by Cilla Lee
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I open my eyes to an empty space and look around, Dove and the kid nowhere to be seen and I panic. I get up and almost run down to the living space and see Dove’s fast asleep on the sofa (what the fuck) the kid fast asleep on her stomach again. I walk into the kitchen and start breakfast, I start up some pancakes trying to be as quiet as possible feelin’ so out of my element; never did I do anything like this for Jewel. She was always there and independent never needing for anything, she had her job and her own money, our relationship was basically sex and that was it. We may have lived together and hung out but really, she was just a chick I fucked on a regular basis, did I care about her ‘yes’ but I had no real feelings for her. The first moment I saw Dove it was like my soul lit up, with Jewel it was sex plain and simple. I pour the batter into the pan and put the bacon under the grill “What are you doing?” she asks walking into the kitchen and I smile, just seeing her brings a light to my life.
“Cookin’ breakfast” I tell her as she smiles leaning on the door frame, my dick gettin’ hard at the sight of her (fuck she’s gorgeous)
“Your cooking breakfast?” she asks smiling and I walk towards her needing to touch her
“I am” I say lifting her head so she looks up at me, her eyes sparkling “Fuck your beautiful” she blushes as I move her to the counter and lift her up kissing her neck and her legs wrap around me as I pull her to the edge
“Socket we shouldn’t do this” she tells me and I look at her
“Yes, we should.” I move her shorts to the side and love the fact she’s not wearing any underwear, I slide my finger into her hot pussy and she moans
“Socket” she moans, the smell of her cunt makin’ my dick even harder and I pull my boxers down and move her to my dick and slide in groaning at how fuckin’ good she feels “Socket” she whispers moving her pussy on my dick
“Damn baby”
“Oh god Socket you feel so good” she moans and I lift her up and take her to the dining table and she lays back
“I wanna see your tits baby” I tell her straining to keep myself in cheek “Let me see’ em” she pulls her shirt off, our bodies still connected and I hiss (fuckin’ beautiful). I lean down and take her hard bud into my mouth as I move in and out of her pussy, her moans and pleas spurring me on
“OH GOD SOCKET, FUCK I’M GONNA COME!” she yells as her cunt tightens on my shaft squeezing the fuck out of it and my balls explode fillin’ her cunt with my seed as I slow my thrusts and she looks up at me smiling
“Fuckin’ beautiful baby” I tell her and she blushes again
“Stop saying that” she says and I lean over covering her body, my dick still in her hot pussy
“Why the fuck would I stop saying that, it’s true”
“No, it’s not” she says as she tries to push me off but I lean on her more and she looks at me again
“Your beautiful Dove” I tell her leaning down and kissing her with all my heart so she knows I’m not fuckin’ around, her moans turning me on “Fuckin’ beautiful” I kiss her neck down to her tits and take her nipple into my mouth sucking softly and my dick stirs
“Socket” she moans moving on my dick “SOCKET!” she yells this time and I look up at her
“What?”
“A FIRE!” she yells looking behind me and I turn seein’ the bacon burning
“FUCK!” I stand up and run to the stove, I lift the pan out from under the grill the bacon burnt to a crisp and I go to throw it into the sink
“NO DON’T!” she yells going over to the sink and wetting a dish towel and throwing it on the pan and it goes out and we look at each other and laugh so hard the house full of smoke and she goes over and opens the widow
“Go and open the backdoor” she tells me and I walk over and open the door still smiling, when I turn and look at her she’s shaking her head “I think we should stick to me cooking from now on” she says still smiling and I walk over and pull her to me
“If that’s what you want baby.”
Chapter Thirty-Three
Dove
After I remade breakfast I feed Wiley as Socket got ready for work, as he came back in he kissed me with so much heat I swear I thought I was going to pass out “You wanna go to the clubhouse later” he asks me and I nod “Good be ready for me comin’ home”
“Ok”
“Have a good day baby.” I watch as he gets on his bike and rides down the drive. As I walk in I decide to go through some of the boxes of Simone’s, after cleaning up breakfast doing a quick clean around the house and bathing and feeding Wiley it was lunch time.
I pulled the first box to me and start going through photos of her and the girls, her and Socket and a few work photos “Damn” she looked so good, they were pictures of her on stage, I put the photos of her away for safe keeping for Wiley and start going through other letter bills pay slips hospital bills everything. Right at the bottom I find a few letters wrapped in a ribbon and I pull them out
Dear Simone
It pains me every time I see you with him, why don’t you just leave and we can be together. I love you so much baby please, you know I can give you a good life we could have a good life
Love C xoxo
“What the hell” I go through the rest of the letters and there all basically the same (who the fuck is C) but as I get to the last letter I freeze as I read it
Dear Simone
Oh god baby I’m so happy where going to have a baby, I know I will make you happy. Our baby is the beginning of a whole new life for us you me and our baby, please stop shutting me out. I love you so much Simone please baby answer me
Love Always Cxoxo
I sit back and read the letter again (Socket’s not the Wiley’s Dad) I’m not sure if I’m happy or sad about it. If Socket isn’t the Dad than what does that mean for us, will he want Wiley and I to move out “Fuck” I sit there for so long my ass gets numb and Wiley wakes up. I put all of the things back in the boxes except for the love letters from C whoever the fuck he is and go to Wiley.
By five I’m pacing the house, the love letters playing in my head over and over (should I just tell him) oh god what the fuck do I do. Socket comes walking in and I stand up my heart pounding, every foot step making feel like I’m stepping closer to a cliffs edge
“Hey baby have a good day?” he asks me and I nod
“Yep”
“Good let’s go than” he picks up Wiley and I follow him out to his truck and I get in, my heart now racing and my palms sweating “Dove” he says and I look at him
“Yes”
“You sure you’re ok?” I nod smiling
“All good”
As we pull into the compound I see some of the guys all sitting out the front talking and laughing, I go to the back and get Wiley out and Socket takes my hand and I notice some of the guys smiling
“Go inside baby” he tells me and I walk in leaving them all there, as I walk in I see Niya and the other all sitting on the sofas and I walk over
“Hey girl you want a drink?” Abbey asks me and I nod
“Yes, please a double” I say and they all stare at me
“Something up Dove” I shake my head and they all stare at me
“What is going on?” Niya says and I look around to make sure Socket isn’t anywhere near and I pull the last love letter out of my pocket and hand it to her. They all stare at it but Niya opens it, the surprised look has her standing up
“I think we should take this outside” she says and I nod lifting Wiley and the rest of the girls follow us out not saying anything until Niya closes the doors behind us and they all stare between the two of us but don’t say anything until Niya sits down
“What’s up?” Maggie asks and Niya hands her the note
“Holy shit” Maggie says and Niya and I nod at the same time
“What is it?” Lilly asks and one by one the letter goes around until I have it back in my hand
“Jesus christ” Abbey says
“What do I do?” I ask them
“Tell him” Tink says
“We don’t even know if it’s true” Lena says
“How about a DNA test” Ella says and I nod
“Yeah I think that’s the best idea” I tell them
“And what are you going to say, you know what Socket maybe my sister was sleeping around and we should have a DNA test done to see if your Wiley’s father, yeah that will go down great” Abbey says
“What if he kicks us out?” I voice my concern
“No, Socket wouldn’t do that, he’s not that vindictive” Maggie says
“So, what do I do?” I ask again
“How about we sneak a test” Lilly says
“How in the hell do we do that?”
“Steal his toothbrush and send it in with a swab from Wiley’s cheek” Sheryl says and I look at her
“And what do I say when he asks where it is?”
“Say you dropped it in the toilet when you were cleaning” Tink says
“I dropped it in the toilet” she nods
“Oh god, Socket is totally going to kick me out and I’m going to have to go back and be a waitress because no way will the Oki hire me back” I say putting my head in my hands
“It won’t be that bad, just tell Socket and see what happens” Zoey says and I know I’m going to have to fess up
“Give him a good blowjob before you do it, get him all calm before you drop the bomb” Abbey says
“ABBEY!” Lena Maggie Niya and Tink say but Abbey smiles rolling her eyes
“Oh, please she’s totally got the look of a women who has been thoroughly fucked, I bet she’s already given him a blowjob” I totally go red feeling embarrassed that she knows that, she laughs as they all look at me
“Oh my god you have” Zoey says and I bite my lip looking down and she laughs
“Have you?” Niya asks and I nod and they all laugh and Niya pats my leg “Do you like him?” I nod again
“Yeah, I really do and now this, I’m scared”
“Trust us Dove, just be up front with Socket he may surprise you” I think of the past few days at home with Wiley
“He already has” I tell them and they smile
“Then trust him” Niya says and I nod feeling a little weight lifted
“But start with the blowjob” Abbey says and Lena and Maggie slap her arm
Chapter Thirty-Four
Socket
When we pulled up to the clubhouse Cuff Tucker Cookie Slice and Homer where all standing out the front, I knew the second I took her hand that they’d give me shit. As she walked through the doors of the clubhouse the guys all burst into laughter
“You, crafty fucker” Cookie said smiling
“Fuckin’ the babysitter, a bit cliché isn’t it” Tucker says and I give them all the finger and they burst out laughing again
“Yuck it fuckheads”
“Oh, come on man, you’ve been givin’ the others shit for years about goin’ all googly eyed for a bitch and here you are days in and your stackin’ a claim already” Cuff says placin’ his arm over my shoulders and I shrug it off
“Fuck you all” I say and they laugh louder “I was with Jewel for years” I remind them
“Yeah, but she was just a fuck, we all new that” Cuff says
“How the fuck, do you know that” Tucker shakes his head
“When she was sick you never looked after her, when she sprained her ankle trippin’ at Pink Slip you did nothin’ plus you were still fuckin’ the whores”
“I was only fuckin’ them the last six months of our relationship”
“Ok, so tell me, can you see yourself cheatin’ on Dove?” Cookie asks (no fuckin’ way) but I don’t say anythin’ “Exactly man Dove’s different because she’s ‘the one’” he says doin’ air quotes
“The one” I ask and he smiles
“Nothin’ to be embarrassed about man, I think it’s cool” he tells me and they nod
“Fuckin’ hell you’ve all turned into fuckin’ pussies talkin’ about the one and love and shit your makin’ me sick” Homer says walkin’ off shakin’ his head
As I walk in I notice the Old Ladies have their door closed and I walk to the bar and sit at one of the stools as Blaze turns and looks at me. “That is not a good sign” he says pointing to the door
“What’s goin’ on?”
“They all went out when Dove came in” he tells me and I frown
“Dove” I ask him and he nods
“What the fuck have you done?” he asks but I hold my hands up “Brother, if this stops me from gettin’ my dick sucked or wet I’m fuckin’ shootin’ you” he tells me grindin’ his jaw
“What the fuck, you don’t even know if this is about Dove and me”
“Yeah well the bitches where all fine and then she came in and now their door is closed”
“Ya being fuckin’ dramatic” I tell him as Chase hands me a beer.
The door stays closed for the next hour until Tink walks in heading towards the bar “Hey Tink, you all ok out there?” I ask her and she nods but doesn’t really look at me (ok maybe this is about Dove). “Tink” I say and she looks up but stares behind me “Tink!” I say again and she finally looks at me as Lilly comes in and places her arm over Tink’s
“What’s up guys?” she says and Tink looks up at her but Lilly just looks at me
“Nothing what’s up with the door being closed?” I ask her and she looks back at it
“Oh, I didn’t even notice, did you Tink?” she says and Tink just shakes her head “Why don’t you get the drinks” she tells Tink and she walks around the bar grabbin’ some drinks
“What the fuck is going on?” I ask her
“Oh, you need help Tink” she says “Sorry guys” she says walkin’ off and we watch both of them walk back outside and Blaze turns to me
“Nothin’s fuckin’ goin’ on huh asshole”
“We’ll maybe somethin’”
“You better keep your fuckin’ women in check man” he tells me and I feel my anger spike
“Watch what the fuck you say about Dove Brother” he stands up and we face each other
“I’m just sayin’ the women don’t keep shit from us, but that shit is fuckin’ trouble” he points to the door
“You don’t even know what the fuck there talkin’ about, it could be periods and breastfeeding and babies and shit”
“Sure, periods and breastfeeding, you’re a fuckin’ idiot” he sits back down and Lila comes over
“Hey Socket are you staying tonight” she asks rubbin’ her tits on me and I shake my head
“No” I say turning around and ignoring her (fuckin’ asshole).
Chapter Thirty-Five
Dove
“Ok, so does anyone know who this C is?” Abbey asks and they all shake their heads
“I bet Diamond knows” Lilly says looking at Niya
“Yeah, they were close, I’d put money on that she does”
“Whose Diamond?” I ask them
“She and Jewel used to work together at Pink Slip” Tink says
“What about Bunny, she might know?”
“No, her and Jewel weren’t as close like her and Diamond”
“Call her” Lilly says to Niya and she pulls out her phone, the ringing goes on for a minute when a women’s voice comes through the speaker
“Niya how the hell are you?” a woman says over the speaker and they all smile
“Good Diamond, how are you?” the sounds of a party in the background
“I’m on top of the world, so how are all the others, Lena dropped that kid yet”
“No, I haven’t” Lena says
“Lena”
“Hey Diamond, where all here” she says and they all say hi
“Any way Diamond were ringing for a reason”
“Oh, please don’t tell me that hunky husband and you have broken up, because that will burst my bubble of the happ
ily ever after”
“No no, it’s about Jewel”
“Oh shit, yeah I heard about her, how are you all?”
“It was a shock, how are you?”
“Annoyed she stopped returning all my calls texts everything, it was like she dropped off the face of the earth”
“Yeah we know”
“So, what do you want to know about?”
“Did you know she had a baby” Niya asks her but Diamond doesn’t say anything “Diamond are you still there”
“Yeah give me a second” we hear moving a door opening and then closing and another door open and close the silence on the line telling us she’s alone “So she had the baby”
“You knew she was pregnant?”
“Yeah she told me”
“Why didn’t she tell us?”
“Because your all so close and she didn’t want to get any of you in trouble”
“God, we were her friends, she could have trusted us”
“I know the feeling”
“Anyway, look we found out she was seeing some guy named C do you know who he is”
“Yeah I know”
“Who?” she takes a deep breath
“Do you remember years ago Niya when you were kidnapped by the Dragon Kings”
“Yeah”
