Deepest Kiss

by J. Kenner

  I leap to my feet out of pure shock, and when I tear my eyes away, I see that Damien is tapping a text into his phone.

  "What are you--"

  "This is going to get ugly fast. I'm having Edward pull the limo around."

  "We're leaving?"

  He meets the eyes of the other men. "If you two don't mind, I think it would be a good idea to get out of here. And to take Dallas and his date with us."

  Oh.

  Wyatt and Frank both nod agreement, and I have to concede that it's not only a good plan, but one that Dallas will surely appreciate. Especially since as I watch, Francesca loses the battle to control her temper and slaps the blonde hard across the face.

  Immediately, Dallas starts to hustle her toward the exit as the two harried-looking waiters try to urge the blonde to leave through the kitchen. Damien stands to flank Francesca's other side as Dallas passes, keeping me beside him the whole time.

  He tells Dallas that we have a car waiting, then murmurs something to the flustered owner as we pass, the man nods sympathetically and then smiles broadly when Dallas assures him that he'll come by in the morning to cover any damages.

  I fully believe him, but the owner and I both know that Dallas has brought more cache to Q than the most expensive publicity and marketing campaign could ever hope to rally. Frankly, the owner should be paying Dallas.

  Wyatt and Frank follow, and I can't help but be a little mortified. None of this was my or Damien's fault--and it really wasn't Dallas's, either--but I still feel like a terrible hostess.

  One of Q's young valets is holding the limo door open, and Damien ushers Dallas and Francesca inside, then motions to Wyatt, who shakes his head.

  "You go ahead. I only live a block away, and you have plenty on your hands. But we should talk more," he adds, turning to Frank. "Can you come by my studio tomorrow around ten-thirty? Nikki has the address."

  "Of course," Frank says.

  As Wyatt walks off, Damien and I follow Frank into the limo, and I breathe a sigh of relief when the valet closes the door after us and Edward pulls out into traffic.

  "Wow," I say.

  Damien twines his fingers with mine. "At least it sounds like Frank's found a studio space," he says, looking between me and Frank. "So I say we count the evening as a success."

  "For you, maybe," Francesca says with a little sniff. "My dress is ruined. Not to mention my evening."

  Dallas has been watching Frank, but now he turns his attention back to Francesca and slides his hand along her thigh. "Baby, I was going to ruin this dress anyway. And as for your evening, just think of how much press you're going to get out of tonight."

  Her mouth curves into a pretty pout. "My managers will be furious."

  "The hell they will. I predict you're going to be the top trending story on Facebook and Twitter within the hour."

  The thought clearly pleases her. "Really?"

  "Hell yes."

  She presses her hand over his, then slides it higher up her leg before she turns to smile at Damien. "Will you take us to Dallas's hotel?"

  I lower my head to hide my grin as Damien assures her we will.

  "How about you, Frank?" he asks. "Where are you staying?"

  "The Beverly Terrace," he says. "It's on Doheny. Is that out of your way?"

  "Not at all," Damien says. In fact, Frank's hotel is only about ten minutes from the Stark Century Hotel, the newly acquired and remodeled hotel where Dallas is staying.

  Traffic is light, and it doesn't take long to get from Santa Monica to Century City, which is a good thing, because Francesca seems so thrilled by the possibility of press coverage of her cat fight that she clearly can't wait to get Dallas into bed. And while I'm actually a fan of limo sex, I'm really only partial to it if I'm a participant and not a spectator. And only if Damien is the only other participant with me.

  It's a relief when the limo pulls into the circular drive and the valet opens the door.

  "Thanks for the lift," Dallas says, then grins. "You saved my ass. Or Francesca's, anyway."

  She rolls her eyes. "I could have totally taken the bitch."

  "Come on, baby," Dallas says, and helps her out of the limo. As the door closes behind them and Edward pulls out again, I glance at Damien, amused.

  Just a few minutes later, we're at Frank's hotel in West Hollywood.

  "I'll say thanks, too," he says. "For the evening and the, um, entertainment. I haven't seen that much excitement since I photographed the running of the bulls in Pamplona."

  I laugh, then make Frank promise to call me tomorrow after he sees the studio; I want to know what he thinks.

  And then, finally, I'm alone with Damien, and it feels as though the weight of the world has just lifted from my shoulders.

  "Wow," I say. "That was crazy town even by our standards. How do you think he stands it?"

  "I think Dallas embraces the philosophy that there's no such thing as too much publicity. Or bad publicity for that matter."

  I shudder. That is so not my philosophy

  "Come here." From the heat in his voice, I know exactly what he wants. Hell, I want it, too. But that doesn't mean I'm not going to play a little first.

  "Here?" I ask innocently. "I'm already sitting right next to you."

  "So you are." As he speaks, he runs his hand up my leg. I'm wearing a silk dress that skims my legs just above the knees, and I close my eyes and lose myself in the sensation of soft silk and his gentle hands stroking my skin as he slowly edges the skirt higher and higher.

  Lightly, he grazes his fingertip over the scars that mar my inner thighs. Once upon a time, I would have clamped my legs shut or run screaming from any man who got close to my secrets. Who caught even the slightest glimpse into my pain.

  But Damien's not just any man, and it's not regret or fear or hesitation I'm feeling now. It's desire, pure and simple. And not just sexual desire. No, I long for him. For the core of the man--a man who knows me as well as I know myself, and loves all of me, both my strengths and my weaknesses. A man who cherishes and protects me. Who understands me. And who I know without a shadow of a doubt will always stand beside me.

  "Damien," I murmur, both wanting and needing his touch.

  "I know, baby." He's breathing hard, too, and when I open my eyes and glance over, I can see his erection straining against his trousers. I move my hand, intending to stroke him, but he shakes his head. "No," he whispers. "Just this."

  We're sitting close together, but our hips are barely touching. The only real contact is his fingertip on my skin, and it is as if I only exist right there in the spot he's stroking. All my pleasure, all my desire, all my need is contained in that tiny patch of skin, and it's too much. Too intense. Too incredible.

  Slowly, he draws closer to the juncture of my thighs--closer to my core--and I know that when he finally touches my clit I won't be able to hold back. I'm going to explode, to shatter, to lose myself completely.

  I'm gasping now, trying to draw in breath as my body burns with need beneath his finger. As he strokes lightly along the edge of my panties, then slips under, just a little.

  I bite my lip, determined not to beg for more no matter how much I want to. And he's close--so close--and any second now he's going to stroke my clit.

  Any moment I'm going to explode. I'm going to--

  What the fuck?

  A sharp knock on the limo's window startles both Damien and me, and he pulls his hand back as I reflexively yank my skirt down.

  Damien catches my eye for a millisecond before jamming his hand onto the intercom button. "Edward, what the hell is going on?"

  There's no response, and Damien curses. Then curses again when he realizes that the volume is turned all the way down. "Say again?"

  "I said, we've arrived, Mr. Stark."

  "Arrived?" He glances out the window, and I follow his gaze. We're back at the Stark Century Hotel.

  I meet Damien's eyes and shrug with confusion.

  I can tell he's ab
out to demand an explanation when Edward says, "Shall I open the door for Mr. Sykes?"

  It clearly takes a supreme effort for Damien to maintain control, but he does. "No. I'll open it." He shuts down the intercom, then looks at me. "He must have told us he was turning around, and neither one of us heard the intercom beep."

  "My head was elsewhere," I admit, then scowl. "Dallas owes me. Big-time."

  Damien laughs. "He owes us both. Shall I tell him as much?"

  I narrow my eyes. "Don't you dare."

  Damien opens the door, and Dallas climbs in, and from the way he looks at both of us, I'm certain he knows exactly what he's interrupted. I feel the blush rising on my cheeks and force myself to ignore it as Damien demands, "What the hell, Dallas?"

  "Sorry," he says. "I couldn't say any of this with the others around so I called Edward back."

  For an instant, I wonder how he managed that, then realize that he's worked enough with Damien and Stark International that he was surely given access to the limo--and to Edward's cell number so that he can contact the driver.

  "What's going on?" Damien asks, voicing the bigger question.

  "It's about Frank." Even though Damien asked the question, Dallas is looking at me. "This is going to sound crazy, but he's the guy who was watching you on the island."

  A cold chill races up my spine, and I try to find words but only manage a gasp. Damien is not nearly as tongue-tied.

  "What the fuck are you talking about?"

  "Exactly that," Dallas says. "He's the man who spooked Nikki."

  "Are you sure?" I ask, but I can see from his expression that he is. "But why?" I look between the two men. "Maybe he just wanted to meet me before our appointment and then didn't have the nerve?"

  The explanation sounds ridiculous even as I say it, but I like Frank and don't want to consider the possibility that there's anything nefarious going on.

  Beside me, Damien's body has gone rigid, and his tone is just as tight. Whatever Frank is up to, I know he's going to find out.

  "Do you want to go in and confront him?" Dallas asks, but Damien shakes his head.

  "No. I want to think. And I want to get a little more information on Frank Dunlop."

  "Let me know if I can help," Dallas says, which strikes me as funny. After all, the man runs a department store. How detailed can his employee background checks possibly be?

  "Too bad the device you pitched this morning isn't already in prototype," Damien says.

  "There are other ways to investigate people," Dallas replies.

  "Very true. I'll get Ryan on it in the morning."

  I hug myself. I have no idea what device they're talking about--and I want answers, too--but I still can't help but feel that all of this is a misunderstanding. I mean, I like this man.

  "Damien--"

  He cuts me off with a tight shake of his head. "No."

  "But--"

  "I know what you're going to say, and yes, this may turn out to be nothing. But I'm not risking you. Not even for a second."

  I nod. I know how futile arguing would be. More than that, I know he's right. I've been burned--and badly--by people I liked before. People like Sofia, who'd drawn me in to her elaborate ruse, made me trust her, and then just about destroyed me.

  So, no, I'm not arguing. But that doesn't mean I'm not profoundly sad.

  "I'm sorry, Nikki," Dallas says. "I know it's not fun to be stuck in the middle of something like this."

  "Thanks," I say. "You're right, but at the same time, I guess I'm lucky you were around. Otherwise, we'd never know."

  "I'm glad I was, too," he says, then tells Damien he'll speak to him in the morning before he climbs out of the limo.

  "It's going to be okay," Damien says once we're back on the road.

  I nod as I lean back in my seat. I don't want to think about Frank, and so I focus on Dallas instead. "What's the device you guys mentioned?"

  "I'll tell you after I see a prototype. Let's just say that it's pretty damn innovative. There's definitely more to Dallas than he lets on."

  "I believe that," I say, thinking about the man and all his contradictions. "But what? And why?"

  Damien shakes his head as he scoots closer to me. "That's something I haven't figured out yet."

  "But you're trying."

  "Definitely." He tucks my hair behind my ear, then runs his hand down the collar of my dress. "But you know me. I like a puzzle. Like right now," he says.

  "Now?"

  "Absolutely. Right now, I'm focusing on the most efficient way to undress you..."

  Chapter 6

  Damien's fingertip once again teases the hem of my dress, tracing the edge of the material across my skin. I close my eyes, wanting the sensation to sweep me away. To erase all my worries and fears.

  But it's just not working.

  I like Frank. Genuinely like him. And I don't understand why he's been following me. More specifically, why he followed me, but then didn't tell me once we officially met.

  Maybe he was just shy? Embarrassed?

  Or maybe I'm being blinded by the pleasure of meeting a new friend. After all, it's not as though I can't be played. God knows Sofia played me like a finely tuned instrument. But Frank? Is that what he's doing?

  I press my hand over Damien's, halting his finger that is still teasing my hem. "He has some master plan, doesn't he? And I'm right in the middle of it, and once again I just don't see it."

  Damien's face is a study in sympathy. "Oh, sweetheart. You don't know that. For that matter neither do I."

  I lift a brow. "So now you think he's just a nice guy who wants me to build an app for him? You think he's so shy and unassuming he didn't want to talk to me on the island?"

  "I think we don't know what the story is," Damien says reasonably.

  "You're coddling me--you can't protect me from everything."

  "Maybe not, but I can damn well try."

  At that, I have to laugh. It lightens my edgy mood, and I know that Damien realizes as much when he takes my hand. "I told you, we're going to look into him. In the meantime, all I want is for you not to worry. At least not until we know there's something to worry about."

  "But there is. We can worry about why he said nothing about watching me."

  Damien holds my gaze, his expression stern. "Until we know what he wants and if he's dangerous, you let me do the worrying. Okay?"

  I sigh. "It's not a question of let, Damien. My mind is conjuring all sorts of scenarios."

  "Fair enough," he says as he loosens the knot on his tie. "Until we know, will you let me take your mind off it?"

  "I--well, yeah. Sure." I'm actually confused, but when he slides off the seat and moves to kneel between my legs, I know I shouldn't be.

  "Hands up," he orders, and when I comply he loops the neck portion of his tie around my wrists and then closes it like a slipknot, binding my wrists together. Then he ties the loose end against one of the handholds above us, effectively rendering my hands useless and making me sit up straight.

  I lift a brow. "Happy, Mr. Stark?"

  "Getting there," he says. Then he leans around me so that his arm brushes my breast as he grabs something off the bar. It's not until he's back in front of me that I realize it's a corkscrew--the kind with a tiny knife attached.

  And that knife is what he opens now.

  My eyes go wide as he eases my skirt up and then, very deftly, uses the blade to cut my panties right off me. He meets my eyes, and I realize I'm biting my lip. Not from nerves, but from pleasure. And when he slides his hand between my legs, I watch as passion colors every feature of his face.

  "Christ, Nikki. You're soaked."

  He's right. I'm desperately wet. Wildly turned on. I think that I should be embarrassed. After all, I know damn well that it's the blade combined with Damien's touch that has fired me up. After all, don't I know better than anyone the exquisite pleasure of a knife near flesh?

  But I'm not ashamed. Damien knows that. He knows me.
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  And he understands that I've healed enough that it's not the blade on my flesh that I want, but the blade in his hand. The teasing. The taunting.

  The slight hint of danger.

  But that little glimpse was enough. Now I want Damien alone. His mouth. His touch.

  Not the blade.

  I hold his gaze, and then I say the only word I need. "Please."

  He requires no further urging. He tosses the knife aside, then grabs my thighs and tugs me closer. The motion hikes my skirt up, exposing me even more, and he leans forward, then closes his mouth over my cunt in the softest of kisses.

  I squirm, loving the sensation but wanting more. I want it rough. Wild.

  And once again, Damien understands me. He teases my clit with his tongue. He clutches my thighs with his hands so hard I'm certain to bruise. He thrusts his tongue inside me. And then he returns to my clit in a slow back-and-forth that creates a euphoric pleasure so intense that I feel myself rising off the seat and pressing my body against his face in a silent demand that he touch me just there, just right.

  And when he does--oh, Christ, when he does--I feel the tremors start all the way down at my toes. They rise up, higher and higher, firing my entire body until I can't take the pressure anymore and cry out, shattering under the onslaught of my husband's tongue and touch.

  And as I do, I have to admit that Damien did a damn good job of making me forget my problems.

  --

  Despite Damien soothing me, my dreams keep me tossing all night. My mother. Damien's father. They're all twisted together, flashing as bright as neon in my mind, as if they're trying to send me a message. The last image I see before I wake up gasping with my face wet from tears is Ashley, my sister, and she's holding out a hand to me. You don't remember, she says. But I'll remember for you.

  "It's okay, baby." Damien's arms are tight around me. He's dressed for the office and sitting on the side of the bed. But he's there, he's right by my side--just like he always is for me. "Only a nightmare."

  "It was so weird," I murmur, breathing deep as he pulls me down so that my head is in his lap. "My mom was in it. And your dad. And Ashley." I shake my head as if to dispel the lingering wisps of the dream.

  "It's your subconscious dealing with Dallas's revelation about Frank." He presses a kiss to the top of my head. "Do you want me to stay home with you?"

  I shake my head immediately. "I'm fine." I sit up, as if that will prove the point. "Really. I'm going to take a long shower and maybe even work out."