Killer Love

by Drake, Tabatha

  “He will never take an heir from me...” I keep my voice steady. “I refuse.”

  “And what happens when he figures it out?”

  “He won’t.”

  “Gio might be daft, Sofia, but he has power over you. One of these days, he’ll get impatient and I don’t think you’ve considered what he’ll do when that happens.”

  “I can handle Giovani Zappia,” I say. “I’ve done pretty well so far.”

  He shakes his head. “I never should have agreed to this…”

  “If you hadn’t, I’d be dead already… and Lucian, the brightest light I’ve ever known, wouldn’t exist.” I push closer to him. “A single look in his eyes makes up for a hundred nights in Gio’s bed.”

  Luka flexes his jawline and looks down at me with hard, regretful eyes, struggling to form words of his own. I study his chiseled features for the first time since that night and I feel a soft quiver run through my toes.

  “When Lucian laughs, I think of you,” I say. “When he smiles. When he speaks.” I step forward, standing so close to him our bodies touch. “I think of our time together and how you touched me—”

  “Sofia, stop.”

  “Nothing has ever compared to it. Nothing has ever made me feel the way you made me feel that night. I cling to the memory of you, Luka Lutrova.” I pause, inhaling a deep breath and he does the same. “Do you cling to the memory of me?”

  “Yes,” he answers. His warm breath touches my cheek, igniting the blood beneath my skin.

  I bite my lip, torn in half by fear and desire. There’s nothing I want more than to taste him again, to feel his rough hands on me, to—

  Luka cups my face as I move forward into his embrace. His lips crush mine with a single, powerful kiss that lights my entire body on fire and I sense him burn with me.

  I step back, holding him near me as he pushes me against the laundry machine. His hands slide down my body, caressing my breasts and curves, trailing down to grip my ass and pull me up to sit on the washer. A moan escapes my lips as the warm machine vibrates beneath me. I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him closer as I taste his tongue.

  His thick hands push beneath my collar, forcing the dress straps down my shoulders and his lips attack my skin. Every kiss strikes a match. It burns me until I can’t breathe, but I still beg for one more spark.

  “Luka…” I say his name with smiling lips, overwhelmed by the dream inside of me bursting to come out.

  His hands push beneath my skirt, between my thighs. I grab his belt, pinch his zipper. I feel powerful, wiser than the inexperienced girl I used to be. He feels mature, harder and firmer, but his lips taste just as sweet.

  He hooks my panties and pushes them aside to expose me. I slip a hand into his trousers and press my palm against his hard length. We both pause, breathing hard. A feeling tears me apart inside, but this isn’t guilt I’m feeling. It’s passion and lust and purpose and everything in-between.

  Luka touches me with a single finger. He draws a line between my folds, putting firm pressure against my clit and my entire core twitches. A caress. A tease. A look of hesitation on his face.

  “Do it…” I beg, our lips entwined.

  Luka pushes a thick finger inside of me and my entire body vibrates with need. He clamps his mouth over mine to silence my inevitable moans. I grind my hand against his cock and a growl escapes his throat. I quiver and shake, feeling my wetness coat his finger as he slides it in and out of me.

  I push his briefs down. One finger isn’t enough. I need to feel more of him. I need him inside of me again. I need him to take me and make me—

  “Sofia!”

  Rosalie appears in the dark doorway, her eyes wide open and full of shock.

  Luka steps back, retreating his hand while I push my skirt down and hop off the washer.

  “Rosalie!” I force a smile, swallowing the heat down my throat. “I, uh—”

  She darts backward into the hallway, lowering her eyes as she slams the door behind her.

  “Shit…” I breathe. I rush to the door, prepared to chase her down, but I turn to Luka with fear.

  “Go,” he says as he adjusts his belt.

  I pull the door open and run, following Rosalie’s shadow around the corner toward her room. “Rosalie, wait…”

  She picks up her pace until she’s hidden away behind her bedroom door. I follow her inside, and she barely keeps it together before I close the room behind us.

  “Sofia, what are you doing?” she snaps. “Are you insane?”

  “I’m sorry—” I stop the apology, realizing that I feel no remorse over the act. “It’s not what it looks like…”

  “It looks like you and Mr. Lutrova were—”

  “Shhh! Keep your voice down,” I say. “Rosalie… you can’t tell anybody about what you just saw.”

  Her eyes grow wide. “But Gio should know—”

  “No, he shouldn’t. It… it was a moment of weakness, that’s all it was.” I chuckle it all away. “There’s no need to make a big deal out of it.”

  Rosalie shakes her head. “I can’t keep a secret from the master of the house. You know that, Sofia.”

  I reach out and take her hands. “And you also can’t betray your life maiden,” I argue. “Keeping a secret is one thing but betraying me? The punishment for that is far more severe.”

  It’s not fair to take advantage of her beliefs, but desperation clouds all logic. Rosalie loves being a Zappia, perhaps even more than she loves me.

  “All right…” She sighs, regret filling her eyes. “I won’t tell anybody.”

  I pull her closer and wrap my arms around her small frame. “I love you, Rosalie.”

  “Do you love Gio?”

  I cringe. “Yes,” I say, forcing the lie through my teeth.

  She pulls back. “Then, you should repent…”

  “I will, I promise… but he can never know.”

  Her eyes twitch with worry, but she nods.

  Chapter 10

  Luka

  Shit. Shit. Shit.

  I did not just finger Sofia Zappia in a laundry room.

  Obviously, this entire day has been one, crazy dream. Soon, I’ll wake up in my bed in Moscow. Yuri and I never came to Rome. Rosalie never saw a damn thing. Sofia’s lips are still a distant memory and I’m sure as hell not sitting across from her goddamn husband right now.

  “Luka?”

  I blink out of my trance and look at Gio. “What?”

  His gaze shifts from me to Yuri and back again. “Are you all right?” He chuckles. “You seem a little drunk.”

  Yuri laughs. “Honestly, it’s a nice change of pace from the stick he’s usually sitting on.”

  I glare at my brother. “I’m fine.”

  “I’d imagine you have a lot on your mind,” Gio says. “I would as well if I were in your shoes. Rest assured that you have the entire weight of the Zappia family behind you, Luka. We’re going to find out who’s framing you and take them down. I guarantee it.”

  I swallow the malice. I’m not sure what’s more stressful: being forced to ask him for help or having his wife’s scent on my finger as I do it. “Thank you, Gio,” I say. “We would do the same for you.”

  “Absolutely.” He nods. “My family is your family, after all.”

  More than you know, asshole.

  I stand up from my seat. “We won’t bother you any longer,” I say. “You probably have a lot of work to do.”

  Gio waves a hand. “Not at all. You are welcome to stay for as long as you like.”

  Yuri nudges my leg. “We just got here. Sit back down.”

  “In fact, I insist you stay the night,” Gio adds. “There’s no need to fly all the way back to Russia today.”

  I shake my head. “No, we don’t want to intrude.”

  “You’re not intruding.” He chuckles. “Be my guests. I’ll have the chef make a nice dinner. I’ve been saving a bottle of vodka imported from your neck of the woods just for
an occasion like this. We’ll get shit-faced, have a good time. You’ll sleep it off and leave tomorrow afternoon. I will be utterly insulted if you turn that down. Sofia, too. We both insist.”

  Yuri throws up his hands. “Well, when you put it that way, how can we say no? Of course, we’ll stay. I refuse to insult the lady of the house.”

  Gio smirks. “Excellent.”

  As if on some horrible cue, Sofia passes by the study doorway and my heart sinks even deeper in my chest.

  “Sofia!” Gio stands up and claps his hands to make her come back. “Please alert the staff to make up the guest wing. The Lutrovas are staying the night.”

  She locks eyes with me, but she turns away just as quickly. “Yes, sir,” she says, casting a sweet smile at him.

  It’s enough to make me nauseous. Not only will I have to endure an entire evening of watching Sofia suffer through Zappia tradition, I have to do it with her taste on my tongue. Again.

  But I suppose there is a silver lining this time.

  I’ll get to spend time with my son.

  * * *

  “His eyes are quite bright. Aren’t they bright?”

  Fucking hell, Yuri.

  I glare at his pink, drunken face beside me at the dinner table as he and Gio lean in to get a better look at Lucian. Even Rosalie casts a quick glance at her nephew before dropping her eyes back down to her plate again. Occasionally, I’ll catch her sneaking a harsh peek over at me, but I imagine if she were going to say something about what she saw earlier, she would have done so already.

  Sofia looks at me from her place across the table. Her spine straightens as she silently waits for Gio’s reaction.

  Finally, he leans back and waves his hand. “It’s just the light in here, I think,” he says, reaching over to poke Lucian’s chin.

  The boy twitches in his highchair between Gio and Sofia, obviously favoring the attention of his mother over his not-so father. He whines and Gio rolls his eyes before grabbing his drinking glass.

  “Besides,” he adds, pausing to take a long sip, “he takes everything from Sofia and there’s not a bright feature on her entire face.”

  Yuri frowns. “I don’t know…”

  I clear my throat. “Where did you say you got this vodka, Gio?” I ask. I don’t even pay attention to his answer. I just wanted to pull Yuri’s eyes off my son’s and the best way to distract a Russian is to bring up decent booze.

  Sofia relaxes her shoulders. I stare at her chest as it softly deflates.

  “Well, it’s great,” Yuri slurs. “Excellent choice, Gio.”

  “I’m glad you like it.” Gio chuckles. “There’s plenty more in my study and I’ll be more than happy to break it out. The night is still young.”

  “Here! Here!” Yuri tips his glass down his throat and I take a sip to participate.

  Lucian. It’s definitely not the light in here and I wasn’t just seeing things earlier. His eyes are bright, enough to make anyone take notice. Sofia and Gio have brown eyes. I’m no geneticist, but I can’t imagine the odds of brown plus brown equaling gray are that high.

  I try to keep my head down, but I can’t stop staring at him across the table from me.

  He stares at me, too.

  Gio claps his hands. “Let’s go break open that other bottle now, shall we? The ladies will clear the table.”

  As he stands up, his chair legs grind loudly across the floor and Lucian reacts to the harsh sound. His face squishes up and my gut aches as tears fill his little eyes.

  Sofia throws on a soft face — one far more convincing than mine would be — and quickly tries to comfort him enough before the waterworks start.

  Instead, he cries, letting out a piercing wail.

  “And there he goes…” Gio slurs loudly. “Sofia, shut that damn kid up!”

  I dig my nails into my palms under the table.

  Sofia pulls Lucian out of his chair and holds him against her as she makes fast strides toward the hallway. I watch her leave, once again admiring the very essence of her as she carries him away.

  Mother and child. My child and his mother.

  I turn back to find Rosalie staring at me with a judgmental brow raised high.

  Yuri slaps my shoulder and slides out of his chair. “I have to take a piss.”

  I roll my eyes, though I can’t be surprised. I’ve never once described my big brother as classy.

  “Walk with me, Luka,” Gio says, making a grand gesture at me.

  I force myself out of my chair to follow him outside into the hall, wishing my brother had chosen a better time to go relieve himself.

  “Talk to me,” he says, downing the last of his glass down his throat. “Tell me about what’s going on with security over in Moscow. A lot of my work is moving papers and handholding. It’s not nearly as exciting as your job.”

  “There’s not much to tell,” I say, being vague.

  “But what do you do? Luka Lutrova wakes up on Monday morning and what does he do? Where does he go?”

  I bite my inner cheek. “I accompany my family in public and investigate threats made against them.”

  Gio’s brow rises. “What kind of threats?”

  “All kinds.”

  He sighs as we round the corner. “Like…?”

  I look back to see if Yuri is on his way yet. Knowing my brother and his drinking habits, he’s probably not just pissing in there. I think hard, trying to come up with something to throw at Gio. I blurt out the first thing that comes to mind.

  “There’s the kobra.”

  He laughs. “The kobra? What’s that?”

  “I wish I knew.” I pause, wondering how much detail I should give, but Gio is drunk as hell right now. He probably won’t remember this conversation even happened at all. “There’s been some murders in Europe over the last few years. I think they’re connected, but I can’t prove it.”

  “Why do you think that?”

  “The victims. They are found with bullets through their eyes. There’s no connection other than that, so it’s hard to say. There hasn’t been anything like it in Moscow for three decades, but they’ve come back recently. We call them the kobra because my grandfather caught one years ago, and he had a cobra tattoo on his chest…”

  Gio pauses outside of his study and bites his lip. “Hmm…”

  “What?”

  He raises his hand, pointing his finger upward as he furrows his brow. “I might be able to help you.”

  I blink. “Really?”

  “I want to say…” he lets out a quiet belch, “I want to say that I read of similar murders in Venice last month. Let me look into it for you.”

  I fight the urge to take a long step back as his hand lands on my shoulder. “No, Gio. That won’t be necessary.”

  He scoffs and lays his free palm over his chest. “It’s no trouble. I want to help. Really. Let me help you, Luka. I insist.”

  “Fine.” I sigh, banking on the idea of him never remembering this. “Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome,” he whispers, pushing his alcohol-laced breath in my direction. “You know, you and I might make a pretty good team.”

  I force a laugh. “Whatever you say, Gio.”

  “I should come to Moscow sometime and help you investigate threats,” he says, his voice high-pitched with zeal. “We could put our brains together, compare notes, chase down the bad guys — or I should say, the badder guys. Is there a lot of running involved? Jumping over cars? Gun fights?”

  “I don’t think you quite understand what I do, Gio…”

  “Well, whatever it is, I’m in. Unless there’s heights. I don’t do heights.” He pauses with a far-off look in his eyes. “You ever have that dream, Luka? The one where you’re falling from the sky toward the ground?”

  “Yeah.”

  He shudders and wanders into his study. “I don’t do heights.”

  Chapter 11

  Sofia

  It has been hours, but I can still feel Luka’s hands on me
… and in me.

  The bed feels warmer than usual. The pillows are thicker. The blanket hugs me with a comfort I don’t normally feel in this bed. Every nerve inside of me sings. I fight not to touch myself all over.

  And the way he was looking at Lucian tonight? Like he’s the most perfect child who ever existed? It’s taking all my restraint not to seek Luka out and drop to my knees.

  The bedroom door opens and I pretend to be asleep.

  Gio stumbles through the dark and flicks on the lamp on his side of the bed, no doubt in an attempt to wake me. I keep my eyes closed and unmoving. The last thing in the world I want right now is for Gio to touch me — not after what I felt today. Not after Luka Lutrova made me feel so—

  “Sofia.”

  No. Please, no.

  He shakes my shoulder. If I continue faking it now, he’ll surely know.

  I let my eyes flutter open. His cheeks are red and puffy, the same way they always look once he’s thrown back a few drinks. The soft lamplight behind him halos his head, casting most of his face in shadows, but I can still make out his eyes. There’s only one thing he’s looking for when they’re as dark as they are now.

  He pulls the blanket from me and kicks his shoes off. “Turn over,” he mutters.

  No.

  I wince as he reaches for his belt. All the warmth in me falls away, replaced with cold, hard dread.

  “Now.”

  He tugs his belt from his pant loops in one quick pull. The message is obvious. Do as he says, or he’ll use it on me and take what he came here for anyway.

  I turn over slowly and he drops the belt onto the bed next to me, purposefully keeping it within reach. He grabs my hips and pulls me onto my hands and knees. I hold my breath as the sound of his zipper cuts through the silence.

  “No,” I say.

  The word slips from my mouth before I can even think to stop it.

  Gio pauses. “No?” He leans over me. “Did you just say no?”

  “I’m… I’m sorry,” I stutter. “I’m not feeling well tonight. You understand.”