Micah

by Laurell K. Hamilton

Chapter 9

  Philly was a pretty city, what little I'd seen of it. The visit so far had consisted of the airport and the hotel room and some amazing sex. We could have been anywhere. The cemetery reminded me that the city was in one of the thirteen original colonies. It was old, that cemetery. It breathed its age and the age of its dead. Breathed it along my skin the moment we stepped out of Fox's car. Once, a cemetery this old would have been peaceful for me. Too old to have ghosts, maybe a few shivery spots if you walked directly over a grave, but mostly the dead here would be inert, earth to earth, dust to dust, and all that. But now the dead called to me, even through my shielding.

  Theoretically, no one could raise the long dead without a human sacrifice. I probably held the record for oldest without one, but even two-hundred-plus years dead should have been beyond me. So why, lately, did the long dead whisper power across my skin?

  I shivered, but it wasn't from the early November cold. In fact, I was too warm in the leather jacket. Micah was suddenly at my side. He helped me slip the jacket off, whispering, "Are you all right?"

  I nodded. I was all right, better than all right. Standing there in the power-kissed darkness was intoxicating. It was as if my skin were drinking magic from the very air. Which, with necromancy, wasn't possible.

  Micah asked Fox if we could put the jacket back in the car. I didn't wait to hear what Fox said; I was already walking out into the dark. I absently trailed my fingers along the weathered tops of the tombstones as I walked between them.

  Old cemeteries are crowded things. The ground was smooth and rough, but there was no longer much to differentiate ground from grave, so that I walked one step on the ground, then on the second step walked over a grave. You know the old saying Someone walked over my grave? This was like the reverse of that. I didn't feel bad, or shaky, or scared. With every grave I walked over, I felt better, steadier, more confident. I took a little energy from every body I passed over, no matter how old. I could have drunk in the power of the dead underneath me and done. . . Done what?

  The thought stopped me literally in my tracks. What I hadn't realized was that Franklin was following me, close. I hadn't even known he was there.

  He ran into me, or nearly. He had to grab my arms to keep from smacking into the back of me. It startled both of us. He apologized before I'd finished turning around.

  "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were. . . stopping. " He sounded breathless and way more upset than he should have been.

  I was left staring up at him, wondering why he was nervous. Then I saw what he was doing with his hands. He was running them up and down the sleeves of his trench coat, as if he'd touched something and was trying to wipe it off. He wasn't being insulting. I doubt he even realized he was doing it. I might have done the same thing if I'd touched someone else's magic unexpectedly. It was like walking through metaphysical cobwebs; you had to brush it off. He had felt at least some of the power I was getting off the graves.

  I might have asked Franklin why he'd been hiding that he was psychic, but Fox and Micah came up to us, and somehow I didn't think Franklin would want me being that insightful in front of them. Had he told the FBI that he was talented? I was betting not. It had been a plus in only the last two, three years tops. Before that they looked at it as a psychological disorder. You didn't get to be a federal agent with a psychological disorder.

  It did explain why he had a serious dislike of me. If he was hiding what he was, he wouldn't want to be around someone who complemented his talents, whatever they might be. No, if you were hiding, you didn't want to be around people who were out of the broom closet, as it were.

  "Is there a problem?" Fox asked.

  Franklin said, "No, no problem," a little too fast.

  I just shook my head, still looking up at the taller man.

  I don't think Fox believed us, but he let it go. We weren't talking, so he was out of options. He gave us both a look, then said, "Then if there's no problem, everyone is waiting for us. "

  I nodded again, then thought to ask, "Is Rose's grave the newest one in this cemetery?"

  Fox thought about it, then nodded. "Yes, why?"

  I smiled at him and knew that it was a dreamy smile, as if I were listening to music he couldn't hear. "Just wanted to know what I was looking for, that's all. "

  "I can take you to the grave, Marshal. You don't need to look for it. "

  I wanted to look for it. I wanted to walk the cemetery a tombstone at a time and find it myself.

  Micah answered for me. "That would be good, Fox. Lead the way. "

  I looked at him and fought to make it friendly. He gave me a look in return that was a warning. In the dark, with all the trees around, I doubted anyone else could have seen his expression as clearly as I did. But we both had better-than-normal night vision, though I doubted mine could compare to his kitty-cat eyes. Those eyes were bare for all to see now. Too dark for his black-lensed sunglasses, but you'd be surprised how many people wouldn't notice the strangeness of his eyes. Even in full light, a lot of people wouldn't see his eyes for what they were. People see what they want to see, unless forced to see the truth.

  I looked full into his eyes and read the warning there, the worry. Was I really all right? the look asked.

  The truth was yes and no. I felt great, but it was the kind of great that could go south fast and hard. One minute fine, the next moment the power could do something unfortunate.

  I took a deep breath and tried to center and ground, the way I'd been taught, but that was a skill I'd learned from a psychic and witch. Her talents ran to prophecy and empathy so finely tuned it was almost telepathy. She didn't raise the dead. She didn't truly understand my talent.

  Drawing myself into the center of my body was great--I felt steadier, more myself and less power-fuzzed--but the moment I tried to ground all that power into the earth, to bleed some of it off, it turned. Turned so that it didn't go deep but out and away. My power chased through the ground so that I sensed the graves, all the graves, like I was the center of a great wheel. The graves were the points along the spokes, and I knew them all. I didn't drop my shields that I hid behind to keep the dead from bothering me. The shields were just not there.

  I'd known that my power was growing, but I hadn't truly understood what that might mean until right this second. I knew the dead in every grave here. I knew which still had a remnant of energy. What graves would have shivery spots if you walked over them, the last gasp of what had once been a ghost. Most of the graves were quiet, only bones and rags and dust. I'd been able to stand in a cemetery and do this for years. But what had changed was: one, I hadn't done it on purpose, and two, every grave I touched was a little more energetic for my power having breathed over it. That was new.

  "Stop it, Blake. " Franklin's voice was tight with anxiety.

  I looked at him. "Stop what?" I asked, but my voice was lazy with power.

  "Don't toy with him, Anita," Micah said.

  "I'm missing something," Fox said.

  I nodded. "Yeah, you are. " I could have let Franklin's cat out of the bag, but I didn't. I knew what it felt like to be different and to want nothing, absolutely nothing, as much as simply to be normal. I'd given up on that a long time ago. It wasn't possible for me and never had been. Maybe it wouldn't be possible for Franklin either, but that wasn't my call. I did the only thing I could for him. I lied.

  "When Franklin and I bumped into each other, he caught an edge of my power. It happens sometimes when my shields are down. " That was a lie. It happened only if your abilities were similar to mine in some way, or you were so strongly psychic in some other way that you would sense any strong psychic gift used near you. Either Franklin had abilities with the dead like mediumship, being able to talk with the recently departed. Or he was powerful in some other way. Naw. If he'd been that gifted, he wouldn't have been able to hide it. I was betting that somewhere in his background was a family member who could ta
lk to spirits. Someone he probably hated or was embarrassed about. You dislike most in others what you hate in yourself.

  Fox said, "Is that right, Franklin? You bumped into the marshal. "

  Franklin nodded. "Yes. " One word, no emotion to it, but the relief in his eyes was too raw. He turned away from Fox, from me, to hide those relieved eyes. He knew I knew, and he knew I'd lied for him. He owed me. I hoped he understood that.

  Fox looked from one of us to the other, as if he suspected we were lying, or at least hiding something. He looked at Micah and got a shrug. Fox shook his head and said, "Fine. " He looked at us a heartbeat longer, then shook his head, as if he'd decided to let it go. "We're going to be the last to arrive at graveside, Marshal Blake. I don't want to leave the federal judge and the lawyers waiting too long in the middle of a cemetery, so I'll lead the way. I think it will be faster that way. "

  I couldn't argue the faster part. "Then lead the way, Special Agent Fox. "

  He gave me one more hard look. It was a good look, as those kinds of looks go. But if he thought I was going to break down and fess up because of a hard look, he was wrong. I gave him a pleasant, even eager face, but nothing helpful.

  He sighed and settled his shoulders, as if his shoulder holster chafed. He started off through the cemetery. Franklin fell into line behind him without a backward glance.

  Micah and I followed them. Micah had us drop back enough to whisper, "You're having trouble controlling your power tonight, aren't you?"

  I nodded. "Yeah, I am. "

  "Why?" he asked.

  I shrugged. "I'm not sure. "

  "Then should you be raising the dead?"

  "I think it will be one of the easier raisings I've ever done. There's so much power. "

  He grabbed my arm. "Do you even know that you're touching every tombstone as you walk by it?"

  I stood there with his hand on my arm and stared at him. "I'm what?"

  "You're caressing the tops of the tombstones like you'd stroke a hand through flowers in a field. "

  I looked at the worry in his face and knew that he wasn't lying, but. . . "Was I?"

  "Yes," he said, and his grip on my arm was suddenly almost painful.

  "You're hurting me," I said.

  "Does it help?"

  I frowned at him, then realized what he meant. The small pain had pushed back the power. I could think about something other than the dead. My first clear thought was fear. "I don't know what's wrong tonight. I really don't. I knew I was gaining abilities from the vampires, but I didn't think it would bleed over to the zombie stuff. I mean, that's my magic, not Jean-Claude's, not Richard's. Mine. Whatever happens metaphysically, it doesn't usually mess with my basic talent. "

  "Should you cancel tonight?" he asked.

  I licked my lips, tasting the fresh lipstick I'd put on after we'd made love. I shook my head, moving into the circle of his arms. I hugged him. "If this is a new power level, then one night won't make a difference. " I held him, breathing in the warm solidity of him.

  "There's always a learning curve to new abilities, Anita," he whispered into my hair. "Even if that ability is only a stronger version of something else. Do we really want the learning curve to be on the FBI's dime?"

  He had a point, a good one, but. . . "I'll be able to raise this zombie, Micah. "

  "But what else will you raise?" he asked.

  I drew back enough to see his face. "How did you understand that?"

  "Isn't that what you're afraid of? Not that you can't raise the dead, but that you'll raise more than you were paid for?"

  I nodded. "Yeah. " I shivered and drew away so I could rub my arms. "That's exactly it. "

  "The protective circle is usually to keep things out," he said. "Right?"

  I nodded again.

  "Tonight, I think maybe it will be to keep you in. "

  "So I don't spread over more of the graves," I said.

  "Yes," he said.

  "They should have chickens waiting for me to slaughter. I know Larry would have told them to bring the livestock. "

  Fox yelled, "Marshal, Callahan, are you coming?"

  "We'll be there in a minute," Micah called. He leaned into me, hands on my arms. "Do you really think chicken blood will keep this contained?"

  "Not their blood, but their lives, yes," I said.

  "I'm not sure adding fresh death to your magic tonight is a good idea. "

  "What choice do I have, Micah? I can make a small cut in my arm or hand and use the blood, but I'm not sure what my blood touching the graveyard will do tonight. So much power tonight, it's intoxicating. "

  "Then use my blood," he said.

  I looked at him. "You've never shared blood for a zombie raising. "

  "No, but I let Jean-Claude take blood from me. How much different can it be?"

  There were many answers to that, but I settled for "A lot different. I can't cloud your mind to make it not hurt. "

  "It's a little cut, Anita. I'm okay with it. "

  I sighed and hugged him again. A lot of men will date you, and some will sleep with you, and a few are content to play second fiddle to your job, but how many will literally open a vein for you? Not many.

  I gave him a quick kiss. "Let's go raise Mr. Rose from the dead. "

  He picked up the bag with all the zombie-raising paraphernalia in it. He'd carry it. After all, he was the assistant. He needed to look useful. We finished the walk to the grave hand in hand. Maybe it wasn't professional, but I didn't care anymore. Besides, once I cut his arm open with the machete, no one would complain that he wasn't assisting me enough. No, they'd think he was more than earning his paycheck. The fact that he didn't get paid to be my assistant would be our little secret.