Driving Me Crazy

by K Armstrong

  Playing Games: Part 2

  I couldn't believe what was going on, Damian was kissing that blonde girl I don't like, you know the girl from my first day here, he's kissing her right in front of my locker. "Excuse me, your in front of my locker, can you move", I said shooing them away with my hands. Before Damian walked away he smiled at me. "What was that all that about", I said looking confused." "Oh my gosh, Damian is doing what your doing, except he's trying to make you jealous." "Well he can stop because his plan is not working", I said staring at him as he was talking to friends down the hall. "Are you sure, because you are staring at him pretty hard not to care". Ronnie laughed at me. "Shut up, lets go to class." After school I went home, I kept thinking about Damian trying to make me jealous. So, I decided to go have a little chat with him, I walked across the street and knocked on the door. Someone opened it and It was Damian. "What are you doing here", Damian asked with his sexy smile and his deep voice. "I need to talk to you, can I come in". "Yeah, sure." When I walked in he showed me to his room, I sat on the bed when we got in there. "You need to stop trying to make me jealous, because it's not working", I said staring at him. He just smiled and walked towards me. "Well, are you sure it's not working",he said with a serious look on his face. The whole time he talked I thought about how sexy he was, I literally couldn't take my eyes off of him. He sat down next to me and we just stared at each other, I wanted to kiss him. He leaned in towards me and I leaned towards him. When our lips met, it felt the same as it did when he kissed me in his car, it was passionate. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he began kissing me roughly, he leaned me back on his bed, he began kissing my neck, I tried to hold in my moans but I couldn't. He took off my shirt, and I took off his. I wasn't thinking about anything at this moment. When he went inside of me my whole body tingled, I liked what was going on. He started slow but then he became faster, I held my fingers between his. My phone rang but I didn't care to answer it, it was like I didn't even hear it. It was about an hour later when both of us were just laying there not saying a word, I couldn't even believe what just happened. I laid there just looking around until we heard a door close downstairs. "Damian", we heard a lady yell. We looked at each other, we hurried and got up and started putting on our clothes, until she walked in seeing Damian buttoning his pants and me slipping on my shirt. She just left closing the door behind her. I just stared at the floor, Damian looked at me. "Sorry about her walking in". "No no it's fine", I said looking at him. Everything was weird now. "Well uh, I guess I'm gonna go", I said walking to the door. "Yeah, ok". Before I left I looked back at him. "I had fun", I said trying to make everything not so weird. "Yeah, me to, I hope we can do this again some time". I smiled and then left his room. When I walked down the stairs I saw his mom staring at me. "I called your Aunt Stacy to tell her what you were doing, she needed to know", his mom said looking at me like I was nasty. I just said ok and left, when I got home Aunt Stacy and Jeffrey were sitting in the living room watching TV. "Jeffrey go to your room", Aunt Stacy said. He ran upstairs to his room like she told him. "Peyton I called you and you didn't answer, where were you". "Cut the act, I know Damian's mom called you", I said getting an attitude. "Why are you there doing that with him". "I can do what I want", I yelled at her. "No, you can't", she yelled back. I just walked away to my room. "Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you!" I slammed my door when I got to my room.I didn't even want to think about Damian's mom and Aunt Stacy, It's not like they can change what happened. The whole night I stayed in my room, I didn't even eat because I didn't wanna hear her mouth. Around ten I changed into my pajama's and laid down in bed thinking about what happened after school today. I'm glad it happened.

  Is it Official?

  This morning I woke up to Ronnie and Shane jumping on my bed. "Guys, what the hell", I yelled at them as they laughed at me. "Get up, were going to the mall", Ronnie yelled at me as she hopped off of my bed. "And why are we going to the mall". "To get you a sexy dress, for a party tonight", Shane said to me. "What if I don't want to go to a party". "Then your gonna get kidnapped, so get up", Ronnie said. "Fine, Fine, Shane get out", I said. "Why". "I need to get dressed, so leave." After I said that he walked out the door and yelled, "Hurry up". I didn't answer him back. Ronnie helped me pick out what I was going to wear today, It was hot outside so I wore some shorts with my tank top, and I put my long red hair up in a ponytail. I put on eyeliner, and some lip gloss. As I walked down the stairs my Aunt Stacy yelled. "Where are you going", she said as she put her hands on her hips. "I'm going out with my friends". "No your not, your grounded." I walked away outside and she followed me. "I said your grounded". I turned around,"Your'e not my mom, so stop trying to be, she's dead", I screamed at her. She just turned around and walked back in the house. When Ronnie, Shane, and I were in the car, it was silent. When we got in the mall, Ronnie picked me out a dress and she went into the dressing room with me. "So, I didn't know your mom died", she said as she helped me zip up the dress. "Yeah, her and my dad died in a car accident, some drunk guy hit their car, and the car flipped, I was only sixteen when it happened", I said as I stared crying. Ronnie hugged me for comfort. There was a knock on the dressing room door, when we opened it Shane said that Damian was here with some friends. Ronnie looked at me and smiled,I just laughed at her. When I took off the dress and put my clothes back on I walked out of the dressing room. When we walked out of the store, we went down the escalator to go to the food court, when we got down there I saw Damian. "Ronnie, there's Damian", I said looking at her smiling. "Girl, you two need to hook up already." "We have", I whispered in her ear so Shane couldn't hear. "No, how far did you go". "Pretty far", I said looking at her. As we walked to a seat, Damian saw me and yelled my name. I looked over at him and he motioned me to come over to him. "Hey, I smiled at him". He smiled back at me. We sat down with Damian and his friends, Shane didn't want to hang out with us so he left. The whole time Ronnie talked to Roger, he had blonde hair with hazel eyes. "So, you going to that party tonight", I asked Damian. "Yeah, why, are you gonna be there to", he smiled. "Only because Ronnie wants me to go, I really don't wanna go". "Yeah, I know, you don't like parties like that." "I have to use the restroom, be right back", I said as I got up and walked to the bathroom. When I got in there I looked in the mirror and fixed my hair. One minute later the door opened and some girl with Brown hair walked in with a crowd girls, the brown haired girl just looked me up and down and started whispering something to her friends, they all just laughed and looked at me. "What are you looking at", I said looking back at them funny. "Oh, I'm Adrian, you just look familiar", she said smiling at me. "Oh". As I got ready to walk out of the bathroom Adrian started talking to me. "Wait, I know who you are, your that fat ass ugly girl from middle school". All her friends laughed at me. "Um, you don't know me so I really don't know why your acting this way towards me", I told her in a low voice. "I know you, you were a pig, you had no friends, or no boyfriend you were to ugly to have one, and you still look the same, you fat bitch, your hair is ugly and your ugly probably like your mom, oh but my mom told me she and your daddy died, haha I bet she killed herself so she couldn't see you ever again, she made a mistake by having you. Her friends laughed and laughed at me, this is how I felt in middle school, all I could do was cry, I ran out of the bathroom with tears all over my face, when I ran past Ronnie, and Damian they both ran after me. "Peyton, whats wrong, what happened", Damian and Ronnie asked me worried. I just looked at them and said, "Middle school happened, all over again". "Do you want me to drive you home", Damian offered. "Yeah". As we got into his car he looked at me. "Peyton, do you wanna tell me about it". "No, I don't wanna talk about it, it's nothing". After that we didn't talk the whole ride to my house. We finally pulled into my house, before I got out of the car Damian gave me a hug and kissed my cheek. I quickly got out after that and ran to my room and I laid on my bed as I fell asleep.

  The New Peyton

  Right now I'm walking into the best beaut
y salon in town, I walked in and some guy with brown hair and skinny jeans on looked me up and down. "What to you need sweetie", he said with a girly tone. "I wanna dye my hair, blonde". "Ok, sit here", he said pointing at the chair. I sat down and he took a look at my hair. "Oh, girl your edges are pitiful, but don't woryy I will fix you up". I just at him and let him do his job. ABout an hour later I looked in the mirror and opened my mouth, I loved it. "Mmm, girl you look delicious, if I liked girls I would just eat you up", the guy said licking his lips. I just laughed and paid him. I walked out and got into my car to go shopping, as I drove to the mall I saw Shane walking the sidewalk, I pulled up next to him. "Hey, you need a ride". "Who are you", he asked looking at me strangely. "It's me, Peyton". "He opened his eyes wide", as he quickly hopped in the car. "You dyed your hair, it's great, I like it". "Thank you, were going to the mall so", I said with a half smile. "Ok", he said staring at me. When we pulled up at the mall, we got out of the car and walked in. Hours later I had what I needed, and I couldn't wait for school tomorrow. I dropped Shane off at his house and then I drove home, on the way there my favorite childhood song came on, Angel By Shaggy. I sang along until I pulled up into my driveway. I got out of the car and went into the house. I walked into the living room. "Peyton, what did you do to your hair", Jeffry Said to me. "I dyed it, do you like it". "Yes, you look pretty like my action figure of princess Zelda". I laughed at him and went upstairs to bed.

  That next morning I woke up at 6:00 and hopped into the shower, the water was hot like I liked it, It ran through my new blonde hair. When I finished my shower I got out and put on my new clothes, I was wearing My black push up bra, my purple of the shoulder shirt and my black short shorts. I wore my black heels with it. Then I walked to my mirror and did my eyeliner different, I did it more thicker than I usually do it, the my mascara, and last my pink lip gloss. When I finished I walked downstairs. "Wow, you look great", Aunt Stacy said to me. "Thank you", I say walking out the door. Me and Aunt Stacy don't talk so much anymore like we used to. When I got to the school, I got out of the car, and walked to the doors to the school. When I opened it I walked in everyone turned around and stared at me and whispered about me. I looked over at Damian, he had his mouth wide open. As I walked to my locker Damian came and talked to me. "You look sexy". "I know", I said as I kissed him. "So can I come over after school", I asked him as I grabbed some books. "Yeah If you want to". "Good". When it was lunch time some guy cam up to me. "Hey, girl". "Hey", I said looking at him weirdly. "You are so, mmm, I can't even give a word because you looks so good". "Uh, thanks". I quickly walked away but he followed me to my table where Damian, Ronnie, Shane, and some other guys were sitting. He sat beside me. "So, can I have your number, cause I wanna talk and sext with you". I choked when he said that, everyone else laughed except for Damian. "Hey, dude get away from my girl, she don't want you", Damian said annoyed by him. "How do you know, she hasn't seen all her options yet", the guy said putting his hand on my breast. "What the hell", I said as I slapped him. Damian jumped up and grabbed him and threw him on the floor. "Damian, stop, I said to him. But he wouldn't, then their was a gun shot, I screamed. "Damian!!!".....

  Criminals, Victims, Jails, and Hospitals

  As I quickly got out of my seat I saw the guy getting off the floor, but Damian was still lying there, I kneeled next to Damian and looked for his wound, I saw blood coming from his side. Tears started to come down my face. "Are you ok", I said as I wiped away tears. "Yeah". I cried and Damian just looked into my eyes. "You are so beautiful, you wanna come over after all this is over". "Are you serious, your hitting on me while your hurt", I laughed at him. "Yeah, we haven't done anything fun lately, if you understand what I mean", he smiled. "Yeah, I understand." Some minutes later they arrested the other guy and took Damian to the hospital. I stayed at school waiting for it to be over so I could go see Damian. When it was over, Finally. I quickly ran to my car and drove to the hospital, when I got there I walked to the front desk. "Excuse me, what room is Damian Richardson in", I asked politely. "Uh, I'm sorry ma'am, but his mother restricted me to let anyone but her inside the room." "Look, can you just give me the room number please, I need to see him". "Did you not understand what I said, his mother restricted me to let anyone but her inside the room", the lady said getting smart with me. I rolled my eyes and walked to the seating area, I wasn't going to leave until I saw Damian. Four hours have passed and it is now 6:00 PM. My phone rings and it's Aunt Stacy, "Where the hell are you Peyton". "I'm at the hospital, I'm going to sit here until they let me see Damian." "Peyton, get home now", she said angry. I just hung the phone up on her. A few minutes later I saw Ms. Richardson, she was walking from the back. "Hey, why won't you let me see Damian", I said ass I stood up and walked towards her. "He doesn't need to be around a bad influence like you", she said looking at me disgusted. "What do you mean bad influence, I haven't done anything to make you think I'm a bad influence, all that happened was that you caught up having sex, everyone does it, you did it that's how you had him." She just stared at me and walked away. When she walked out the door I sneaked in the back to find the room Damian was in, I looked in each room, when I walked to the next door I saw him lying down, I opened the door and walked in. "Damian", I said to him. He looked up at me and smiled. "Hey, what are you doing in here." "I wanted to see you, when are you gonna be out of here", I said as a tear came down my face. "Tomorrow afternoon". He just looked at me. I walked to his bed and laid next to him, I fell asleep and so did he.

  When I woke up it was morning outside, Damian was still asleep. I got up and walked out of the room so that I could find the bathroom, I walked down the hall until I saw the door that said Girls Restroom. I walked in and washed my face off, then when I finished I walked out of the restroom and saw Aunt Stacy. "Peyton, get over here now", she yelled at me. She walked towards me very fast. "You are in big trouble, why the hell would you hang the phone up on me." "I wanted to see Damian". She just dragged me to the car, I got in on the passenger side and she drove home. When we pulled in the drive way I got out of the car and slammed the door. When we got in the house she started arguing with me. "You need to listen to me when I tell you to do something", she screamed. "You are such a bitch, you are not my mom so you don't tell me what the fuck to do", I screamed back. She just shook her head at me. I ran up the stairs and slammed and locked my door, I took out a suitcase and packed some clothes and my makeup, some shoes, my phone charger and more stuff, I was done fooling with her. I opened up my window and and left the house. I ran across the street and went to Damian's house until he got home from the hospital, it took hours until he got here. When I knew for a fact he was in his room alone I climbed up the tree next to his window, got onto his roof and knocked on his window. He opened it. "What are you doing", he said helping me in his room. "I need a place to crash, I'm tired of my Aunt's foolishness, she's being a bitch and I don't like it. "Well ok, I guess you can stay here, you just can't get caught by my mom. I put my stuff down and we laid down in his bed. "Damian, I love you". He just looked at me. "You to", he said with a weird look on his face. I just turned around and went to sleep.

  Do you LOVE me...

  The next morning I wake up to Damian's alarm clock, it was really loud. I sat up and looked at him, he was still lying down but he was awake. I got up out of the bed and walked into his bathroom, it was small but nice, I turned on his shower water and asked him did he wanna get in with me, he replied yes. We both stripped our clothes off and got into the shower, he grabbed the soap and started washing my back, as he did that all I could think about was last night, how I told him I loved him and he just said "You To". Whats that supposed to mean. "Damian", I heard a yell coming from his bedroom. "Hurry up and get out of the shower, I need to have hot water when I get in", his mom said as she slammed his door. "You ready to get out", he asked me. "Yeah". When we got out I wrapped a towel around my body and took out my clothes I was going to wear for today. I wore my black skinny jeans with my
white polo shirt, after I finished getting dressed I put on my eyeliner and brushed my blonde hair, when I was finished Damian was finished to. "I'm going to go downstairs, but you go out the window", he told me. "Ok, see you at school". When I got outside I ran across the street and got into my car, I turned of my ignition and drove away. When I got to school I saw Ronnie and Shane, they were waiting on me in front of the school doors. I parked my car and then got out and walked towards them. "Hey Peyton". "Hey, can I talk to you guys." "Yeah", what is it Ronnie said getting up as we walked the halls. "Well, last night I told Damian I loved him, and all he said was you to, do you think he feels the same way I do." "Honestly, I think you could get somebody better than him", Shane said. "Shane, shut up, If you ask him, you could find out what he thinks." "Ok, isn't there a party tonight." "Yeah, you gonna come". "Yeah". After we talked I headed to my first class, when Damian saw me he just looked away and sat away from me, usually he sits next to me, and then that blonde girl went and sat next to him, ugh I really hate her. During the whole class I couldn't stop looking over at Damian and that girl, she was rubbing down his arm and he let her, he just smiled at her like he liked her, I got so frustrated, and so I grabbed my stuff off the desk and put it in my bag and left the class, I slammed the door before I left into the isolated hallway. Minutes later I walked into the bathroom, and you wouldn't believe who is in here, Adrian, that girl who talked about me in the mall, I just walked in as she stared at me and smiled. "Hey, Peyton, I see you dyed your hair". "Yeah, everyone saw", I said getting smart. "Well I just wanted to let you know that it's ugly, you should have stuck with the red, well that was ugly too, maybe you should cut it all off." "I'm so tired of you, if you don't like my hair, don't look at it just turn your head, and all you do is talk but you ain't gone do shit about it, so you might as well get out of my face cause i am not in the mood today", I said as I walked up closely to her face. She just looked at me and walked out of the bathroom. When the bell rang I walked out of the bathroom and saw Damian, he walked towards me. "Why did you walk out of the class". "Why didn't you tell me you loved me to", I said ignoring his question and asking my own. He looked at me. "I didn't tell you I loved you because I don't love you". "Oh", I said surprised. I stood there for about five seconds and then I turned around and walked away. After school I went home, I forgot about my things at Damian house so I walked over there to get it, his mom was still at work so she wouldn't know about it. I rang the door bell and he answered. "I need to get my stuff", I said rushing in to hurry up and get it. "Wait, you don't have to leave so soon, my mom is coming home late tonight". I actually thought about having sex with him just now, but I snapped out of it. "Do you seriously think I would have sex with you after what just happened today." "I know you want to", he said as he walked towards me. He was seducing me with his sexy eyes, and his sexy lips, I just looked into his eyes and didn't even know what had just happened. He grabbed me by my waist and kissed me, as he picked me up and carried me to his bedroom, he closed his door and pushed me on the bed, he climbed on top of me and pulled off my shirt and then my pants and then everything else, as he went inside of me I moaned and I held him tightly, I closed my eyes and bit my lip. He went faster and faster and it made me moan louder and louder. Minutes later he stopped and I was sleep in his bed. It was dark outside when I woke up, I forgot where I was until I looked around the room. "No, no, no,this can't be happening", I said to myself and I quickly put on my clothes. Damian wasn't in there when I woke up. After I finished putting on my clothes I got my stuff from the other night and went home. "Where have you been all day Peyton", Aunt Stacy asked me. "I was with Ronnie, we hung out today, and I;'m also going to a party in about an hour." "Ok, but be back by twelve". "Ok".