Complete Works of Virginia Woolf

by Virginia Woolf

  The wise old woman, having fixed her eyes upon the sea, once more withdrew. The tourists decided that it was time to move on to the Gurnard’s Head.

  Three seconds later Mrs. Durrant rapped upon the door.

  “Mrs. Pascoe?” she said.

  Rather haughtily, she watched the tourists cross the field path. She came of a Highland race, famous for its chieftains.

  Mrs. Pascoe appeared.

  “I envy you that bush, Mrs. Pascoe,” said Mrs. Durrant, pointing the parasol with which she had rapped on the door at the fine clump of St. John’s wort that grew beside it. Mrs. Pascoe looked at the bush deprecatingly.

  “I expect my son in a day or two,” said Mrs. Durrant. “Sailing from

  Falmouth with a friend in a little boat…. Any news of Lizzie yet, Mrs.

  Pascoe?”

  Her long-tailed ponies stood twitching their ears on the road twenty yards away. The boy, Curnow, flicked flies off them occasionally. He saw his mistress go into the cottage; come out again; and pass, talking energetically to judge by the movements of her hands, round the vegetable plot in front of the cottage. Mrs. Pascoe was his aunt. Both women surveyed a bush. Mrs. Durrant stooped and picked a sprig from it. Next she pointed (her movements were peremptory; she held herself very upright) at the potatoes. They had the blight. All potatoes that year had the blight. Mrs. Durrant showed Mrs. Pascoe how bad the blight was on her potatoes. Mrs. Durrant talked energetically; Mrs. Pascoe listened submissively. The boy Curnow knew that Mrs. Durrant was saying that it is perfectly simple; you mix the powder in a gallon of water; “I have done it with my own hands in my own garden,” Mrs. Durrant was saying.

  “You won’t have a potato left — you won’t have a potato left,” Mrs. Durrant was saying in her emphatic voice as they reached the gate. The boy Curnow became as immobile as stone.

  Mrs. Durrant took the reins in her hands and settled herself on the driver’s seat.

  “Take care of that leg, or I shall send the doctor to you,” she called back over her shoulder; touched the ponies; and the carriage started forward. The boy Curnow had only just time to swing himself up by the toe of his boot. The boy Curnow, sitting in the middle of the back seat, looked at his aunt.

  Mrs. Pascoe stood at the gate looking after them; stood at the gate till the trap was round the corner; stood at the gate, looking now to the right, now to the left; then went back to her cottage.

  Soon the ponies attacked the swelling moor road with striving forelegs. Mrs. Durrant let the reins fall slackly, and leant backwards. Her vivacity had left her. Her hawk nose was thin as a bleached bone through which you almost see the light. Her hands, lying on the reins in her lap, were firm even in repose. The upper lip was cut so short that it raised itself almost in a sneer from the front teeth. Her mind skimmed leagues where Mrs. Pascoe’s mind adhered to its solitary patch. Her mind skimmed leagues as the ponies climbed the hill road. Forwards and backwards she cast her mind, as if the roofless cottages, mounds of slag, and cottage gardens overgrown with foxglove and bramble cast shade upon her mind. Arrived at the summit, she stopped the carriage. The pale hills were round her, each scattered with ancient stones; beneath was the sea, variable as a southern sea; she herself sat there looking from hill to sea, upright, aquiline, equally poised between gloom and laughter. Suddenly she flicked the ponies so that the boy Curnow had to swing himself up by the toe of his boot.

  The rooks settled; the rooks rose. The trees which they touched so capriciously seemed insufficient to lodge their numbers. The tree-tops sang with the breeze in them; the branches creaked audibly and dropped now and then, though the season was midsummer, husks or twigs. Up went the rooks and down again, rising in lesser numbers each time as the sager birds made ready to settle, for the evening was already spent enough to make the air inside the wood almost dark. The moss was soft; the tree-trunks spectral. Beyond them lay a silvery meadow. The pampas grass raised its feathery spears from mounds of green at the end of the meadow. A breadth of water gleamed. Already the convolvulus moth was spinning over the flowers. Orange and purple, nasturtium and cherry pie, were washed into the twilight, but the tobacco plant and the passion flower, over which the great moth spun, were white as china. The rooks creaked their wings together on the tree-tops, and were settling down for sleep when, far off, a familiar sound shook and trembled — increased — fairly dinned in their ears — scared sleepy wings into the air again — the dinner bell at the house.

  After six days of salt wind, rain, and sun, Jacob Flanders had put on a dinner jacket. The discreet black object had made its appearance now and then in the boat among tins, pickles, preserved meats, and as the voyage went on had become more and more irrelevant, hardly to be believed in. And now, the world being stable, lit by candle-light, the dinner jacket alone preserved him. He could not be sufficiently thankful. Even so his neck, wrists, and face were exposed without cover, and his whole person, whether exposed or not, tingled and glowed so as to make even black cloth an imperfect screen. He drew back the great red hand that lay on the table-cloth. Surreptitiously it closed upon slim glasses and curved silver forks. The bones of the cutlets were decorated with pink frills-and yesterday he had gnawn ham from the bone! Opposite him were hazy, semi-transparent shapes of yellow and blue. Behind them, again, was the grey-green garden, and among the pear-shaped leaves of the escallonia fishing-boats seemed caught and suspended. A sailing ship slowly drew past the women’s backs. Two or three figures crossed the terrace hastily in the dusk. The door opened and shut. Nothing settled or stayed unbroken. Like oars rowing now this side, now that, were the sentences that came now here, now there, from either side of the table.

  “Oh, Clara, Clara!” exclaimed Mrs. Durrant, and Timothy Durrant adding, “Clara, Clara,” Jacob named the shape in yellow gauze Timothy’s sister, Clara. The girl sat smiling and flushed. With her brother’s dark eyes, she was vaguer and softer than he was. When the laugh died down she said: “But, mother, it was true. He said so, didn’t he? Miss Eliot agreed with us….”

  But Miss Eliot, tall, grey-headed, was making room beside her for the old man who had come in from the terrace. The dinner would never end, Jacob thought, and he did not wish it to end, though the ship had sailed from one corner of the window-frame to the other, and a light marked the end of the pier. He saw Mrs. Durrant gaze at the light. She turned to him.

  “Did you take command, or Timothy?” she said. “Forgive me if I call you

  Jacob. I’ve heard so much of you.” Then her eyes went back to the sea.

  Her eyes glazed as she looked at the view.

  “A little village once,” she said, “and now grown….” She rose, taking her napkin with her, and stood by the window.

  “Did you quarrel with Timothy?” Clara asked shyly. “I should have.”

  Mrs. Durrant came back from the window.

  “It gets later and later,” she said, sitting upright, and looking down the table. “You ought to be ashamed — all of you. Mr. Clutterbuck, you ought to be ashamed.” She raised her voice, for Mr. Clutterbuck was deaf.

  “We ARE ashamed,” said a girl. But the old man with the beard went on eating plum tart. Mrs. Durrant laughed and leant back in her chair, as if indulging him.

  “We put it to you, Mrs. Durrant,” said a young man with thick spectacles and a fiery moustache. “I say the conditions were fulfilled. She owes me a sovereign.”

  “Not BEFORE the fish — with it, Mrs. Durrant,” said Charlotte Wilding.

  “That was the bet; with the fish,” said Clara seriously. “Begonias, mother. To eat them with his fish.”

  “Oh dear,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “Charlotte won’t pay you,” said Timothy.

  “How dare you …” said Charlotte.

  “That privilege will be mine,” said the courtly Mr. Wortley, producing a silver case primed with sovereigns and slipping one coin on to the table. Then Mrs. Durrant got up and passed down the room, holding herself very straight, and the
girls in yellow and blue and silver gauze followed her, and elderly Miss Eliot in her velvet; and a little rosy woman, hesitating at the door, clean, scrupulous, probably a governess. All passed out at the open door.

  “When you are as old as I am, Charlotte,” said Mrs. Durrant, drawing the girl’s arm within hers as they paced up and down the terrace.

  “Why are you so sad?” Charlotte asked impulsively.

  “Do I seem to you sad? I hope not,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “Well, just now. You’re NOT old.”

  “Old enough to be Timothy’s mother.” They stopped.

  Miss Eliot was looking through Mr. Clutterbuck’s telescope at the edge of the terrace. The deaf old man stood beside her, fondling his beard, and reciting the names of the constellations: “Andromeda, Bootes, Sidonia, Cassiopeia….”

  “Andromeda,” murmured Miss Eliot, shifting the telescope slightly.

  Mrs. Durrant and Charlotte looked along the barrel of the instrument pointed at the skies.

  “There are MILLIONS of stars,” said Charlotte with conviction. Miss Eliot turned away from the telescope. The young men laughed suddenly in the dining-room.

  “Let ME look,” said Charlotte eagerly.

  “The stars bore me,” said Mrs. Durrant, walking down the terrace with Julia Eliot. “I read a book once about the stars…. What are they saying?” She stopped in front of the dining-room window. “Timothy,” she noted.

  “The silent young man,” said Miss Eliot.

  “Yes, Jacob Flanders,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “Oh, mother! I didn’t recognize you!” exclaimed Clara Durrant, coming from the opposite direction with Elsbeth. “How delicious,” she breathed, crushing a verbena leaf.

  Mrs. Durrant turned and walked away by herself.

  “Clara!” she called. Clara went to her.

  “How unlike they are!” said Miss Eliot.

  Mr. Wortley passed them, smoking a cigar.

  “Every day I live I find myself agreeing …” he said as he passed them.

  “It’s so interesting to guess …” murmured Julia Eliot.

  “When first we came out we could see the flowers in that bed,” said

  Elsbeth.

  “We see very little now,” said Miss Eliot.

  “She must have been so beautiful, and everybody loved her, of course,” said Charlotte. “I suppose Mr. Wortley …” she paused.

  “Edward’s death was a tragedy,” said Miss Eliot decidedly.

  Here Mr. Erskine joined them.

  “There’s no such thing as silence,” he said positively. “I can hear twenty different sounds on a night like this without counting your voices.”

  “Make a bet of it?” said Charlotte.

  “Done,” said Mr. Erskine. “One, the sea; two, the wind; three, a dog; four …”

  The others passed on.

  “Poor Timothy,” said Elsbeth.

  “A very fine night,” shouted Miss Eliot into Mr. Clutterbuck’s ear.

  “Like to look at the stars?” said the old man, turning the telescope towards Elsbeth.

  “Doesn’t it make you melancholy — looking at the stars?” shouted Miss

  Eliot.

  “Dear me no, dear me no,” Mr. Clutterbuck chuckled when he understood her. “Why should it make me melancholy? Not for a moment — dear me no.”

  “Thank you, Timothy, but I’m coming in,” said Miss Eliot. “Elsbeth, here’s a shawl.”

  “I’m coming in,” Elsbeth murmured with her eye to the telescope. “Cassiopeia,” she murmured. “Where are you all?” she asked, taking her eye away from the telescope. “How dark it is!”

  Mrs. Durrant sat in the drawing-room by a lamp winding a ball of wool. Mr. Clutterbuck read the Times. In the distance stood a second lamp, and round it sat the young ladies, flashing scissors over silver-spangled stuff for private theatricals. Mr. Wortley read a book.

  “Yes; he is perfectly right,” said Mrs. Durrant, drawing herself up and ceasing to wind her wool. And while Mr. Clutterbuck read the rest of Lord Lansdowne’s speech she sat upright, without touching her ball.

  “Ah, Mr. Flanders,” she said, speaking proudly, as if to Lord Lansdowne himself. Then she sighed and began to wind her wool again.

  “Sit THERE,” she said.

  Jacob came out from the dark place by the window where he had hovered. The light poured over him, illuminating every cranny of his skin; but not a muscle of his face moved as he sat looking out into the garden.

  “I want to hear about your voyage,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “Yes,” he said.

  “Twenty years ago we did the same thing.”

  “Yes,” he said. She looked at him sharply.

  “He is extraordinarily awkward,” she thought, noticing how he fingered his socks. “Yet so distinguished-looking.”

  “In those days …” she resumed, and told him how they had sailed … “my husband, who knew a good deal about sailing, for he kept a yacht before we married” … and then how rashly they had defied the fishermen, “almost paid for it with our lives, but so proud of ourselves!” She flung the hand out that held the ball of wool.

  “Shall I hold your wool?” Jacob asked stiffly.

  “You do that for your mother,” said Mrs. Durrant, looking at him again keenly, as she transferred the skein. “Yes, it goes much better.”

  He smiled; but said nothing.

  Elsbeth Siddons hovered behind them with something silver on her arm.

  “We want,” she said…. “I’ve come …” she paused.

  “Poor Jacob,” said Mrs. Durrant, quietly, as if she had known him all his life. “They’re going to make you act in their play.”

  “How I love you!” said Elsbeth, kneeling beside Mrs. Durrant’s chair.

  “Give me the wool,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “He’s come — he’s come!” cried Charlotte Wilding. “I’ve won my bet!”

  “There’s another bunch higher up,” murmured Clara Durrant, mounting another step of the ladder. Jacob held the ladder as she stretched out to reach the grapes high up on the vine.

  “There!” she said, cutting through the stalk. She looked semi-transparent, pale, wonderfully beautiful up there among the vine leaves and the yellow and purple bunches, the lights swimming over her in coloured islands. Geraniums and begonias stood in pots along planks; tomatoes climbed the walls.

  “The leaves really want thinning,” she considered, and one green one, spread like the palm of a hand, circled down past Jacob’s head.

  “I have more than I can eat already,” he said, looking up.

  “It does seem absurd …” Clara began, “going back to London….”

  “Ridiculous,” said Jacob, firmly.

  “Then …” said Clara, “you must come next year, properly,” she said, snipping another vine leaf, rather at random.

  “If … if …”

  A child ran past the greenhouse shouting. Clara slowly descended the ladder with her basket of grapes.

  “One bunch of white, and two of purple,” she said, and she placed two great leaves over them where they lay curled warm in the basket.

  “I have enjoyed myself,” said Jacob, looking down the greenhouse.

  “Yes, it’s been delightful,” she said vaguely.

  “Oh, Miss Durrant,” he said, taking the basket of grapes; but she walked past him towards the door of the greenhouse.

  “You’re too good — too good,” she thought, thinking of Jacob, thinking that he must not say that he loved her. No, no, no.

  The children were whirling past the door, throwing things high into the air.

  “Little demons!” she cried. “What have they got?” she asked Jacob.

  “Onions, I think,” said Jacob. He looked at them without moving.

  “Next August, remember, Jacob,” said Mrs. Durrant, shaking hands with him on the terrace where the fuchsia hung, like a scarlet ear-ring, behind her head. Mr. Wortley came out of the window i
n yellow slippers, trailing the Times and holding out his hand very cordially.

  “Good-bye,” said Jacob. “Good-bye,” he repeated. “Good-bye,” he said once more. Charlotte Wilding flung up her bedroom window and cried out: “Good-bye, Mr. Jacob!”

  “Mr. Flanders!” cried Mr. Clutterbuck, trying to extricate himself from his beehive chair. “Jacob Flanders!”

  “Too late, Joseph,” said Mrs. Durrant.

  “Not to sit for me,” said Miss Eliot, planting her tripod upon the lawn.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  “I rather think,” said Jacob, taking his pipe from his mouth, “it’s in

  Virgil,” and pushing back his chair, he went to the window.

  The rashest drivers in the world are, certainly, the drivers of post-office vans. Swinging down Lamb’s Conduit Street, the scarlet van rounded the corner by the pillar box in such a way as to graze the kerb and make the little girl who was standing on tiptoe to post a letter look up, half frightened, half curious. She paused with her hand in the mouth of the box; then dropped her letter and ran away. It is seldom only that we see a child on tiptoe with pity — more often a dim discomfort, a grain of sand in the shoe which it’s scarcely worth while to remove — that’s our feeling, and so — Jacob turned to the bookcase.

  Long ago great people lived here, and coming back from Court past midnight stood, huddling their satin skirts, under the carved door-posts while the footman roused himself from his mattress on the floor, hurriedly fastened the lower buttons of his waistcoat, and let them in. The bitter eighteenth-century rain rushed down the kennel. Southampton Row, however, is chiefly remarkable nowadays for the fact that you will always find a man there trying to sell a tortoise to a tailor. “Showing off the tweed, sir; what the gentry wants is something singular to catch the eye, sir — and clean in their habits, sir!” So they display their tortoises.