Kit: Carson Brothers #1

by Dyble, S R

  A section of my hair was still pushed back which meant my neck was exposed and a shiver fell over my body as Kit’s lips gently kissed the bare skin.

  My eyes involuntarily closed and my hands gripped my legs as a beautiful warmth covered my body. Kit found my hands and lifted them so that they were on his shoulders before he gripped the backs of my thighs and moved with me still on top of him.

  He shifted all the way to the headrest where he sat back, then he continued kissing my skin and when a hum escaped my lips, I lifted my hand to cover my mouth.

  Kit smiled and shook his head before moving my hand away and gently he kissed my lips.

  It started off innocent enough but before I knew it our kisses became more heated and my body was answering everything Kit was doing. I’d never had so much desire filling my body before and it was so intense that when Kit bit against the flesh on my neck I closed my eyes and hummed out loud again.

  “There’s no way I’m sleeping on the floor,” Kit said against my neck and it put a halt to our frantic making out. He looked me in the eyes and I nodded.

  I had no idea what I was agreeing to but being held in Kit’s arms was what I needed, it was what I wanted and I didn’t want him to sleep on the floor.

  As he continued kissing me, I wasn’t naïve as to what was moving against my inner thigh, the fact that I’d made Kit hard gave me a small victory. I say small because I knew it was probably an easy thing to do and I hated how jealous I felt that other girls could do that to him.

  “What’s wrong?” Kit pulled away from kissing my shoulder and looked up at me as I sat still on him.

  “Nothing,” I lied. I couldn’t stop thinking about all of the girls Kit had been with and I was no better than any of them. I was falling for Kit’s charm and was currently mounted on top of him. I promised myself I wouldn’t let myself be that girl but without even realising I was enjoying every minute of having Kit touching me, and maybe there was nothing wrong with that.

  I was only human after all, right?

  “Don’t lie, you’ve gone stiff and you’re pulling that face you pull when you’re thinking too hard."

  I stared down at him, wondering how he’d come to realise that I have a specific face purely for overthinking.

  “It bothers me how many girls you’ve been with,” I told him honestly and Kit looked hurt from what I’d said.

  It took him a while after he’d looked around the room.

  “It’s easy for me, knowing you haven’t been with anyone. I guess, I can understand why you feel like that,” he said.

  I rose my eyebrows, “How do you know I haven’t been with anyone else?”

  Kit smirked and I eyed him.

  “You’re too sweet, Eve."

  I was seriously confused, “That’s it? I’m too sweet?”

  He nodded and turned his attention back to my jawline where he trailed kisses along it.

  “I’m never gonna get enough of you,” he said against my ear and a clear shiver ran down my body which he lapped up. Kit’s hands had somehow found their way to the bare skin under the top he’d given me and he trailed circles around my hips as his lips continued to assault mine.

  Before too long, I was lost in it with Kit once again and my body was begging for something, I didn’t know how to fulfil. When my body started involuntary rocking against Kit’s hardness, I gasped and stopped myself, opening my eyes. I didn’t have a chance to see how Kit had reacted because my actions had seemed to send him into a frenzy and he growled from beneath me before gripping the edges of my top and pulling it over my head.

  I was about to question his actions but Kit’s face landed directly into my cleavage where he continued to kiss my skin, it drove me mad and as his hands lifted to cup my breasts my head fell back with the intensity of his touch. I didn’t even have my bra off but having his hands on me was enough to make my body mad with anticipation.

  The fact that I was sitting only in my bra and Kit’s boxers didn’t seem to even cross my mind because I was so riled up and caught in the moment with him. It wasn’t until he flipped me onto my back and climbed up between my legs that I thought about my appearance and how I must have looked being so bare.

  “Kit...” I wrapped my arms around my stomach as Kit caught my mouth once again, when he tried to hold my hands above my head, I was reluctant to move them from my stomach and he realised. Looking me in the eyes, I could see the confusion there.

  “Don’t try and hide from me, Eve.”

  I couldn’t help it, I hated my body and no one had ever seen it before.

  When I didn’t answer him, he lowered to my stomach and I wanted to pull his head back up to mine but he gripped my hands and held them to my sides. I wriggled and closed my eyes as I felt Kit planting kisses from my ribs down to my stomach. He continued down my left leg and stared back up at me as he continued. I would have shut my legs if they weren’t being held open by Kit. I still gripped them together as much as I could and it locked him between them like they were a pair of scissors.

  “Kit ...” I warned him before he planted a kiss on my inner thigh causing my body to ignite. It caused my hips to lift without my say so.

  It made him smile and he continued.

  My embarrassment wanted him to stop whilst my body was begging for more and was acting on its own accord by buckling into Kit’s face.

  When he kissed even closer inside my legs I moaned and Kit let go of my hands so he could gently pull down the underwear he’d given me. At first, I gripped his hands but his intense stare and the way he came back up to kiss me made my hands loosen. I wasn’t expecting for Kit to take his hand and rub it in between my legs.

  “The fact that you’re wearing my pants and getting so wet is so fucking sexy, Eve,” he said.

  His words alone made my head fall back and he made fast work of pulling the bottoms the rest of the way down my legs.

  Before I could object, Kit used his hands to pull my legs apart and then the softness of his touch landed in between my folds and against my clit where he rubbed gently.

  “Ah!” I called out and threw my head back again. “Kit!” I was begging him, although I didn’t even know what I was begging for.

  “Yes, baby?” He looked up at me from in between my legs, his eyes were lit with fire and it turned me on even more.

  “You’re so fucking wet, Eve,” he said as he trailed his finger down to my opening.

  When he slid his finger inside, I moaned even louder, I didn’t even know I could make such a sound but Kit’s movements drew it from me without me being able to stop myself.

  At first, he started slowly, pumping in and out of me with his finger. Then as his thumb trailed back up to my clit, his fingers quickened and I started panting and gripping onto the bed sheets like a crazed woman.

  “God, Kit!” I tried to bury my head into something but the pillow was stuck beneath my head and I moaned out some more as Kit continued his beautiful torture.

  I could feel something tightening inside of me and I moved my hand to grip Kit’s.

  “Stop, I’m- ”

  “You’re going to come, baby,” he said, still kissing my inner thigh.

  “Stop, Kit,” I moaned again and threw my head back. It felt so good but the anticipation of what was to come was killing me.

  Then Kit dug his finger deeper into me and rubbed against a spot that felt fucking amazing. It only took a few more strokes and for Kit to say, “Come for me, baby, I wanna watch you squirt all over my fingers,” for me to let go and a wall of ecstasy exploded inside of my core. Only for it to come crashing down in a ton of ripples that ran over my body and felt frikkin' amazing.

  I couldn’t stop myself from moaning loudly and kept my eyes tightly shut as I enjoyed every last ripple of pleasure deep inside my core.

  I felt Kit removing his fingers just as it ended and when I finally got the courage to open my eyes, I felt weightless.

  Hearing Kit chuckle, made me look at him. “I n
ever wanna forget how you look right now."

  I blinked a few times, wondering what he was about to do. When he lifted his fingers and popped them into his mouth like a lollipop, I sat up and closed my legs tightly, feeling mortified.

  “Just like I told you, sweet as fuck,” he said, pulling his fingers from his mouth.

  “You just-” I pointed to my body and then to his fingers, “then put them in your mouth. You sucked on your fingers like…” I was speechless.

  It got a grin from Kit and embarrassment settled over my body.

  “Don’t you go getting shy on me now, Eve,” he said, pushing himself up my body and kissing my nose.

  “I’m so embarrassed,” I said, holding my hands to my face.

  “You’ve got nothing to be embarrassed about, I made you come and you loved it. You’re mine, I want to make you feel good. Getting to watch you fall apart like that is a fucking turn on, I almost blew my load in my pants just watching you."

  I lowered my hands and looked at him directly in the eyes.

  “I’m yours?”

  “Yes, you’ve always been mine, and I’m not sharing you."

  Knowing I was asleep and in a nightmare, was even worse than not knowing. There was literally nothing I could do as I frantically searched around the familiar place for an escape. The underground bar had been the location of each and every one of my nightmares and I knew that shortly the action would start and there’d be nothing I could do about it. I started crying as I pulled at the door handles, as always, they seemed to be just figments of my imagination and didn’t even budge against my erratic force. Closing my eyes tightly, I prayed I’d find an escape or that I’d wake up but instead of waking up I heard the gut-twisting voices getting louder. I sobbed more and opened my eyes whilst turning around to see each of them kneeling on their knees before a man. My mother, father and brother were always tied up, with their mouths gagged and their faces beaten and swollen. I sobbed so hard that I fell to the floor, and the man turned around to look at me. It was the first time he’d noticed me here and as always, he rushed at me. Despite my family’s loud pleas and begging for him to stop the man smiled down at me before gripping my head and smashing it into the floor.

  * * *

  I screamed so loudly that my eardrums popped, my chest shook from the assault against my lungs and I sat up praying for the whole thing to pass.

  “Eve, Eve! Look at me!”

  The sound of Kit’s voice shouting at me brought me straight away from the darkness consuming me and I stared directly at him before searching around the room frantically.

  I was safe, I was in Kit’s room and just as I was about to calm down, Kit’s door swung open and I screamed again and reached for the covers to pull over my bare body.

  All of Kit’s brothers piled into the room, searching the room urgently for what was wrong. When their eyes settled on nothing but me and Kit in bed, they looked at us. “What the hell is wrong?” Jax asked.

  “I’m so sorry,” I shook my head and lowered it into my hands.

  I glanced at Kit and after staring at me for some time longer, he looked over at his brothers and nodded for them to leave.

  “I swear, I didn’t see anything,” Jason said and as I looked at him, he smirked at us both before leaving.

  “Get the hell out, man,” Kit hissed.

  “I’m so sorry,” I said again, but this time only to Kit because his brothers had left and had shut the door behind them, leaving us in darkness again.

  Kit reached over and switched the side lamp on.

  “Why are you sorry?” He looked me over.

  “Do I have to tell you? I just woke you up by screaming, I should never have stayed."

  I tried to get up then but Kit pulled me back down and into his arms.

  “Hey, stop it,” he said into my hair. “How often does that happen?” he asked, looking me in the eyes.

  I shook my head, “I thought they’d stopped, I haven’t had them in ages but recently they’ve started to come back. I’m sorry."

  “Stop saying sorry, you’ve got nothing to be sorry for. Do you wanna talk about it, or do you want to go back to sleep?”

  I nodded, “Sleep.” But I knew I wouldn’t be going to sleep again and probably not for at least three nights to come, not after a nightmare like that.

  When I laid back down, Kit pulled me into his front so we were spooning again and with his mouth against my ear he kissed it.

  “Relax, Eve, you’re safe."

  Just hearing Kit’s words relaxed me more than he could ever have known and being wrapped in his arms did make me feel safe. I hadn’t felt so safe in so long and against my own will, my body eventually slid back into sleep. For the first time in years, I dreamt about something different, about Kit.

  * * *

  I woke up what felt like a heartbeat later, feeling refreshed and with a smile on my face. I hadn’t thought about where I was until then and I sat up to see I was alone in Kit’s bed.

  Looking around I saw a note on the side, accompanied by a glass of orange juice.

  I hope your head isn’t hurting too much, Blondie. I’ll be downstairs. Kit x

  I smiled and got a little giddy, not only over Kit’s note and how it made me feel but the whole circumstances I’d found myself in. I was in Kit’s bed, half naked after a night of not only being held and cherished but he’d made me see stars. Remembering what Kit had done to me the night before, made my cheeks burn.

  I got out of his bed and trailed over to his bathroom where I took a quick shower and dressed in the clothes Kit had left for me on the side. I found my small clutch bag from the night before that had the bare essentials in and I got myself ready.

  I cursed as I glanced at my phone and saw nearly fifty missed calls, all from Lilly.

  Spitting the last of the toothpaste from my mouth I popped the toilet seat down, sat down and called her.

  “What the actual fuck, Eve!” Lilly shouted into my ear and if I hadn’t had already popped my eardrums screaming during the night, Lilly definitely had now…

  “I know! I know… I’m sorry.” I cringed and waited for her response.

  “Did you have sex with him?”

  My eyebrows shot up.

  “I’m still in one piece, by the way, my ear isn’t currently calling you from beneath the floorboards where various parts of my body have been scattered!”

  “Answer the question."

  “No!” I stood up. “I didn’t have sex with him."

  Lilly whistled through the phone. “Last night was a mess."

  I had to agree and I looked at myself in the mirror knowing I desperately needed to brush my hair before it dried wrong.

  “I gotta go, but I’ll ring you later."

  “No, wait! Tell me what happened with you and Kit, are you together now then, or what?”

  I rolled my eyes, “Can I just talk to you later?”

  “Answer the question and I’ll go, I promise."

  Looking around I gathered my thoughts from the previous night and blushed.

  “He said I was his and that he wasn’t gonna share me."

  “Aww!”

  I rolled my eyes again but couldn’t help but smile.

  “I still think he’s a dick, though, just don’t let him fuck you over, okay?”

  “I’m trying. I swore I’d never end up in his bed, look how that turned out."

  “Uhuh, he’s a fucker... Anyway, I’ll let you go, stay safe and ring me ASAP."

  “Noted, talk soon."

  I took the steps downstairs slowly. On the second floor down, I noticed what could only be described as a cleaner hoovering the landing. All of the party guests had left now and the little woman holding the hoover smiled at me.

  “Morning,” I smiled back at her and headed down the rest of the steps where I could hear the radio in the kitchen. It wasn’t overly loud and I heard Kit laughing along with the sounds of crackling. I could smell the food cooking and heard Ja
son speaking.

  “What do you mean?” Jason asked and I stood at the bottom of the stairs and in the empty hallway listening in. I knew it was wrong and was about to walk in when I heard Kit answer.

  “Like, it’s really fucked her up, I’ve never heard a chick scream so loud."

  Jason snorted, “You clearly haven’t fucked her yet then, there’s still time."

  When I heard Kit chuckle, it hurt like a plaster being ripped from an open wound. Why was he talking about me like that with his brother?

  I thought about just leaving, after hearing what Kit thought of me I nearly did. I had to at least show my face and I made it a brave one as I headed into the kitchen.

  “There she is,” Jason smiled at me and I tried my best to not shoot daggers at him. Only seconds before were they both making fun of me.

  “Breakfast?” Kit beamed at me and I wanted to smack him for looking so perfect after he’d just said what he had about me. I actually felt tears threatening just knowing what he really thought about me.

  “No,” I finally said and faked a smile, “I’m actually gonna go, catch a train and y’know so, see ya."

  I closed my eyes and scrunched up my face as I left through to the hallway. I’d well and truly fucked that up and knowing I’d now given something else to add to facts about me that made me weird, pissed me off as well. I found my pumps at the front door and slid them on, but before I could leave, a hand came around me and stopped the door from opening.

  “Eve? What the hell are you doing, what’s going on?” Kit asked from behind me.

  I turned to face him, remaining strong despite needing to cry.

  “Nothing, just heading home,” I answered casually.

  “Don’t bullshit me, be straight with me. Why are you running off?”

  When I didn’t answer Kit sighed and rubbed his head. “You’re the most confusing chick I’ve ever met."