teeth. Their sense of entitlement is grating as hell. She’s acting as if I have a choice in the matter, when we both know that’s not the case.

  “I don’t know if Preston is free,” I say tightly. I’ve been avoiding him for two days, ever since he shot down my dreams and told me I was irresponsible and immature.

  The memory of his harsh, condescending words reignites my anger at him. No. No way am I bringing him to dinner tonight and risking a huge fight in front of my parents. I’ve already slapped one guy. Best to not make it two.

  But my mother throws a wrench in that. “Your father already spoke to Preston. He said he’s happy to join us.”

  My mouth falls open in shock. Seriously? They made arrangements with my boyfriend before calling me, their own daughter?

  Mom gives me no time to object. “We’ll see you at seven, sweetheart.”

  The moment she disconnects, I scramble to call Preston. He answers on the first ring.

  “Hey, babe.”

  Hey, babe? Is he for real right now? I’ve been ignoring his calls and texts since Saturday afternoon. On Sunday morning, when he threatened to show up at my dorm, I texted that I needed some space and would call him when I was ready.

  And now he’s hey, babeing me?

  Does he not realize how mad I am?

  “I’m glad you finally called.” His audible remorse confirms he does recognize my unhappiness. “I know you’re still sore over our little spat, so I was trying to give you some space like you asked.”

  “Really?” I say bitterly. “Is that why you agreed to have dinner with my parents without even consulting me?”

  “Would you have picked up the phone if I called?” he counters.

  Good point.

  “Besides, I literally just hung up with your dad. You called before I had a chance to call you first.”

  “Fine. Whatever. But I don’t want to go tonight, Preston. After what happened Saturday at the hotel, I really do need that space.”

  “I know.” The note of regret in his voice sounds sincere. “I reacted poorly, I can’t deny that. But you have to understand—you threw me for a total loop. The last thing I expected was being told you’d gone and bought a hotel. It was a lot to take in, Mac.”

  “I get that. But you spoke to me like I was a disobedient child. Do you even realize how humiliating—” I stop, drawing a calming breath. “No. I don’t want to rehash this right now. We do need to talk, but not now. And I can’t do dinner. I just can’t.”

  There’s a brief pause.

  “Mackenzie. We both know you’re not going to tell your parents you can’t go.”

  Yeah.

  He’s got me there.

  “Pick me up at quarter to seven,” I mutter.

  Back at Tally Hall, I steam a suitable dress my mom won’t side-eye and make myself presentable. I decide on a navy boatneck that’s just on the slutty side of modest. My silent protest against having my evening hijacked. As soon as Preston picks me up from my dorm, he suggests I put on a cardigan.

  I sit in silence on the drive over to the fancy new steakhouse near campus. Preston is smart enough not to push me to talk.

  At the restaurant, we’re given a private room, thanks to my dad’s assistant calling ahead. On the way in, Dad does his usual grip-and-grin with voters, then poses for a picture with the manager that’ll end up framed on the wall and run in the local paper tomorrow. Even dinner becomes a major affair when my father shows up, all because his ego isn’t content to anonymously eat out with his family. Meanwhile, my mother stands to the side, hands clasped politely in front of her, a plastic smile on her face. I can’t tell if she still loves this stuff or if the Botox means she feels nothing anymore.

  Beside me, Preston has stars in his eyes.

  Through cocktails and appetizers, my father goes on about some new spending bill. I can’t find it in me to even feign interest as I push my beet salad around my plate. Preston engages him with an eagerness that, for some reason tonight, is getting on my last nerve. I’d always appreciated Preston’s ability to chat up my parents, take some of the burden off me at these things. They love him, so bringing him along keeps them in a good mood. But right now, I’m finding him incredibly annoying.

  For a fleeting moment I consider plucking up the courage to break the news to my parents—Guess what! I bought a hotel! But as Mom starts on how she can’t wait until I get more involved with her charities, I’m convinced they won’t react any better than Preston did.

  “I was hoping you’d let me take Mackenzie along to Europe this summer,” Preston says as the entrées arrive. “My father’s finally bowed to the pressure and agreed to take my mother shopping for a new vacation home. We’re sailing the yacht along the coast from Spain to Greece.”

  This is news to me. I’m pretty sure there’s been no recent discussion of my summer plan
s, and even if there has been, that was before I had a hotel to restore. Preston knows damn well I can’t leave Avalon Bay this summer.

  Or maybe he’s confident he can talk his immature, irresponsible, wife-material girlfriend into not going through with the purchase.

  Bitterness coats my throat. I gulp it down with a bite of my lemon and garlic infused sole.

  “Doesn’t that sound marvelous,” my mom says, with the slightest edge to her voice.

  One of her greatest resentments over her husband’s career—not that she hasn’t enjoyed the privilege of being a congressman’s wife—is her enforced poverty of only two domestic vacation homes when all her friends are always skipping off to their private chalets in Zermatt or villas in Mallorca. Dad says it isn’t a good look for them to flaunt their wealth while on the taxpayers’ dime—even if the vast majority of the family money comes from inheritance and the corporation my father stepped down from to run for office, though he still sits on the board. But attention invites questions, and Dad hates those.

  “She does put up with a lot from him,” Preston jokes, grinning at my mother. “So does this one.” He nods at me and finds my hand under the table to squeeze.

  I shrug his hand off and reach for my water glass instead.

  My patience is at an all-time low. I used to be so good at tuning out these conversations. Blowing them off as harmless banter to keep my parents happy. As long as Preston kept them entertained and everyone got along, my life was infinitely easier. Now, it seems the status quo isn’t doing it for me anymore.

  “What are your plans after graduation next year?” my dad asks Preston. He’s barely said two words to me all night. As if I’m an excuse to see their real child.

  “My father wants me at his bank’s headquarters in Atlanta.”

  “That’ll be quite the change of pace,” Dad says, cutting into his bloody steak.

  “I’m looking forward to the challenge. I intend to learn everything about the family business from the bottom up. How the mail gets processed to acquisitions and mergers.”

  “To how the regulations get passed,” my father adds. “We should set something up for next term. Have you at the Capitol. There are some important pieces of legislation up for committee—it’d be an invaluable learning experience to sit in on those hearings. See how the sausage gets made, as it were.”