Wayfarer

by R. J. Anderson

  “You were so brave,” she said softly, trying to give him something to think about besides the pain. “It’s not your fault he escaped.”

  “I don’t even care about that,” Timothy mumbled, his head lolling back against the window. “I just hope we don’t miss the train to Birmingham.”

  “I thought we were going to Aber…somewhere in Wales.”

  “We are, but we have to change trains at Birmingham New Street first.”

  Linden’s heart began to thump. “How much time do we have?”

  “I can’t remember,” said Timothy wearily. “Let me look at my tickets.” She moved aside as he straightened out one leg, slid his hand into his front pocket-and stiffened.

  “What is it?” she asked.

  Timothy didn’t answer; instead he leaned onto his other side with a pained grimace and felt in his back pocket. Then he said an ugly-sounding word she didn’t recognize and slumped down in the seat again.

  “What?” Linden repeated, more alarmed than ever.

  Timothy’s mouth twisted bitterly. “The tickets are there, all right. But my wallet, with my ID and my cards and all our money in it-it’s gone.”

  Twelve

  They couldn’t turn back. They couldn’t call for help-even if they managed to beg or scrape together enough coins for a pay phone, what could Paul and Peri do? Besides, they had no time to spare; they had to keep moving if they wanted to catch the next train. Timothy just hoped they could make it out of the city before any more of the Empress’s servants found them.

  Linden sat close to him, holding the cloth pad to his wounded side; she’d put on a brave face, but he could feel her trembling. She must realize, as he did, that having no money meant no food, no lodging, no coach fare to Cardigan the next morning-and no way to find the Children of Rhys before the Blackwings caught up with them. But if the only alternative was to give up and surrender to the Empress…

  Timothy sat stiffly, every breath a stab of pain, while the minutes dragged by and the stations passed one by one. At last the recorded voice above them said kindly, “The next station is Euston,” and as the train began to slow Timothy steeled himself to get up.

  “It’s still bleeding,” said Linden in a worried tone, lifting the rag away from his side and peering underneath.

  “Never mind,” he said between his teeth. “Let’s just go.”

  Together they limped off the train, skirting the edge of the fast-moving crowd as they followed the signs toward the overground part of the station. When they reached the foot of the escalators, they shuffled back into the shadows and Linden made herself small again-but this time instead of climbing into Timothy’s pack, she burrowed up under his jacket to keep holding his makeshift bandage in place. Grateful, he shifted the backpack to his good side and stepped gingerly onto the moving stairs.

  They glided slowly out of the underground, up a second set of escalators and then a third, emerging at last onto a busy concourse lined with shops. Timothy feared to look at the monitors hanging on the wall, in case their train had already left-but no, it had been delayed; there was still time. He shoved his ticket through the turnstile to the aboveground trains and loped toward the platforms as fast as the pain in his side would let him.

  “Wait!” cried a small voice from beneath his jacket, and Timothy stopped, blood pounding through his ears. That warning tone told him everything he needed to know: Linden had scented another faery nearby.

  “Where?” he breathed, looking around wildly. Was it the too-sleek businesswoman striding up on his right? Or the boy leaning against the wall ahead, who looked about seventeen but was suspiciously acne free? Timothy inched the iron key out of his pocket and gripped it between his fingers, bracing himself for another fight.

  An elusive floral scent teased his nostrils, and he twisted around-ouch-to see a young woman with glossy black hair and a face like a harvest moon regarding him thoughtfully.

  His heart stopped.

  “I have waited in this human place a long time,” the faery said in lilting tones as she walked a slow circle around him, “watching for you, as I was bidden. And yet…” Her fingers brushed his shoulder, warm even through the jacket he wore. “I never saw you.” And with that she gave a conspiratorial smile and vanished back into the crowd.

  Dazed with relief, Timothy was still gazing stupidly at the place where she had stood when a voice echoed from the speakers above: “The train to Birmingham New Street is now boarding from Platform Seven.”

  Timothy hefted the backpack, gritted his teeth, and ran.

  “Rob said there were other faeries who didn’t like the Empress,” Linden whispered to Timothy as she settled into the seat beside him, human-sized once more. They’d caught the train just in time; already it had slipped free of the station and was picking up speed. “But I didn’t expect one of them to help us just like that. Did Rob send her a message, I wonder? The same way Veronica talked to that other faery before?” She looked at her open palm. “I wish I knew how to do that.”

  “Maybe you can,” said Timothy, but his voice sounded thin, and his eyes were half closed. “Has it stopped bleeding yet?”

  Linden peeled the makeshift bandage away from his side. “It’s not quite as bad now,” she said, though privately she was glad she’d spent enough time with Knife not to be squeamish. She folded the sodden rag over and pressed it back against the wound, then moved Timothy’s elbow down to keep it in place. “I’ll see if I can make a better bandage-”

  “Conductor’s coming,” gasped Timothy, and Linden ducked down, hastily casting a glamour to hide herself and Timothy’s wound from view. She could only be glad that the backs of the seats were high and there was no one sitting across the aisle to notice her disappear. She held her breath until the man had looked at Timothy’s ticket and moved on to the next carriage, then willed herself visible again.

  “Will he come back?” she asked.

  Timothy shook his head fractionally, his eyes shut tight now. “Not until we stop at the next station.”

  “Good,” said Linden. She pulled the remnants of Timothy’s undershirt out of his pack-she’d used part of it earlier to stanch the wound, but there was still a good bit left-and began ripping it up to make bandages. Passengers in the seats ahead of them stirred at the sound, and Linden’s face grew hot, but she kept working until she’d torn off several long strips of the soft material. Carefully she knotted them together, then made Timothy sit forward and pull up his shirt while she wrapped the makeshift bandage around his waist.

  “Is that better?” she asked.

  He took a slow breath, and a little color eased into his face. “Yeah.”

  Linden sank back into her seat, wiping her blood-smeared hands. Until now she’d been so focused on tending Timothy’s wound that she could think of little else, but now the enormity of their situation pressed in on her again. “I’m so sorry, Timothy,” she said miserably. “I dragged you into this, and everything’s gone wrong, and it’s all my fault.”

  Timothy made a creaking noise that might have been a laugh. “Right. You forced me to come to London with you, and then you beat me up and stole my wallet.”

  “That’s not what I-”

  “Linden, shut up a minute, will you? It’s true this wasn’t how I imagined things would turn out. But it’s still better than being stuck back at Greenhill and hating every minute of it. At least I feel like I’m doing something here. Something that might actually matter.”

  That quieted her. She slid down a little, picking at a ragged edge on her thumbnail, and said in a small voice, “But if we don’t have any money, then how are we going to-”

  “I don’t know, all right? Maybe you could try thinking of something.”

  His voice sounded harsh, and Linden shrank back, disconcerted. What had she done wrong?

  “I’m going to rest for a while,” he said flatly. “Wake me if anything happens.” And with that he turned his face away.

  The city was falli
ng behind them now, ugly square buildings and heaps of rusted metal giving way to grassy banks and stretches of open countryside. Linden pressed her cheek to the window and watched, the hurt inside her fading to fascination as the train passed one village after another-dreary places, all built of the same red brick with roofs of moldy-looking slate, but it made her realize just how many people must be living in those towns, and how enormous and complicated the human world was compared to the Oak.

  But as their journey lengthened, even Linden’s enthusiasm began to wane. She hadn’t eaten a proper meal all day, and by the time their train finally stopped in Birmingham, her stomach felt bruised with hunger. Then they had thirty minutes to wait for their next train, so all they could do was wander around the station and watch other people eat. When they passed the sandwich shop Timothy gave her an exasperated look; but when she asked him what was wrong, he only shook his head.

  She felt a little better when they boarded the train to Aberystwyth. Not only because the Empress’s servants still hadn’t caught up with them, but by that time she and Timothy had found a water fountain and drunk enough to make their stomachs feel bloated, if not exactly full. And as Linden gazed out the window and watched the scenery change from the gentle flats of the English midlands to the mountainous grandeur of Wales, the sight filled her with such awe that she could think of nothing else.

  But eventually the spectacular view blurred into fog, then vanished as the sky grew dark. Exhaustion crept up on Linden, and at last she wilted onto Timothy’s shoulder and fell asleep.

  “Linden. Wake up.”

  It felt as though only seconds had passed since she laid her head down. Her stomach held nothing but a gnawing hollowness, and she felt dirty all over. “Unh?” she mumbled, sitting up and knuckling her eyes.

  “I said, wake up. We’re here.” Timothy climbed out of his seat, wincing as he bent to pick up his backpack. “Come on.”

  They stepped out into a cold, spitting rain. An icy wind swirled along the platform, smelling faintly of salt, and Linden shivered. “Where do we go now?” she asked.

  “It’s too late to get a coach to Cardigan tonight,” Timothy said. “Even if we had the money. So I guess we just wander around and look for a dry place to sleep. Unless you have a better idea?”

  Linden shook her head.

  “Didn’t think so.” He sounded angry again. “All right then.” He limped toward the archway at the end of the platform, and Linden hurried to follow.

  The streets of the town were deserted, its shops and most of the restaurants already closed. Linden and Timothy walked for what seemed ages, passing one blank-faced building after another, the rain soaking into them all the while. Every few minutes they paused in a doorway to escape the biting wind, but the chill and the dampness followed them everywhere.

  Teeth chattering, they ducked into a fish-and-chip shop to warm themselves. Timothy studied the map of Aberystwyth hanging on the wall while Linden read the notices posted beside the door. But they couldn’t see anywhere that they could sleep-not without money, anyway-and when the woman behind the counter noticed they weren’t buying anything, she shooed them out into the street again.

  Now they were tromping along with the sea wind at their backs, hugging themselves and shivering. Linden was almost certain they’d been this way already, but the scowl on Timothy’s face made her afraid to say anything, until-

  “All right,” snapped Timothy, rounding on her. Rain dripped from the ends of his hair, and his eyes were as cold as stone. “I’ve had enough of this. Are you being insanely stubborn or just stupid?”

  Linden recoiled. “I…I don’t know what you mean.”

  “We’ve been walking around this miserable town for nearly an hour, and we haven’t found one decent place to spend the night. Think, Linden! I figured out we needed to go to Wales and how to get there. I paid for the train tickets. I got stabbed trying to protect you, and had my wallet stolen by one of your people. And after all that, you expect me to conjure up food and shelter for us out of nowhere, too? You’re the one with the magic-you do something!”

  Humiliation burned in Linden, the first warmth she’d felt since they left the train. “I don’t expect anything,” she said, her voice thick and hoarse. “I’m grateful for all you’ve done-more grateful than I can say. But how can I help? I can’t make bread out of stones or conjure up a place for us to sleep-”

  “No, but you could at least make it look like we have the money to pay for those things. Yes, I know,” he interrupted as she began to protest, “that would be stealing. Well, maybe it is, but right now I don’t care, and neither should you. If we get hypothermia and end up in the hospital, how’s that going to help the Oakenfolk or Peri or anybody?” She did not reply, and he added caustically, “Or are you hoping that if we just suffer long enough, the Great Gardener’s going to rain down free hotel vouchers and fairy cakes from heaven?”

  Linden swallowed back a sick sourness in her throat. “Don’t.”

  “Well, somebody’s got to say it. You can’t just keep throwing yourself into things and hoping for a miracle, Linden! This is the real world, and life doesn’t work that way.” He pressed a hand against his injured side, looking tired and wretched and too old for his years. “Nobody’s going to magically appear to save us. The only one who can help us right now is you.”

  Doubt snaked into Linden, coiling deep inside her. She didn’t want to believe what Timothy was telling her, but what if he was right? So many people were counting on them, and they were staking their lives on this journey. With so much at risk, could she really afford to listen to her conscience?

  Desperate, she closed her eyes. Help me, Great Gardener! she prayed. Show me what to do!

  But no answer came, only another blast of sea wind that whipped her wet skirts against her numb and trembling legs. Linden’s head drooped, and she drew a shaky breath.

  “All right. I’m sorry. I’ll do it.”

  Thirteen

  Timothy’s emotions were a discord of relief, fury, and disappointment. Part of him was amazed that Linden had given in so easily; the other part was annoyed she hadn’t done it earlier. She was gazing at him with pathetic hopefulness, no doubt expecting him to apologize or at least forgive her. But the wound in his side still stabbed him every time he moved; exhaustion dragged at his shoulders like a burden, and his hunger was so intense he felt weak. So in the end he said nothing, only gave a curt nod and started walking.

  If they turned right at the next corner, that would take them back toward the train station. He’d seen a pub there, full of university students laughing over their pints and tossing chips at one another with the ease of people who’d never been hungry. Inside it would be warm, and he’d order a huge sandwich, or maybe even a steak….

  “Wait,” said Linden suddenly, her voice thick with tears and cold. “I hear music.”

  Timothy ignored her and walked on a few more steps, then realized that Linden was no longer with him. He turned to see her gazing at a squat, rough-plastered building across the street.

  “I don’t care,” he said irritably. “Come on.”

  “They’re singing,” she replied in a wondering tone. “I’ve heard Paul sing, a little…but they’re all singing together. I’ve never heard anything like that before.”

  Timothy was on the verge of losing patience and dragging her away when he remembered what she’d told him about faeries learning creativity from humans. Maybe his interest in music was starting to rub off on her? She certainly seemed absorbed in what she was hearing, although he couldn’t hear a thing himself….

  “Hey!” he called as she drifted away, but she was already crossing the street and walking up the path toward the little building. She pressed her ear to its wooden door, then eased it open and poked her head inside.

  Curiosity was one thing, but this had gone too far. Timothy stomped after her and was about to pull her back when he finally heard the music that had drawn her there:
/>   Yet it must be; Thy love had not its rest

  Were Thy redeemed not with Thee fully blest…

  The words shocked through him. That wasn’t a popular hymn. In fact, he was pretty sure that there was only one small group in Christendom that sang it. Timothy backed up from the door and swung around to look at the sign posted on the church’s left side. It said, in worn black letters:

  ABERYSTWYTH GOSPEL HALL

  Lord’s Supper 11:00 Sun.

  Gospel Meeting 7:00 Sun.

  Prayer 8:00 Wed.

  “Oh, look!” exclaimed Linden, and before he could stop her, she darted inside. Timothy hissed at her to come out, but she didn’t answer, so at last he ground his teeth and followed.

  Inside it was warm, and Timothy found himself competing for space in the narrow entry with a coatrack holding twice again as many hangers as coats, a table stacked with tiny blue hymnbooks, a stand of old-fashioned gospel tracts, and a large corkboard on which someone had painted a map of the world, with photographs pinned up all over it.

  Linden was standing right in front of the African continent, prying one of the pictures off the board. Timothy was about to demand whether she had lost her mind when she turned and held it up to him, and then he could only stare.

  “It’s you!” Linden said excitedly, waving the card. “Is this your family? Why do they have your picture here?”

  She was halfway through the sentence when the hymn ended, and in the reverent silence her words echoed through the vestibule and into the sanctuary like a shout. The people in the congregation looked around with varying expressions of surprise and alarm, and after an awkward moment one woman got up from her seat and bustled over.

  “What can I do for you, love?” she said in a hushed voice, blinking as she took in Linden’s sodden clothing and bedraggled hair. “Have you lost your way?”