Not a Word

by Dawn Sister

  Not a Word

  Dawn Sister

  Beaten Track

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  Not a Word

  SMASHWORDS EDITION

  Second Edition

  Published 2018 by Beaten Track Publishing

  eBook first published 2015 by MMRomanceGroup

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  ISBN: 978 1 78645 266 5

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  Niall doesn’t speak to his neighbours. He doesn’t speak to anyone. Avoiding conversation is easier than the pity and impatience he senses from everyone the moment he opens his mouth and nothing comes out. Since he split up with his partner years before, he hasn’t had much to do with anyone and that has suited him just fine. He has his dog, Zen, for company. Zen doesn’t care that Niall can’t get through an entire sentence without stuttering. Zen is all Niall needs. And that’s how it would have stayed until the day a new neighbour moves in next door.

  Zak is Niall’s exact opposite—twenty-three years Niall’s junior, bubbly, gregarious and never shuts up. His arrival fills Niall’s quiet life with constant noise and constant company. Zen appears to have defected, and Zak doesn’t seem to even notice that Niall rarely speaks. Gradually, Zak’s endless patience brings Niall out of his shell. To Niall’s surprise, he suddenly has a friend, a confidante and perhaps something more.

  And he didn’t even have to say a word.

  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Epilogue

  About Dawn Sister

  By Dawn Sister

  Beaten Track Publishing

  Chapter 1

  In which I meet my new neighbour

  What the heck? I take the dog out in the car for one of our longer walks, and when I come back two hours later, the entire street is blocked with removal trucks.

  Who’s moving? And are they moving in or out?

  I never take any notice of what goes on in the street. I haven’t really been interested for a long time. I keep to myself and no one bothers me, which suits me just fine.

  Today, though, I can’t get into my drive because there’s a great big furniture removal van blocking it.

  What am I supposed to do now? Getting the truck moved would mean speaking to someone, and I can’t do that on the best of occasions. When I’m stressed, it’s even harder.

  Two men, with perhaps more tattoos than actual bare skin, walk past me, carrying a large red, garishly patterned sofa. I try to get their attention.

  “Er-er, ex-excuse m-m-m-m-me!”

  “Watch it, mate. There’s work goin’ on here.”

  Before I can get another word out, they’ve disappeared into the house next door to mine. My dog gives a low, menacing growl, far too late for either man to be concerned.

  “That’s right, growl at them, Zen. Potential murderers, are they? You’re such a hard case, waiting for them to get out of earshot before you threaten them with impending death.” I chuckle as my three-year-old Jack Russell looks up at me with pricked-up ears and a stupid, tongue-lolling grin.

  At least the fact that they carried the sofa into the house explains what’s going on. They wouldn’t exactly be moving furniture into the house if someone was moving out.

  Now, I know I’m not a terribly good neighbour, but I would at least have the courtesy to let my fellow neighbours know if I was moving out. The fact that a neighbour’s departure went unnoticed by me makes me feel a little guilty, although I’m not the most communicative of people, which in turn, I suppose, makes people not want to communicate with me.

  That arrangement actually suits me fine, unless it is a situation like this, where I need someone to do something for me, like move a damn truck that is blocking my drive.

  The two tattooed men come back out of the house, followed by others. None of them look particularly happy to see me standing in their way, but until I can get into my drive my car is parked in the middle of the road. What am I supposed to do?

  “I-I-I…” I begin, but I’m interrupted by tattoo guy number one.

  “Look, sunshine, we don’t ’ave time for this. We’ve got two trucks to empty in less than an hour, so could you get out of our way?”

  “B-b-b-b-but, I l-l-l-live h-h…” Urgh! I give up.

  A car horn toots, and I realise I am causing an obstruction now. I groan and shrug as the men sneer at me like I’m some sort of retard. I get that a lot, so it kind of goes over my head. I sidestep to get around them and move to my car. They forget about me and my little dog and get back to work.

  Less than an hour and then I’ll be able to park in my drive. I guess I can cope with that.

  I pack Zen back into the car and drive up the street to find a parking space until the trucks have moved.

  Walking back down the hill with Zen, I get a good view of the removal men without them noticing I am watching them. They’re all rather too muscular and beefy for my taste. Too many tattoos.

  “Those guys have so many damn tattoos. I doubt there’s a piece o’ skin that hasn’t been inked.”

  I whirl around and come face to face with a tall, slim, young man leaning against a tree that borders my front garden. He is lurking in the shadows, which is why I didn’t see him at first. He’s also watching the men at work whilst flicking through screens on his phone. He pockets the device and steps out into the light. The sunshine lights up his sandy-coloured hair which is feathered around his face to frame deep-blue eyes and a pleasant, upturned mouth.

  Was he actually talking to me? Or was he just making a comment as I passed? And what was his accent? American? I detected a distinct drawl. Before I can even begin to formulate a reply, he speaks again.

  “Is this your dog?” The man, kid really, since he can’t be more than twenty at the most, crouches down to make a fuss of Zen. “I used to have a Jack Russell when I was a kid. He was called Mixer. Don’t even ask me why. Dad named him. What’s yours called?” He’s looking at the collar as Zen tries very hard to lick his hand and halfway up his arm as well. “Hmm, Zen.” He nods as he reads the disc without waiting for me to reply. “Hello, Zen. You’re an excitable little thing, aren’t you?” He chuckles.

  Well, I suppose he’s saved me the embarrassment of having to stammer out Zen’s name, although ‘Z’s are one of the letters I find easier to say.

  “Hi, I’m Zak!” He jumps up and holds out his hand for me to shake. “It’s Zachary really, but everyone just calls me Zak. I just moved into the street. Well, into the country, actually, about three weeks ago…” He rolls his sp
arkling eyes, and the action makes my breath hitch. “What I mean is, my mom and I just moved into the street. We’re from San Diego. My mom was born over here, and she wanted to be close to family because—well—just because. I said I’d come with her. I could’ve stayed to finish college, but I would’ve been on my own for over a year, and that sucked balls. I have dual nationality, so I can study just as well over here, which is pretty cool, huh? My aunt, that’s my mom’s sister, she lives about ten miles away. They’re starting a catering business together. I have a ton of cousins I need to get to know. Do you live around here, or are you just walking your dog in the neighbourhood?”

  Oh my god, I think he just told me his life story without taking a breath. That was quite an incredible feat, and I’m rather impressed, except now he’ll want me to tell him mine, or my name at the very least. What a chore! I’m trying not to get into a panic about it, but when your name is Niall and you can’t actually say it without getting stuck on the ‘N’ for about five minutes, it becomes a bit of a joke.

  I swallow hard as he regards me with anticipation. I try not to notice how thick and long his eyelashes are, or how his smile shines brighter than the sun. My mouth has suddenly gone very dry. I take a breath, open my mouth and then grimace in apology before I sweep Zen into my arms, retreat up the steps of my porch and into my house before Zak can even register what’s happened.

  Standing with my back against the door and breathing rather heavily, I think it may have been excessively dramatic to run off like that. I’m forty-three, for goodness’ sake. I shouldn’t be doing things like this, but he was staring at me with those sapphire eyes, and my brain just went ‘pop’. Did I imagine him? Because he’s bloody gorgeous. Slim, blonde, beautiful. And that accent! Hngh! But he’s so young! What the hell is going on in my head?

  I should’ve at least tried to talk to him. He’s my new next-door neighbour—not that being on good terms with my neighbours has ever been a priority before, but there’s always a first time. Maybe I should go back out there and apologise. I hardly made the best first impression. What must he think of me? Not only is he new to the street, he’s new to the country. He must think British people have rods up their arses.

  Of course, there’s always the possibility he’ll stop being so friendly once I open my mouth. People tend to back off with embarrassed excuses about having to be somewhere else when they hear my attempts to hold a decent conversation.

  The way I scowl and grunt tends to scare people off. I have a reputation for being uncommunicative, but in reality I just prefer for people not to know I have the world’s worst stutter. It’s easier for them to think I’m grumpy and sullen than for them to think I’m broken.

  I nearly jump out of my skin when the doorbell rings. I place a hand on Zen’s head to stop him from barking and giving away that I am right behind the door.

  “Er, hello?” a voice calls from the other side of the door. The call is followed up by a knock. When I don’t immediately reply, the letterbox flap opens and Zak calls through. “Sorry if I freaked you out, man. I didn’t mean to. God, I didn’t know you would run off or anything like that. I didn’t think I was that scary, and you didn’t look like a flight risk. Mom says sometimes I’m a bit forward and I talk too much, but I didn’t, did I? Not just then, anyway. And you’re a neighbour, so I should be trying to make a good impression. Mom’ll kill me if I’ve screwed up in the first ten minutes of getting here. I didn’t catch your name, I bet it’s awesome. I’ll get it next time, I’m sure.”

  “Zachary Cartwright! Where in hell are you?” a woman’s voice calls from a distance, and the kid curses. “Come and help with the move or so help me I’ll stick your stuff out in the yard.”

  “Shit. Zachary Cartwright. That’s me. I only get my full name when I’m in trouble. What am I, a little kid? Jeez!” For some reason I have an image of him rolling his eyes as he peers through the letter flap. “I gotta go. Please don’t hate me, Mr. Neighbour. I think your dog is cute as fuck. Shit, I didn’t mean to swear. Mom says I cuss too much, crap… I should just stop because I don’t think my foot will fit any further into my mouth. See you round, er, whatever your name is. Oh, and Zen—see ya, Zen.”

  I heave a sigh of relief as I hear footsteps bounding away from my porch. I had actually been about to answer the door, if only to stop him talking. I don’t think he took a breath. It was kind of funny, really. I feel myself beginning to laugh. It was more than funny; it was hilarious.

  “And what about you, Zen, eh?” He licks at my hand as I make a fuss of him, the grin broadening on my face. “Here I am, trying for aloof and enigmatic, and you’re treating his arm to a tongue bath, you slutty mutt.”

  Zen just hangs out his tongue like he’s laughing at me. The joke’s on him really, because once our neighbour has discovered I’m not the talkative type he’ll leave us alone. They all do in the end.

  Chapter 2

  In which my new neighbour

  finds a hole in his fence

  The next day, I’m trying to work in my garden, but it’s hot—definitely too hot to do anything involving moving about. It’s unseasonably warm for May, and after about two hours of sweaty labour in my flower beds I take a break.

  It’s so warm I have to sit in the shade. I relax and enjoy the peace with a book and a well-earned, cold beer.

  I can hear a lawnmower buzzing away, and I think it’s coming from next door. The previous neighbours weren’t that great at mowing their lawn, so the new ones have their work cut out. I can’t help wondering if it’s Zak. I wonder if he’s as scorched as I am working in this heat.

  I try not to wonder what he looks like all hot and sweaty, because—where the hell did that thought come from? You dirty old man! I must be twice his age at least. Doesn’t stop me looking though, or thinking. Or imagining. Oh my.

  Zen is somewhere in the garden. He’s up to something. I can hear him snuffling and growling. The noise is irritating.

  “Zen, what are you doing?” I look up from my book just in time to see his front end disappear under the fence that separates mine and next door’s garden. “Oh, shit!” I jump up and try to reach him before he completes his escape, but no such luck.

  I kneel down at the base of the fence and inspect his handiwork.

  “God, Zen, what a bloody mess.” I stick my hand through the hole, but he’s out of reach. I now have visions of him rampaging about in the new neighbour’s flower beds and causing all sorts of havoc.

  Thankfully, the lawnmower noise has stopped. I’m hoping that means my neighbour has gone in. Maybe if I call Zen he’ll come back through the gap, and I can block it up before anyone notices.

  I lie down and peer sideways through the gap. I can only fit my face through. How on earth did Zen fit through there? I suppose he is a Jack Russell, so he was bred for squeezing through tight spaces.

  “Zen!” I hiss, trying to see where my wayward mutt has got to. I can’t see him, but I can hear him, snuffling and growling and barking excitedly at something. “Zen, come here, you silly dog. You’ll give a bad impression, for goodness’ sake.”

  “Hello again!”

  Oh god, I’ve been rumbled!

  A pair of feet, wearing scruffy canvass trainers and belonging to some very nice, very masculine legs, stand to the left of the hole Zen has created beneath our dividing fence. Slowly, my eyes wander up to look into the face of the young man I met and ran away from yesterday.

  “Remember me?” Zak is leaning against our dividing fence, drinking from a water bottle. He wipes his mouth and grins. “I never did catch your name. It’s a lovely day, isn’t it?” He’s smiling down at me as if it’s the most natural thing in the world to see your neighbour’s face forced through the base of your fence. “Are you missing a dog, by any chance?”

  I open my mouth to speak, then panic and pull my face away from the hole with a gasp.

  “Do you want me to push him back through?” Zak offers. “Or would you prefer him to com
e home via a more conventional route?”

  I’m sitting beside the gap with my back to the fence, biting my lip and blushing furiously. Suddenly his face appears through the hole I’ve just vacated.

  I stare down at his bright, youthful expression. His eyes are twinkling and he’s grinning from ear to ear. I can’t understand what he’s finding so funny, unless it’s my utter discomfort and embarrassment.

  “Hi!” He flicks his eyebrows as I continue to stare. His gaze wanders, taking in my garden, or what he can see of it from that angle. “Wow, you have an amazing garden!” He gasps. “Ours is a fucking jungle. Want me to bring Zen round?”

  Before I can answer him, he’s disappeared to, I assume, ‘bring Zen round’.

  Oh god. Now what? I’m going to have to speak to him, and then he’ll think I’m a real headcase because I can’t string more than two words together—unless I’m talking to Zen.

  There’s a knock at my door before I’m even inside the house. I find myself running to answer even though I know for certain this is going to be the most excruciatingly embarrassing and awkward meeting ever.

  “Greetings, neighbour.” Zak grins as he steps into my entrance hall, holding a squirming Zen in his arms. “Okay, little feller, don’t be such an eager beaver.” He places Zen on the floor, and my errant dog jumps about his feet like he’s greeting an old pal. “What is it, little guy?” Zak laughs and crouches down to make a fuss of him. “You are so cute. Digging a hole in your master’s garden… I bet he’s really pissed at you.”

  Zen is just being a complete and utter dog whore and is now rolling on his back, getting his stomach rubbed.

  Zak looks up at me and smiles. Suddenly, all the air is sucked from the room; it must have been, because I can’t catch my breath. He’s gorgeous; he’s fit; he’s in my house, and I can’t bloody speak to him.

  Any minute now, he’s going to find that out, and he’ll retreat with an awkward excuse about having something else to do. I mean, I’m absolutely certain he must have something far more interesting and exciting to do than trying to hold a conversation with a neighbour who can’t reply.