The Color of Evil - The Dark Descent V1 (1991)

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by David G. Hartwell (Ed. )


  Clelland and Russell Bowie took Stewie’s Bombardier Skid-

  doo out anyway after a long afternoon spent drinking Apple

  Zapple wine, and sure enough, the skiddoo went into the

  Reach. Stewie managed to crawl out (although he lost one

  foot to frostbite). The Reach took Russell Bowie and carried

  him away.

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  That January 25 there was a memorial service for Russell.

  Stella went on her son Alden’s arm, and he mouthed the

  words to the hymns and boomed out the doxology in his great

  tuneless voice before the benediction. Stella sat afterward

  with Sarah Havelock and Hattie Stoddard and Vera Spruce in

  the glow of the wood fire in the town-hall basement. A going-

  away party for Russell was being held, complete with Za-Rex

  punch and nice little cream-cheese sandwiches cut into triangles. The men, of course, kept wandering out back for a nip of something a bit stronger than Za-Rex. Russell Bowie’s

  new widow sat red-eyed and stunned beside Ewell Mc­

  Cracken, the minister. She was seven months big with child—

  it would be her fifth—and Stella, half-dozing in the heat of

  the woodstove, thought: She’ll be crossing the Reach soon

  enough, I guess. She ’ll move to Freeport or Lewiston and go

  fo r a waitress, I guess.

  She looked around at Vera and Hattie, to see what the

  discussion was.

  “ No, I didn’t hear,” Hattie said. “ What did Freddy say?”

  They were talking about Freddy Dinsmore, the oldest man

  on the island (two years younger’n me, though, Stella thought

  with some satisfaction), who had sold out his store to Larry

  McKeen in 1960 and now lived on his retirement.

  “ Said he’d never seen such a winter,” Vera said, taking

  out her knitting. “ He says it is going to make people sick.”

  Sarah Havelock looked at Stella, and asked if Stella had

  ever seen such a winter. There had been no snow since that

  first little bit; the ground lay crisp and bare and brown. The

  day before, Stella had walked thirty paces into the back field,

  holding her right hand level at the height of her thigh, and

  the grass there had snapped in a neat row with a sound like

  breaking glass.

  “ No,” Stella said. “ The Reach froze in ’38, but there was

  snow that year. Do you remember Bull Symes, Hattie?”

  Hattie laughed. “ I think I still have the black-and-blue he

  gave me on my sit-upon at the New Year Eve’s party in ’53.

  He pinched me that hard. What about him?”

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  “ Bull and my own man walked across to the mainland that

  year,’’ Stella said. “ That February of 1938. Strapped on

  snowshoes, walked across to Dorrit’s Tavern on the Head,

  had them each a shot of whiskey, and walked back. They

  asked me to come along. They were like two little boys off

  to the sliding with a toboggan between them.’’

  They were looking at her, touched by the wonder of it.

  Even Vera was looking at her wide-eyed, and Vera had surely

  heard the tale before. If you believed the stories, Bull and

  Vera had once played some house together, although it was

  hard, looking at Vera now, to believe she had ever been so

  young.

  “ And you didn’t go?’’ Sarah asked, perhaps seeing the

  reach of the Reach in her mind’s eye, so white it was almost

  blue in the heatless winter sunshine, the sparkle of the snow

  crystals, the mainland drawing closer, walking across, yes,

  walking across the ocean just like Jesus-out-of-the-boat, leaving the island for the one and only time in your life on foot—

  “ N o,’’ Stella said. Suddenly she wished she had brought

  her own knitting. “ I didn’t go with them.’’

  “ Why not? ” Hattie asked, almost indignantly.

  “ It was washday,’’ Stella almost snapped, and then Missy

  Bowie, Russell’s widow, broke into loud, braying sobs. Stella

  looked over and there sat Bill Flanders in his red-and-black-

  checked jacket, hat cocked to one side, smoking a Herbert

  Tareyton with another tucked behind his ear for later. She felt

  her heart leap into her chest and choke between beats.

  She made noise, but just then a knot popped like a rifle

  shot in the stove, and neither of the other ladies heard.

  “ Poor thing,” Sarah nearly cooed.

  “ Well shut of that good-for-nothing,” Hattie grunted. She

  searched for the grim depth of the truth concerning the departed Russell Bowie and found it: “ Little more than a tramp for pay, that man. She’s well out of that two-hoss trace.”

  Stella barely heard these things. There sat Bill, close

  enough to the Reverend McCracken to have tweaked his nose

  if he so had a mind; he looked no more than forty, his eyes

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  barely marked by the crow’s-feet that had later sunk so deep,

  wearing his flannel pants and his gum-rubber boots with the

  gray wool socks folded neatly down over the tops.

  “ We’re waitin on you, Stel,” he said. “ You come on across

  and see the mainland. You won’t need no snowshoes this

  year.”

  There he sat in the town-hall basement, big as Billy-be-

  damned, and then another knot exploded in the stove and he

  was gone. And the Reverend McCracken went on comforting

  Missy Bowie as if nothing had happened.

  That night Vera called up Annie Phillips on the phone, and

  in the course of the conversation mentioned to Annie that

  Stella Flanders didn’t look well, not at all well.

  “ Alden would have a scratch of a job getting her off-island

  if she took sick,’’ Annie said. Annie liked Alden because her

  own son Toby had told her Alden would take nothing stronger

  than beer. Annie was strictly temperance, herself.

  “ Wouldn’t get her off ’tall unless she was in a coma,” Vera

  said, pronouncing the word in the downeast fashion: comer.

  “ When Stella says ‘Frog,’ Alden jumps. Alden ain’t but half-

  bright, you know. Stella pretty much runs him.”

  “ Oh, ayuh?” Annie said.

  Just then there was a metallic crackling sound on the line.

  Vera could hear Annie Phillips for a moment longer—not the

  words, just the sound of her voice going on behind the crackling—and then there was nothing. The wind had gusted up high and the phone lines had gone down, maybe into Godlin’s

  Pond or maybe down by Borrow’s Cove, where they went

  into the Reach sheathed in rubber. It was possible that they

  had gone down on the other side, on the Head . . . and some

  might even have said (only half-joking) that Russell Bowie

  had reached up a cold hand to snap the cable, just for the

  hell of it.

  Not 700 feet away Stella Flanders lay under her puzzle-

  quilt and listened to the dubious music of Alden’s snores in

  the other room. She listened to Alden so she wouldn’t have

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  to listen to the wind . . . but she heard the wind anyway, oh

  yes, coming across the frozen expanse of the Reach, a mile


  and a half of water that was now overplated with ice, ice with

  lobsters down below, and groupers, and perhaps the twisting,

  dancing body of Russell Bowie, who used to come each April

  with his old Rogers rototiller and turn her garden.

  Who ’ll turn the earth this April? she wondered as she lay

  cold and curled under her puzzle-quilt. And as a dream in a

  dream, her voice answered her voice: Do you love? The wind

  gusted, rattling the storm window. It seemed that the storm

  window was talking to her, but she turned her face away from

  its words. And did not cry.

  "But Gram, ” Lona would press (she never gave up, not

  that one, she was like her mom, and her grandmother before

  her), “you still haven’t told why you never went across. ”

  “Why, child, / have always had everything I wanted right

  here on Goat. ”

  “But it’s so small. We live in Portland. There’s buses,

  Gram!”

  “I see enough o f what goes on in cities on the TV. I guess

  I ’ll stay where I am. ”

  Hal was younger, but somehow more intuitive; he would

  not press her as his sister might, but his question would go

  closer to the heart o f things: “You never wanted to go across.

  Gram? N ever?”

  And she would lean toward him, and take his small hands,

  and tell him how her mother and father had come to the

  island shortly after they were married, and how Bull Symes’s

  grandfather had taken Stella’s father as a ’prentice on his

  boat. She would tell him how her mother had conceived four

  times but one o f her babies had miscarried and another had

  died a week after birth—she would have left the island i f they

  could have saved it a t the mainland hospital, but o f course

  it was over before that was even thought of.

  She would tell them that Bill had delivered Jane, their

  grandmother, but not that when it was over he had gone into

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  the bathroom and first puked and then wept like a hysterical

  woman who had her monthlies p'ticularly bad. Jane, o f

  course, had left the island at fourteen to go to high school;

  girls didn’t get married at fourteen anymore, and when Stella

  saw her go o ff in the boat with Bradley Maxwell, whose job

  it had been to ferry the kids back and forth that month, she

  knew in her heart that Jane was gone fo r good, although she

  would come back fo r a while. She would tell them that Alden

  had come along ten years later, after they had given up, and

  as i f to make up fo r his tardiness, here was Alden still, a

  lifelong bachelor, and in some ways Stella was grateful fo r

  that because Alden was not terribly bright and there are plenty

  o f women willing to take advantage o f a man with a slow

  brain and a good heart (although she would not tell the children that last, either).

  She would say: "Louis and Margaret Godlin begat Stella

  Godlin, who became Stella Flanders; Bill and Stella Flanders

  begat Jane and Alden Flanders and Jane Flanders became

  Jane Wakefield; Richard and Jane Wakefield begat Lois Wakefield, who became Lois Perrault; David and Lois Perrault begat Lona and Hal. Those are your names, children: you

  are Godlin-Flanders-Wakefield-Perrault. Your blood is in the

  stones o f this island, and I stay here because the mainland

  is too fa r to reach. Yes, / love; I have loved, anyway, or at

  least tried to love, but memory is so wide and so deep, and

  I cannot cross. Godlin-Flanders-Wakefield-Perrault. . . ”

  That was the coldest February since the National Weather

  Service began keeping records, and by the middle of the

  month the ice covering the Reach was safe. Snowmobiles

  buzzed and whined and sometimes turned over when they

  climbed the ice-heaves wrong. Children tried to skate, found

  the ice too bumpy to be any fun, and went back to Godlin’s

  Pond on the far side of the hill, but not before little Justin

  McCracken, the minister’s son, caught his skate in a fissure

  and broke his ankle. They took him over to the hospital on

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  the mainland where a doctor who owned a Corvette told him,

  “ Son, it’s going to be as good as new.”

  Freddy Dinsmore died very suddenly just three days after]

  Justin McCracken broke his ankle. He caught the flu late in

  January, would not have the doctor, told everyone it was “ Just

  a cold from goin out to get the mail without m’scarf,” took

  to his bed, and died before anyone could take him across to

  the mainland and hook him up to all those machines theyj

  have waiting for guys like Freddy. His son George, a tosspot

  of the first water even at the advanced age (for tosspots, anyway) of sixty-eight, found Freddy with a copy of the Bangor Daily News in one hand and his Remington, unloaded, near

  the other. Apparently he had been thinking of cleaning it just

  before he died. George Dinsmore went on a three-week toot,

  said toot financed by someone who knew that George would

  have his old dad’s insurance money coming. Hattie Stoddard

  went around telling anyone who would listen that old George

  Dinsmore was a sin and a disgrace, no better than a tramp

  for pay.

  There was a lot of flu around. The school closed for two

  weeks that February instead of the usual one because so many

  pupils were out sick. “ No snow breeds germs,” Sarah Havelock said.

  Near the end of the month, just as people were beginning

  to look forward to the false comfort of March, Alden Flanders caught the flu himself. He walked around with it for nearly a week and then took to his bed with a fever of a

  hundred and one. Like Freddy, he refused to have the doctor,

  and Stella stewed and fretted and worried. Alden was not as

  old as Freddy, but that May he would turn sixty.

  The snow came at last. Six inches on Valentine’s Day,

  another six on the twentieth, and a foot in a good old norther

  on the leap, February 29. The snow lay white and strange

  between the cove and the mainland, like a sheep’s meadow

  where there had been only gray and surging water at this time

  of year since time out of mind. Several people walked across

  to the mainland and back. No snowshoes were necessary this

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  year because the snow had frozen to a firm, glittery crust.

  They might take a knock of whiskey, too, Stella thought, but

  they would not take it at Dorrit’s. Dorrit’s had burned down

  in 1958.

  And she saw Bill all four times. Once he told her: “ Y’ought

  to come soon, Stella. We’ll go steppin. What do you say?”

  She could say nothing. Her fist was crammed deep into her

  mouth.

  “Everything I ever wanted or needed was here, ” she would

  tell them. “We had the radio and now we hae the television,

  and that’s all I want o f the world beyond the Reach. 1 had

  my garden year in and year out. And lobster? Why, we always used to have a pot o f lobster stew on the back o f the stove and we used to take it o ff and put it behind the door in

  the pantry when the minister
came calling so he wouldn’t see

  we were eating ‘poor m an’s soup. ’

  “I have seen good weather and bad, and i f there were

  times when I wondered what it might be like to actually be

  in the Sears store instead o f ordering from the catalogue, or

  to go into one o f those Shaw’s markets I see on TV instead

  o f buying at the store here or sending Alden across fo r something special like a Christmas capon or an Easter ham . . .

  or if I ever wanted, ju st once, to stand on Congress Street in

  Portland and watch all the people in their cars and on the

  sidewalks, more people in a single look than there are on the

  whole island these days . . . i f I ever wanted those things,

  then I wanted this more. / am not strange. I am not peculiar,

  or even very eccentric fo r a woman o f my years. My mother

  sometimes used to say, ‘A ll the difference in the world is

  between work and want, ’ and I believe that to my very so ul

  I believe it is better to plow deep than wide.

  “This is my place, and I love it. ”

  One day in middle March, with the sky as white and lowering as a loss of memory, Stella Flanders sat in her kitchen for the last time, laced up her boots over her skinny calves

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  for the last time, and wrapped her bright red woolen scarf (a

  Christmas present from Hattie three Christmases past) around

  her neck for the last time. She wore a suit of Alden’s long

  underwear under her dress. The waist of the drawers came

  up to just below the limp vestiges of her breasts, the shirt

  almost down to her knees.

  Outside, the wind was picking up again, and the radio said

  there would be snow by afternoon. She put on her coat and

  her gloves. After a moment of debate, she put a pair of Alden’s gloves on over her own. Alden had recovered from the flu, and this morning he and Harley Blood were over rehanging a storm door for Missy Bowie, who had had a girl. Stella

  had seen it, and the unfortunate little mite looked just like

  her father.

  She stood at the window for a moment, looking out at the

  Reach, and Bill was there as she had suspected he might be,

  standing about halfway between the island and the Head,

  standing on the Reach just like Jesus-out-of-the-boat, beckoning to her, seeming to tell her by the gesture that the time was late if she ever intended to step a foot on the mainland

 

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