The Vampire Sextette
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abandoned, his hands on her making her into his instrument, making her utter
sounds, noises, making her come over and over. And she, too, liked this best. She
liked to do nothing, simply to be made to respond, and so give way. In some
other life she might have become the ideal fanatic, falling before the godhead in fits
whose real, spurious nature only the most sceptical could ever suspect.
Conversely, partnered with a more selfish and less accomplished lover, with an
ignorant Justus, for example, she might have been forced to do more, learned
more, liked less. But that now was hypothetical.
A breeze whispered at the window. (What does it say?)
That dream she had had. What had that been? Was it her husband? No, it had
been a man with black skin. But she had seen no one so black. A blackness
without any translucence, with no blood inside it.
Antoinelle drifted, in a sort of trance.
She had wandered into a huge room with a wooden floor. The only thing in it
was a piano. The air was full of a rapturous smell, like blossom, something which
bloomed yet burned.
She ran her fingers over the piano. The notes sounded clearly, but each was a
voice. A genderless yet sexual voice, crying out as she touched it—now softly,
excitedly, now harsh and demanding and desperate.
She was lying on the beach below the Island. The sea was coming in, wave by
wave—glissandi—each one the ripples of the wire harp-strings under the piano lid,
or keys rippling as fingers scattered touches across them.
Antoinelle had drained Gregers Vonderjan of all he might give her. She had
sucked him dry of everything but his blood. It was his own fault, exalting in his
power over her, wanting to make her a doll that would dance on his fingers' end,
penis's end, power's end.
Her eyes opened, and, against the glass windows, she saw the piano standing,
its lids lifted, its keys gleaming like appetite, black and white.
Should she get up and play music on it? The keys would feel like skin.
Then she knew that if she only lay still, the piano would come to her. She was
its instrument, as she had been Vonderjan's.
The curtain blew. The piano shifted, and moved, but as it did so, its shape
altered. Now it was not only a piano, but an animal.
(Notes: Pianimal.)
It was a beast. And then it melted and stood up, and the form it had taken now
was that of a man.
Stronn walked around the courtyard, around its corners, past the dry Spanish
fountain. Tonight the husks of flowers scratched in the bowl, and sounded like
water. Or else nocturnal lizards darted about there.
There was only one light he could see in Gregers Vonderjan's big house, the
few candles left undoused in the salon.
The orange trees on the gallery smelled bittersweet.
Stronn did not want to go to bed. He was wide awake. In the old days, he
might have had a game of cards with some of the blacks, or even with Vonderjan.
But those times had ceased to be.
He had thought he heard the white horse earlier, its shod hoofs going along the
track between the rhododendrons. But now there was no sign of it. Doubtless one
of the people on the Island would catch the horse and keep it. As for the other
animal, the one said to have escaped from a passing ship, Stronn did not really
think it existed, or if it did, it would be something of no great importance.
Now and then he heard the tinkling noise of hudja bells the people had hung on
the banana trees. Then a fragment like piano music, but it was the bells again.
Some nights the sea breathed as loudly up here as in the bay. Or a shout from one
of the huts two miles off might seem just over a wall.
He could hear the vrouw, certainly. But he was used to hearing that. Her
squeaks and yowls, fetching off as Vonderjan shafted her. But she was a slut. The
way she had come in tonight proved it, in her bedclothes. And she had never given
the meester a son, not even tried to give him a child, like the missus (Uteka) had
that time, only she had lost it, but she was never very healthy.
A low, thin wind blew along the cane fields, and Stronn could smell the coffee
trees and the hairy odour of kayar.
He went out of the yard, carrying his gun, thinking he was still looking for the
white horse.
A statue of black obsidian might look like this, polished like this.
The faint luminescence of night, with its storm choked within it, is behind the
figure. Starlight describes the outline of it, but only as it turns, moving towards
her, do details of its forward surface catch any illumination.
Yet too, all the while, adapting to the camouflage of its environment, it grows
subtly more human, that is, more recognizable.
For not entirely—remotely—human is it.
Does she comprehend?
From the head, a black pelt of hair waterfalls away around it, folding down its
back like a cloak.
The wide flat pectorals are coined each side three times. It is six-nippled, like a
panther.
Its legs move, columnar, heavily muscled and immensely vital, capable of great
leaps and astonishing bounds, but walking, they give it the grace of a dancer.
At first there seems to be nothing at its groin, just as it seems to have no
features set into its face… except that the light had slid, once, twice, on the long
rows of perfect teeth.
But now it is at the bed's foot, and out of the dark it has evolved, or made
itself whole.
A man's face.
The face of a handsome Justus, and of a Vonderjan in his stellar youth. A face
of improbable mythic beauty, and opening in it, hike two vents revealing the inner
burning core of it, eyes of grey ice, which each blaze like the planet Venus.
She can see now, it has four upper arms. They, too, are strong and muscular,
also beautiful, like the dancer's legs.
The penis is large and upright, without a sheath, the black lotus bulb on a thick
black stem. No change of shade. (No light, no inner blood.) Only the mercuryflame inside it, which only the eyes show.
Several of the side teeth, up and down, are pointed sharply. The tongue is
black. The inside of the mouth is black. And the four black shapely hands, with
their twenty long, flexible fingers, have palms that are black as the death of light.
It bends towards Antoinelle. It has the smell of night and of the Island, and of
the sea. And also the scent of hothouse flowers, that came out of the piano. And a
carnivorous smell, like fresh meat.
It stands there, looking at her, as she lies on the bed.
And on the floor, emerging from the pelt that falls from its head, the long black
tail strokes softly now this way, now that way.
Then the first pair of hands stretch over onto the bed, and after them the
second pair, and fluidly it lifts itself and pours itself forward up the sheet, and up
over the body of the girl, looking down at her as it does so, from its water-pale
eyes. And its smooth body rasps on her legs, as it advances, and the big hard firm
organ knocks on her thighs, hot as the body is cool.
He walked behind her, obedient and terrified. The Island frightened him, but it
was mo
re than that. Nanetta was now like his mother (when she was young and
slim, dominant and brutal). Once she turned, glaring at him, with the eyes of a
lynx. " Hush."
"But I—" he started to say, and she shook her head again, raging at him
without words.
She trod so noiselessly on her bare feet, which were the indigo colour of the
sky in its darkness. And he blundered, try as he would.
The forest held them in its tentacles. The top-heavy plantains loomed, their
blades of black-bronze sometimes quivering. Tree limbs like enormous plaited
snakes rolled upwards. Occasionally, mystically, he thought, he heard the sea.
She was taking him to her people, who grasped what menaced them, its value if
not its actual being, and could keep them safe.
Barefoot and stripped of her jewels, she was attempting to go back into the
knowingness of her innocence and her beginnings. But he had always been
overaware and a fool.
They came into a glade of wild tamarinds—could it be called that? A glade? It
was an aperture among the trees, but only because trees had been cut down. There
was an altar, very low, with frangipani flowers, scented like confectionary, and
something killed that had been picked clean. The hudja bells chimed from a nearby
bough, the first he had seen. They sounded like the sistra of ancient Egypt, as the
cane fields had recalled to him the notion of a temple.
Nanetta bowed to the altar and went on, and he found he had crossed himself,
just as he had done when a boy in church.
It made him feel better, doing that, as if he had quickly thrown up and got rid
of some poison in his heart.
Vau l'eau, Vonderjan thought. Which meant, going downstream, to wrack and
ruin.
He could not sleep, and turned on his side to stare out through the window.
The stars were so unnaturally clear. Bleumaneer was in the eye of the storm, the
aperture at its centre. When this passed, weather would resume, the ever threatening presence of tempest.
He thought of the white horse, galloping about the Island, down its long
stairways of hills and rock and forest, to the shore.
Half asleep, despite his insomnia, there was now a split second when he saw
the keys of a piano, descending like the levels of many black and white terraces.
Then he was fully awake again.
Vonderjan got up. He reached for the bottle of schnapps, and found it was
empty.
Perhaps he should go to her bed. She might have changed her mind. No, he
did not want her tonight. He did not want anything, except to be left in peace.
It seemed to him that after all he would be glad to be rid of every bit of it. His
wealth, his manipulative powers. To live here alone, as the house fell gradually
apart, without servants, or any authority or commitments. And without Anna.
Had he been glad when Uteka eventually died? Yes, she had suffered so. And
he had never known her. She was like a book he had meant to read, had begun to
read several times, only to put it aside, unable to remember those pages he had
already laboriously gone through.
With Anna it was easy, but then, she was not a book at all. She was a demon
he had himself invented (Vonderjan did not realize this, that even for a moment, he
thought in this way), an oasis, after Uteka's sexual desert, and so, like any fantasy,
she could be sloughed at once. He had masturbated over her long enough, this
too-young girl, with her serpentine body (apple tree and tempting snake together),
and her idealized pleas always for more.
Now he wanted to leave the banquet table. To get up and go away and sleep
and grow old, without such distractions.
He thought he could hear her, though. Hear her fast starved feeding breathing,
and for once, this did not arouse him. And in any case it might not be Anna, but
only the gasping of the sea, hurling herself far away, on the rocks and beaches of
the Island.
It—he—paints her lips with its long and slender tongue, which is black. Then it
paints the inside of her mouth. The tongue is very narrow, sensitive, incites her
gums, making her want to yawn, except that is not what she needs to do—but she
stretches her body irresistibly.
The first set of hands settles on her breasts.
The second set of hands on her rib cage.
Something flicks, flicks, between her thighs… not the staff of the penis, but
something more like a second tongue…
Antoinelle's legs open, and her head falls back. She makes a sound, but it is a
bestial grunting that almost offends her, yet there is no room in her body or mind
for that.
"No—" she tries to say.
The no means yes, in the case of Antoinelle. It is addressed, not to her partner,
but to normal life, anything that may intrude, and warns Don't interrupt.
The black tongue wends, waking nerves of taste and smell in the roof of her
mouth. She scents lakoum, pepper, ambergris, and myrrh.
The lower tongue, which may be some extra weapon of the tail, licks at a point
of flame it has discovered, fixing a triangle with the fire-points of her breasts.
He—it—slips into her, forces into her, bulging and huge as thunder.
And the tail grasps her, muscular as any of its limbs, and, thick as the phallus,
also penetrates her.
The thing holds Antoinelle as she detonates about it, faints and cascades into
darkness.
Not until she begins to revive does it do more.
The terror is, she comes to already primed, more than eager, her body
spangled with frantic need, as if the first cataclysm were only… foreplay.
And now the creature moves, riding her and making her ride, and they gallop
down the night, and Antoinelle grins and shrieks, clinging to its obsidian form, her
hands slipping, gripping. And as the second detonation begins, its face leaves her
face, her mouth, and grows itself faceless and only mouth. And the mouth half
rings her throat, a crescent moon, and the many side teeth pierce her, both the
veins of her neck.
A necklace of emeralds was nothing to this.
Antoinelle drops from one precipice to another. She screams, and her screams
crash through the house called Blue View, like sheets of blue glass breaking.
It holds her. As her consciousness again goes out, it holds her very tight.
And somewhere in the limbo where she swirls, fire on oil, guttering but not
quenched, Antoinelle is raucously laughing with triumph at finding this other one,
not her parasite, but her twin. Able to devour her as she devours, able to eat her
alive as she has eaten or tried to eat others alive. But where Antoinelle has bled
them out, this only drinks. It wastes nothing, not even Antoinelle.
More— more—She can never have enough.
Then it tickles her with flame so she thrashes and yelps. Its fangs fastened in
her, it bears her on, fastened in turn to it.
She is arched like a bridge, carrying the travelling shadow on her body. Pinned
together, in eclipse, these dancers.
More—
It gives her more. And indescribably yet more.
If she were any longer human, she would be split and eviscerated, and her
spine snapped along its centre three time
s.
Her hands have fast hold of it. Which—it or she—is the most tenacious?
Where it travels, so will she.
But for all the more, there is no more thought. If ever there was thought.
When she was fourteen, she saw all this, in her prophetic mirror, saw what she
was made for and must have.
Perhaps many thousands of us are only that, victim or predator,
interchangeable.
Seen from above: Antoinelle is scarcely visible. Just the edges of her flailing
feet, her contorted forehead and glistening strands of hair. And her clutching
claws. (Shockingly, she makes the sounds of a pig, grunting, snorting.)
The rest of her is covered by darkness, by something most like a manta ray out
of the sea, or some black amoeba.
Then she is growling and grunting so loudly, on and on, that the looking glass
breaks on her toilette table as if unable to stand the sound, while out in the night
forest birds shrill and fly away.
More—always more. Don't stop—Never stop.
There is no need to stop. It has killed her, she is dead, she is re-alive and death
is lost on her, she is all she has ever wished to be—nothing.
"Dearest… are you awake?"
He lifts his head from his arm. He has slept.
"What is it?" Who are you? Has she ever called him dear before?
"Here I am," she says, whoever she is. But she is his Anna.
He does not want her. Never wanted her.
He thinks she is wearing the emerald necklace, something burning about her
throat. She is white as bone. And her dark eyes… have paled to Venus eyes,
watching him.
"I'm sorry," he says. "Perhaps later."
"I know."
Vonderjan falls asleep again quickly, lying on his back. Then Antoinelle slides
up on top of him. She is not heavy, but he is; it impedes his breathing, her little
weight.
Finally she puts her face to his, her mouth over his.
She smothers him mostly with her face, closing off his nostrils with the
pressure of her cheek, and one narrow hand, and her mouth sidelong to his, and
her breasts on his heart.
He does not wake again. At last his body spasms sluggishly, like the last death
throe of orgasm. Nothing else.
After his breathing has ended, still she lies there, Venus-eyed, and the dawn
begins to come. Antoinelle casts a black, black shadow. Like all shadows, it is