Walk of Shame Series (Books 1-6)

by Victoria Ashley

  I’ve never done anything like this before.

  “I still say you cheated.” I walk over to him and toss my jeans at his face, right as he gets ready to speak.

  I can’t help but to laugh as he just stands there with a surprised look on his face. “It’s like that, huh?”

  My breath hitches in my throat as he quickly reaches out and pulls me into his arms, our half-naked bodies molding together as he smiles down at me.

  “A little distraction never hurt anyone and I can promise you that you were just as much of a distraction to me as I was to you.” He gently rubs his thumb over my bottom lip, before leaning in closer, our lips brushing together. “You’ve been a distraction since the moment I laid eyes on you, Eden and I’ve been wanting to do this more than fucking anything.”

  His lips crash hard against mine, his kiss overpowering, and breathtaking, causing me to hold onto his neck for support.

  My hands move up to dig into his thick hair, my heart racing fast against his, as his mouth claims mine, tasting and owning me.

  I’m so lost in the intensity of our kiss, that I don’t even realize I’m off the ground, until my back is slammed against the fence, his hard body pressed between my legs.

  It feels exactly how I imagined. Exciting and extremely hot.

  I moan out as he bites my bottom lip and grabs both my hands, holding them above my head, pressed against the fence.

  “Hold on . . .” he whispers against my lips.

  I grab onto the fence behind me, holding on as tightly as I can, as he lowers his hands down to grip my ass.

  The way his hips move against me as he kisses me has me wrapping my legs tighter around him, desperate to feel him hard, against me.

  He’s so big and so damn stiff.

  Pulling away from his kiss, I slam my head against the fence and bite my bottom lip as I feel Kash’s hand running down my stomach, teasing me.

  The way my body heats up with excitement once it slides down my panties surprises me. I’ve honestly never been this turned on in my entire life.

  “Yes . . .” I nod my head, giving him the okay to go further. “Keep going.”

  “You sure?” he kisses my neck, before nibbling it. “There’s a huge fucking chance that if I touch you the way I want to that we’ll both end up naked in the dirt.”

  I swallow, my whole body reacting to his words. If Kash were any other man, I’d be pushing him away right now, but I don’t want to.

  I need this. I want this.

  It’s been too damn long.

  “Touch me,” I whisper.

  As soon as the words leave my lips, Kash’s fingers slide between my slick folds, causing me to gasp out.

  “Oh shit, Eden.” He slams me harder into the fence, his body holding me in place. “You’re so damn wet.”

  His mouth captures mine, hard with desperation, his two fingers pushing into me at the same time.

  The feel of him inside of me almost instantly sets me off, so I clench my thighs around him and yank at his hair. “It’s been a while, Kash.” I pull his hair harder, my body squeezing him tighter as he begins pumping in and out with a sexy little growl. “You’re going to make me come . . .”

  “That’s my goal, Eden.” He moves his thumb up to rub my clit as his two fingers continue to pump in and out of me. “I want to feel your tight little pussy clench my fingers as I make you come. Show me how good it feels.”

  My breathing picks up, my body now feeling as if it’s on fire as he picks up speed, making me feel a sensation I’ve never felt before.

  My body is on the verge of exploding right here in Kash’s strong arms and I don’t feel one bit of shame or regret.

  All I feel is need. A need to let him take care of me.

  It’s when I feel his thick cock press against my ass as he grinds his hips into me that my orgasm sweeps through me, making me scream out in pleasure as my pussy clamps around Kash’s fingers.

  “Kash! Oh shit . . . oh . . .” I grab onto the back of his neck and hold on tightly as I ride out the intense wave of pleasure.

  A smirk takes over Kash’s face as he waits for my orgasm to stop, before finally pulling his fingers out and sucking them clean with his mouth.

  “Fuck . . . Eden.” He licks his lips as if making sure to get every last drop of my taste from his mouth. “You taste fucking fantastic.”

  I don’t know what to say, so I just bury my face into his neck and smile, while trying to catch my breath.

  “I don’t think this is the right kind of massage you promised me . . .”

  He cups my face, making me look up at him. “This isn’t even half of what I promised you, Eden. I want to give you so much more and I will . . . soon.”

  “Hey!”

  We both look over at the sound of some teenager’s voice. “You guys having sex over there or can we play some baseball?”

  “Oh shit.” I cover my face and laugh, happy that we didn’t end up, naked in the dirt. “We should go.”

  “Give us a minute, man.” Kash grins and sets me back down to my feet, doing his best to keep my body covered. “You get dressed first. I could give a shit if these kids see me in my underwear.”

  Rushing to reach for my clothes, I cling onto Kash, trying to keep a straight face as I get dressed.

  I would think that I’d be embarrassed right now, but surprisingly I’m not.

  Knowing that Kash is in this with me and I’m not alone, has me smiling and feeling . . . free.

  Once I get my clothes on, I grab his shirt and jeans and start walking to the truck, looking behind me to see him following me with a huge grin.

  There’s now a group of six teenagers, probably close to eighteen or nineteen years old. Two of them are girls that keep whistling at Kash, showing admiration for his hot body.

  Smiling, I toss his clothes into the back of the truck and hop in the passenger seat.

  I laugh when Kash leaves his clothes in the back and jumps into the truck in his underwear.

  “Good thing I left my keys in the truck.” With that he smiles and starts the engine. “And seeing as you like my body so much, I left my clothes in the back where you put them.”

  “Good.” I place my hand on his muscular thigh and squeeze it. “Because I more than like the view next to me right now.”

  I could stare at this man’s body all night . . .

  Kash

  OH FUCK . . .

  Eden is making it impossible at this point not to pull this damn truck over and fuck her on the side of the road.

  After getting a feel of her tight, wet pussy and how hard it clenched as I made her come, makes me want to pleasure her even more.

  I want to feel her clamp hard around my cock as I make her come undone with my body. I want her arousal coating my dick, showing me how good I make her feel.

  My muscles flex as Eden moves her hand further up my leg, stopping right next to my hard-on. “Touch it, Eden. It’s yours to fucking handle any way you please.”

  Without a word, she slides her hand where she really wants it. Where we both really want it.

  “Mmm fuck . . .” I let out a growl when Eden’s hand grabs my cock and squeezes it through the thin fabric.

  The little gasp that leaves her lips tells me that she’s surprised at how huge it feels in her hand. I’m used to that reaction.

  “Shit, Kash . . .” She releases my cock and looks at it with wide eyes. “It feels even bigger than it looks. I’m a little intimidated, to be honest.”

  “Don’t be.” I release the steering wheel long enough to grab both her hands and place them on my erection. “Use both hands. I promise you can handle it.”

  She leans over and kisses my neck with confidence, while pulling my cock out of my boxer briefs and grabbing it with both hands.

  “Holy fuck, Eden . . .”

  I growl and grip the steering wheel tighter, as she begins stroking my thick shaft with both hands, brushing her thumbs over the head of my cock e
ach time she reaches the top.

  I honestly didn’t think Eden would let things get as far as they have tonight, which only makes it that much fucking harder not to bust my load all over this truck right now.

  She’s about to make me lose it with one more damn stroke. I can’t handle not being inside her right now.

  Fuck . . .

  A small breath escapes her as I pull my truck over on a side road and reach over to undo her seatbelt.

  “I can’t handle this shit, Eden.”

  I can see her chest quickly rise and fall as her eyes meet mine, waiting for me to make my next move. “Can’t handle what?”

  “Not being inside you. Not fucking making you come again. Shit . . . not giving you what you deserve.”

  Keeping my eyes on hers, I grip the side of her face and lean in, crashing my lips hard against hers.

  A surprised breath escapes her the moment our lips crash together, her hands reaching around to grip the back of my hair with desperation.

  “Kash . . .” she whispers, pulling away slightly.

  I grip her tighter and rub my thumb over her bottom lip with a smirk. “You want me to make you come again?” I brush my lips over hers, before growling against them. “I’m trying to take it slow for you, but I have a feeling you need me inside you just as much as I need to be.”

  She sucks in a quick breath right before my lips slam against hers again, my mouth claiming hers, recklessly.

  She tries pulling away after a few seconds, but I bite her lip pulling her back to me. Her mouth tastes so fucking good that I’m not ready to stop yet.

  Keeping my mouth on hers, I reach down and push her seat back as far as it goes, before spreading her legs and moving in between them. Her body feels so fucking good beneath mine that I can’t help but to be rough, my kisses becoming harder and deeper, giving her a glimpse of how I am in the bedroom.

  I’m anything but gentle when it comes to being inside a woman. From my experience, they all want it hard and deep, hitting every fucking spot and I more than deliver.

  Eden has no idea the things I can do to her.

  Both of my hands tangle into the back of her long hair as she moans into my mouth, before speaking. “I do want this . . . you . . . but . . .”

  “Tell me, Eden.”

  “I’m not sure I’m ready,” she admits. “But I want you so damn badly right now. All I can think about it how you’d feel inside me. I haven’t wanted a man inside me for a while now but you make me want things, Kash.”

  I grip the seat around her, trying like hell to keep my cool and prepare to talk my dick down if it comes down to it.

  “I’m ready to give you anything you want, Eden. I want you for more than just this. But I won’t lie when I say I want to fuck you hard and fast right now and show you how a real man takes care of a woman’s needs.”

  She looks down and moans as my cock jerks. “Holy shit . . .”

  That’s all it takes for me to know she wants this just as badly as I do.

  Locking eyes with hers, I undo her jeans and slide them down her legs.

  Then I slide my hands up her stomach and grip her shirt, pulling it over her head, stripping her back down to just her bra and panties once again.

  When her lips part and a sexy little breath leaves her lips, I lose it and grip her thighs, bringing the head of my cock meet her entrance.

  It brushes against her warm pussy, causing her to spread her legs for me and bite her bottom lip with need.

  Fuck me . . .

  I want to do this. I want to be inside her more than anything, but as soon as her phone vibrates next to us, “dad” popping up on the screen, I hesitate, knowing that it’s most likely Alec calling her.

  If I fuck Eden on our first date, she’s going to think I only want her for this reason once it’s over. I can’t have that shit. I can’t have her thinking I don’t want to be there in the future for her and her son.

  “I’m sorry,” I whisper into the side of her hair. “Your son . . .”

  She leans forward with a quickness, once she finally notices her phone going off. “Oh shit!”

  I instantly see the guilt take over her face as she turns the phone over and looks me in the eyes. “I should get dressed so I can call Alec back. I never miss his call before bed.”

  Smiling, I cup her face and press my lips against hers, letting her know I understand. “I agree and you shouldn’t start now.”

  Reaching beside me, I grab for her jeans and help her pull them back up her legs.

  As she’s finishing getting dressed, I run around to the back of my truck and get dressed myself, smiling as a car full of women slowly drive by, honking and whistling at me, while I stand here half-naked on the side of the road.

  It’s then that I look over to see Eden standing next to my truck, smiling too as I pull my jeans up. “Not sure we would’ve gotten much privacy here. Those women looked as if they were ready to pull over and join you until they noticed me.”

  I walk over and grab her waist, pulling her against me to show her I’m focused on her and her alone. “Do you want more privacy next time? I can arrange that.”

  She leans in and presses her forehead to mine, seeming a bit embarrassed by our situation. “Maybe . . . I don’t know. We were two seconds away from having sex, Kash. I don’t know what I was thinking. I was too wrapped up in you and that’s not something I let happen so easily with anyone.” With that she kisses my cheek and pulls away from me. “I need to call my son back before he falls asleep.”

  Giving her some privacy, I jump back into my truck and turn on the radio, letting the whole night replay in my head.

  I never have unprotected sex, yet with her, it didn’t even cross my mind to search for a condom. It was as if being with her just felt so damn natural. Kissing her, touching her and being inside her was all that mattered when it came down to it.

  Pulling me from my thoughts, Eden hops into the truck a few minutes later with a huge smile on her face. “Alec just wanted to say goodnight and tell me how much fun he’s having beating grandpa at video games. I love that kid so damn much.”

  “He sounds like a great kid.”

  My stomach sinks at the thought of keeping this secret from her, but I need more time to show her who I am.

  We need more time before she gets scared and pushes me away.

  “It’s getting pretty late . . .” I grab her hand and pull it into my lap. “I should get you home in case Alec calls again because he wakes up.”

  She squeezes my hand. “Thank you.”

  I press her hand to my mouth and kiss it. “For what?”

  “For understanding . . . for stopping when you saw my phone go off. Not many guys would give a shit.”

  “Well I do. I give a shit more than you know.” I place her hand on my thigh and squeeze it, keeping my hand on hers the whole way to her house.

  Pulling up in the driveway, I quickly undo my seatbelt and run over to open the door for Eden.

  She smiles, grabbing my hand as I help her down to her feet. “Don’t get me too used to this,” she says with a laugh. “Then I’ll expect it from every guy in the future.”

  I reach behind her and shut the truck door, before grabbing her face and speaking next to her ear. “Maybe getting you used to me is what I want so there won’t be any other guys in the future . . .”

  I hear the slight sound of her swallow, before she lets out a small breath. “Goodnight, Kash. Thank you for a fantastic night.”

  “Goodnight, Eden.” I place a gentle kiss beside her lips, before watching her disappear into the house.

  I have no fucking idea how I’m going to get any sleep tonight after watching her walk away, but I know without a doubt that I did the right thing by not fucking her like I wanted to.

  Eden isn’t like other women and I need to make sure I show her that . . .

  Eden

  AFTER KASH DROPPED ME OFF last night, I spent the entire night thinking about him and
how damn good he made me feel, not just physically but emotionally.

  He made me smile and laugh harder than I have in a very long time with anyone other than my son.

  Kash has a way of making me feel carefree and full of life, allowing me to let loose and just live for the moment.

  I don’t seem to worry about all the small things when I’m with him and I know more than ever now that I need that in my life.

  I want that in my life.

  The only thing that scares me when it comes to being around Kash is that I want him physically more than any man I’ve ever met.

  When I’m with him all I can think about is him touching me. His sexy lips and hands all over my naked body, making me come undone until I’m screaming out his name.

  I want to feel every inch of kash. My desire for him almost got me in trouble last night and it was only the first date. I have no idea what I’ll allow to happen if I see him again, yet I still want to see him again.

  I’ve been awake for almost an hour now, lying in bed, thinking about him and how much I want to spend time with him again.

  That says a lot.

  “What am I going to do with this man? He’s everything . . . Ugh . . .”

  Rolling over, I smash my face into the pillow, smiling into it as I think about how hard he made me come last night.

  Just the memory of him slamming me against the fence with his fingers inside me sets my entire body on fire with this desire I’ve never felt before.

  The way he touched me was unlike anything I’d ever experienced before. It was as if he was taking the time to learn my body and find out exactly what spot would set me off and send my body into an overload of sensations.

  It didn’t take him long to find what he was looking for and when he found it, he mastered it, completely owning my body until it exploded around his fingers.

  Rolling back over, I slide my hand down my panties, needing some kind of release, but nearly jump out of bed when the doorbell goes off.

  “Holy fuck!” I throw my hands over my face and shake my head, hoping like hell it’s not my father and Alec right now. With the thoughts running through my head seeing them is the last thing I want. “Please be someone else. Please . . .”