by Cilla Lee
“Do you remember Nico”
“Yeah, I do”
“Well it’s his brother Carlo”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, they met way back then and slept together a couple of times but it was never serious, then he stops calling her for years than he popped up when she was dating Socket, she told me they’d been sleeping with each other again but like before he disappeared and didn’t come back. She knew Socket didn’t want kids and to tell the truth she didn’t know who the Dad was Carlo or Socket so she left and that was the last time I heard from her”
“Fuck” Tink says and we all nod
“So, it could be Socket’s?” I ask
“Who’s that?”
“Um, I’m Dove, Simone was my sister”
“Wiley” she says and I nod
“Yeah”
“She always regretted leaving you, but she couldn’t take your Mom anymore”
“She did” I whisper hating that we never reconnected
“Yeah, I’m sorry for your loss”
“Thank you”
“Look I have to go girls it was so good talking to you all take care and keep in touch ok”
“Bye Diamond” they all say and I look down at my niece
“Why did Diamond call you Wiley?” Ella asks me and I smile
“When I was little, Simone use to say I was a wiley one, so she used to call me that all the time”
“Aww that’s so sweet, she named her daughter after you” Zoey says as a tear slides down my cheek
“Yeah” I say as Niya reaches over and squeezes my arm
“Ok so how are we going to find this Carlo guy?” Lena says
“I still say we sneak the DNA test first, then if Socket isn’t the Dad than we worry about this Carlo guy” Abbey says and we all nod
“Yeah, I agree with Abbey we do the test first and go from there” Maggie stands up pouring out a shot for us all and we all grab it
“TO SNEAKING AROUND!” she whisper- shouts and we lift our glasses shooting them back.
Chapter Thirty-Six
Socket
All the girls come back in and Dove and Ella walk towards us, Ella holding her son in her arms and Dove carrying the kid in her car seat
“Hey baby you girls all good?” Blaze asks Ella and she nods lookin’ at Dove and I know somethin’ is up with these chicks
“Yeah, all good, can we go I’m tired.” Blaze puts his drink down and stands up takin’ his son
“You ok?” he asks her and she nods
“Yeah I’m good”
“Ok Brother see ya tomorrow, night Dove”
“Night Brother” I pull Dove to me and lift her chin “You gonna tell me what’s goin’ on?”
“Nothing’s going on Socket can we go”
“Sure” I take the kid off of her and she turns and waves at the girls and I see Abbey makin’ a blowjob gesture and Dove smiles shakin’ her head “What the fuck is that about?” I ask her and she blushes
“Abbey thinks I should give you more blowjobs” I turn and Abbey winks
“Well I like the way she thinks” I tell her puttin’ my arm over her shoulders and walkin’ with her
“Yeah you would” she says and I chuckle
“Yeah I would” I tell her and she elbows me gently and I lean down and kiss her neck “How about one while I’m drivin’ home” I ask her and she looks up at me
“No that’s dangerous”
“Come on baby be a little adventurous”
“Your incorrigible” I put the kid in the back and walk Dove to the passenger’s side and help her up
“You’re such a gentleman” she says and I pull her forward by the back of the neck
“Nothin’ gentlemanly about the thoughts I’m havin’ about your pussy baby”
“And what are you thinking about?”
“Lickin’ that little clit until you scream, fillin’ your pussy with my cum and fuckin’ you so hard you feel me every time you sit down or move”
“And what about my mouth?” she taunts lickin’ her lips and I smile
“Well I could fuck your mouth and fill it with my cum to”
“Can I spit” she says smilin’ and I laugh harder
“Spitters are quitters” I tell her and she laughs
“Well lucky I’m not a quitter”
“Luckily” I say pullin’ her to me and kiss her hard my dick now straining in my jeans and she reaches down rubbin’ me through my jeans and I groan “Fuck Dove keep doin’ that and I’m gonna fuck you right here”
“Right here” she whispers pepperin’ kisses over my cheek and down my neck and I smile
“Right here” I repeat
“Um that sounds like fun”
“You want me to fuck you right here right now?” she nods and I move her sideways and stand between her legs “You horny for me baby?”
“Oh god yes Socket I want you” she says rubbin’ my dick harder
“Fuck Dove, your drive me crazy”
“How crazy?”
“Move your ass” I tell her unbuttoning her jeans and pullin’ them down with her panties “Fuck I love your pussy” I lean in and lick her cunt as she leans back on the seat her head resting on the centre console
“Oh god Socket, fuck yes” she moans grindin’ her pussy on my face, I reach up and slide a finger through her folds and she grabs my hair, her pussy dripping wet
“Fuck baby your so wet”
“God Socket yes” she moans more and I pull her up as I stand on the side board and I pull my dick out and she grabs it strokin’ my cock
“Oh fuck” she leans forward takin’ me into her mouth suckin’ hard, the slurping noise of her mouth on my dick almost makin’ me come “Dove” she sucks harder strokin’ my dick and I step down the pop her mouth makes when she lets go of my dick makin’ me smile “Come here” I lift her down and drape her legs over my arms and slide into her weeping cunt, her panting making me grind my teeth “Fuck baby you feel so fuckin’ good” I hear laughter and see Cuff and Homer come out and walkin’ towards the sheds
“Socket” she moans as I move her on my dick “Oh god yes” she moans, I fuck her slowly at first watchin’ her pussy take my dick
“Socket I need more please” I thrust into her hard and she moans loud but bites her lip so she doesn’t scream “Please” I pull out of her and step back turning her around
“Hold the seat” I tell her and position my dick at her entrance and slam into her fuckin’ her the way she likes the way I like; our bodies slap together and I notice she’s biting the side of the car seat. I pull her up as I fuck her and tug on her nipples pulling her shirt down the rip sounding so loud as I tweak he nipple “Fuck baby I need to suck on your nipples”
“Yes Socket” I pull out and turn her back to face me and lift her up, she wraps her legs around my waist and I slide back into her heat suckin’ on her gorgeous nipples and fuck her right there besides my truck in front of the clubhouse
“Baby I’m gonna come” she reaches down and starts to rub her clit and she comes her pussy squeezin’ my dick and I thrust two more times and explodin’ in her pussy, I lean in and take her mouth again lovin’ the feel of her lips on mine. “Damn baby that was so fuckin’ hot” I tell her and she smiles as I look down at her torn shirt
“It was, wasn’t it” she pants smilin’
“Yes, it fuckin’ was” I lean in and kiss her and were like two teenagers makin’ out for the first time
“Socket” she says and I look at her
“What baby”
“My ass is hanging out for everyone to see” she says and I look down
“It’s dark baby no one can see us”
“Let’s go home” she says makin’ me smile, loving the way she calls my house her home
“Yeah let’s go home.”
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Dove
The next month flew by so fast, I’d ordered one of those do it yourself DNA te
sts online. I swabbed Socket’s toothbrush and Wiley’s check and now sat her with the envelope in my hand. When the delivery guy dropped it off my heart was racing. As I stare down at the envelope my palms were sweating “Don’t be a pussy just open it” I tell myself ripping the top off and pull the piece of paper out my eyes closed so tight. I open the paper and look down reading numbers seeing a chart and not really understanding what the hell it all meant until I got to the last part 99.9% probability of father (Socket is the Dad) I sit back as a tear slides down my cheek and I’m not sure if I should be happy or sad. I look over at a sleeping Wiley “At least we know” I whisper to her putting the test back in the envelope and run upstairs and place it in one of the boxes belonging to my sister. I look at the two boxes of my sister things, how sad is that, a person’s whole life put into two boxes. I head back down stairs as Wiley starts to fuss and I pick her up, she’s grown so fast in such a short space of time. I take a photo of her at least once a day, her hair growing fast and I swear she’s doubled in size. She’s even sleeping a lot more which is good for me, how Tink done this with three babies is beyond me. I hear a car pull up and go to the front door and see all the girls pull in, I watch as they get all the kids out and I go to the kitchen and turn on the kettle. “Aunty Dove” I hear Prim call out and I smile, she started calling me that last week and I sort of love it “In hear Prim” I call out and she comes running around the corner smiling, her gorgeous blue eyes shining bright and her gorgeous long blonde hair up in pig tails “Do you like my dress? Mia made it for me” I look down at the pink princess dress and smile, I ‘d met Mia a few weeks back and liked her instantly
“She did, lucky you” she does a little twirl and then curtsy and I curtsy back and she laughs
“Prim can you watch the babies honey” Zoey asks her and she nods smiling “Ok Aunty Zoey” she runs off and I laugh
“Mia made her dress?” I ask and Zoey nods
“Yeah, she dropped it off yesterday, I don’t think she’s taken it off since she got it”
“She hasn’t” Tink says walking in
“Cup of coffee, tea anyone”
“Coffee would be good” they all say, as everyone sits down and gets comfortable. I slip back upstairs bringing the DNA results with me, I hand them to Niya as I walk in and she looks up at me
“When did they come?” she asks
“About an hour ago”
“Shit, can I” I nod and she takes out the paper opening it up
“Are you happy or sad?” she asks me
“A bit of both, we know who her father is but Wiley is Simone’s baby and I’m with him now”
“Socket loves you Dove, he never loved Jewel” She says and I laugh
“He doesn’t love me” I tell them
“Oh, he loves you’re alright” Tink says and I look at her
“How do you know that?” she smiles
“When I was in the shop yesterday, I needed a client’s name to rebook a time to do his tattoo and Socket had the information in his room, as I was in there I noticed his sketch book and I pulled it out. It was full of little doves of all sizes and shapes it was packed with them”
“Dove’s?” I ask her and she smiles
“Yeah, he’s totally in love with you women, got doves on the brain” I smile thinking about Socket sitting thinking about me
“How do you feel about him?” Zoey asks me
“I’m totally head over heels in love with him” I tell them all honestly and they all smile
“Well, trust us when we tell you he loves you”
“Are you going to tell him about the test” Lilly asks and I shrug
“Do you think I should?” I ask them all
“No” they all say
“Are you sure?”
“Dove the only reason you done the test was so you knew, if Socket wants it done in the future than tell him, but for now just leave it” Niya says and I nod
“Your right as far as he’s concerned he’s Wiley’s father”
“How’s that going? has he gotten any better?” Maggie asks
“Well he did change her diaper the other day”
“How did that go?”
“Well he threw up after vowing never to do it again, but it was ok” they all laugh
“He threw up after changing her diaper” I nod
“Yep”
“What a pussy” Tink says and we all laugh louder.
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Socket
The past month with Dove has been amazing, she’s in my bed every night and I wake up to her gorgeous smiling face every fuckin’ day, what more could a man want
“So, when are you and Dove gettin’ married?” Cuff asks me and I turn and look at him
“Who the fuck said where gettin’ married”
“Oh, come on man, I’ve seen you with her. Your totally pussy whipped and all you fuckers have either knocked them up or proposed, so when is the wedding?”
“I’m not proposing to her”
“What? you don’t want to marry her?” (Yeah, I do but I’m not telling him that)
“Cuff fuck off and go back to work”
“I don’t have anyone comin’ in until later”
“Then go and get some lunch” he rolls his eyes
“Fine what the fuck do you want?”
“Just the usual.” He walks off and I wait until I hear the bell go over the door and I open my top drawer and pull out the diamond engagement ring I got last week. The diamond sparkles as the light from above hits it and I smile
“Oh, my fucking god, is that what I think it is?” Chelsea says and I close the top and it makes a snapping noise and I put it back in my draw
“No, it wasn’t”
“Oh god, are you going to propose to Dove?”
“Chelsea mind your own business” I tell her and she looks nervous “What?”
“Socket, are you sure you want to marry her?”
“Why the fuck wouldn’t I” she bites her lip shuffling on her feet “Chelsea!”
“It’s just, you’ve only been with her a while”
“And?” she takes a deep breath and looks me right in the eye
“Look, I overheard Tink on the phone the other day saying that Dove had a DNA test done on you because she didn’t think you where Wiley’s dad”
“How the fuck did she do a test without me?” she shrugs her shoulders and I think about the day we were at the clubhouse and the old ladies’ door was closed (Fuck she’s totally fucking playing me she knows I’m not Wiley’s Dad) I storm out past Chelsea who tries to grab my arm but I push her back and head to my bike (How fuckin’ stupid am I). As I pull into the drive I see Niya’s truck sitting in the drive and I run up the stairs and her and Niya turn and look at me
“Socket your home early”
“Niya can you leave, I need to talk to Dove” she nods standing up picking up Pepper
“Call me later” Niya says and Dove nods. I don’t turn as she walks past me and I wait until I hear Niya’s truck go down the drive as Dove just stares at me
“So, what’s up?”
“Did you do a DNA test to see if Wiley was mine?” she looks surprised and I know she did without her even sayin’ anything
“How did you find out?”
“Does it matter”
“Socket”
“Is she even mine?” she nods
“Yes, you’re her father”
“Where you even gonna tell me” she bites her lip lookin’ down at the kid “WELL!” I yell and the kid starts crying and I watch as she goes over and picks the kid up “Why didn’t you say anything?”
“Does it matter, she’s yours”
“Yeah it fuckin’ matters, I hate looking like a fuckin’ idiot”
“How do you look like an idiot? she’s your daughter”
“Yeah, but you lied you didn’t know that until you did the test”
“I didn’t know Simone was sleeping wi
th someone else, when I found out I didn’t know what to do”
“You didn’t know what to do but you done a test?” she nods “how did you get my sample”
“I used your toothbrush”
“You swabbed my toothbrush for a sample” she nods again and I try and stand as still as possible. Because if I move I’m gonna lose my fuckin’ shit, it’s bad enough that she’s lied to me
“She is your daughter Socket”
“Let me see the results” she goes up stairs bringing back an envelope and I take the paper out and read it looking at my daughter “Who was Jewel sleeping with?”
“Some guy named Carlo” I try and think if I know anyone with that name coming up empty
“So, you find out she was fuckin’ around on me and that the kid might not even be mine and you what, you don’t say shit”
“I was going to”
“So why didn’t you?”
“I…I” she says and I shake my head
“You know what? fuck you and her” not wanting to hear another lie I turn around and walk out the door not lookin’ back (lyin’ fuckin’ bitch, just like her sister).
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Dove
I call Socket daily for the next month I even go to the clubhouse but don’t get past the front gates, Steven and Chase where told I was no longer allowed at the clubhouse. So, whenever I went there I was turned away, I went to his work place but he was never there. I’d done everything to try and get in contact with him but he’d cut me out of his life. Wiley and I where nothing to him anymore and I cried myself to sleep as the weeks went on.
But by the second month I gave up, the girls tried to console me but without Socket it just wasn’t the same. He still put money into my bank account, but it just felt wrong to touch. Wiley was now Seven months old and was eating food which was good and the biggest bonus she started to sleep all night which my system loved. I was now a functioning adult again so I decided to look for a job, Wiley was old enough to go into day care so I searched for over a week, when I got a call back from a store. The women seemed nice, the only down side was it was up in Seattle. I’d managed to get my car from the compound with the help of the girls and packed all of Wiley’s things. I hadn’t told the girls I was going and it killed me that I was doing this, but the only reason we were here was because Socket wanted me to look after Wiley in his house. Now there was no use, he didn’t want me and he sure as fuck didn’t want Wiley.
