The Moonshiner's Daughter (ARC)

by Donna Everhart

was. I inched forward.

  Merritt became agitated, and his voice pitched higher.

  “What’re you doing? Shoot the darn thing.”

  I said, “Wait, I want to see who it is.”

  “Why? We don’t need to know!”

  Whoever it was began hammering their fists on the door,

  and the kitchen was suddenly illuminated by two or three

  flashlights. I didn’t know how many of them were out there,

  but they aimed the flashlights at the windows and it was al-

  most as good as having the overhead light on.

  Someone called out in a singsong falsetto, “Yoo-hoo, any-

  body home?” followed by snickering.

  Then came a high-pitched whistle, like when you want

  to get someone’s attention. My hands shook as I brought the

  gun up and pulled the trigger. It recoiled and hit my shoul-

  der hard, making my arm go numb. I pumped it and waited.

  There was a fist-sized hole in the wall beside the door frame.

  I’ll say this, shooting a gun inside a house is completely different than shooting one outside. The noise was tremendous

  and the sounds that followed were muffled, as if my head

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  was underwater. I couldn’t see the person anymore, and had

  a split second of dread I might’ve hit him. When the shadow

  of whoever it was reappeared at the door’s window, I let the air out of my lungs.

  His fist smacked the wood, and my fear turned to anger

  when he yelled, “Ain’t none of you Sassers worth a shit!”

  If my ears weren’t still ringing I’d have bet it was Willie

  Murry, but the voice came through fuzzy, so I couldn’t be

  sure. The hollering and laughing went on like a party. Some-

  body threw what sounded like an empty can against the glass.

  Merritt leaned over the sink at the kitchen window and I

  said, “Get back; they’ll see you!”

  He had no more stepped away when the window shattered

  and glass blew everywhere, showering us in sparkling pieces

  that left tiny nicks on our arms and faces. We dropped to our hands and knees and scooted back into the hallway.

  Someone muttered, “They’s hiding,” and I worried they’d

  try to break in again.

  Another voice said, “Virgil Sasser, that you in there? We

  gonna see to it you Sassers stop taking what’s ourn, one way or the other. This is your warning. We’re gonna see all them stills you got destroyed. We’re gonna find’em all; you watch and see.”

  Merritt suddenly stood and before I could stop him he

  shouted, “You ain’t stopping us from nothing!”

  I pulled him back down, thinking, How stupid. This was it.

  They would tear down the door to get us now. They didn’t

  know it was only me and him, and I sure didn’t want them

  finding out. There was more howling, and carrying on.

  Someone said, “Kill them lights!”

  We were suddenly in the dark as they shot out the back-

  porch light. The small scratches on my face and arms stung

  as perspiration snaked down my face and arms, and Merritt

  lost the boldness he’d had only seconds ago. He grabbed my

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  arm with his hand, breathing hard like when he’d play ball

  for hours on end. On top of the darkness came silence, and

  the longer it went, the more uneasy I became. I could picture them, squatting by the foundation, surrounding the house,

  figuring out a way to get in. After a few seconds, my eyes

  began to adjust until I could make out the shape of the table, chairs, the white of the refrigerator and stove.

  I said, “Damn.”

  Merritt hissed, “What?”

  I held up a finger as I slipped quietly toward my bedroom.

  What if some blame fool came in through my open window?

  In the doorway, I stared at the raised pane of glass, saw the trees moving ever so slightly in the breeze. The only sound at the moment came from the same frogs and crickets I’d heard

  earlier. I crept closer toward it, and paused. There came a

  scraping sound, like boots toeing the foundation. I dreaded

  the thought of seeing someone’s fingertips gripping the win-

  dowsill. The scraping kept on, but even worse was the silence.

  Where were they? What were they doing?

  Nobody’s head inched into view; no one tried to climb

  in. Eventually, I leaned the gun against my bed, and moved

  quickly to slam the sash down. I locked it at the top. I im-

  mediately stepped away, shrinking at the thought of someone

  shooting like they had earlier and how close Merritt had come to getting hit. I left my room and saw him near the kitchen, watching the back door. I had to motion dramatically to get

  his attention. I raised my shoulders in question. He did the same back to me. We didn’t know where they were, what was

  going on, or what they were doing.

  I moved closer to him and whispered, “I ain’t heard noth-

  ing.”

  He said, “I know. I don’t like it.”

  “Me neither.”

  We waited, and even the littlest of noises gave us a start.

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  An hour went by, and I got to feeling like they were gone. I couldn’t say why I felt like that way, except that I didn’t think they’d sit out there quietly. I figured they were the sort to keep trouble coming long as they had the chance. We waited

  another thirty minutes or so, and by now, it was almost like it had never happened.

  I said, “I think they’re gone.”

  Merritt shook his head. “I don’t know.”

  “Ain’t but one way to find out.”

  “You can’t go out there, Jessie! What if they’re waiting to

  ambush us?”

  I said, “That’s too much trouble for them. They ain’t want-

  ing to fight directly. Ain’t you ever noticed how everything they do is sneaky? What about what happened at our still?

  They snuck out there and tore it up. And what about Uncle

  Virgil’s house? They’re chicken. It ain’t like them to show up like they did tonight unless Willie Murry’s behind it. I bet it was his idea, and probably a bunch of his crazy friends.”

  Merritt acted like I was the one who was crazy, flailing his left arm about. “You keep on lying about how you ain’t the

  one who tore up our still.”

  “I didn’t.”

  He gave me a skeptical look, but I also saw a weakening,

  and puzzlement more than anything.

  “But you wanted to.”

  “Yeah. But I didn’t.”

  It was getting to where it didn’t matter if he believed me or not. The hole in the wall allowed warm air to come in and the curtain at the back door flapped lazily every now and then,

  like a hand beckoning us closer. I opened the door.

  Merritt said, “You see anything?”

  I stepped outside. There was a slight sheen coming off the

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  nothing out of the ordinary anymor
e. Merritt’s shape filled

  the doorway.

  I turned and spoke to him in a hushed tone, “They might

  come back. We ought to leave.”

  “Where’re we gonna go?”

  “Mrs. Brewer said we could stay with her.”

  “But what about Daddy? What if he calls?”

  “I’ll try to get a message to him. Hurry up and get your

  stuff together.”

  In my room I grabbed what I’d need for a few days, plus

  Mama’s picture from where I’d propped it on my desk. We’d

  go to Mrs. Brewer’s, but not for long. I was afraid if we weren’t here, we would come back and find our house burned to the

  ground like Uncle Virgil’s. Back in the hall Merritt held a

  bundle wadded up against his chest. He’d attached his dis-

  carded prosthetic arm. I said nothing about it. In the kitchen I went to the back door, my brain and ears attempting to separate the common from the unusual. Like before, it was quiet.

  I took the set of keys off the hook by the door, and out in the yard, I waited again, listening and watching. I could still hear them hooting and hollering in my head.

  I said, “Let’s take Sally Sue instead of the truck.”

  “Why?”

  “I don’t know. It just seems like the thing to do. She’s faster.”

  He mumbled, “Only when Daddy’s driving.”

  I locked the back door and we trudged up the hill, and

  tossed our things onto the back seat.

  After the car was started, I said, “I got to get a job, get some money together, and help Daddy.”

  He snorted. “A job.”

  “Yes, Merritt. A job.”

  “It don’t make no sense. Daddy’s always said ain’t no job

  can make money like making and running shine.”

  “Like I’m about to start doing that.”

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  “Mama did.”

  I ignored that and pulled out from under the shed. Out

  on the road I guess you could say I was showing off a little when I floored it and quickly gathered speed. And I guess you could say I felt a little bit proud when Merritt said, “Dang,” as I rolled the steering wheel, left, right, left again, the road in front of us captured by the headlight beam. We made our way

  down Shine Mountain, and I was able to keep Sally Sue tight

  in the curves, like Daddy had taught me. Merritt was quiet,

  watching what I did with a keen eye.

  We came to the bottom of the mountain, and made it out

  onto the road without me sending us off the side into some

  deep holler, when Merritt ventured to say, “You could do

  what Mama done.”

  I wanted to wallop some sense into him, but I can say this

  one thing about me and Merritt. We’d never hit one another

  even if I did think he couldn’t much stand me most of the

  time.

  I said, “I ain’t likely to take up something I hate, Merritt.

  No matter how good the money is. I might as well go out and

  be a prostitute, or something.”

  “Well, damn, Jessie. That’s like saying that’s what Mama

  was doing.”

  “You know what I mean.”

  “You just said it was like being a prostitute.”

  “I’m only saying it’s illegal. It ain’t right.”

  “It ain’t nobody’s business but ourn. We ain’t harming any-

  one.”

  “Sometimes I wonder, Merritt, if you ain’t about as dumb

  as Oral.”

  He sat back, and said not another word the entire drive to

  Mrs. Brewer’s. When we pulled into her driveway, of course

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  on her so late. I knocked on the door, and hoped she wasn’t

  hard of hearing. I knocked again and a light came on in a back room. I could see it through one of the three little windows in a row at the top of her front door. I went on my tiptoes

  and saw her coming, wrapping a housecoat over a long night-

  gown. She saw me through the little window and yanked the

  door open.

  “What’s happened?”

  I’d never heard Mrs. Brewer sound like she did right then,

  her voice thin and frail, and I hoped I wasn’t bringing trouble to her doorstep by coming.

  She held it open and we went inside.

  I said, “I’m sorry to wake you, Mrs. Brewer, but we got

  trouble up to our house. Someone tried to break in. They shot the kitchen window out.”

  She said, “They went to shooting, jes’ like that?”

  I said, “I shot first, just as a warning. I only wanted to

  scare’em off.”

  Mrs. Brewer said, “Shouldn’t been there they didn’t want

  to get shot at. Got my own gun for such as that, and I don’t hesitate in using it neither.”

  She nodded to where an old single-barrel sat propped near

  the door, looking like it had taken care of plenty of varmints.

  Without a word she clomped off to the kitchen, and we fol-

  lowed. She flicked the light on to reveal even more roots and herbs drying here and there than last time I was here. She

  pointed for us to sit at the kitchen table while she bent down in front of the old woodstove, struck a match, and had a blaze going in no time. She slammed the door shut, then ground

  some coffee using a hand-cranked box. She filled an alumi-

  num pot with water, put several scoops in the basket, and set it on the stove. She retrieved a large white opaque bowl out of the drain in the sink. Aunt Juanita had talked about how all Ever_9781496717023_2p_all_r1.indd 237

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  her milk glass was gone from the fire. Mrs. Brewer’s bowl was milk glass too, and when she opened a cabinet there was more of it. She tossed in flour, lard, salt.

  Out of the blue, she said, “You gon’ have to fix it.”

  Her fingers worked the lard through the flour and salt. She

  sprinkled in some water, and kept going. My stomach was

  hollow and I tried to remember when I’d eaten last.

  Her words were a contradiction to the calming effect she’d

  been having on me, and I said, “Fix what?”

  “You gon’ have to get their respect, and you gon’ have to

  do it quick.”

  “I don’t care about them.”

  “You got to, or else they’ll drive you and him”—and she

  nodded at Merritt—“off’n that mountain and all your parents

  ever had will be for naught.”

  “Maybe that’s for the best. Maybe it’s what I want.”

  Merritt stiffened, and anger made his voice shake. “Well, it sure as hell ain’t what I want.”

  I said to Mrs. Brewer, while pointing at his missing arm,

  “Even after that, he still thinks making and selling shine’s not a bad thing. Even after all the bad that’s happened. Ain’t nothing good from what I’ve experienced, but according to him,

  I don’t know nothing.”

  Mrs. Brewer said, “He can’t help it. It’s in his blood, and

  I reckon it ain’t in yers, simple as that. Ain’t a thing wrong wantin’ to do somethin’ different.”

  I raised eyebrows at Merritt, like, See? Only Daddy’s words came back to me, It’s in your veins, girl, like an echo.

  Then she said, “It still don’t mean you ignore what’s been


  done to yer family. No, you got to fix it, like I said; then you can move on. If you don’t, it’ll come to you all of a sudden like, the things done wrong to you and yern, and how you

  chose to let it go. It’ll eat at you, and won’t be nothin’ can be done about it then. It’ll be too late.”

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  “I don’t see what I can do.”

  “There’s always a way. Trust me, you got to figure it out all along, like you been doin’.”

  She rolled out the soft dough and cut thick biscuits using

  the top of a large glass. She placed them on a pan, warped

  with age with one end higher than the other. She stuck it in the oven and checked the time. It was going on 5:00 a.m.

  The coffee finished perking, and as she poured us a cup, she said, “I reckon now’s as good a time as any to tell y’all what little I know ’bout your mama.”

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  Mrs. Brewer’s knobby fingers encircled her mug, and as she

  blew steam off the top, I waited somewhat impatiently for

  her to tell us what she knew. In the seconds before she spoke, it got so quiet, I could hear the ticking of the pan inside the oven as the metal adjusted to the heat, like some small crea-ture tapping to get out. She stared at me a long time with an intensity like she might’ve changed her mind.

  Finally, she said, “You know, she truly wa’n’t big as a min-

  ute. ’Bout like how you are.”

  I sat up straight. If this was how it was going to start off, it was going to be real hard for me to believe anything she had shared.

  I said, “Why do you keep saying things like that?”

  “Like what?”

  Merritt would surely point out what a pig I was and how I

  didn’t need them biscuits I was starting to smell. He’d tell her about the chicken Aunt Juanita brought and that I ate all at once. He’d tell her in that tone of voice he got, like I was an embarrassment he had to tolerate.

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  Confused, I said, “That I ain’t big, especially when my

  clothes ain’t ever felt right.”

  This was the truth. My clothes were cutting into me this

  very minute.

  She shook her head ever so slightly, and said, “I reckon