Dawson Family Boxset (Books 1-3)

by Emily Goodwin

  “No. His blood pressure dropped when he stood up and he fainted.”

  “Oh my God. Is he okay?”

  “For now. He’s at the hospital with my parents. I just got home.”

  My chest tightens, and I hate that I’m not there with Archer. “I’m so sorry. Do you want me to come back?”

  “No,” he says quickly. “You need to take care of yourself and I meant it when I said you shouldn’t waste any time on Bobby.”

  I bite my lip, not sure what to say. Worrying about Bobby isn’t a waste of time, and it’s something I’m going to do because I care about Archer. He might not get along with his brother, but losing Bobby would still hurt.

  “What’s going to happen?”

  “He’ll probably be here for a few days, and then my parents will take him home and try to get him into rehab again. This is another reason why I didn’t bring him up, Quinn,” Archer says, and the emotion in his voice kills me. “This happens over and over, and this won’t be the last time.” The microwave beeps in the background. “Anyway, I looked up robot fights while I was waiting and I have to say it’s pretty fucking cool.”

  “It is! Careful you don’t get sucked in. You’ll start watching a fight or two here and there and then it becomes your life and you’re under-the-table funding lasers to go on your team’s robot.”

  Archer laughs. “Only you’ll go down that rabbit hole. But if you want to go see a competition, I’d go with you. I mean, if you’re still interested in that stuff.”

  “Are you serious?” I exclaim.

  “So I take that as a yes,” he chuckles. “Then it’s set. Our next date is to a robot fight. That’s something I never thought I’d say.”

  “Embrace it, Archer. You’re going to love it and become one of us.”

  “I can’t be a nerd. I’m a doctor, remember?”

  “Oh my God! I almost forgot. Thank you for reminding me.”

  “I will start reminding you every hour on the hour.”

  “Only if you send photos along with it.” I get under the covers.

  “For some reason, I think the naked and just wearing the lab coat looks much hotter on you. I’m getting a boner thinking about you in it now.”

  “I’m glad you liked it. I’ve never done that before.”

  “I’d hope so. Because I’d question whose lab coat you were naked under.”

  I laugh. “I mean dress up like that. I own lingerie no one has ever seen.”

  “I will gladly be the first one to see you in it.”

  “You need to come visit me soon.”

  “I want to,” Archer groans. “I miss you already.”

  “I miss you, too.” I close my eyes, wishing his arms were around me right now. Maybe some distance between us will help me figure things out. I know you can’t rush love, but this baby puts a time limit on things, and I want to know one way or another before I give birth.

  “I’m going to get carpal tunnel now,” Archer jokes. “Especially if I keep thinking about you in that lab coat.”

  “I have toys to help me with that.”

  Archer groans. “And now I’m thinking about you touching yourself. You’re not helping me, Quinn.”

  “You should invest in some toys,” I say with a giggle. “I can get you a mold of my vagina.”

  Archer laughs. “I honestly don’t know if I should turn down your offer or not. Nothing will be as good as the real thing.”

  “We can do a two-for-one special and you can make a cast of your dick. I’m thinking I’ll get it made in pink with sparkles.”

  “Can I do the same for your vagina?”

  “I’d expect nothing less.” I roll over with a big smile on my face. Archer gets me and my weird sense of humor. He makes me laugh. Makes me feel safe.

  I am so falling for him.

  “What are you doing the rest of the day?” he asks, and I hear him turn the TV on in the background.

  “Nothing really. I caught up on work already so now I plan to watch TV and try to win back the affection of my cats.”

  “You lost it?”

  “They get mad when I’m gone for too long. I have a neighbor come over and feed them and clean their litter boxes, but I got the evil eye from everyone but Neville when I got home today.”

  Archer chuckles. “Are you going to officially adopt him yet?”

  “I should. I’ve had him for months. All I have to do is email the rescue group too, and I haven’t. How lazy is that?”

  “You’re anything but lazy, Quinn.”

  I brush Sour Patch Kids crumbs off my sheets and roll my eyes at myself. “Thanks for lying to me, babe.”

  “My mom is calling me,” Archer says after his phone beeps.

  “Let me know if anything happens. I’ll call you in the morning.”

  “Okay. Good night, Quinn. I…I…I’ll talk to you later.” He hangs up and I’m left a little stunned. Was he going to tell me he loves me?

  “Whoa,” Marissa says, pouring herself a cup of coffee. It’s Tuesday morning and I’m at the office. I just got done telling her about this past weekend’s events. “Not gonna lie, that’s a little fucked up.”

  “I know.” I go for the pot of decaf and fill my cup halfway up. I read online that it’s okay to drink caffeine in moderation, but now I’m starting to feel guilty about it. But dammit, I’m tired and it’s been a routine for years to get up and drink at least one cup of coffee.

  Adding a splash of regular coffee to my cup, I flick my gaze to Marissa. “I know. I feel so bad for Archer. And I feel bad that I’ve known him for years but didn’t really know him.”

  “That’s not your fault,” Marissa counters. “From what you told me, you two never really sat down and talked or anything.”

  “True.” I tear open a package of sugar and dump it in my coffee. “And it’s not like I’m chummy with Weston’s friends. I hardly even know Logan and Owen’s friends and they’re closer to my age.”

  “I listened to a great podcast last night about how women feel guilty over pretty much everything. You need to accept that things aren’t your fault and stop putting blame on yourself.”

  I go to pick up my coffee with my left hand and almost drop it. My wrist is too weak to even hold a cup of coffee. Great.

  “Yeah. I know. And the guilt game is strong with me. I can only imagine how much worse it’ll be once I’m a mom.”

  Marissa laughs, and we head out of the breakroom. “So when are you going to tell people?” she asks quietly.

  “When I’m out of the first trimester. We want to find out what we’re having as soon as possible, and once I know, I’ll make an announcement.” Which reminds me to call the OB office and ask about that blood work.

  “And Dean is still being a dick?”

  “Yep. I talked to Logan yesterday about it. He thinks Dean still feels like I stole his best friend. Which I kinda did, I guess, but it’s not like that.”

  “It’s not like the three of you were some tight-knit friend group before. Dean’s getting married too. And he and Archer don’t hang out that often anymore, do they?”

  “Nope. Archer barely gets away from work. If anything, Dean and Archer will see each other more now that we’re dating.”

  “Exactly. And his best friend is the father of his niece or nephew. He’ll come around eventually.”

  “Yeah, I know. It’s just irritating. And given everything going on with Archer’s brother, it makes Dean seem all the more childish.” I take a sip of my coffee. If only there was a way to prove to Dean that he and Archer are still friends and nothing has changed…

  “You look like you’re plotting.” Marissa lifts her eyebrows and stares at me. “Don’t do it, Quinn.”

  “It’s nothing big.”

  “But?”

  “If I can get Dean and Archer together this weekend and they hang out like normal, then maybe my brother will stop acting like an idiot. I know Archer could really use his friend right now. Dean knows about Bob
by and has been through this with Archer before.”

  “I agree with your scheming for once.”

  “It’s not scheming. I’m simply arranging for my boyfriend to hang out with my brother.” I take another sip of coffee and smile. “It’s foolproof. I mean, what’s the worst that could happen?”

  8

  Archer

  I take my earbuds out and wipe sweat from my brow, having just finished stretching after a workout. There’s a gym not even a block away from my apartment, and though I work crazy hours I try to make it a point to get in some exercise a few times a week. Though I haven’t lately. Quinn’s been too much of a distraction, in a good way of course.

  It’s early Tuesday morning, and I don’t think Quinn is awake yet. I’m not actually sure what time she gets up and heads out for work, and I don’t want to call or text and risk waking her up in case she’s still asleep. I stretch my arms out once more, knowing I’m going to be sore for going back into my workout routine hard instead of easing in after a few weeks away. I’ll probably stick with it this week and fall off the wagon again, but that’s more than fine with me if it means I get to be with Quinn.

  Sam worked late last night and is still sleeping. I quietly move throughout the apartment and get something quick to eat and then take a shower. Quinn texted me while I was in the shower, asking if I was up yet. I text her back and she calls a few seconds later.

  “You’re up early,” I say as soon as I answer.

  “I’m going out for breakfast with Marissa. She’s a friend from work. You met her, actually. That day you came to the office with my bitchy secretary.”

  “Oh yeah,” I say with a laugh. “Funny how that all worked out.”

  “It really is,” she says and the sound of silverware clanking together floats through the phone. And then her cats meow, and I assume she’s feeding them before heading out. “When you think about it, it’s weird, actually. If you hadn’t gone out to lunch with someone from that convention, you wouldn’t have run into my secretaries. They wouldn’t have brought you back to the office party and I wouldn’t have seen you.”

  And I wouldn’t have taken her out and she wouldn’t be pregnant. For years she’s been right in front of me, in sight but out of reach. It took a crazy push from the universe to finally get us together. “Shit, that is weird to think about.”

  “Rene is jealous we went out,” she tells me. “She doesn’t realize all the emails she sends are on the company server.”

  “That’s kind of funny. You know I never intended on hooking up with her, right?”

  “Yes, Archer,” she says with a laugh. “You told me. And I told you, don’t feel bad for the past. I’ve had boyfriends, you’ve had girlfriends. I might have even had a girlfriend or two. It’s nothing to—”

  “What? You had a girlfriend.”

  “Not in that sense.”

  “Darn. But thanks, Quinn.” She’s the most understanding person on the planet, and I’m hit again with a sense of wonder of how lucky I am that she’s with me.

  “Though if you did hook up with her, I’d totally judge you. Hard.”

  “I’d judge me too.” I hear the beeping of her alarm system as she arms the house and closes the door behind her. “How’s your wrist?”

  “It hurts,” she says honestly. “And I’m not able to wrap it as well as you did.”

  “You can switch to a brace if that’s easier. The most important thing is to rest it as much as possible so it can heal.”

  “I’m trying, though I never realized how much I used it until I couldn’t. I’m right-handed, but I sure do use my left hand a lot.”

  “Playing with your sex toys, right?”

  “It is my masturbating hand.”

  “God, I miss you, Quinn.”

  “You’re working this weekend, aren’t you?”

  “I am.”

  “I have to go over a week before I can see you again?” she blurts, and I can tell she immediately feels bad. “It’s fine. I’ll send you naughty pictures. We can FaceTime, and I found a website that does the casting to make your penis into a sparkly dildo.”

  “Well, now I know what to get you for your birthday.”

  “My birthday is too far away. I want your sparkly peen now. Oh shit. I just walked past a neighbor in the hall and she totally heard me,” Quinn adds quietly. I start laughing, imagining her pretty face and the blush coming over her cheeks. “That lady is an uptight bitch too and has this nasty little Pomeranian that tries to bite anyone walking by. The thing is so old. I don’t know how it’s still alive.”

  “Living in an apartment is fun, isn’t it?” I joke. “Though I can’t really complain. No one here is too bad. Sam is probably the one they can’t stand.”

  “I heard that!” Sam calls from the kitchen and I laugh.

  “I lose service in the elevator,” Quinn says. “Call me later?”

  “Yeah. I will around lunchtime. I have back-to-back procedures until then.”

  “Save lives, Dr. Jones.”

  “Bye, babe. Have a good day.” I love you.

  My brother is two floors down from me, and I have no desire to see him. I should have brought him to a different hospital. Fuck, I’m a terrible person, aren’t I? My parents are here as well, and we’re meeting for lunch. Before I go to the hospital cafeteria, which has decent food, I go outside in a staff-only courtyard and call Quinn. She doesn’t answer, and I’m leaving her a message when she calls back.

  “Hey, Arch,” she says and my heart lurches at the sound of her voice. “Sorry. I had my music up too loud to hear my phone ring.”

  “Aren’t you at work?”

  “Yeah. I listen to music in my office and sometimes play it through the speakers so everyone else has to suffer and listen to it.”

  “What are you listening to today?”

  “The Descendants Two soundtrack. It’s a made-for-TV Disney movie that I’m a little obsessed with. And I’ll just say it’s because of Jackson if anyone asks.”

  “He doesn’t like it, does he?”

  “He hasn’t even seen it,” she laughs. “How’s everything going today? Did you save any lives?”

  “If it turns you on, then yes. Though everything I’ve done today was prescheduled, so no one was in danger. And Bobby…he’s back to his old self. Bugging nurses and begging for pain pills. What about you? Did you finish the Batmobile yet?”

  “You can’t rush art. But I did find a flaw in the system for another part of the project that has to pair with what I’m working on, and I’ll just say the people we’re making this for were really impressed. It was their guys who messed up.”

  “That’s amazing,” I tell her, wishing she was at liberty to discuss her project. She hinted it was for the government and that she had to sign NDAs in order to work on it. Though even if she did explain it, I doubt I’d understand.

  “You know how you like to tell everyone you’re a doctor?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Well, in my line of work, women are still in the minority for holding positions like I do, and I love when I get to show off how smart I am to a room full of arrogant men who think I’m not as good as them just because I have a vagina.”

  “I didn’t realize you face adversity.”

  “Oh yeah, we women still do. It’s getting better, and it could be worse. Women of color have an even harder time, and it’s such bullshit.”

  Quinn’s always been one to stand up for equal rights, and I think having four older brothers just proved to her how she can do anything they can do, and most of the time do it better.

  “Anyway, the head of that team is taking me out to dinner tomorrow and wants to introduce me to a professor friend. I kind of feel like Harry Potter going to a Slug Club dinner party, but I’m also at prime laziness right now and am already dreading being out past my bedtime.”

  I didn’t think it was possible to be any more attracted to Quinn than I already am, but she wins me over more and more every
time we talk. “If you’re trying to get a memory from this guy so you can defeat a dark wizard, don’t be so obvious.”

  “I’ll do my best. Oh, tell your parents I said hi. My mom is even more excited knowing your mom is excited and wants to know if it’s okay if I pass along her number.”

  “Yeah, my mom would love that actually. I’ll text you her contact info. They can plan parties to their hearts’ content.”

  “My mom sent me at least a dozen pictures today. It’s kind of annoying, but I’m kind of having fun too.”

  “You should have fun. Don’t feel like you can’t enjoy this or shouldn’t celebrate because of the way things came about.”

  “I do feel that way,” she says, and I can hear relief in her voice. “I didn’t even want to admit it to myself, but I do.”

  “I could tell. This wasn’t planned, but I know for sure we’re going to have an awesome kid.”

  “Yeah. I think so too.” I can tell she’s smiling as she talks. “Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I’m going in for that blood work next Friday, and we should get the results back within a week. And my insurance covers it completely.”

  “That’s great. The time is going to go by slow now,” I say, not realizing just how anxious I am to find out what we’re having.

  “I know. It is. But I did narrow down my names. Can I run them by you?”

  “Of course.”

  “Emma and Aiden.”

  I consider each one, mentally pairing it with my last name. Emma Jones sounds nice, but I’m not a fan of Aiden. I open my mouth to tell Quinn that only to snap my jaw shut. We haven’t talked about last names. I want the baby to have mine, and I hope and pray one day Quinn does too.

  But I’m not proposing now, and suggesting that I think we might someday maybe get married isn’t a strong enough argument. Besides, Quinn wants to take things slow and I know she’s worried about dating just because we’re having a baby.

  “I like Emma,” I finally say. “Aiden…I don’t dislike it, but I don’t like it.”

  “Do you have any names picked out yet?”

  “Not yet. I’ll narrow it down. Or if you want to keep giving me names, I’ll veto until we come to an agreement,” I joke. Though that’s not a bad idea. Naming a kid is a lot of pressure.