A Time Outside This Time
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ALSO BY AMITAVA KUMAR
FICTION
Immigrant, Montana
Nobody Does the Right Thing
NONFICTION
Every Day I Write the Book
Lunch with a Bigot
A Matter of Rats: A Short Biography of Patna
A Foreigner Carrying in the Crook of His Arm a Tiny Bomb
Husband of a Fanatic
Bombay—London—New York
Passport Photos
POETRY
No Tears for the NRI
THIS IS A BORZOI BOOK PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF
Copyright © 2021 by Amitava Kumar
All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York, and distributed in Canada by Penguin Random House Canada Limited, Toronto.
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Knopf, Borzoi Books, and the colophon are registered trademarks of Penguin Random House LLC.
Some portions of this work originally appeared in Brick, The Wire, and Virginia Quarterly Review.
Photo on this page: © 2021 Marina Abramović. Courtesy of the Marina Abramović Archives / (ARS), New York
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Kumar, Amitava, [date] author.
Title: A time outside this time / Amitava Kumar.
Description: First Edition. | New York : Alfred A. Knopf, 2021. | Includes bibliographical references.
Identifiers: LCCN 2020055667 | ISBN 9780593319017 (hardcover) | ISBN 9780593319024 (ebook)
Classification: LCC PR9499.4.K8618 T56 2021 | DDC 813/.6—dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2020055667
Ebook ISBN 9780593319024
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
Cover photograph by Elenamiv/Shutterstock
Cover design by John Gall
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In memoriam
Sonny Mehta (1942–2019)
Every piece of news, any turn of events at all, had this quality: it depressed him utterly. I asked whether his book was done. He said it was. I asked how long it was. “Eight hundred and ninety-seven pages,” he said. Then he added, earnestly, “You don’t suppose they’ll think I wrote it in a fit of pique.”
—RENATA ADLER, SPEEDBOAT
Also, he wanted a book. He was depressed about the political situation and he wanted a book that was either about the political situation or not about the political situation at all.
—SAM LIPSYTE, HARK
CONTENTS
Chapter 1 I’m Writing a Novel, but There Is the News
Chapter 2 My Experiments with Ants
Chapter 3 Bias Studies
Chapter 4 The Fall of a Sparrow
Chapter 5 The Nature of Love
Chapter 6 The Velocity of Lies
Chapter 7 The Death of Information
Chapter 8 Have You Seen the Sea?
Bibliography
Acknowledgments
A Note About the Author
CHAPTER 1
I’M WRITING A NOVEL,
BUT THERE IS THE NEWS
In a little bit, it will be cocktail hour. Our beautiful villa stands on a hill, the sloping ground covered with small olive trees and long lines of tall, angular cypresses; a mansion in the distance is said to be where George and Amal Clooney spend their summers.
I’m on the island for a cushy fellowship, working on a novel. In the week I have been here, this is what I’ve discovered: one sure way to stop visiting fellows and their spouses from talking to me is to answer them truthfully when they ask what it is I’m doing here. I give my answer and see the light die in their eyes. They nod and look elsewhere—the lake, for instance, which looks lovely at all hours, its color changing constantly. I don’t blame anyone. Would you want to talk to someone who says they are studying models of social acceptance? (I’m not lying when I say this; I’m just trying to avoid the seductive language of fiction.) What I mean in this utterance is simply that I’m thinking about who in our communities will accept lies and deception. As in all matters, all my projects seeded in guilt, I find myself culpable. But, on this issue, I have certain others in my sights.
If anyone presses, I tell them that my novel is based on an untrue story. In fact, it is based on the many untrue stories that surround us and threaten to destroy us. Often, our world comes to us as bad fiction. Toni Morrison read The New York Times every day with pen in hand, making corrections she felt necessary, deleting words or inserting them as she went along. I thought I could start with that idea, a novel about reading the news, but the pencil marks would be found everywhere, not only on the newspaper. Scientific experiments, for instance, or a writer’s memoir about writing, and, why not, our relationships and the way we live our everyday life. I’m writing a report from the world of #fakenews.
This evening, while holding my glass of chilled, locally sourced wine, I’d like to be able to tell my interlocutor that the question I’m really asking is this: Who among your neighbors will look the other way when a figure of authority comes to your door and puts a boot in your face?
I wonder what their eyes might do then.
* * *
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I USE WHAT is called real life to craft my fiction. How is it different from fake news? Novelists with a great gift of imagination have invented situations, often quite simple and uncomplicated ones, that you can never rid from your mind: a family undertaking a long, tortuous journey with the corpse of a family member in a coffin to the dead woman’s hometown (William Faulkner’s As I Lay Dying); two men on a train, each one wanting to kill someone, propose that they exchange murders and thereby have an alibi (Patricia Highsmith’s Strangers on a Train); a woman is on her way to buy flowers for a party she will host that night (Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway); a young man arriving in a city to collect his father’s ashes and going on a drug rampage that sends him into a nightmarish spiral (Edward St. Aubyn, Bad News). I, however, am unable to invent fictional situations, or maybe they don’t interest me that much. Real life, even ordinary life, is what fascinates me, the low road of journalistic observation.
During his last week in office in January 2017, President Barack Obama gave an interview to a book critic from The New York Times. Obama told the interviewer that his daughter Malia had read Ernest Hemingway’s A Moveable Feast and was captivated by the writer describing his goal of writing one true thing every day. (“All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence that you know.”) When I read the interview, Trump had been president for two days, and I think the idea for this book was born then.
I began keeping a daily journal, but instead of writing the truest sentence, I noted down a revealing lie. The U.S. president was lying every day but falsehoods I noted could be from anywhere in the world. Here’s one from my country of birth, India: In the days prior to his retirement from the Rajasthan High Court, Justice Mahesh Chandra Sharma said that the cow should be declared the national animal of India because hundreds of millions of gods and goddesses lived in that sacred animal. The cow is the only creature, the judge opined, that takes in oxygen and also emits oxygen. He also extolled the virtues of cow urine.
The other day a friend posted a few lines from a poem by the radical Hindi poet Gorakh
Pandey on Facebook. He was aiming to describe the situation in India under Narendra Modi. I read the extract and that same morning sat down to translate it. In my writing journal, I noted in the margin that this extract could serve as my novel’s epigraph:
King said it is night,
Queen said it is night,
Minister said it is night,
Guard said it is night.
This happened right
This morning!
A book made up entirely of rumors. A compilation of fatal falsehoods. That’s what I first thought of as my raw material.
* * *
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WHAT IS THE opposite of a rumor?
A scientific fact, of course.
But once you start thinking of rumors as stories, which they are, it becomes clear that accounts offered by scientists about their experiments are also stories.
One researcher publishes a study showing that chimps will eat food given to them and not necessarily want to share it with other chimps, and therefore we should conclude that we are born selfish; a different researcher finds that chimps will help other chimps open a door even when they themselves cannot see the bananas strategically placed on the far side. Those inclined to engage in further storytelling go on to say something about the presence or absence of altruism across the species.
We are always telling stories. Because we deal only with stories, in literature, in history, or in science, the simple distinction between truth and lies is a naïve one. Any story ought to be surrounded with other questions. Whose story is it? What ends does it serve? Does it affirm or contradict other stories? My point is that we can change the way we consume stories. And, of course, the way we produce them.
But till that happens I want to ask scientists to clarify one thing.
On the BBC show Top Gear, a discussion about driverless cars led to conversation about an experiment that was supposedly about self-preservation. You can watch this episode on YouTube. Jeremy Clarkson, the show’s host, says that scientists conducted “an awful experiment” in which they put monkeys and their babies in a box and heated the floor. When the heat became unbearable, all the monkeys picked up their babies and held them in their arms. But when the floor got hotter, “till it was absolutely unbearable,” the monkeys put the babies down and stood on them.
I have a few questions.
The main one is: Did it really happen, this experiment?
Where and when?
These are perhaps silly questions. But they remind us that there are many ways to respond to a story. And I haven’t yet processed what the uproarious laughter of the studio audience meant when Clarkson was done telling his story about the monkey experiment.
I also want to pose a more important question: Did all the adult monkeys act in unison, picking up or putting down their babies as one body?
Were there those—or, for that matter, just one—that changed their minds?
Or hesitated just a bit, looking at the other monkeys, with bewildered gray-brown eyes? Or, if you allow me to be sentimental for half a second, did an adult monkey after standing on her baby for maybe a minute pick it up to offer comfort? And, before putting it down again—if indeed all of this even happened—give the doomed baby a last kiss?
Do you remember the days immediately after Trump took office? The crowd. Loud fans in places such as Cincinnati, Ohio, or Des Moines, Iowa, or Mobile, Alabama, had found the freedom to behave like frat boys on a Friday night. Republicans were greeted with chants of “USA! USA!” There was a spike in assaults against Blacks and Muslims and others who, to Trump loyalists, looked like outsiders. The Women’s March took place in Washington, D.C., on January 21, the largest single-day protest in the nation’s history. The American Civil Liberties Union (ACLU) declared its readiness to challenge Trump’s executive orders and witnessed a spike in membership as well as donations. The New York Times published an ad to highlight the fight over truth, which ended with the words “the truth is more important now than ever.” The online Merriam-Webster dictionary also took up the good fight; after Trump aide Kellyanne Conway described false statements as “alternative facts,” Merriam-Webster sent out the following tweet: “A fact is a piece of information presented as having objective reality.” (On January 22, 2017, when I saw that tweet, it had been liked 55,914 times.)
* * *
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ONE OF THE residents at the villa is a filmmaker from Connecticut. Her name is LeeAnn Wendell. She shared a bit of her work with us last week, and I got from her this quote that came from Pier Paolo Pasolini: “I don’t believe we shall ever again have any form of society in which men will be free. One should not hope for it. One should not hope for anything. Hope is invented by politicians to keep the electorate happy.” I wrote down Pasolini’s words because I imagined my editor asking me a question when I sent in the manuscript. “What’s your point?” I plan to quote Pasolini and say, “Point? I don’t have a point. No uplifting message certainly. We are fucked.”
(The residency was shut down when dire reports began to come of the deaths from a new virus. I left and later learned that one of the staff was an early casualty. I had missed an opportunity. There was a researcher there who chattered gaily in Italian with the waitstaff. Her name was Anna Duranti. Her collaborator was a very polite, very serious, Chinese social scientist named Li Qinglian. The duo was examining the carbon footprint of fashion in two cities in China, one on the coast and one inland. Li stayed silent during meals unless addressed directly, to which she responded with a monosyllable and an apologetic smile, but Anna could be heard saying things like “Did you know that in order to produce a cotton shirt up to 2,700 liters of water are needed?” That is exactly what I overheard her ask and she laughed when I made her repeat it so that I could write it down. Trump would go on to call it the “Chinese virus” and the “kung flu.” In India, the Union Minister of State for Health and Family Welfare would say that if people took the step of absorbing the sun’s rays for ten to fifteen minutes between 11:00 a.m. and 2:00 p.m., they would build immunity. The Indian newspapers carrying this statement mentioned a BBC report that cited experts who said that exposure to the sun is “completely ineffective” against the virus.)
Apart from my notebooks, which are black and numbered, I have three scrapbooks, their pages fat with newspaper clippings and printouts. Each scrapbook also serves as a journal of sorts. Opening one of the scrapbooks on a random page I found a review of a book about the war in Bosnia and, on the opposite page, an article about the psychology of self-help books. In the review of the Bosnian war book, a Polish forensic anthropologist is quoted saying to the author: “I love bones, bones speak to me. I can determine nationality by bones. A Muslim’s femur is bent into a slight arc, because Muslims squat.” The clipping is turning yellow but a red pen mark holds the anthropologist’s statement in a quarantined plot of inquiry. The information is to be released once I have confirmed its veracity. The article from the opposite page tells me that while positive self-statements (e.g., “I am a lovable person”) can help those with high self-esteem, they actually lead to a greater experience of negativity for those with low self-esteem. In other words, if many readers of self-help books are likely to suffer from low self-esteem, the reading of books that encourage positive self-statements may be worse than useless.
Yesterday, during cocktail hour, my choice of drink was the Aperol spritz. Tonight I am having the local Chardonnay. At first I speak to a British man who’s working to solve the water crisis in Gaza, particularly the salinization of the coastal aquifer and the threat this poses to the people living in one of the most densely populated strips of land there. Then I chat with a Black woman from New Jersey who’s composing music for a film. Nikki studied violin at Juilliard and went to Stanford for another degree in ethnomusicology. I ask her what Stanford was like and she laughs and says that she once played
with Condoleezza Rice. But she’s been back in New Jersey for nearly two decades. Nikki is the cofounder of an organization that supports music and the arts. I say I have an odd question for her: Has she ever heard anyone say they saw Arabs in New Jersey celebrating the September 11 attacks?
She says, “Other than Donald Trump? No.”
I say that he claims he watched thousands and thousands of people cheering when the Twin Towers fell.
She says, “Lies. He lies.”
I sip my Chardonnay. Nikki is drinking red wine. I start her on a new train of thought. She wants to know if I’ve been living in the United States for long. I tell her I came from India in the early nineties. Nikki says that I probably didn’t know about the Central Park Five. In the late eighties a woman who had been jogging in Central Park was badly beaten and raped. She was unconscious for several days and unable to recall any details of the attack. Five Black teenagers who were in the park at the time were wrongly convicted of the crime. Nikki tells me that Trump, back when the news broke, had placed a newspaper ad demanding that the boys be executed. It wasn’t until a decade or more later that they received justice when the real rapist confessed in prison and his guilt was confirmed by DNA testing. Another decade would pass before the five, who were grown men now, received a settlement from the city that had imprisoned them as children.
Nikki takes another sip and says, “They received $41 million. Largest settlement in the country’s history. But you know what kills me? That here is our president, an accused rapist himself, who was back then buying space for an ad in the New York Post. This country hates nothing more than its Black children.”