by A. Aubry
“Now it’s really like we’re in high school,” Julianna teased.
I took off my jersey to lay down for Julianna. The grass was cold underneath here, the sun not able to reach it to warm it up.
“Did you do this in high school?” I questioned, afraid of what she might say.
Julianna took my hands and laid down slowly before moving her hands down to her jeans to take them off, “No, this is a first for me.”
I licked my lips as her jeans and panties ended up around her ankles before she kicked them off.
Kneeling down, I eased her legs open for me while Julianna’s hands shoved down my shorts and boxers to my knees as I confessed, “It’s a first for me too.”
I was never one to go under the bleachers in high school for anything more than to make out. There was always that fear that somehow doing something more under the bleachers would get back to my mother.
Getting ready to thrust into her, Julianna giggled, “I find that hard to believe.”
What the hell? Did it seem like I was that type of person?
“And why do you say that?” I slipped the head of my cock into her hot pussy and leaned down against her.
“Look at you, you were probably the sex god of your high school.”
I had sex with all of one person throughout high school. Celeste was the only girl that I fucked because I dated her all four years. We lost our virginity to each other. Now, if she would’ve said college, I wouldn’t be able to protest that. I was what you would call a ‘man-whore’ in college for my freshman year. Celeste and I broke up because she wanted to get married and start a family at eighteen, and all I wanted to think about was my soccer career. Then I wanted to see what I had missed out on by only being with one girl. I quickly learned that having sex with a different girl nearly every night was not as fun as it sounded. So, I went back to relationships.
“I’m a sex god?” I laughed, taking my time to fill her up.
Julianna bit her lip as her breath caught in her throat, “Oh, fuck yeah.”
I took her hands and pinned them over her head as I interlaced our fingers, “Well, this sex god is going to fuck you good.”
Julianna didn’t even have time to answer as I slammed myself into her as hard as I could. Her moan was so loud I almost could’ve sworn it echoed through the stadium. Setting up a pounding pace, knowing both of our releases were not far away, Julianna’s hands squeezed onto mine as she brought her hips up to meet me. Fuck…that was only going to make me come faster.
“Shit, Finn. Right there,” she groaned loudly.
I buried my face in her neck as I found some way to fuck her even harder than before. This is what Julianna did to me, she made me stride to be not only a better man, but better in bed. I wanted to make her feel pleasure like she had never felt it before. Probably because three years of sex with Michael never resulted in an orgasm for her. My main priority in sex was to give her a mind-blowing orgasm every fucking time.
“Oh, Jules, you feel amazing.”
“Oh…fuck…Finn!” Julianna cried out as her back arched up off the ground.
Her pussy clamped down on my cock and I couldn’t hold back my release any longer.
“Jules!” I yelled, thrusting in over and over as my orgasm ignited and released, filling up Julianna more and more. Thank god for the pill.
Julianna’s body quivered hard underneath me as I came, those fucking sexy shakes that prolonged my orgasm by a mile. When I was finally spent, I released her hands and collapsed onto her, my head taking its place on her chest.
“I should invite you to work more often,” I chuckled, trying to catch my breath.
Sex like that before every game would be fucking amazing.
Her fingers combed through my hair as she giggled, “If this is the turnout, I will just show up.”
The silence that enveloped us was so comfortable, I almost forgot that we were lying under the bleachers of the TCF Bank Stadium. It wasn’t until someone yelled out it was time to open the doors.
“We should get going,” Julianna whispered, her hands continuing to run through my hair.
“But I want to stay buried inside of you,” I pouted, lifting my head from her chest.
“Later, baby. We can have all the sex that you want after yours and Bo’s home game party.”
Now that was a deal I could get behind. We got dressed as quickly as we could before going back to the locker room. Once again, I stopped us outside of the locker room only now remembering that the girls needed their tickets. I still had to stop at will call and leave Natalie’s ticket there for her. Pulling their tickets out of my pocket, I handed them off to Julianna.
“You’re right in front, so I can keep an eye on you,” I teased.
She accepted them and slid them into her back pocket, “You won’t even notice me, you’ll be too focused on the game.”
Any place that Julianna was in, she stood out to me. It was like if we ever got lost in a crowd, I could immediately spot her.
I gave her one more kiss, knowing that the guys would only heckle us if we kissed in the locker room, “I always notice you. I love you.”
“I love you, too,” she blushed.
Julianna took my hand, our fingers lacing together as always, and we made our way back into the room. I nearly stopped in my tracks when I saw Natalie’s signature red hair, tight shirt, and jeans that looked as though they were going to burst at the seams they were so tight. How could I have ever liked someone that looked that desperate to get noticed? She was talking with the team with Julianna’s friend Tabby. How the fuck did she get back here?
Natalie turned around at the sound of the locker room door closing, her face lighting up when she saw me. As she walked towards where Julianna and I stood, I let go of Julianna’s hand. I knew that if Natalie said even the slightest thing about Julianna, I would be escorting her out of the locker room and the stadium without her ticket. I didn’t want that negativity at our first home game and I definitely didn’t want that around Julianna.
“Hey Finny,” Natalie smiled and engulfed me in a tight hug.
The way she was hugging me was as though she was trying to squeeze the life out of me. What the hell?
“Uh, hey, Nat. What are you doing here?” I returned the hug as quickly as I could before I got out of her embrace.
Of course I knew why she was at the stadium, but why the hell was she back here in the locker room?
“I called your mom and we were talking about how much fun your games were. She said she would call you about getting me a ticket for today’s game,” Natalie answered as she flittered her fake eyelashes.
Yeah, and my mom was supposed to tell you to go to will call.
I slipped her ticket out of my pocket and handed it off to her. I could feel Julianna’s eyes on me and I knew that I was going to be in trouble. This was exactly why I wanted Natalie to go to will call.
“Thanks Finn, you’re the best!” Natalie said loudly before planting an equally loud kiss on my cheek.
Seriously, this girl was not going to get the hint that my girlfriend was standing right beside me. Natalie left the room and Julianna turned to face me, her arms crossing defensively over her chest.
“Seriously, Finn? You got her a ticket?”
I sighed and watched her carefully, afraid she might just storm out, “Baby, my mom called and asked the favor of me this morning. Who am I to tell my mom no? You know how she can get about that sort of thing.”
She watched me just as carefully, her eyes colder than they were when we walked in here, “Please don’t tell me she’s sitting by me.”
I’m not that stupid.
“No, she’s sitting on the other side of the stadium as far as she possibly can from you. I know I can be dumb sometimes, but I do have my moments.”
A small teasing smile played on her lips, “I wouldn’t say you’re dumb…you just make bad choices.”
“There’s my girl,” I chuckled, grabbing
onto the front of her jersey and bringing her in close.
I brought my lips down to hers, suddenly not caring if my team heckled me. Luckily, they were too distracted by Tabby’s stories to even care.
“Okay, all visitors out of the locker room. Game starts in just fifteen minutes,” Coach Thompson ordered.
Julianna’s fingers played with the back of my hair, her arms wrapped around my neck, “See you after the game?”
“Of course,” our lips met once more before we released one another.
When Angie, Tabby, and Julianna were out of the locker room, I turned to my teammates.
“Now who the fuck let Natalie in here?” I demanded loudly.
Drake raised his hand, “She texted me out of the blue and said you had a ticket for her. I didn’t think it’d be that awkward.”
“That’s putting it mildly, Drake. You know how big of a bitch Natalie can be and you also know how Julianna is practically her perfect fucking target.” Bo came over and put his hand on my shoulder holding me back from going after Drake.
“I’m sorry, man. I just thought you’d hand off the ticket to her and that would be it.”
I shook my head and shut up when Coach Thompson came back into the room to discuss the final news about our game.
Julianna’s seat was perfect, and I was damn happy that I got it for her. Whenever I looked over at her, I could pick her out of the lineup. It also made me happy to see her and her friends enjoying themselves as they danced through the music that would play. Bo and I looked at one another, knowing full well how much Julianna loved music. But when she cheered, fuck…it was like her voice was the only one I could hear out of the whole screaming crowd.
We won, and it was the best feeling to win the first home game of the season. Everyone played their asses off and that was how we secured our win. Sure, I scored a few goals, but it was all about teamwork. The team and I went back to the locker room, showered, and got dressed. I took a few extra minutes in the shower, my muscles sorer than usual after playing the few rounds of soccer with Julianna, having sex under the bleachers, and then the actual game. Thanks to my delay, I was the last one in the locker room. Maybe Julianna and I could have sex in here.
The door opened and shut a little too loudly. I turned around to see who forgot something, only to see that it was Natalie. Oh, shit.
“Hey Finny.”
“I told you before, Natalie, I hate it when you call me that,” I sighed as I turned around and zipped up my bag.
She stayed silent and I turned around to face her, “Why are you even here, Nat? You hated coming to my games when we were together, you never really supported the team. Why show up now?”
“Because I want to get back together, Finn. I love you and I want to be with you. I don’t want to be with Matt anymore,” she walked towards me, stopping until we were almost chest to chest.
“I’m with someone else. I’m very fucking happy and I don’t see myself ever being with you again even if you ended things with Matt.”
“Why are you even with her? The girl could stand to lose a few pounds. You were never the type to go out with the heavier girls.”
Why the fuck did she think that she knew what I liked in women? Yes, Julianna wasn’t as skinny as a post. Yes, Julianna loved to eat a cheeseburger and fries as much as I did. That didn’t mean she needed to lose weight. She was fucking gorgeous.
“I am with Julianna because she’s different than you and every other girl in my dating history. She’s kind, caring, smart, and most of all she is loving. She caught my attention after a chance encounter at a bar and after that she was all I could think about.”
“You cheated on me with her, didn’t you?” She spit.
Uh, no. You were the cheater in our relationship.
“No. We have only been together for two months. We met over a week after we broke up.”
She rolled her eyes, “Sure.”
I clenched my hands at my sides, “What the fuck do I have to do to get you to leave me and Julianna alone? I just want you out of my life for good. What we had is over and it will never ever happen again.”
“Kiss me,” she responded immediately.
“What the fuck? No.”
“If you want to get rid of me that badly, then kiss me and I will never bother you again.”
That was my ticket away from Natalie. The tiny voice in my head screamed at me not to do it but I had to do. That way Julianna and I could be free, and I wouldn’t ever have to worry about Natalie texting me again or harassing my girlfriend.
“Fine. One kiss.”
“I knew you’d see it my way.”
She put her hand on my cheek, pretending as though she honestly cared about me. Julianna put her hand on my cheek like this all the time and all I felt was love. Natalie? Yeah, there was nothing but the blank look in her eyes. I leaned forward and hesitantly pressed my lips against hers.
“How could you?” Julianna’s voice called out.
Fuck me.
Chapter Eight
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
This shit was not supposed to happen in real life. Julianna was not supposed to walk in and see this kiss. Fuck, I was doing it for us, for our future. At the sound of her voice I pulled back as fast as I could, I needed to explain to Julianna what was happening.
“Julianna…” I started, but the hurt look on her face caused me to falter.
“I’ll handle this, Finny,” Natalie answered as she watched me closely.
I watched as she walked towards Julianna. How the hell was she going to explain this? I could only see her making this much, much worse.
“The bathroom is actually down the hall and to the left, little girl,” Natalie put her hand on her hip and pointed to the doors.
Seriously? That was her version of handling it?
“I think you must have me confused with someone else. That guy you just kissed, he’s my boyfriend,” Julianna bit back.
Damn, my girl was finally showing her confidence…
“Did you just stumble out of a looney bin? He’s mine sweetheart, we had a minor intermission in our relationship, but we’re all patched up now.”
Wait, what? That was not the fucking deal.
“Natalie,” I started but Natalie waved me away.
No, this was not how this was going to work.
“I don’t know what you think you had with my Finny bear but it’s over. He’s come back to me now. I’m not sure why he ever wanted someone like you as a rebound, but I guess he was desperate.”
I was anything but fucking desperate when I met Julianna. And I was not going back to Natalie, this was just proving why. She loved drama, she lived off of the shit.
“Well I don’t know whatever gutter you crawled out of, but I’ve been with Finn for almost two months. You would know that if you fucking asked him or acted like I existed when I am next to him.”
Julianna’s face looked like it was starting to turn red, her sign that she was holding back from crying. If she cried, I would be done for. I couldn’t stand to see her cry.
Natalie turned her attention to me, “She’s gonna cry, she actually believed you two were a thing. Isn’t that sweet?”
I opened my mouth to talk but Julianna yelled out, “Stop talking about me like I’m a fucking child with a crush! I know the things that Finn said to me. Finn, why won’t you stand up for me?”
Trust me baby, I’m trying.
I went to speak again but Natalie stepped in, “Because it was all in your head, that’s why he’s not speaking up for you.”
No, I’m not speaking up for her because you won’t let me get in a word, Natalie.
Julianna walked over to me, pain etched into her beautiful features, “I don’t know what you’re doing or who the fuck you think you are, Finn McAllister. But I’m not going to stand around and be insulted while you stay there and be silent. We’re done, Finn. You are fucking dead to me.”
My heart sank. This couldn’t be happen
ing; please tell me she was just being dramatic for Natalie’s sake. I went to stop her, but her hand reached up and ripped the heart-shaped necklace I gave her for our anniversary from her neck. I wasn’t expecting her to throw it at me, my reflexes not working fast enough to catch it before it fell to the floor.
When I considered going and picking it up to hand back to her and start to beg for forgiveness, Julianna lifted the jersey I had bought her over her head and threw it at my feet. Any other time seeing her in a tank top would’ve turned me on, but now I just wanted her to tell me that she loved me.
“You might want to put this on, nobody wants to see that,” Natalie giggled as she held up a garbage bag for Julianna.
That was why I kissed her. Because the pain on Julianna’s face was more than I could bear. Julianna ran out of the locker room.
“What the fuck, Natalie? We had a fucking deal; one kiss and you would leave me and Julianna to be happy!” I screamed at her.
I didn’t even care about what her response was going to be, I made my way towards the door to go after the love of my life. Natalie grabbed onto my shirt and pulled me away from my destination. I called out loudly for Julianna, praying to god that she could hear me.
“I did you a favor, Finn. Girls like her don’t belong with guys like you.”
“What does that even mean? She’s a girl who is as attracted to me as I am to her. That is the kind of girl that belongs with me not some fucking bitch like you who tears people down.”
I finally pulled out of her grip and got to the door, Natalie was close behind me as she grabbed onto my arm trying to pull me back in. Forcing my way through the door, not caring if she was holding onto me, I caught a glimpse of Julianna. Her nose and cheeks were red from crying, tears staining her cheeks, and she was wearing Bo’s hoodie. Angie gave me a look that could’ve killed me if I wasn’t already dying inside at the sight of Julianna. She led her out the doors that I had let them in earlier.
“What the fuck did you do, man?” Bo questioned me harshly.
I yanked my arm away from Natalie, “Get the fuck out of my sight, Natalie. I never, and I mean never, want to hear from or see you ever again.”
