Meant to be Mine: Kincaid Sisters Book 1

by Buchanan, Lexi

  Although the question takes me by surprise, I realize my sister really wants to know with seriousness in her tone.

  “I fell in love with him the night we stayed at Kix. We talked, Robin. I mean really talked. He has a lot of grief due to the loss of his sister.” I whisper, “Ryder’s ex.”

  “I knew that,” Robin adds.

  Clearing my throat, I continue, “I don’t think his parents are the best, in fact, I know they’re not.” I sigh. “I wish things weren’t so complicated for Evan to be with me, at least right now.”

  “Leo told me he had a girl with him at the club.”

  “Evan thinks she’s the one to have drugged me. At first I thought it was Adam and so did Evan, but when I confronted him,” I wince, “Let’s just say it wasn’t pleasant. I don’t think it was him though. I’ve known him too long for him to do that to me. So the only other person was Allyson.” Pause. “Evan told me he’d question her.”

  “Why don’t you take some time off and go to the city. Go stay with Evan.”

  I blink a few times and stare at my sister and then feel tears fill my eyes. “What if he doesn’t want me there?”

  “I think you need to have more confidence in yourself, and go and support your man. He might be saying he wants you to stay here away from his family, but deep down, he might be missing you as much as you are him.”

  Groaning, I ask, “Why do you always have to make sense?”

  “Because I’m older than you.”

  I nudge into her. “Not by much.”

  Robin kisses my cheek and walks over to Leo, taking his hand she tugs him out of view of the bar.

  I stay where she left me and contemplate her words. Would Evan welcome me if I showed up at his door? Would be really want me there? I’m not usually so indecisive, but Evan has my belly in knots.

  14

  Evan

  Sitting in my apartment in the dark while the lights of the city glow outside has always calmed me. Even after a day full of meetings under my fathers’ watchful eye, it settles me. I have an unsettled feeling though and it has everything to do with Jessie. I miss her and know that I want to be with her, but leaving now isn’t an option.

  My father has been around my office a lot since the other day when I threw the paperweight and shattered the glass coffee table. Not my finest moment—better than tossing the thing at Allyson. The irritating woman went too far with drugging Jessie, something she’s yet to admit. She will before I leave here. I want to hear it out of her mouth and I want my parents to know exactly the kind of woman Allyson is. There is a niggling at the back of my mind that maybe my father is aware of what she did. I hope I’m wrong.

  With Jessie not being with me, I sometimes wonder what I’m doing making promises to someone so much younger than me. Then I remember her smile, the way she looks at me, the way she is always reaching to touch my arm, hand, and face. I’ve never been a possessive man, but with Jessie, I think I am. The thought of anyone else laying their hands on her in anyway, burns in my gut.

  Just thinking about Jessie causes my body to ache, and throb, as my cock swells in my sweat pants to the point of pain. I wince and shove the band of my sweat pants down, freeing my dick.

  I settle deeper into the sofa, my hips arching when I tightly wrap my hand around the hard length, rubbing my thumb over the wet bulging head. Feels so good especially as my mind takes me back to the shower at Jessie’s house. The sight of her nude body before me. Her large breasts were firm with large dark nipples. They’d been so hard as my eyes had watched her touch herself.

  My hand moves faster and my breathing is heavy. The urge to come and spill all over my hand and chest is becoming an unbearable sensitive ache that I want to prolong…then the buzzer at my front door sounds loudly in the room, making me freeze.

  No!

  It goes off again.

  Gently releasing my dick so that I don’t finish myself off, which is what I desperately want, I breathe heavily through my nose while I continue to listen to the buzzer.

  I look down at my dick and pray I don’t have to let whoever is at the door inside because I’m not going to deflate anytime soon.

  Cursing as I walk because my sensitive flesh is rubbing against the material of my sweat pants, the crown pressing against the waistband. I yank my T-shirt down as far as it will go and sigh heavily leaning against the front door with my arm above the security eye in the door. I blink a few times as I focus on a nervous Jessie.

  Not thinking about why she’s here, I quickly unbolt the door and tug her inside. She drops her bag to the floor and wraps herself around me.

  I don’t disappoint her, and grabbing her ass, I shove her against the door. My eyes are fierce as I stare deeply into Jessie’s eyes. “I missed you,” she whispers. “I want to stay if you’ll have me.”

  “God, yes.” I quickly strip her of the jacket she wears followed by her shirt and bra. I pause and admire her gorgeous body until I catch her eyes on my dick and grin. “I was jerking off when you interrupted.”

  Her eyes snap to mine. “You were?” She bites her bottom lip seconds before she pushes me away from her, her eyes watching my body twitch and jerk. “I guess you were nearly finished when I arrived?”

  “Yes.” I clamp my jaw together.

  Jessie quickly removes all her clothing and with a shy smile on her sweet lips she moves to her knees. Before I can get any words out she’s shoved my sweats down and has her hands on me.

  I throw my head back, panting heavily as I let Jessie stroke my cock while another hand massages my balls. Sweat beads on my forehead as my body goes tense at the feel of her lips sealing around the red tip. Her tongue slips out and swirls around, capturing the precum I can feel slipping out.

  I was already on edge, but having her mouth sliding over me, my cock going deeper with every suction, has me seconds from coming.

  Reaching out, I wrap her long hair around my hands and force myself not to move—not to pump into her mouth. All is lost seconds later as Jessie sucks me so deep I see stars, but the moment she holds me at the back of her throat and swallows while humming, I come. Oh boy, do I come. I roar her name and grunt with each sharp release. Jessie keeps her mouth on me and takes everything I spill into her. The sounds she makes as she sucks and tugs on my dick drive me insane, and I can’t stop. The pleasure is so intense that I have to push her from me in order to catch a breath. One last jerk of my dick and I spill on one of her breasts. My come covers one of her nipples, the sight having me snapping my eyes closed before I take her to the floor.

  I desperately need to rein in my lust for her, but her smooth hand currently running up my thighs is having an opposite effect. Her warm breath fans over me and I’m hardening. Just like that.

  “Open your eyes Evan. I want you to see me.”

  Looking down to the siren on the floor has my heart thumping wildly in my chest. I hold a hand out to her and when she takes it, I lift her upwards and into my arms. Her legs wrap around my waist and I’ve only taken a few steps toward my bedroom when the head of my dick nudges against her wet pussy causing my knees to nearly buckle.

  Jessie moans, capturing my mouth in a heated kiss that sends us bumping into the wall.

  Groaning, I pant against her lips. “You have a way of making me feel like a bumbling teenage boy.”

  Jessie smirks. “I’ve just had you in my mouth,” she whispers, huskily. “There is nothing boyish about you. Trust me.”

  Trying to get my brain to function better than it currently is, I inhale deeply and let out a slow exhale. I squeeze Jessie’s ass and get us moving quickly to the bedroom.

  We fall to the bed and Jessie arches seductively beneath me as our body parts press together. My cock throbs and weeps against Jessie and it’s a physical pain when I kneel between her spread legs. I want my mouth on her in the way she was on me. I want to watch her fall apart on my tongue before I bring us both over the edge into oblivion.

  Her body writhes as
my eyes caress over her curves, straying back to between her legs. I growl and settle down on the bed, my mouth pressing kisses against her mound. I nuzzle between her gorgeous legs and feel my cock jerk hard when I slip my tongue between the wet lips I haven’t touched before.

  Jessie moans as my tongue searches through her folds, enjoying how wet she is here for me. I slide my hands under her ass and tilt her upwards so I can get more of her. She doesn’t disappoint and presses and rocks her hips in a rhythm that finds me rubbing my shaft against the bed.

  I’m so turned on from having Jessie with me that everything else is just an added bonus. I never thought I’d have my face buried in her pussy nor did I think I’d ever get a taste of her.

  “Evan,” she whispers.

  I gentle my touch on her and lift my eyes to meet her gaze.

  “I want to come with you inside of me. I’ve waited so long.” Her eyes fill with tears.

  Immediately, I quickly hover over her, kissing each eye. “Don’t cry.” I kiss her sweet lips. “I’m going to make love to you, Jessie. I promise.” I offer her a soft a smile. “I needed to taste you.” I chuckle. “I’ve dreamt of having my mouth on you.”

  “I’ve dreamt of having you wrapped around me while your penis is inside of me.” She blushes. “Every time I’ve gotten myself off, I’ve imagined it was you touching me…I’ve had enough of dreaming.”

  “Jessie,” my voice breaks.

  Jessie wraps her legs around my hips and rotates her pelvis in a suggestive manner, all to entice me to put my cock where we both want it. The broad head gently probes between her folds, precum leaking in my arousal while I struggle for breath…and then my eyes roll.

  “I feel you,” Jessie whispers. “I want all of you.” Her nails dig into my ass, trying to get me to go deeper.

  As I give her more of me, the feel of her flesh—heated and slick—wrapping tightly around me is like nothing I’ve felt before. In this moment, as I have her pressed against my body, our eyes unmoving from the other, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

  Her breath hitches when I thrust fully inside of her tight body. I force myself not to move until she’s ready, even though I’m close to coming in my excitement.

  Closing my eyes, I rest my forehead in the crook of her neck, making sure I keep my breathing steady. Jessie doesn’t make it easy for me as she gradually starts to squeeze and release my cock with her inner muscles. The pleasure is amazing and the top of my head is about to blow off.

  15

  Jessie

  My heart feels like it’s about to beat right out of my chest as I feel Evan filling me completely with his huge penis. I mean I haven’t seen that many, nor have I had sex, but Evan is far bigger than I was expecting. My core won’t stop massaging his hard flesh. I have no control over it as pleasure washes over me. I’ve been in one long pleasure bubble from the moment I walked into his apartment and saw him standing before me.

  His erection had been hard to miss and an ache had quickly started to build between my legs. That ache is so much bigger now that Evan is slowly slipping in and out of my body as though I’m made for him. His body presses me into the bed and when he lifts his upper body from mine, his eyes are heated.

  “No one else is ever going to know what it feels like to be between these thighs.” He grips my legs, pressing them wider. “Watch me,” he hisses.

  My eyes travel to where we are joined and I watch as he slips all the way out to the tip. His penis glistens with my arousal, and how he manages to fit inside of me flitters through my mind before I’m watching him fill me up.

  Evan curses and I notice his breathing has changed.

  He’s struggling for control.

  I want him to lose his control.

  Unsure of what exactly to do to make him crazy, I reach up and cup my breasts. They’re so sensitive and just touching them makes my pussy squeeze Evan’s penis. He loudly groans and knocking my hands away, Evan rests his elbows on either side of me, his hands holding my breasts for his mouth.

  His hips stop moving but I can’t stop. I grind on Evan and gasp when he presses into me, his balls against my ass and the hair surrounding his shaft, tickles my clit so when Evan suckles at one of my breasts, my body ripples around him. I grip and release his penis in tight convulsions as my release rushes through me.

  The intense pleasure doesn’t stop and when I feel Evan spilling inside of me, his thick penis jerking with every release of semen, my body shudders and tingles, until we’re both panting heavily, wrapped around each other.

  “Are you all right?” Evan asks softly into my ear and follows the question with a kiss on the side of my head.

  Smiling, sleepy, I say, “I’ve never been better.” I caress down his back to his firm ass and squeeze.

  Evan groans. “I need to take care of you.” He then adds, “When I can move.”

  I pinch his butt and wiggle, delighted when I feel his penis getting bigger where he’s still buried. My nipples tingle as they press against his chest.

  “You are not going to distract me with your gorgeous body. We’re going to take a bath, together,” he smiles, “before you ask. Then we’re going to sleep. In the morning we’ll make firmer plans about what we’re going to do for moving forward, okay?” He kisses me on the nose.

  “My body isn’t gorgeous.”

  He blinks a few times and frowns. “What? You’re not allowed to disagree with me, at least when I pay you a compliment.” He kisses me again. “You are beautiful inside and out, Jessie.”

  “I’m not as slim as my sisters.”

  He doesn’t say anything for a few minutes and my insecurities about my body finally start to creep back into my head, full force. I’ve never been skinny even as a child, but I’ve always wished I could be slim. I just enjoy food too much to give anything up. I could if I tried though. I have the will power.

  Evan pulls out of my body, taking his warmth with him. He moves to sit next to me and tugs me up with him. Once we’re settled on his pillows with my head on his chest, he says, “I haven’t lied to you Jessie. I’ve wanted you and only you since the day we met. There isn’t one part of you that I don’t love.” He kisses my forehead and tips my chin up so that our eyes meet. “I love you. No one else. You Jessie Kincaid. I love you just the way you are.” He softly kisses my lips. “I don’t know any other way to tell you. I’ve already shown you.” He wiggles his brows suggestively. “Although, I’m not opposed to showing you over and over again just how much,” his voice softens, “I love you.”

  Tears hover on my lashes and I admit, “I love you, Evan,” before I curl into his body.

  * * *

  A sense of déjà vu washes over me the moment I come awake to loud whispering from the living room. My body is sated to the point of exhaustion so even though curiosity is eating away at me; I stay in the large bed. It’s comfortable and I settle down in the place that Evan has vacated, which is still warm.

  It isn’t long before Evan comes back into the bedroom and softly closes the door behind him, and he does something I haven’t seen him do before, he turns the key in the lock. I don’t hear the apartment door close, which means whoever he was angry with, is still inside.

  Instead of joining me in the bed, Evan walks into the bathroom and leans forward, resting on the vanity. His head drops forward and he lets out a long sigh. From where I’m watching from he looks extremely tired and I don’t think it’s because of what we have been doing before sleep overtook us.

  Slipping from the bed, I pad softly into the bathroom and wrap my arms around his waist, kissing him on the shoulder before I rest my face against his strong back. “Tell me what’s wrong?”

  “It would be easier if I tell you what’s right,” he whispers, turning in my arms. “My answer would be you. You make me feel, Jessie. I don’t ever want to lose that.”

  I cling to him and tilt my head so I can see his face. “I’m here for you Evan.” I press closer, reaching up
on tiptoes to nuzzle into his neck. “You’re scaring me.”

  He sighs. “I don’t mean to.” I hear the smile in his voice. “But then again, you scare the hell out of me.” He chuckles. “Actually, I think I’m more scared of your brother than you.”

  “Reece is a softy.” I chuckle.

  Evan chokes on a laugh. “I wouldn’t be letting him hear you say that anytime soon.”

  Rolling my eyes, I say, “Reece has mellowed since he realized how upset Callie was getting with his possessiveness.”

  “I’m not going to argue. I have you to protect me.”

  “Hmm,” I mutter. “You’ve changed the subject.” I slip my hand into the back of his sweats and pinch his naked ass. “Who is in the apartment and why were you arguing?”

  He groans. “You heard that, huh?” Not expecting an answer he takes my hand and pulls me back to the bedroom. He shoves one of his T-shirts over my head before he pushes me down to sit on the bed.

  Evan runs his hands through his hair and finally crouches in front of me, taking my hands into his. “Allyson.”

  I gasp in surprise. “I thought—”

  “You thought correctly. I wasn’t expecting her here tonight.” He winces. “Especially, since I threw a paperweight into the coffee table in my office and shattered it. Not one of my finer moments.” He goes to his knees and wraps his arms around my waist, my body slowly wrapping around his. “She’s here because I think my father sent her. She won’t admit as much, just like she won’t admit to drugging you. The original end game was to get me. My father senses I’m about to pull away from the family and has sent her to use her womanly charms.”

  Sadly, I rest my chin on the top of his head. “Does she know we’re together?”

  He shakes his head. “I haven’t told her. It was on the tip of my tongue, but the last thing I want is my family finding out before I’m ready.”

  Surprised, I pull back, but Evan grabs me and refuses to let go. “I’m not ashamed to be with you Jessie. God,” he whispers fiercely, “I love you. You are the most beautiful thing in my life. I’m not going to give you up for anyone. I just have a few things to do and work to pass over without any uncomfortable situations arising, before I walk away.”