by Dyble, S R
“I wanna make it special for you, I don’t wanna rush you into it."
“Maybe you should stop overthinking it and let nature take its course."
God, I sounded like such a twat, but it was the first thing that came to my head without openly asking Kit to fuck me.
Although Kit was driving carefully still, I had noticed he’d picked up speed since our conversation and I couldn’t help but smile although, as we got closer, nerves set in.
Were we going to have sex? For real?
Like fate, Kit’s house was empty, and it made me even more nervous because it allowed for us to do anything. As Kit led me upstairs, I followed willingly, knowing I wanted Kit badly but also feeling the nerves I was trying to push aside.
Sitting on Kit’s bed, I watched as he went into the bathroom and returned only a second later where he knelt down in front of me and held onto my legs as his face came closer to mine.
“I’m not gonna have sex with you, Eve,” he said, kissing my cheek.
I frowned and stared at him. “Why?”
“I can see how nervous you are just thinking about it, you’re not ready."
“How the hell do you know?”
I was getting mad and I had no idea why.
“I’m not gonna rush this with you,” he said, getting up and heading over to the TV.
“You talk like I’m a little girl! Am I not fuckable or something?”
Kit turned around quickly and smiled at me. “Are you fuckable?” he repeated, smirking at the concept.
“There clearly must be something wrong with me or you’d just fuck me,” I said harshly and it made him smile more as he came to my front once again.
“We haven’t been together that long, you know that, right?”
He was right, we hadn’t been together long but it felt like we had been and every second alone with Kit made me feel eager for his touch.
“You’re so cute when you get mad, you know that?” he said before bringing his face into my neck to kiss.
“And for the record, I don’t plan to fuck you, I have in mind something a little more chivalrous before I take you there."
The fact Kit was kissing my neck along with his simple but seductive words made my eyes close and I relaxed against his soft touch.
“You drive me insane, Eve,” he said against my skin and it made me hum in delight as his breath heated the delicate skin on my shoulder blade.
I’d had enough of this torture and like a confident person I gripped hold of Kit’s top and pulled him forward onto me as I laid back onto the bed.
Shifting back so my head was pressed into the pillows, I stared directly into his eyes and watched as he followed me and crawled up the bed and between my legs.
“What are you doing?” he asked, knowing full well what I was doing.
“I think you need to stop,” he said against my lips but I took it upon myself to reach my hands under Kit’s top and I trailed them over his back and down his stomach.
“Eve,” Kit warned through a growl but I had no intentions of stopping, even if I only accomplished teasing Kit, I needed something. I had no intentions of stopping and I kept on pushing Kit, not knowing fully what the hell I was actually doing.
“I’m gonna lose it with you in a minute,” Kit warned as I reached up and kissed along his bottom lip.
“So, lose it,” I said before kissing his partially opened mouth and like a switch had been flicked, Kit moaned and captured my mouth with his before hungrily gripping at my leggings and pulling them off. Moving away from my lips, Kit brought his to the insides of my thighs where he kissed up and down, careful only to tease me.
I gripped my fingers onto his shoulders and moaned before grabbing at his top in an attempt to pull it off. He made short work of it and pulled it over his head before moving up back to my mouth. He kissed me and continued all the way to my shoulder, the neckline of the top I had on got in the way of him going further.
He made short work of that too and before too long I was laid only in underwear and Kit was kissing me everywhere.
“Kit,” I hissed hungrily, just having his lips on me was driving me crazy, but as Kit moved between my legs, I pulled him back up. I knew he had intentions of relieving me through his mouth and the art of his tongue. I didn’t want that though, I tugged at the band on his shorts, successfully pulling them over his arse.
“Eve,” he warned against my mouth but it came out more of a moan as my hands spread across his arse. I knew Kit had an amazing arse, just looking at it through his clothes told me that much but feeling it was something else and I gripped onto it, gently pulling it so his crotch thrust in between my legs.
He moaned against my ear, making me want him even more.
I was probably being stupid and Kit was probably right but I needed him so badly that it hurt.
“Kit, please,” I begged as his crotch hit in between my legs again and I felt his hardness pressing there.
“You want this?” he asked, looking me in the eyes.
I nodded.
“You’re sure?”
Again, I nodded and held onto his shoulders as he stared at my face and waited.
It didn’t take long for Kit to lose it again and he went back to making sure we were both totally naked.
First, he sat me up and kissed all the way down my neck and to my breasts where he reached his arms around my back and unclipped my bra.
“They’re fucking perfect,” he said as my boobs were released and he brought his hands up to cup them. He kissed one of my nipples, causing me to moan out loud.
Over and over, he kissed and nibbled on the skin before he kissed my mouth and laid me back so he could turn his attention to my knickers.
It all happened so quickly and soon I was totally naked and being looked over by a ravenous Kit.
His stare was making me embarrassed because what if I looked god-awful?
“Don’t you dare, okay?” he said looking at my face, he must have seen the insecurity there.
“You’re perfect."
I smiled up at him, taking in his naked body, I’d never seen a naked man before. Not properly and as Kit moved to the end of the bed to remove his shorts, I watched his every move. The second he pulled his shorts down, his large length popped to attention and I couldn’t help but stare in amazement. He was honestly beautiful, everything about him was flawless. Eventually, I brought my eyes away from his body and back at his face as he climbed back onto the bed and in-between my legs.
He kissed me some more and I ran my hands down his body freely, taking in every shape and section of him that I could.
My hands naturally ran over the indentations in his skin where the scars were and again I looked at him and thought about how I knew nothing about them.
My mind was quickly brought back to our moment as Kit came closer and his erection naturally reached in between my legs and against my heat. I moaned as his dick rubbed in between my folds and against my clit.
“God, Kit.” I clenched onto his shoulders and my head flipped back as I groaned. He continued the same movement over and over.
“I need to get a rubber,” he said, reaching over to his side cabinet and opening the drawer where he quickly found one. I watched in fascination as he lined the condom against the tip of his dick and gently unrolled it down his length.
It didn’t take long and Kit quickly came back over to me and slowed down his movements as he took time to kiss my lips and neck, showing me affection and making it as special as he could before getting to it.
“You’re perfect, Eve,” he said against my ear before kissing me and guiding himself back in between my legs where his dick teased my clit again.
I didn’t reckon I’d be the type of girl to moan out loud, but the spell Kit had me under and the pleasure he was building deep inside me, had me a wriggling and moaning mess. Once again, I was so eager to have him inside of me that I gripped his arse and edged him that way.
“Slowly,
baby, I don’t wanna hurt you,” Kit said as he took his hand and gently brought the tip of his dick to my entrance.
He started off slowly, then edged further. I felt the stretching instantly and gripped onto his body as Kit continued further.
“You okay?” he asked, looking me in the eyes.
I nodded and waited for him to go further, then in one swift move Kit pushed in.
Feeling the full force of Kit’s length and width, I hissed as it caused a sharp pain, followed by a burning sensation.
“You okay?” he asked again.
I nodded and closed my eyes before telling him to continue.
That was it, I’d lost my virginity and as the thought came to the front of my mind, I opened my eyes and stared at the man who had taken it. The man that I wanted this so badly with and as I stared at him my heart gushed with emotion, so much so that it nearly made me cry because there was just so much of it.
I had fallen for Kit, head over heels and in such a short space of time that I knew it was stupid.
I bathed in the thought as Kit kissed me hard and continued moving, being careful not to hurt me anymore.
“Jesus, Eve, you’re so tight."
“Is that a good thing?” I asked, totally clueless as to whether that was a good or bad thing.
“It’s good!” Kit nodded, enjoying the moment and I lifted my hand to cup his face.
We shared a look of deep passion and I wondered if he could see in my eyes that I loved him.
“I’m gonna move faster, okay?” he asked and I nodded, still holding onto him.
He brought himself closer to my body and held onto my arse and hips as he slowly started picking up speed. Watching his face change and seeing him enjoying it so much made something inside of me ignite and a similar pleasure started building.
Kit was fully inside of me and continued his thrusts and held me tight.
“You feel so good, Eve, I’m never gonna get enough,” he said against my ear, breathing harder.
I realised quickly that I loved hearing him talking to me, it turned me on even more and the beauty of his dick being inside of me along with his words lifted the orgasm I knew was going to come very soon. It felt amazing and I gripped at the sheets beneath me as Kit moved faster and then slower and delicately, it drove me insane.
“Kit,” I panted as his dick stroked against my inner sweet spot and I threw my head back as he continued thrusting and brought his lips to my nipples.
“Oh!”
He was driving me insane but in the best possible way.
“You like that?” Kit said against my ear and I moaned in response before staring into his eyes and nodding.
“You’re a fucking Goddess,” he said, taking his hands to my tits and then running them down my waist and over my curves.
“So fucking sexy,” he panted, this was pure fucking magic and I didn’t want it to stop.
As I felt myself nearer the edge Kit came close again and began his long thrusts that made it so much more passionate and he brought his face close to kiss me, panting.
I felt lost in a bubble with him and I closed my eyes as I held onto him, focused on the building orgasm and how each stroke felt inside me.
“Kit!” I called out loudly as I climaxed and it exceeded my expectations. Just at that moment, I heard Kit moaning and he gripped me closer and thrust into me with extra force, causing his dick to extend my orgasm. It made me call out once more.
“Eve,” he groaned in the sexiest low voice that made my insides lap over and gush even more.
“Keep coming, beautiful,” he said, staring at me and continuing his movements.
“Oh, God!” It just kept coming, over and over and I had to wonder if I would ever feel anything as blissful as this again.
As I came down from my high, Kit rolled us over so I was on top of him, he was still inside of me and as I flopped to his chest his dick slid out of me so he could remove the johnny.
“Fucking hell,” he breathed and laid quietly for a while as I smiled.
“I think I love you,” Kit said quietly after a short while and it made me move away from his neck and stare at him.
“What?” I asked, not sure if I’d heard him right.
Lifting his hand, he brushed aside a piece of my hair and stared back at me.
“I think I love you, Eve."
I gulped and my smile started small and then took over my face as I looked down at him. I was totally naked on top of him but I didn’t care, because Kit had just said he loved me and it made me the happiest I’d ever been.
“Really?” I had to confirm it.
He nodded, his face still serious. “I’ve never felt anything like this."
I nodded, too, because I knew exactly what he meant.
“I love you too,” I said with no reservation.
His eyebrows lifted as he stroked my hair again. “You do?”
I nodded and smiled as he slid his hand behind my neck and brought my lips to his.
It had been maybe fifteen minutes since we’d had sex for the first time. A few times we kissed and turned over to face each other but we mainly bathed in each other’s naked bodies and stared at each other.
“What’s wrong?” Kit asked almost instantly as a new thought crossed my mind.
“Nothing, why?” I lied because something had reached the forefront of my thoughts and it was bothering me.
“Are you regretting it now?” he asked.
“You thinking of your ego? How could I regret that?”
He grinned and brought his hand further up my waist.
“I’m serious, what’s up?”
I shook my head before starting and I looked away from him before looking back, even with his head against the pillow, Kit managed to cock his head like a puppy waiting.
“I was just thinking, we’ve just had sex and I barely even know you."
Kit frowned and thought about it. “What do you want to know?”
“I don’t want to question you, that isn’t fair."
“How else will you know if you don’t ask?”
I looked at him for a second and nodded.
“Okay.” I sat up, pulling the bed sheets with me so my body was covered and I looked back down at him, waiting for him to sit up also.
He smirked, “You getting set for an interview, Blondie?”
“Something like that.” I smiled as he sat up and pushed pillows against the headboard so he could sit back.
“Shoot,” he said and I couldn’t help but eye his perfect chest as he laid back looking so relaxed.
“You wanna talk after we…?” Kit eyed me and smiled as I looked from his chest to his face as I felt his fingers trailing up my back.
“Again?” I asked, not knowing that was even possible. It never dawned on me until being with Kit, just how inexperienced I was in the sex field.
“I could do that over and over with you, Eve, I told you. I’m never gonna get enough."
I smiled, feeling self-achieved at his declaration.
“No,” I said then. “I want to know more about you."
He nodded and smiled as I sat upright and thought about what I wanted to ask.
“Your parents?” I asked after a little while.
“What about them?”
I frowned. “You said they were dead, but that was it."
“That’s pretty much all there is to know. My parents weren’t very nice people. My mother was materialistic and never really showed us any affection. She ran off with a different man when I was nine. My father was even more materialistic and as a businessman, he had every intention of using any of us to benefit himself."
“What do you mean?”
Kit looked in front of him as if he was thinking about his past.
“I didn’t become a fighter because I decided it’s what I wanted to be… My dad trained me and I was naïve to his promises. He promised me he could make me a big star, told me to train hard and I’d be a big deal. Being a dodg
y businessman like my father meant he had constant enemies and he had every intention of using me not only to protect him but win fights to gain respect. When I disobeyed him or lost a fight, he’d punish me. I figured it was a training technique- that it would make me stronger. Instead, it turned me sour, I became a monster, tainted and tortured into being the man he wanted me to be."
I gulped and stared at him.
“I’m so sorry.”
He looked at me and took my hand, “Don’t be sorry, sweetie."
“The scars?”
He nodded, “They’re from him and his training techniques."
“Your brothers, were they involved too?”
Kit shook his head and looked down. “We were all trained boxing at a young age, it was a way of life but only I took great interest in it. Jax, in particular, tried to warn me of my father’s ways but I was too stupid to listen. We were all young and caught in his web. Living in a huge mansion on a beach, made us all materialistic. Jason was in the army before coming home and opening his own garage, Jax was studying to be a doctor but enjoyed the way of life. Eric was just being Eric and Nick was all over the place, nearly getting caught up in dealing drugs."
“Your dad dealt drugs?”
He nodded. “My father dealt anything he could get his hands on."
I didn’t want to ask what else he dealt in because I wasn’t sure I could handle the knowledge.
“What made you leave?”
I didn’t understand, if they were all caught in his web then what made them leave, and why did they come here of all places?
Kit thought about it for a while and it made me wonder if he was about to tell me the truth.
“Things got bad, my father was entering me into bad fights, with deadly men. Granted, I won them all but I was falling into his pit of dodgy business and I could see myself for what I had become. Damn, I nearly killed Jax because we got into a fight, he was trying to protect me and I rejected it and punched him. We started fighting and I could have easily taken it too far…” He took a short break and looked at me before continuing.
“Jax was offered work here, we took the jump and left my father and came here with him. Each of us needed a fresh start, we’d all become greedy with wealth and women, living in a business mansion would make any man that way. We came with him and started a new life here."
