The Godsend Backfire: The Beginning

by Harold Straugh

  “Are you..” I went to go say, but she kissed me as well. I didn’t pull away though, I kissed her back, it felt more natural with her.

  “Odd, a man of Jehovah, kissing a witch,” she said, her eyes sparkled extra in the moonlight.

  “Odd, a couple days ago you were screaming at me,” I said not forgetting how she treated me a couple days ago, but I forgave her for it.

  “I’m sorry! I just get offended when I feel someone is moving in on my territory, I didn’t know your attentions.”

  “It’s okay,” I said wondering about Lilith, “She’s real, and I released her, she was imprisoned for a reason, I went against something Jehovah did.”

  “And you got struck by lightning for it too,” Mer-Alz-Azkiban said.

  “I wonder what’s going to happen now?” I asked.

  “Who knows, only time will tell,” she said, and took a step closer to me, next thing I knew she grabbed my crotch.

  “What are you doing?” I asked and stepped away.

  “I don’t know,” she said and shook her head, as if snapping herself out of a daze, “I just feel attracted to you.”

  “I think maybe we should head back, I wonder where Wretch has taken off too?” I said, then I called for him and it wasn’t a minute later that he appeared, trotting along the lake front, making that god-awful noise. “Where do you take off to Wretch?”

  He simply neighed and walked by me, but before we could even take a step, people from Gomorrah started coming out of their huts, then Abakanazar appeared, “Is it true? Is Lilith real?”

  “Yes, she is,” I said, “and she’s looking for Lucifer.”

  Mer-Alz-Azkiban’s mom came up, “What have you done, demon?” she directed her question to me.

  “I’m no demon!” I said, that is something, to this day, I still take great offense to.

  “I think its time you leave,” Abakanazar said.

  The village formed behind Abakanazar, after all I had done for them, protecting them, plowing their field, I do one thing wrong and they shun me. Truth is I didn’t feel at the time, that I had done anything wrong. I didn’t argue, or kill them, I was still soft and wanted peace, so I left with Wretch and Merz-Alz-Azkiban in tow.

  We walked down the path, Wretch stayed between me and Mer-Alz-Azkiban, I found it odd. About halfway through the walk I sensed my brothers and stopped. I looked around, and called for Wretch and Mer-Alz-Azkiban to stop. Up until that point, I was enjoying the cool night air.

  “What’s wrong?” Mer-Alz-Azkiban asked.

  “My brothers are near,” I said.

  “We aren’t going to hurt you!” I heard Mylicious say, he was in his human form.

  “Derium?” I asked, because last time I checked we didn’t leave on good terms.

  “I’m sorry brother, for my actions earlier, baby blood and bloodlust do not go good together. Lucifer talked to me, I realized he needed you alive,” Derium said.

  “Why me?”

  “Because only the purest of heart, can release the most impure of hearts,” Mylicious said.

  “Brothers, have I done a bad thing?” I asked.

  “Oh, you’ve done a very bad thing, but it’s going to be so much fun,” Derium said and had a strange look his face.

  Wretch neighed and looked at Derium and Derium looked back at him. There was nothing said from Derium, the two just looked at each other. I didn’t like the sinking feeling I had going on in my stomach.

  “I think its our time to go, brother.” Mylicious said.

  “We will be seeing you around,” Derium said, I didn’t like he sounded.

  The two retreated and I still didn’t feel comfortable with Derium’s words and the look on his face. Soon, they were gone and Mer-Alz-Azkiban, Wretch and I, carried on our way. The sun started to peak by the time we got back to Sodom. Mer-Alz-Azkiban, said she needed to go to sleep. We parted ways, I then went by the lake

  “Well, I guess its just me and you Wretch,” I said and looked over at Wretch, who was sound asleep, “I guess it’s just me,” I said and walked around a little bit. I could sense something was off, I just didn’t know what.

  I made myself useful while people slept, I gathered wood and then tried my hand at fishing. I stood still with a spear, remembering how they waited and posed. After about an hour fish came by and I struck with great accuracy, for my first time. I hit the fish just behind the gills. I wasn’t nothing for me either to toss the fish up on the bank. After about three hours, I had about a hundred fish on the bank. I was proud of myself.

  The people of Sodom started to awake, a few gathered around the pile of fish I had on the bank and few started to pick them up and take them to the cleaning house. They were all smiles as well, even the ones who hardly smiled before. At first, I thought they were just happy, but I noticed it was excessive, something didn’t seem right. I noticed then some of them were only half clothed. They were giddy and getting really close to each other, they acted drunk.

  Then, I saw Mer-Alz-Azkiban on the shore, she was smiling as well, waving me towards her. I walked up to her, the water slashing about as I approached the shore.

  “Look at all the fish you got. Your clothes are all wet though,” she said and put her hands through into my waistband and tried pulling my pants down.

  “What are you doing?” I asked and stepped back.

  “Don’t be so shy,” she pressed forward, this time shoving her hand down my pants and grabbed me. I backed off, but she had a firm grip on it and wasn’t letting go. Then I felt hands around my shoulder and when I turned my head, I saw Jezeberri and before I could do anything she was kissing me.

  I jerked away, the two collided into each other, then instantly started fighting, it was a brutal fight. Cheers arose from the other villagers, no one stopped to help and I was too confused, myself, to try to break up the fight, so I watched.

  It wasn’t your typical girl fight, there was no hair pulling at first. There were multiple fists thrown, kicks, clothes ripped and then finally hair got pulled, I finally snapped out of my daze and broke up the fight when Mer-Alz-Azkiban broke Jezeberri’s nose.

  “What are you fighting over?” I asked.

  “You, you’re mine,” Mer-Alz-Azkiban said.

  “NO! He’s mine!” Jezeberri said.

  “I AM NONE OF YOURS!” I raised by voice. I then used my speed and fled away from there. I went to the mountains nearby, to get away, I could have fled further away, but I had a gut feeling I needed to stay.

  I was watching the people from the mountain, they were hard to see, but there was a lot of movement going on. I shook my head, then suddenly, felt arms around me again, I jumped and turned around. In front of me stood Lilith, still naked, laughing.

  “What is going on?” I asked, I had feeling she was behind it.

  “Don’t you like the free love?” she asked.

  “No, its wrong, love is supposed to between one person and another, not many,” I said and acted repulsed.

  “Says who? Your precious Jehovah?” she hissed and rushed at me, pinning me up against a side of a boulder by my throat, “You think he’s the greatest, don’t you?”

  “He is!” I squeaked out, she was strong, stronger than I expected. She repeated the actions of Mer-Alz-Azkiban and grabbed me, with much more force.

  “How is it you’re resisting me?” she asked, then kissed me, and bit my lip, it was the first time I tasted my own blood. The fact that I could resist her, yet I also felt drawn to her, seemed to anger her. She forcefully moved her hand back and forth and then I felt something, and honestly, at first, I didn’t like it. It was when I did start to like it, that I threw her off of me with a burst of energy.

  She screamed at me as she sat upon the floor looking up at me. Then, I heard a popping noise and watched as she grew, she grew muscles, wings sprouted out her back, her hair disappeared and bald head appeared with two, small horns just above each eye on her forehead. Her eyes glared a bright yellow and when she stood
up, I noticed six breasts grew from her. She was taller than me in that form. With a quick snap of her hips, she whipped her tail around and cracked me upside my jaw. I flew against stone wall and fell to the ground. I quickly got to my feet, then ran, faraway, but I new I couldn’t run completely away, I still had my brothers to worry about.

  I stayed in view of Sodom and even though I knew I shouldn’t go to Gomorrah, I did, but I kept my distance. I rounded a northern point of Gomorrah, I heard grunting, very manly grunting. Curiosity got the better of me and I followed the sounds. To my horror, and much intrigue I saw a guy, bent over of a log, with a guy behind him thrusting, they were both completely naked.

  The grunting got louder, the thrusting got faster, then the one doing the thrusting, had some sort of spasm and groaned out in pleasure. The one that was bent over the log, stood up at, slowly and smiled. I went to take a step back and ran into someone. I turned around and it was a big guy. He had a horrible smile on his face and he stood with an erection.

  “Get him!” he said as the other two grabbed onto each of my arms. They didn’t have a chance, I flung them off with ease. The big guy stood there stroking his beard, then came at me. I don’t know, what came over me, but I swung, easily taking his jaw off, he spun around and fell to the ground. He tried to scream out, but the blood filling his throat made it hard, and his tongue just flopped about.

  As I watched the guy laying there struggling, I put my foot upon his throat and pushed down. Blood squirted about as I pressed harder. His eyes started to get bloodshot, his face turned a nice purple as he tried to pull my foot off. I pushed down even harder and managed, somehow to sever his head from his body with my foot.

  One of the fellas who tried to hold me down was up and running. I kicked the severed head and it hit him square in the back. I smiled, I was enjoying it, I was scared I was enjoying it. I raced up to him while he was face down on the ground and drove my knee into his back, I heard a sickening crack, that over time I loved to hear. He wasn’t paralyzed though, he was kicking his feet about. When he brought his arms back I grabbed onto them and with a simple twist and pull, I removed his arms. Then, in pain he brought his legs up. I removed those as well before smashing his skull in.

  I heard the third man get up and try to run, I simply leapt. I landed on my stomach and caught him by the feet. He tried to kick himself free, but he couldn’t. I stood up started to spin him by the ankles, he lifted up off the ground, screaming at the top of his lungs. I spun and spun, I started laughing maniacally, I didn’t know what was wrong with me, Finally, I smashed him back first, so hard into a tree that his he bent backwards at a forty-five degree angle ad his ribs protruded out of his chest.

  I snapped out of my craze when blood sprayed across my face. I dropped the body and looked at the blood that was all over my hands and then looked at the carnage I had caused. It was my first time killing and I had made quite a mess.

  “What have I done father?” I asked myself, and almost as if he was actually listening it started to rain, I watched as the rain washed the blood the away. The bodies on the other hand, still remained.

  A few short minutes later the rain stopped. I watched for hours, waiting for the bodies to move, those kills are still with me to this day, as my most memorable, ha!

  I was up against a tree staring at the bodies when I heard footsteps behind me. I thought at first I was going to have to kill again, but suddenly, Wretch popped up beside me. He looked around, then looked at me, then at the bodies and then back at me.

  “I know Wretch, I do believe I got carried away,” I said, and he made that god-awful neighing noise.

  Part of me wanted to go check on Mer-Alz-Azkiban, but I felt if I went, I would have run into more wannabe rapists. I got up and found the clothes to the three men I had savagely murdered. They were darker than mine, so I switched them out, everything was smaller than what I was wearing, but I was happy they were darker. I wrapped my face and waited until dark to check out Sodom, but the town was empty. I then I heard music and singing off in the distance, it was way off in distance and coming from the direction of Gomorrah. I headed that way with Wretch close behind.

  I used the night as my cover, keeping just off the path. I made my way to Gomorrah and the music and singing got louder, then I picked up on moans and groans. I didn’t see a soul in sight though, all the noise was coming from the Hall. I proceeded with caution, mostly because I feared Lilith was nearby. I didn’t see a way to look in at first, then spotted light coming from a hole in the siding. Wretch took off as I made my way over to the hole to look in. It was a sight that once was seen could not be unseen.

  Two whole towns were shoved inside, two whole towns were having a massive orgy on the inside and the ones who weren’t screwing were singing, dancing and making music. I heard a voice that sound like Lilith’s to the right of me and looked, the best I could and there she stood, whispering in people’s ears. A strange look would come over them and they would start molesting each other. She then, looked in my direction and I shot back, I took a breath and told myself there wasn’t a way for to have seen me, but when I looked back in, she was gone.

  “You can’t stay away from me, can you?” I heard beside me and when I turned to look, there stood Lilith. Before I could act or even think to move, she put her hand on my chest and pushed.

  When she pushed, I felt a wave go through me and when that wave left me, it took everything I ever was before this point in the story, away. When I hit the ground, I was just a mortal as everyone else around me. I landed hard and got to feel what it was like to have the wind knocked out of me. Lilith rushed up to me in her demon form and grabbed me up my shirt, kissing me, cutting my lips with her fanged mouth. I tried to jerk back but I couldn’t.

  “Since you won’t have me, I think I will let everyone in there have you,” she hissed then delivered a headbutt that changed my life.

  When I woke up, I was bent over a log myself, shackled, naked and blood coming from my head. I was in the middle of the Hall, the orgy was still going on, but a few people were looking at me, concerningly, Al Hubarb had an evil look on his face.

  “HE’S AWAKE!” he shouted and acted over joyed.

  I was dizzy and looked around and there stood Lilith and Derium, smiling at me.

  “Derium, why are you doing this?” I said in my head, forgetting Lilith took away everything I was and something told me she wasn’t done.

  “As I said, since you won’t have me, they can have you,” Lilith said, her beauty was lost to me.

  “DERIUM, HELP ME PLEASE!” I screamed.

  “I told you brother I would get you back, Lucifer isn’t here to save you this time,” he said.

  “MYLICIOUS!” I screamed only to get laughter from Lilith and Derium. Then Lilith kissed Derium, a tear formed on my cheek.

  “How about it, boys, entertain me,” she said and that was all Al Hubarb needed. He ran up behind me and then said, “Don’t worry manwife.” Then I felt it, the first act of betrayal in my life. I felt pressure and pain in my anus, then forceful thrusting. I screamed out, tears filled my eyes as he thrust forward. I reached out to Derium who just stood there, smiling as I was being raped.

  Then as soon as it started, it was over. That was just the beginning though. Abakanazar came up next and flopped his stomach on my back side, then I felt the same pain as before. This happened forty-eight more times before I blocked it out, even the women found a way to violate me. Mer-Alz-Azkiban fashioned a stick, that was rounded on both ends, and slightly bent on one end. She got behind me and was twice as rough as any of the guys, she even smacked my ass. I felt warmth running my thighs and cried some more, where was my Jehovah? I prayed to him, I cried out to him and nothing.

  Just when I thought I could take no more, Wretch came bursting through the door. He was bleeding out the side and caught laughter from Lilith and Derium, who seemed to be enjoying the debaucheries going on with me. He started to spin in a circle and buck, then picked
up faster and faster. The laughter died down as a cloud of dust formed a tornado around Wretch. The spinning stopped and the dust cloud cleared and there stood Lucifer in all his glory, like I had never seen him before. His wings outspread, a tail that twitched wildly back forth. He was easily as tall as two full grown adults. His horns started on his forehead, curved up, back along his skull and down by his ears, much like a ram’s horns form on their head. His skin seemed alive, it was like he had a fire that danced under his black skin.

  He looked back at me, his fangs were black and his black eyes were filled with hurt, “NOOOOOOOOOOOO, MY SON, WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?” he screamed.

  When he turned around and looked at Lilith and Derium, it was the first time they had a scared look on their faces. They took off out the door before Lucifer could make a move, I can’t say the same for everyone else. A few people escaped as Lucifer produce two, flaming battle axes and started hacking people.

  Two people tried walking in, I looked, and I don’t know if it was because I was delusional, but they appeared to have wings. They gave Lucifer a look, turned around and left. After viciously murdering about twenty people, he quit and turned attention to me. He easily removed the shackles from my wrists and ankles and scooped me up.

  “I am so sorry my son,” his tears fell upon my face, I was in too much pain to realize what he was saying, he was calling me his son, “I tried to be close, I wanted to find Lilith, I didn’t know she would do this. I will kill her for this.”

  His words triggered something in me, “NO, I’m going to kill her,” I said.

  He nodded and with flap of wings, we were through the roof and off into a cave in a set of mountains on the other side of the lake, equally between the two villages. He put me down and then turned into more of his mortal form. He stood at the entrance of the cave, staring off into darkness. It was then, I could no longer control the pain, and passed out from the pain.