How to Lose a Bride in One Night

by Sophie Jordan

  He marveled at the tightness in his chest, the warmth that pervaded him just staring at her. She did this to him. No one or nothing else had since he’d left home for India over four years ago. He wasn’t going to lose this feeling again.

  He wasn’t going to lose her.

  When he woke, it was hours later. A thin thread of light glowed from around the edges of the damask drapes. He quickly glanced to his side, almost as though he feared she had left him again.

  But she was still here. His breathing instantly eased.

  She’d moved onto her back. One arm was flung above her head, the other stretched out to her side. She slept like she did not have a care in the world. He smiled.

  She sighed and her breasts pushed enticingly against her bodice. The slight stiffness of his cock became an insistent throb. Rolling to his side, he ran a finger along her jaw, savoring the skin that he knew to be soft.

  His hand moved, drifting unerringly to the hem of her dress, which had risen to her knees in sleep. He tugged it upward, meeting her stocking-clad knee. He teased the inside of her knee there.

  She released a small breathy sigh and parted her legs wider in unspoken invitation. He sat up, watching her face closely as his fingers moved along the inside of her thigh toward the slit in her drawers.

  Her features loosened, her lips parting in a low moan as he cupped his hand over the very core of her. The heat of her filled his palm. She thrust her pelvis, pushing herself into his touch.

  He eased a finger inside her, reveling in the sweet warmth of her surrounding him, tightening around him. He ached at the thought of his cock there, buried in her.

  Her fingers clenched the counterpane and her spine arched off the bed, her legs widening even farther.

  Her eyes fluttered open, glazed with a desire that fed his own, stoking the fires low in his gut. The rich brown gleamed like pools of dark chocolate. He came over her to lose himself in her eyes as his fingers plied her soft folds, adding another finger to plunge in and out of her slick heat.

  “Owen,” she breathed, her hands coming up to grip his shoulders.

  “Annalise,” he rasped a beat before he kissed her. She tasted of lemons and that indescribable taste that was hers alone. Her fingers dug into his shoulders as his tongue parried with hers.

  He groaned, his hand moving for his breeches, never breaking their kiss as he anxiously freed himself. She cried out against his mouth as he drove into her. She lifted her legs to take him in deeper.

  He slid his hands to cup the rounded swell of her bottom, holding her for his penetrating thrusts. She quivered beneath him and he knew she was close.

  “Come, follow me, sweetheart,” he encouraged, not wishing to reach his climax before she achieved her own.

  Her head came off the bed, her hair wild and dark all around her. Just as her eyes. So very deep and dark, they pulled at him and spoke to his very soul.

  He reached between them, finding her pleasure spot, the tiny sensitive nub buried in her woman’s folds. She whimpered at his first touch. He pressed harder, rolling the sweet, little pearl as he drove into her.

  Her arms came around him, her mouth open and arousing as hell against his neck as she released a sharp cry.

  He groaned, spilling himself deep inside her. He collapsed over her, satisfied in a way he had never felt before.

  “I’m crushing you,” he muttered, pushing himself up on his elbows on either side of her.

  “I don’t mind,” she whispered, her hands coming up to frame his face, holding him, pinning him with her mesmerizing eyes.

  “Annalise?” He smiled down at her, feeling that familiar tightness in his chest.

  She held his gaze. A curtain fell over her eyes. Something he couldn’t decipher.

  Wariness filled him. He started to pull away, but her hands tightened on his face.

  “I—” Her voice broke suddenly, and that stark emotion in her eyes . . .

  He suddenly understood it. She was afraid.

  “What, Annalise?”

  “I’m married.”

  Everything inside him froze, revolted. She wasn’t married. She couldn’t be.

  “No.” The word dropped like a stone between them. “You were a virgin—”

  “The marriage wasn’t consummated,” she was quick to reply.

  “Obviously,” he growled, her words sinking in. A dark terrible fury rose up in him. He climbed off her and dropped down on the bed beside her.

  She rose to her knees, smoothing her rumpled skirts down. “Owen, please . . .”

  “When were you going to tell me this, Annalise?”

  She’s not yours. She can never be yours. It was the only thought that rushed through him. Dark and clawing and deep.

  She shook her head, and offered up the lame excuse, “I don’t want him . . . If I could go back and undo it . . .”

  “But you can’t,” he said harshly, as much to remind her as to confirm it for himself.

  Moisture gleamed in her eyes. “You are right. I can’t go back and unmarry him. I can’t change how naive and trusting I was. So desperate for love and approval that I could believe a man wanted me for more than my immense dowry.”

  He had wanted her. Owen blinked hard, demanding, “Is that your plan, then? Commit adultery so that he will grant you a divorce?”

  “What? No.” She shook her head, looking genuinely surprised. “Nothing about this, about us, has been a manipulation. You are the only thing real, the only good thing that I have ever had.”

  He snorted. “Nothing you say can be trusted.” Bile rose up inside his throat as the knowledge sank in that she was not free to be with him. She belonged to another. He forced the foul taste back down and turned, walking a hard line across the room.

  “There’s more . . .”

  “More?” He stopped and released a harsh, ugly laugh.

  She nodded. “I’m the Duchess of Bloodsworth.” He watched her throat work. “He was the man you saw me with on the street.”

  He closed his eyes in a hard blink, opening them to look at her, perhaps seeing her for the first time. He didn’t know her at all.

  “The Duke of Bloodsworth? And yet he permitted you to leave with me?” The bile was back. “What game are you two playing at?” He shook his head, swallowing down the bitter taste. Coldness washed over him, numbness. “You certainly lowered your standards to let me in your bed.”

  “No. Don’t say that.” She shook her head, her eyes enormous and pleading, almost reminding him of a child. Since the start, he knew she was hiding something, but he had not imagined this.

  He had not imagined she was hiding the one thing that would keep her from ever being his.

  Turning, he strode from the room.

  “Owen!”

  He continued down the corridor, the sound of his name on her lips like a knife to his back.

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Annalise watched him go, a burning sob rising in her throat. She brought her knees to her chest and covered her mouth with both hands as if she could stop the sound from spilling out. She rolled to her side and buried her face in the bed. A mistake. His scent was everywhere.

  Tears rolled hotly down her cheeks unchecked, their salty taste finding a way beneath her hands to her lips. She couldn’t help herself. She turned her face into the bed and breathed him in, desperate to memorize this last smell of him.

  It was better this way. Better that she hadn’t told him everything. He’d been too shocked to press her for more details. She had seen that in his face. Perhaps he would hate her now. Hate her and put her from his mind.

  If he knew all of it, that Bloodsworth had tried to kill her . . . that he was the one responsible for sending Snyder after her, he would be duty-bound to keep her safe. Again. His honor would demand it. He’d never let her return to her hus
band. But now he would.

  She was another man’s wife. She had kept that all-important fact from him and that’s all he could see at the moment.

  Fighting back tears, she pushed up from the bed. She moved mechanically, changing clothes, using the basin of water to clean herself. She splashed water again and again on her face, as if that would somehow wash away the pain.

  Staring at herself in the looking glass, water dripping from her chin and nose, she marveled at how different she looked from the girl who had wed Bloodsworth months ago. No longer so frightened. There was strength in the lines of her face. Resolve in her brown eyes. She would not return to her husband as the vulnerable girl he had tossed into the water and left for dead.

  Dressed in fresh clothes, she moved toward the vanity. Sinking down on a stool, she tidied her hair, sweeping the brown mass into a simple knot.

  This time she wouldn’t bring anything with her. The clothes she had here didn’t belong to her. Nothing here belonged to her. Claiming her cloak from where Owen tossed it to the floor, she swept it around her and departed the room.

  The door to the library was cracked and she heard the clink of a glass inside. She paused outside of it, envisioning Owen sipping from a glass of brandy. She longed to go to him, but the memory of his face, so stricken and horrified when she told him she was married, gave her pause. This was better. No need for him to glimpse her face. He might see the truth.

  She loved him.

  Totally. Completely. Unapologetically.

  She could go to Bloodsworth because of him. Because she knew love. Her love for him made her stronger. Better. Strong enough to confront Bloodsworth. Strong enough to stop hiding. Especially since doing so would keep Owen safe. The risk would be hers alone. As it should be. She alone would confront her husband. Looking away, she hurried past the library door.

  On the bottom floor one of the grooms stepped forward to intercept her as she opened the front door. “Miss Anna? Do you need the carriage brought around?”

  She hesitated only a moment. “Yes, please.” Why not? It was no secret she was going . . . and no secret where.

  In moments she was moving across Town. The streets were crowded with conveyances—members of the ton out for an evening of diversion. By the time she reached the duke’s Mayfair residence, dusk had fallen. The house was ablaze with lights, and she surmised her husband was entertaining for the night.

  She didn’t knock.

  One should not knock at the door of her own home, after all. A groom turned, startled, as she entered the vast foyer.

  “See here—” he began.

  She held up a hand, angling her chin just so. “Do you not recognize me?”

  Even before their nuptials, she had visited the house countless times.

  The servant frowned, scrutinizing her. Then he gaped, recognition lighting his face. “Miss Hadley? I m-mean, Your Grace?”

  “Where’s my husband?”

  The groom motioned vaguely. “He’s in the dining room. He and his guests only just sat down.”

  She nodded. “Very good. Thank you.”

  “Shall I escort you, You Grace?”

  “I know the way.” She walked past him with sure strides straight into the proverbial lion’s den.

  She has left again. I thought you should like to know, my lord.”

  Owen looked up from his glass of brandy. “Thank you for that report, Mrs. Kirkpatrick.” He did not even bother to keep the withering sarcasm from his tone. He was in a foul mood and she approached him at her own peril.

  “Edmond drove her to the Duke of Bloodsworth residence in Mayfair,” the housekeeper added, unfazed as she stared at him with such expectation. As if she was waiting for him to rise and do something. Go after her, he supposed.

  “Again, thank you, Mrs. Kirkpatrick. That will be all.”

  Pursing her lips, she nodded and swept back out of his library.

  He finished his brandy in one long swallow. Annalise had wasted little time returning to her husband. As was right, he grudgingly acknowledged. She belonged to Bloodsworth. Standing, he sent his glass crashing into the wall. It exploded into a thousand pieces.

  She should be with her husband. The man who had wed her before God. Who had lost her . . . and let her end up broken along the shore of a river.

  And now Annalise was back in his hands. Bloody hell. No. No, she was not.

  Not if he had anything to say about it.

  Charging from the room, he stormed out of the house, suddenly not caring what was right or wrong. He only knew she belonged with him.

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  The voices grew louder as she approached the dining room. She knew before she pushed the door open that he was entertaining a large group. Splendid. She couldn’t have hoped for a better scenario. There would be several witnesses And not just any witnesses. His friends. Peerage. He could not be rid of her so easily again.

  Stepping inside the narrow wood-paneled room, no one noticed her at first. She was able to observe Bloodsworth with his two dozen guests undetected. Candlelight played over the ladies in their shining jewels and fine satins and brocades. Even the gentlemen were resplendent in their rich jackets and colorful cravats.

  She recognized many of them. They had attended her wedding. The duke sat at the head of the table. She watched with a detached sense of bemusement as he chatted with Joanna, seated to his left. The quintessential English rose with her corn silk ringlets bouncing on either side of her head. She giggled at something Bloodsworth said. Her rosy pink lips curved in the most delighted of smiles.

  Dimly, Annalise recalled that he had been charming. Attentive and kind. Now Joanna was the recipient of his attentions. How ecstatic she must be to have finally won him.

  One by one gazes drifted her way. The Marchioness of Ridgefield’s gaze landed on her and she screamed, dropping a spoon into her bowl with a resounding clatter. She fell against the back of her chair in a near swoon. Her husband quickly grasped her shoulder to keep her from falling to the floor.

  The duke swiveled around in his seat.

  Everyone stared at her now. A hush fell over the room.

  Her husband pushed to his feet, his eyes wide. His lips worked and she knew he did not know what to say. He did not know what she would say. What aspersions she might cast upon him.

  His shock filled her with immense satisfaction. She felt in utter control of the moment—of him. It was a heady thing.

  He had not expected for her to stroll back into his world. He thought he had effectively silenced her. Terrified her into running until one of his underlings caught up with her and finished what he had started on their wedding night.

  “Annalise!” Joanna cried, rising to her feet. She stepped closer to Bloodsworth, her lovely blue gaze full of panic. She reached for his arm, her fingers grasping the cuff of his jacket as if desperate to maintain some form of contact with him.

  The duke lightly shook her hand off, casting her a rather helpless look. “Joanna . . .”

  Ah. She recalled Bloodsworth mentioned he had plans in the works. Apparently those plans had involved Joanna. Plans her return had just thwarted.

  The duke returned his gaze to her. Only she could see the venom in his eyes as he proclaimed, “Annalise, you’re alive! My prayers have been answered.”

  To her credit, she did not laugh. With a brittle smile, she replied, “As have mine.”

  She managed not to cringe as he stepped forward to press a kiss to her cheek. His hands held her shoulders. Only she felt the dig of his fingers bruise her through her cloak. Stepping back, he demanded, “But where have you been?”

  “A kind farmer and his family took me in. I must have slipped and fell over the boat—”

  “Just as everyone suspected,” Bloodsworth declared a bit too loudly. “The wedding champagne had been flowing
too freely that night, I fear.” He cupped her cheek. “Dear girl, you were quite unaccustomed to such revelry.”

  “Indeed, I could not remember myself at first.” She brushed her head. “I injured my head.”

  The duke’s eyes locked with hers as understanding passed between them. She was not denouncing him as a murderer. At least not yet.

  Bloodsworth was all action then, making his apologizes to his guests as he ushered her toward the door, eager, presumably, to be alone with his long-lost bride.

  “Forgive me. I’m sure my wife is quite spent.”

  Everyone murmured understanding remarks, even as their eyes told a different tale. They would all long to hear more of Annalise’s misfortunes.

  Only Joanna stood silent, her face varying shades of green. Her father strode forward and seized Bloodsworth’s arm, demanding, “My lord, what of us? My daughter—”

  The duke clapped him once on the shoulder. “Please. You are my guests. We shall discuss matters in the morning.”

  The older gentleman sniffed, clearly still affronted. He turned his gaze on Annalise, raking her scornfully, obviously annoyed that she had the presumption to be alive.

  “Come,” Bloodsworth cajoled. “Do not leave, my friend. You and your daughter have my highest regard.”

  A long moment passed before Joanna’s father nodded.

  “Very good.” Nodding in satisfaction, the duke led her from the dining room. The instant they cleared the room, his hand on her arm became hard and bruising.

  “Quite a spectacle, wife. I did not even credit you with such stupidity.”

  “Truly? I think me ingenious.”

  “And how do you imagine that?” His feet pounded out his ire as he dragged her up the stairs with him.

  “You cannot kill me again after I’ve very publicly returned from the dead, now can you?”

  “I’m the Duke of Bloodsworth. I can do whatever I bloody hell want.” He thrust her ahead of him into a bedchamber. She nearly lost her footing from the force of his shove.

  She rounded to face him, bracing herself to again be alone with a man who wanted her dead.