Complete Works of Harriet Beecher Stowe

by Harriet Beecher Stowe

  “It seems like a death,” she said. “Don’t you think the ocean is like death — wide, dark, stormy, unknown? We cannot speak to or hear from them that are on it.”

  “But people can and do come back from the sea,” said the mother, soothingly. “I trust, in God’s own time, we shall see James back.”

  “But what if we never should? Oh, cousin! I can’t help thinking of that. There was Michael Davis, — you know — the ship was never heard from.”

  “Well,” said the mother, after a moment’s pause and a choking down of some rising emotion, and turning to a table on which lay a Bible, she opened and read: “If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there shall Thy hand lead me, and Thy right hand shall hold me.”

  The THEE in this psalm was not to her a name, a shadow, a cipher, to designate the unknowable — it stood for the inseparable Heart-friend — the Father seeing in secret, on whose bosom all her tears of sorrow had been shed, the Comforter and Guide forever dwelling in her soul, and giving peace where the world gave only trouble.

  Diana beheld her face as it had been the face of an angel. She kissed her, and turned away in silence.

  CHAPTER VII.

  THANKSGIVING AGAIN.

  Seven years had passed and once more the Thanksgiving tide was in Mapleton. This year it had come cold and frosty. Chill driving autumn storms had stripped the painted glories from the trees, and remorseless frosts had chased the hardy ranks of the asters and golden-rods back and back till scarce a blossom could be found in the deepest and most sequestered spots. The great elm over the Pitkin

  farm-house had been stripped of its golden glory, and now rose against the yellow evening sky, with its infinite delicacies of net work and tracery, in their way quite as beautiful as the full pomp of summer foliage. The air without was keen and frosty, and the knotted twigs of the branches knocked against the roof and rattled and ticked against the upper window panes as the chill evening wind swept through them.

  Seven long years had passed since James sailed. Years of watching, of waiting, of cheerful patience, at first, and at last of resigned sorrow. Once they heard from James, at the first port where the ship stopped. It was a letter dear to his mother’s heart, manly, resigned and Christian; expressing full purpose to work with God in whatever calling he should labor, and cheerful hopes of the future. Then came a long, long silence, and then tidings that the Eastern Star had been wrecked on a reef in the Indian ocean! The mother had given back her treasure into the same beloved hands whence she first received him. “I gave him to God, and God took him,” she said. “I shall have him again in God’s time.” This was how she settled the whole matter with herself. Diana had mourned with all the vehement intensity of her being, but out of the deep baptism of sorrow she had emerged with a new and nobler nature. The vain, trifling, laughing Undine had received a soul and was a true woman. She devoted herself to James’s mother with an utter self-sacrificing devotion, resolved as far as in her lay to be both son and daughter to her. She read, and studied, and fitted herself as a teacher in a neighboring academy, and persisted in claiming the right of a daughter to place all the amount of her earnings in the family purse.

  And this year there was special need. With all his care, with all his hard work and that of his family, Deacon Silas never had been able to raise money to annihilate the debt upon the farm.

  There seemed to be a perfect fatality about it. Let them all make what exertions they might, just as they were hoping for a sum that should exceed the interest and begin the work of settling the principal would come some loss that would throw them all back. One year their barn was burned just as they had housed their hay. On another a valuable horse died, and then there were fits of sickness among the children, and poor crops in the field, and low prices in the market; in short, as Biah remarked, “The deacon’s luck did seem to be a sort o’ streaky, for do what you might there’s always suthin’ to put him back.” As the younger boys grew up the deacon had ceased to hire help, and Biah had transferred his services to Squire Jones, a rich landholder in the neighborhood, who wanted some one to overlook his place. The increased wages had enabled him to give a home to Maria Jane and a start in life to two or three sturdy little American citizens who played around his house door. Nevertheless, Biah never lost sight of the “deacon’s folks” in his multifarious cares, and never missed an opportunity either of doing them a good turn or of picking up any stray item of domestic news as to how matters were going on in that interior. He had privately broached the theory to Miss Briskett, “that arter all it was James that Diany (he always pronounced all names as if they ended in y) was sot on, and that she took it so hard, his goin’ off, that it did beat all! Seemed to make another gal of her; he shouldn’t wonder if she’d come out and jine the church.” And Diana not long after unconsciously fulfilled Biah’s predictions.

  Of late Biah’s good offices had been in special requisition, as the deacon had been for nearly a month on a sick bed with one of those interminable attacks of typhus fever which used to prevail in old times, when the doctor did everything he could to make it certain that a man once brought down with sickness never should rise again.

  But Silas Pitkin had a constitution derived through an indefinite distance from a temperate, hard-working, godly ancestry, and so withstood both death and the doctor, and was alive and in a convalescent state, which gave hope of his being able to carve the turkey at his Thanksgiving dinner.

  The evening sunlight was just fading out of the little “keeping-room,” adjoining the bed-room, where the convalescent now was able to sit up most of the day. A cot bed had been placed there, designed for him to lie down upon in intervals of fatigue. At present, however, he was sitting in his arm-chair, complacently watching the blaze of the hickory fire, or following placidly the motions of his wife’s knitting-needles.

  There was an air of calmness and repose on his thin, worn features that never was there in days of old: the haggard, anxious lines had been smoothed away, and that spiritual expression which sickness and sorrow sometimes develops on the human face reigned in its place. It was the “clear shining after rain.”

  “Wife,” he said, “read me something I can’t quite remember out of the Bible. It’s in the eighth of Deuteronomy, the second verse.”

  Mrs. Pitkin opened the big family Bible on the stand, and read, “And thou shalt remember all the way in which the Lord thy God hath led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee and to prove thee and to know what is in thy heart, and whether thou wouldst keep his commandments or no. And he humbled thee, and suffered thee to hunger, and fed thee with manna, which thou knewest not, neither did thy fathers know, that he might make thee know that man doth not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of the Lord doth man live.”

  “There, that’s it,” interrupted the deacon. “That’s what I’ve been thinking of as I’ve lain here sick and helpless. I’ve fought hard to keep things straight and clear the farm, but it’s pleased the Lord to bring me low. I’ve had to lie still and leave all in his hands.”

  “And where better could you leave all?” said his wife, with a radiant smile.

  “Well, just so. I’ve been saying, ‘Here I am, Lord; do with me as seemeth to thee good,’ and I feel a great quiet now. I think it’s doubtful if we make up the interest this year. I don’t know what Bill may get for the hay: but I don’t see much prospect of raisin’ on’t; and yet I don’t worry. Even if it’s the Lord’s will to have the place sold up and we be turned out in our old age, I don’t seem to worry about it. His will be done.”

  There was a sound of rattling wheels at this moment, and anon there came a brush and flutter of garments, and Diana rushed in, all breezy with the freshness of out-door air, and caught Mrs. Pitkin in her arms and kissed her first and then the deacon with effusion.

  “Here I come for Thanksgiving,” she said, in a rich, clear tone, “and here,” she a
dded, drawing a roll of bills from her bosom, and putting it into the deacon’s hand, “here’s the interest money for this year. I got it all myself, because I wanted to show you I could be good for something.”

  “Thank you, dear daughter,” said Mrs. Pitkin. “I felt sure some way would be found and now I see what.” She added, kissing Diana and patting her rosy cheek, “a very pleasant, pretty way it is, too.”

  “I was afraid that Uncle Silas would worry and put himself back again about the interest money,” said Diana.

  “Well, daughter,” said the Deacon, “it’s a pity we should go through all we do in this world and not learn anything by it. I hope the Lord has taught me not to worry, but just do my best and leave myself and everything else in his hands. We can’t help ourselves — we can’t make one hair white or black. Why should we wear our lives out fretting? If I’d a known that years ago it would a been better for us all.”

  “Never mind, father, you know it now,” said his wife, with a face serene as a star. In this last gift of quietude of soul to her husband she recognized the answer to her prayers of years.

  “Well now,” said Diana, running to the window, “I should like to know what Biah Carter is coming here about.”

  “Oh, Biah’s been very kind to us in this sickness,” said Mrs. Pitkin, as Biah’s feet resounded on the scraper.

  “Good evenin’, Deacon,” said Biah, entering, “Good evenin’, Mrs. Pitkin. Sarvant, ma’am,” to Diana—”how ye all gettin’ on?”

  “Nicely, Biah — well as can be,” said Mrs. Pitkin.

  “Wal, you see I was up to the store with some o’ Squire Jones’s bell flowers. Sim Coan he said he wanted some to sell, and so I took up a couple o’ barrels, and I see the darndest big letter there for the Deacon. Miss Briskett she was in, lookin’ at it, and so was Deacon Simson’s wife; she come in arter some cinnamon sticks. Wal, and they all looked at it and talked it over, and couldn’t none o’ ’em for their lives think what it’s all about, it was sich an almighty thick letter,” said Biah, drawing out a long, legal-looking envelope and putting it in the Deacon’s hands.

  “I hope there isn’t bad news in it,” said Silas Pitkin, the color flushing apprehensively in his pale cheeks as he felt for his spectacles.

  There was an agitated, silent pause while he broke the seals and took out two documents. One was the mortgage on his farm and the other a receipt in full for the money owed on it! The Deacon turned the papers to and fro, gazed on them with a dazed, uncertain air and then said:

  “Why, mother, do look! Is this so? Do I read it right?”

  “Certainly, you do,” said Diana, reading over his shoulder. “Somebody’s paid that debt, uncle!”

  “Thank God!” said Mrs. Pitkin, softly; “He has done it.”

  “Wal, I swow!” said Biah, after having turned the paper in his hands, “if this ‘ere don’t beat all! There’s old Squire Norcross’s name on’t. It’s the receipt, full and square. What’s come over the old crittur? He must a’ got religion in his old’ age; but if grace made him do that, grace has done a tough job, that’s all; but it’s done anyhow! and that’s all you need to care about. Wal, wal, I must git along hum — Mariar Jane’ll be wonderin’ where I be. Good night, all on ye!” and Biah’s retreating wagon wheels were off in the distance, rattling furiously, for, notwithstanding Maria Jane’s wondering, Biah was resolved not to let an hour slip by without declaring the wonderful tidings at the store.

  The Pitkin family were seated at supper in the big kitchen, all jubilant over the recent news. The father, radiant with the pleasantest excitement, had for the first time come out to take his place at the family board. In the seven years since the beginning of our story the Pitkin boys had been growing apace, and now surrounded the table quite an army of rosy-cheeked, jolly young fellows, who to-night were in a perfect tumult of animal gaiety. Diana twinkled and dimpled and flung her sparkles round among them, and there was unbounded jollity.

  “Who’s that looking in at the window?” called out Sam, aged ten, who sat opposite the house door. At that moment the door opened, and a dark stranger, bronzed with travel and dressed in foreign-looking garments, entered.

  He stood one moment, all looking curiously at him, then crossing the floor, he kneeled down by Mrs. Pitkin’s chair, and throwing off his cap, looked her close in the eyes.

  “Mother, don’t you know me?”

  She looked at him one moment with that still earnestness peculiar to herself, and then fell into his arms. “O my son, my son!”

  There were a few moments of indescribable confusion, during which Diana retreated, pale and breathless, to a neighboring window, and stood with her hand over the locket which she had always worn upon her heart.

  After a few moments he came, and she felt him by her.

  “What, cousin!” he said; “no welcome from you?” She gave one look, and he took her in his arms. She felt the beating of his heart, and he felt hers. Neither spoke, yet each felt at that moment sure of the other.

  “I say, boys,” said James, “who’ll help bring in my sea chest?”

  Never was sea chest more triumphantly ushered; it was a contest who should get near enough to take some part in it’s introduction, and soon it was open, and James began distributing its contents.

  “There, mother,” said he, undoing a heavy black India satin and shaking out its folds, “I’m determined you shall have a dress fit for you; and here’s a real India shawl to go with it. Get those on and you’ll look as much like a queen among women as you ought to.”

  Then followed something for every member of the family, received with frantic demonstrations of applause and appreciation by the more juvenile.

  “Oh, what’s that?” said Sam, as a package done up in silk paper and tied with silver cord was disclosed.

  “That’s — oh — that’s my wife’s wedding-dress,” said James, unfolding and shaking out a rich satin; “and here’s her shawl,” drawing out an embroidered box, scented with sandal-wood.

  The boys all looked at Diana, and Diana laughed and grew pale and red all in the same breath, as James, folding back the silk and shawl in their boxes, handed them to her.

  Mrs. Pitkin laughed and kissed her, and said, gaily, “All right, my daughter — just right.”

  What an evening that was, to be sure! What a confusion of joy and gladness! What a half-telling of a hundred things that it would take weeks to tell.

  James had paid the mortgage and had money to spare; and how he got it all, and how he was saved at sea, and where he went, and what befell him here and there, he promised to be telling them for six months to come.

  “Well, your father mustn’t be kept up too late,” said Mrs. Pitkin. “Let’s have prayers now, and then

  to-morrow we’ll be fresh to talk more.”

  So they gathered around the wide kitchen fire and the family Bible was brought out.

  “Father,” said James, drawing out of his pocket the Bible his mother had given him at parting, “let me read my Psalm; it has been my Psalm ever since I left you.” There was a solemn thrill in the little circle as James read the verses:

  “They that go down to the sea in ships, that do business in great waters; these see the works of the Lord and his wonders in the deep. For he commandeth and raiseth the stormy wind which lifteth up the waves thereof. They mount up to the heaven; they go down again to the depths: their soul is melted because of trouble. Then they cry unto the Lord in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses. He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still. Then are they glad because they be quiet, so he bringeth them unto their desired haven. Oh that men would praise the Lord for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!”

  When all had left the old kitchen, James and Diana sat by the yet glowing hearth and listened to the crickets, and talked over all the past and the future.

  “And now,” said James, “it’s seven years since I left you, and to-morr
ow is the seventh Thanksgiving, and I’ve always set my heart on getting home to be married Thanksgiving evening.”

  “But, dear me, Jim, we can’t. There isn’t time.”

  “Why not? — we’ve got all the time there is!”

  “But the wedding-dress can’t be made, possibly.”

  “Oh, that can wait till the week after. You are pretty enough without it!”

  “But what will they all say?”

  “Who cares what they say? I don’t,” said James. “The fact is, I’ve set my heart on it, and you owe me something for the way you treated me the last Thanksgiving I was here, seven years ago. Now don’t you?”

  “Well, yes, I do, so have it just as you will.” And so it was accomplished the next evening.

  And among the wonders of Mapleton Miss Briskett announced it as chief, that it was the first time she ever heard of a bride that was married first and had her wedding-dress made the week after! She never had heard of such a thing.

  Yet, strange to say, for years after neither of the parties concerned found themselves a bit the worse for it.